25 ya\u015f\u0131nda sevdiyim adamla ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdum. Ail\u0259m onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259yim\u0259 raz\u0131 deyildi, amma m\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, onu se\u00e7dim. Anam vermirdi dey\u0259, qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Atam da buna g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u00fcsd\u00fc v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. Sonra bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yolda\u015f\u0131mla \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt idim.<\/p>\n
\u0130mkan\u0131m\u0131z yox idi, bir qarn\u0131 ac-bir qarn\u0131 tox ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam is\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 deyirdi ki, s\u0259ni orada g\u0259lin olma\u011fa qoymayacam. El\u0259 dediyi kimi, ail\u0259mi da\u011f\u0131d\u0131b m\u0259ni b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259di. Yolda\u015f\u0131ma olmaz\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259r deyirdi, t\u0259hqir edirdi. O da ax\u0131rda bezdi. Hirsini m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Tez-tez d\u00f6yd\u00fc, s\u00f6yd\u00fc, sonra da u\u015fa\u011f\u0131mla birg\u0259 at\u0131b getdi.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat\u0131 alt-\u00fcst olan daha bir qad\u0131n \u00f6z k\u0259d\u0259rli taleyini Oxu.Az-\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131na dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b:<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn sizinl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259yimiz qad\u0131n 1982-ci ild\u0259 anadan olub. \u015e\u0259rti olaraq q\u0259hr\u0259manm\u0131z\u0131 A.R. (ad \u015f\u0259rtidir) adland\u0131r\u0131ram. O deyir ki, aild\u0259d\u0259 iki u\u015faq olublar. Sonbe\u015fik oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ata evind\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki ed\u0259n olmay\u0131b. Valideynl\u0259ri onu da, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259l \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131blar. Orta t\u0259hsilli olan A.R. deyir ki, tiki\u015f tikm\u0259kl\u0259 pul qazan\u0131b:<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u0259hsil almam\u0131\u015fam. Amma tiki\u015f i\u015fi \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259lir. \u018fvv\u0259l evd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015flar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn paltar tikirdim, kim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r pul verirdis\u0259, min b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t deyib, otururdum. Sonra tiki\u015f sexl\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldim. Atam m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olurdu.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 bir o\u011flan g\u0259ldi. \u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yini k\u0259sdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. El\u0259 orada onun m\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259nim d\u0259 ondan xo\u015fum g\u0259ldi. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131q. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra anama dedim ki, onunla ail\u0259 qurmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. O\u011flan kims\u0259siz idi dey\u0259, anam raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259di. M\u0259n d\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cKiray\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015famaq \u00f6z evimizd\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan yax\u015f\u0131 idi\u201d<\/p>\n
A.R. deyir ki, g\u0259linlik geyinm\u0259k qism\u0259t olmasa da, xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. Bir qarn\u0131 ac-bir qarn\u0131 tox ya\u015fayan c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131 mane olub. O deyir ki, anas\u0131 onun evin\u0259 dava sal\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130mkan\u0131m\u0131z o q\u0259d\u0259r az idi ki, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z evin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi. Anam g\u0259lib g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi. Alt\u0131 ay kiray\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131q. Yolda\u015f\u0131m bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 idi. H\u0259ft\u0259nin iki g\u00fcn\u00fc evd\u0259 olurdu, qalan g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u0259nizd\u0259. Qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fa-ba\u015f, g\u00fccl\u0259 evin kiray\u0259 puluna \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131. Bir \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131z var idi. Ac olsaq da, anama demirdim. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lib yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259hqir edirdi, danlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Evimizin sirrini he\u00e7 kim\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam\u0131n etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 o, m\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 atam biz\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. El\u0259 o g\u00fcn onu evd\u0259n qovdu v\u0259 m\u0259ni ev\u0259 g\u0259tirdi\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cYolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, get, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131r… Bizd\u0259 al\u0131nmaz\u201d<\/p>\n
A.R. deyir ki, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 evd\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259 ikinci u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na hamil\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nib. \u018fri onun v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\u201cBir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131mla ata evin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. Sonra hamil\u0259 oldu\u011fumu bildim. Dedim, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m bils\u0259, m\u0259niml\u0259 bar\u0131\u015far, yen\u0259 birlikd\u0259 olar\u0131q. O is\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, m\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Get, ald\u0131r. M\u0259cbur olub u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259f el\u0259dim. Atam m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u0131nl\u0131qda h\u0259y\u0259t evi tikmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
Bir ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131mla birlikd\u0259 orada qald\u0131m. Sonra bo\u015fanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Aliment verm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b etdim. Aliment verm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atal\u0131qdan imtina etdiyini dedi. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 maraqlanmad\u0131. Bu yax\u0131nlarda bizi axtar\u0131b. O\u011flumun art\u0131q 12 ya\u015f\u0131 var. Bundan sonra o biz\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130kinci h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259si il\u0259 tutdum\u201d<\/p>\n
Bo\u015fand\u0131qdan sonra h\u0259r \u015feyin bit\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, daha d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t g\u00fcnl\u0259r el\u0259 bundan sonra ba\u015flad\u0131. A.R deyir ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 iki ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tamamlad\u0131qdan sonra yataq x\u0259st\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131b pul qazan\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u201cDolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m yox idi. Atam m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey edirdi, amma utan\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam imkan vermirdi. H\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015f\u0131ma vururdu. Bir qon\u015fu var idi, dedi ki, yataq x\u0259st\u0259si var, ona bax. Yax\u015f\u0131 da pul verirl\u0259r. Onlarda qalacam dey\u0259 atam naraz\u0131 idi. Amma pul qazanmaq laz\u0131m idi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259linimizin yan\u0131nda qoyub i\u015f\u0259 getdim. Sonra el\u0259 oldu ki, o qad\u0131n v\u0259fat etdi, qay\u0131td\u0131m ev\u0259.<\/p>\n
El\u0259 oldu ki, anam\u0131n qon\u015fular\u0131ndan biri m\u0259ni bac\u0131s\u0131 o\u011fluna ist\u0259di. O\u011flan ma\u015f\u0131n yumaqla pul qazan\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259ni aldatd\u0131lar ki, o\u011flan\u0131n 30 ya\u015f\u0131 var. Nikah\u0131 da evd\u0259 k\u0259sdil\u0259r, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259dil\u0259r. Sonra bilmi\u015f\u0259m ki, onun 25 ya\u015f\u0131 var. M\u0259nd\u0259n balacad\u0131r. Bir az a\u011flad\u0131m, sonra taleyiml\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, m\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259f\u0259, iki d\u0259f\u0259, art\u0131q cana doydum. \u0130l yar\u0131mdan sonra bir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u015firin dilin\u0259 sal\u0131b bar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma dala\u015fmaqdan yorulmu\u015fdum, qon\u015fular\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilmirdim\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cBirinci yolda\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc qaba\u011f\u0131nda b\u0131\u00e7aqlad\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
A.R. deyir ki, yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ev\u0259 q\u0131z g\u0259tirdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qon\u015fular ona ri\u015fx\u0259nd edirmi\u015f. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 inanmasa da, bir g\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 i\u015fin r\u0259ngi d\u0259yi\u015fib:<\/p>\n
\u201cBir g\u00fcn ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 e\u015fitdim ki, evd\u0259n s\u0259s g\u0259lir. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yolda\u015f\u0131m bir qad\u0131nla \u00e7arpay\u0131da sevi\u015fir. M\u0259n bu q\u0131z\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131ndan tutub d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Q\u0131z\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu soru\u015fanda dedi ki, birinci h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n
O zaman \u0259vv\u0259l evli oldu\u011funu bildim. M\u0259n onu d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259tb\u0259x b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 z\u0259rb\u0259 vurdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda x\u0259st\u0259xanada idim. H\u0259kim dedi ki, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sib g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r. A\u011f\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qald\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259xanada.<\/p>\n
Ondan bir q\u0131z\u0131m vard\u0131. Anas\u0131 g\u0259lib yalvar-yaxar el\u0259di ki, o\u011flumu tutdurma. M\u0259n d\u0259 polis\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dim. \u015e\u0259rt qoydum ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n bo\u015fanacaq, h\u0259yat\u0131mdan da \u00e7\u0131xacaq, amma aliment ver\u0259c\u0259k. Raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar, m\u0259n d\u0259 sakit durdum. Alimenti d\u0259 verm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 polis tutur, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t yat\u0131r, sonra \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Atam m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox soru\u015fdu ki, n\u0259 olub, nec\u0259 olub.<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 bo\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da ona bildirm\u0259dim. Yolda\u015f\u0131m ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 soru\u015furdular hardad\u0131r, deyirdim, i\u015fd\u0259dir. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259 doland\u0131m. Amma sonra atam h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6yr\u0259ndi, onda da \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259di, \u00f6ld\u00fc\u201d.<\/p>\n
Qad\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131n itkisini he\u00e7 c\u00fcr q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmdiyini deyirdi. Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, atas\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki birinci ail\u0259sinin da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131na anas\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b olub, \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
\u201cAtam m\u0259nim d\u0259rdim\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259di, \u00f6ld\u00fc\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n iki g\u00fcn qabaq atama b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dedim, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 pe\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Atam \u00f6lm\u0259zd\u0259n qabaq m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Dedi ki, yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, s\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r, b\u0131\u00e7aqlay\u0131rlar. El\u0259 bil hiss etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b b\u00fct\u00fcn olanlar\u0131 atama dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox d\u0259rd el\u0259di \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. Niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259mis\u0259n deyib, danlad\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n 2-3 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi ki, \u00f6ld\u00fc. Bilir\u0259m ki, atam m\u0259nim d\u0259rdim\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib, \u00f6ld\u00fc. M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rd-b\u0259lam\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 is\u0259 anamd\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259slimiz bilirdi ki, ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r anam\u0131n inad\u0131, kini ucbat\u0131ndan g\u0259lib\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cU\u015faqlar\u0131 at, anal\u0131qdan imtina et, s\u0259ni ev\u0259 q\u0259bul edim\u201d<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ona baxan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n qad\u0131n, polisl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti dem\u0259diyini bildirib. O h\u0259r \u015feyin unudulmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, hadis\u0259nin balaca \u015fahidi q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin yan\u0131nda atas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7aqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirib:<\/p>\n
\u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u201canan\u0131 ata b\u0131\u00e7aqlad\u0131\u201d deyirdi. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n vururdum ki, sus, el\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259. O adam\u0131n yenid\u0259n m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda peyda olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdim. Atam \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, \u015f\u0259rt k\u0259sdi. Dedi ki, iki u\u015faqla ortada qalm\u0131san. Anal\u0131qdan imtina et, u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 at, s\u0259ni ev\u0259 q\u0259bul edim.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n dedim ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 ata bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Atam dediyi kimi oldu, anam m\u0259n\u0259 baxmad\u0131. Atam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 tikdiyi evd\u0259 bel\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259dil\u0259r. M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 verib, haqq\u0131m olan\u0131 onlardan alacam. U\u015faqlar\u0131ma \u015f\u0259rait quracam.<\/p>\n
S\u0259hh\u0259timl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Sa\u011f olsun, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259k oldular. Qon\u015fular fitr\u0259pulu, k\u00f6hn\u0259 geyiml\u0259rini verirdil\u0259r. U\u015faqlar \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259sin dey\u0259, geyindirirdim. \u0130ndi s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaqda qal\u0131ram. \u00dc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd aya \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc toplay\u0131b, yenid\u0259n tiki\u015f tikm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayacam. \u00dc\u00e7 il \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u0259 balalar\u0131ma baxd\u0131m, yen\u0259 baxacam. Allah b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, bir yol tapacam\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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