ARB TV-nin \u201cRezonans\u201d proqram\u0131nda bu d\u0259f\u0259 1973-c\u00fc il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc, C\u0259bray\u0131l rayonunda, m\u00fc\u0259llim ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulub, Beyl\u0259qan rayonunda ya\u015fayan M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259 Ramil Famil o\u011flu \u00f6z h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n
M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259 Ramil Famil o\u011flu \u2013 M\u0259hkum (12 il 6 ay): \u201c1973-c\u00fc ild\u0259 C\u0259bray\u0131l rayonunda, m\u00fc\u0259llim ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam. Beyl\u0259qan rayonunda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fam. Ail\u0259d\u0259 9 u\u015faq olmu\u015fuq. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ail\u0259liy\u0259m, 4 \u00f6vlad\u0131m var. T\u00fcrksoyluyam, mill\u0259timi, dinimi, d\u00f6vl\u0259timi sev\u0259n\u0259m. Musiqiy\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259sim v\u0259 sevgim var. Musiqid\u0259n \u0259g\u0259r bir damla da g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259ms\u0259 n\u0259 xo\u015f m\u0259n\u0259. Qarmon ifa etm\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
H\u0259bsim m\u0259ni musiqid\u0259n, ail\u0259md\u0259n, sevdikl\u0259rimd\u0259n uzaq sald\u0131. M\u0259nim h\u0259bsxanada yegan\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llim q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fotoalbom v\u0259 qarmonumdur. Dar\u0131xanda, s\u0131x\u0131landa \u201cRezonans\u201d\u0131n h\u0259bsxanada olan studiyas\u0131na g\u0259lib qarmon ifa edir\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 o vaxtlar b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar demi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, s\u0259nin s\u0259sin d\u0259 var, m\u00fctl\u0259q oxu. Ara-s\u0131ra oxuyuram da. Fikrim var ki, azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xanda musiqi s\u0259n\u0259tini davam etdirim.<\/p>\n
Ail\u0259mi Rusiyan\u0131n Surqut vilay\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim ki, oradak\u0131 iki otaql\u0131 evi sat\u0131b g\u0259lsinl\u0259r, burada bir i\u015f quraq, ev alaq. Sonra orada infliyasiya oldu, pulun d\u0259y\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc dey\u0259 al\u0131nmad\u0131. H\u0259tta Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 imkanlar\u0131 yoxdur. Maddi s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259y\u0259m. Anam ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131nd\u0131r, 70 ya\u015f\u0131 var, pensiya al\u0131r. 2 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m anamla qal\u0131r, ikisi is\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n himay\u0259sind\u0259, Surqutdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
H\u0259bsd\u0259 oldu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyim adamlardan diqq\u0259t, d\u0259st\u0259k g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, yan\u0131ma g\u0259ldil\u0259r v\u0259 ara-s\u0131ra g\u0259lirl\u0259r d\u0259. Lakin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim adamlar var ki, onlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lmirl\u0259r. Q\u0131z\u0131m da g\u0259lir yan\u0131ma.<\/p>\n
H\u0259bsxana h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131r. M\u00fcdd\u0259t d\u0259 \u00e7ox uzundur. H\u0259bsxana h\u0259yat\u0131na dair \u015feir d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 bura d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi arzulam\u0131ram, lakin he\u00e7 kim d\u0259 bu h\u0259yatdan s\u0131\u011fortalanmay\u0131b, ham\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Burdak\u0131 m\u0259hkum yolda\u015flardan biri d\u0259 musiqi\u00e7idir. Onunla birlikd\u0259 Qaraba\u011f atlar\u0131na musiqi d\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fik. Sa\u011fl\u0131q olsa, h\u0259bsxanadan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131ma \u00f6mr\u00fcm yets\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra m\u0259hkum yolda\u015f\u0131mla m\u0259clisl\u0259r\u0259 gedib musiqi\u00e7i kimi \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n