Ev t\u0259mizliyin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir qad\u0131n vard\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259 taleli idi. T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistana \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015f, orda o\u011ful-q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, ev-e\u015fik tikmi\u015fdi. Sonra n\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa, \u0259n balaca q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, evl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259mizliy\u0259 gedir, kiray\u0259 otaqlarda q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/b>
\n\u00c7ox \u00fcr\u0259yim yan\u0131rd\u0131 Bak\u0131da bir-birind\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259si olmayan o ana-balaya. H\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131mla h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z-qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z oynayan yeddi-s\u0259kkiz ya\u015fl\u0131 toppu\u015f, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 yan\u0131ma \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7ib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallayar, bax b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn a\u011fla, anana k\u00f6m\u0259k ol – dey\u0259rdim. U\u015faq mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dikib m\u0259lul-m\u0259lul baxard\u0131. D\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00f6z dedikl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 inanmazd\u0131m. Amma q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n susqunlu\u011funda el\u0259 bir d\u0259rin m\u0259nal\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259r vard\u0131 ki… V\u0259 bu, m\u0259ni el\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259ndirirdi ki, be\u015f-alt\u0131 ild\u0259 bu c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri ona d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dediyimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
Ana yan\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ndan narahat deyildi, nec\u0259 olsa, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131. S\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri qaydas\u0131nda deyildi dey\u0259, gedib ordak\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011ful v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdi, tez-tez sanki unudacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u0259n t\u0259krarlay\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flum \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k bu il, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259ni taparm\u0131?… B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131m orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirir, bald\u0131zlar\u0131m \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259zl\u0259r ki? S\u0259nc\u0259, g\u0259lib g\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259rmi bizi, m\u0259n he\u00e7, bac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmazlarm\u0131? \u201c
\nM\u0259n bu suallar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u0259zildikc\u0259 \u0259zil\u0259r, bo\u011faz\u0131mda g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcb onu \u00fcmidsizl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn udqunar, m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131b m\u0259nas\u0131z t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r ver\u0259rdim. G\u00fcc\u00fcm birc\u0259 ona \u00e7atard\u0131 ki, qad\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259yim, o da sidq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n qulaq asd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb dan\u0131\u015far, bir az rahatlayard\u0131. M\u0259n onun do\u011fma \u00f6lk\u0259sinin hans\u0131sa k\u0259ndind\u0259ki a\u011f hasarl\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t evini, otaqlardak\u0131, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259ki s\u0259liq\u0259ni, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 \u0259kdiyi a\u011faclar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259yirdim.
\nAxtar\u0131b yolunu tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131k\u0259sici ona evini xat\u0131rlatmaq idi. Tez-tez cavab\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zb\u0259r bildiyim suallar verirdim: \u201cS\u0259nin d\u0259 T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistandak\u0131 evin k\u00fcrs\u00fcl\u00fcd\u00fcr, h\u0259? S\u0259nin d\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xin bel\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, el\u0259mi?\u201d T\u0259sdiql\u0259dikc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7ar, u\u015faq kimi sevin\u0259rdi o ya\u015fda qad\u0131n. Bel\u0259c\u0259, dar\u0131sqal kiray\u0259 otaqlar\u0131n, t\u0259mizliyin\u0259 getdiyi b\u00f6y\u00fck evl\u0259rin travmas\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 immunitet yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdim. Ax\u0131 o m\u0259\u015fhur \u015feird\u0259 deyildiyi kimi: orda bir ev vard\u0131, uzaqda, getm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, qalmasa da, o ev onun evi idi…
\nQad\u0131n m\u0259nim ondan gizl\u0259tdiyim \u00fcmidsiz proqnozlar\u0131ma r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, nikbin idi, o biri u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tini d\u0259 sevgiy\u0259 \u00e7evirib bu q\u0131z\u0131na y\u00f6n\u0259ldir, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131ra\u011fa qoymur, \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 t\u0259mizliy\u0259 getdiyi evl\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131r, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n tik\u0259sini ona yedirirdi. Paralel olaraq ordak\u0131 balalar\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259ni d\u0259 dayand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcz bir il \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n (v\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcmidsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n) \u00e7abalardan sonra o, h\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259ki qon\u015fusunun telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259sini tap\u0131b balalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. Sonra ard\u0131 corab s\u00f6k\u00fcy\u00fc kimi g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, u\u015faqlar onunla \u0259vv\u0259l atalar\u0131ndan gizlin, sonra ona meydan oxuyaraq h\u0259r g\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bir ild\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n telefon dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131ndan sonra \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n qay\u0131dan o\u011flu Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib anas\u0131 v\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra anan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm sevinci ifad\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259 aciz\u0259m.
\nSonra g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n koordinatlar\u0131n\u0131 itirdim. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, qald\u0131qlar\u0131 evd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r, telefon z\u0259ng q\u0259bul el\u0259mirdi. Narahat idim, \u00e7\u00fcnki q\u0131z\u0131 ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 haz\u0131rlamaq, bu yolla onlara k\u00f6m\u0259k olmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Axtar\u0131\u015flar\u0131msa he\u00e7 bir n\u0259tic\u0259 vermirdi.<\/p>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra, bu yax\u0131nlarda t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131q, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 d\u0259ydi.
\nM\u0259n c\u00fcml\u0259min sual intonasiyas\u0131n\u0131 bitirm\u0259mi\u015f Fir\u0259ngiz dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nS\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini nec\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib, T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistana nec\u0259 gedib, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qal\u0131b, q\u0131z\u0131na nec\u0259 toy edib, o\u011fluna nec\u0259 ni\u015fan tax\u0131b…<\/p>\n
– Balaca q\u0131z\u0131n nec\u0259di? – dedim, indi on bird\u0259 oxumal\u0131d\u0131r, h\u0259?<\/p>\n
Anan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 sevincd\u0259n sanki lampa yand\u0131:<\/p>\n
– N\u0259 on bir, q\u0131z\u0131m \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k balla \u0130dar\u0259\u00e7ilik Akademiyas\u0131na daxil oldu..<\/p>\n
Sonra soru\u015furam, o da dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ana birt\u0259h\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kursa yazd\u0131r\u0131r, orda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na v\u0259 maddi v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft edirl\u0259r. Daha sonra kursda ondan, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, pul alm\u0131rlar. Arada q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 burda \u00f6z m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259sin\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistana gedir, amma onun Bak\u0131da oxumaq arzusuna g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131tmal\u0131 olur.
\n– Ax\u0131 o burda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, onu m\u0259cbur ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Gedib bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qay\u0131td\u0131.
\nFir\u0259ngiz dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca m\u0259n bir vaxtlar \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 zill\u0259n\u0259n o mavi u\u015faq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram v\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
– Oxuda bilirs\u0259n, \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n ki?<\/p>\n
– Yox, \u0259la\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fc al\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 Lal\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131b, yadda\u015f\u0131mda son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259ki kimi qalm\u0131\u015f sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, toppu\u015f q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faza deyir\u0259m: “Af\u0259rin, yavrum, s\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tinini bacard\u0131n…\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ev t\u0259mizliyin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir qad\u0131n vard\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259 taleli idi. T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistana \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015f, orda o\u011ful-q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, ev-e\u015fik tikmi\u015fdi. Sonra n\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa, \u0259n balaca q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, evl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259mizliy\u0259 gedir, kiray\u0259 otaqlarda q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7ox \u00fcr\u0259yim yan\u0131rd\u0131 Bak\u0131da bir-birind\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259si olmayan o ana-balaya. H\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131mla h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z-qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z oynayan yeddi-s\u0259kkiz ya\u015fl\u0131 toppu\u015f, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 yan\u0131ma \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7ib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallayar, bax b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn a\u011fla, anana k\u00f6m\u0259k ol – dey\u0259rdim. U\u015faq mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dikib m\u0259lul-m\u0259lul baxard\u0131. D\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00f6z dedikl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 inanmazd\u0131m. Amma q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":115334,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1-300x198.jpg",300,198,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/1568040871_screenshot_1.jpg",502,332,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Ev t\u0259mizliyin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir qad\u0131n vard\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259 taleli idi. T\u00fcrkm\u0259nistana \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015f, orda o\u011ful-q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, ev-e\u015fik tikmi\u015fdi. Sonra n\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa, \u0259n balaca q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, evl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259mizliy\u0259 gedir, kiray\u0259 otaqlarda q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7ox \u00fcr\u0259yim yan\u0131rd\u0131 Bak\u0131da bir-birind\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259si olmayan o ana-balaya. H\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131mla h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z-qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z oynayan yeddi-s\u0259kkiz ya\u015fl\u0131 toppu\u015f,…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/115333"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=115333"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/115333\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/115334"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=115333"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=115333"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=115333"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}