ARB TV-nin \u201cRezonans\u201d proqram\u0131nda bu d\u0259f\u0259 1974-c\u00fc il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc H\u00fcseynova \u015e\u0259rqiy\u0259 Musa q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseynova \u015e\u0259rqiy\u0259 Musa q\u0131z\u0131 \u2013 M\u0259hkum (18 il): \u201cAil\u0259d\u0259 6 u\u015faq olmu\u015fuq. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n biri v\u0259fat edib. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il Rusiyada olub. M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rti sat\u0131b u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Yolda\u015f\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra avtobusda i\u015fl\u0259di, sonra T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 getdi.<\/p>\n
O\u011flum ail\u0259 qurduqdan sonra Bak\u0131da ya\u015famaq ist\u0259dil\u0259r, g\u0259ldil\u0259r Bak\u0131ya. Dedim k\u0259ntd\u0259 ya\u015fayaq, dedi ki, yox, q\u0131z Bak\u0131da qalmaq ist\u0259yir. M\u0259n k\u0259ntd\u0259 qald\u0131m, atamgilin mal-qaras\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259sl\u0259yirdim. Sonra o\u011flum g\u0259ldi dedi ki, ged\u0259k Bak\u0131ya, biziml\u0259 ya\u015fa.<\/p>\n
G\u0259ldim g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, o\u011flum 200 manata kiray\u0259 qal\u0131r. Qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 pul he\u00e7 yem\u0259yimiz\u0259 kifay\u0259t etmirdi. Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7im\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259linim g\u0259ldi, dedi ki, s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7imizdir\u0259c\u0259m. Suyu a\u00e7d\u0131 az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bo\u011fulum.<\/p>\n
G\u0259lin\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdim, bir\u2013iki sill\u0259 vurdum ki, s\u0259n\u0259 bu laz\u0131m idi, bunu ist\u0259yirdin? M\u0259ni k\u0259ntd\u0259n buna g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259timi\u015fdiniz? Bu da yerd\u0259n da\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc vurdu ba\u015f\u0131ma. Ba\u015f\u0131mda izi d\u0259 qal\u0131b, yar\u0131ld\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m, qan \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tutdu. M\u0259n d\u0259 da\u015f\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131m onun ba\u015f\u0131na vurdum. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 vurdum, iki d\u0259f\u0259 vurdum g\u00f6rd\u00fcm y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getdi. Qa\u00e7\u0131b su g\u0259tirib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vursam da ay\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Polisl\u0259r m\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259tirdil\u0259r bura. U\u015faqlar\u0131m, q\u0131z\u0131mla o\u011flum epilepsiya x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ridir. Bir q\u0259piyimiz d\u0259 yoxdur. Yan\u0131ma g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n d\u0259 yoxdur. M\u0259n burda pulsuz nec\u0259 oturum? 18 il h\u0259bs c\u0259zas\u0131 veribl\u0259r, 4 ay\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra tamam olacaq.<\/p>\n
T\u00f6r\u0259tdiyim \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox pe\u015fmanam, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n. O m\u0259nim can-ciy\u0259rim idi, o q\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259n o\u011fluma alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 yad o\u011flana \u0259r\u0259 vermi\u015fdim, o\u011fluma da qohum ald\u0131m ki, he\u00e7 olmasa bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qohumum olsun. Bu da m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma bel\u0259 oyun a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc pis hiss edir\u0259m, iyn\u0259l\u0259r vurulur, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 olmuram, torpaq yeyir\u0259m, murdar yerd\u0259n su i\u00e7ir\u0259m. Arzum odur ki, m\u0259ni buraxs\u0131nlar, g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131nlar gedim m\u00fcalic\u0259 olunum.<\/p>\n