\u201c18 ya\u015f\u0131mda valideynl\u0259rimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulaq asmay\u0131b, bir o\u011flana qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7d\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm ondan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, o da m\u0259ni sevir. Ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz evl\u0259nm\u0259yimiz\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. T\u0259k m\u0259n yox, o da ail\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, evd\u0259n getdi. Hans\u0131 q\u0131z olsa, sevildiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib kiray\u0259 ev tapd\u0131q. Amma s\u0259n dem\u0259, m\u0259n ona pul \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m idim\u201d.<\/p>\n
Oxu.Az\u00a0yolu s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaqlara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qad\u0131nlardan birinin ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/p>\n
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M\u00fcsahibimiz \u201csevgi\u201dsin\u0259\u00a0g\u00f6r\u0259\u00a0evini, ail\u0259sini, bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n 1986-c\u0131 il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc N\u0259rgiz R\u00fcst\u0259movad\u0131r (ad \u015f\u0259rtidir). Ail\u0259d\u0259 iki bac\u0131, iki qarda\u015f olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n N\u0259rgiz\u00a0indi h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman oldu\u011funu, ail\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyir.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey R\u00fcf\u0259t\u0259 (ad \u015f\u0259rtidir) rast g\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u201cAta evind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r problemimiz olmay\u0131b. T\u0259hsil almam\u0131\u015f\u0131q, amma mehriban dolan\u0131rd\u0131q. 17 ya\u015f\u0131mdan i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. Rayonumuzdak\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259llik salonunda xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. Orada g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 3-4 manat pula g\u00f6r\u0259, bir il i\u015fl\u0259dim. Bir g\u00fcn i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan idi. A\u015fiq oldum. H\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda g\u00f6z\u00fcm onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Aradan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7di, onu g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir g\u00fcn yen\u0259 ax\u015fam saat 7-d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm k\u0259narda dayan\u0131b m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b tan\u0131\u015f olmaq ist\u0259diyini dedi. M\u0259n d\u0259 raz\u0131 oldum. \u0130lk g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ondan \u00e7ox xo\u015fum g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. N\u00f6mr\u0259mi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t gizli-gizli dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. O g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, m\u0259n bu bar\u0259d\u0259 anama dedim. Amma ka\u015f el\u0259 anam\u0131n dediyin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259rdim, onun arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259zdim\u201d.<\/p>\n
N\u0259rgiz deyir ki, R\u00fcf\u0259t onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildir\u0259nd\u0259 ail\u0259si buna raz\u0131 olmay\u0131b. Bundan sonra onlar k\u0259ndd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131blar.<\/p>\n
\u201cYax\u0131n\u00a0m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 olduqdan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fdi…\u201d<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n N\u0259rgiz ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox pe\u015fman oldu\u011funu deyib:<\/p>\n \u201cAnama bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dedim. R\u00fcf\u0259tin rayonumuzda h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011funu, bir il sonra h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tini bitirib m\u0259niml\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini dedim. Amma anam raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. R\u00fcf\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011flad\u0131m, \u00e7ox qurban verdim. Ona \u00e7ox inanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 sevmi\u015fdim. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0R\u00fcf\u0259t \u0259sg\u0259rliyini bitirdikd\u0259n sonra ona qo\u015fulub Bak\u0131ya g\u0259ldim. Onda m\u0259nim 18 ya\u015f\u0131m, R\u00fcf\u0259tin 19 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130\u015fsiz-g\u00fccs\u00fcz Bak\u0131da bir ev tutduq. Dostunun kom\u0259yi il\u0259 bir ay birt\u0259h\u0259r\u00a0doland\u0131q.<\/p>\n O m\u0259ni \u0259min edirdi ki, ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz yola g\u0259lsin, toy ed\u0259c\u0259yik. Sonra R\u00fcf\u0259t m\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7i kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Daha yax\u015f\u0131 ev\u0259 ke\u00e7dik. Az sonra is\u0259 o, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u00a0d\u00f6n\u0259rxanada, ax\u015fam is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik salonunda xadim\u0259 kimi i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 6 manat\u00a0d\u00f6n\u0259rxanadan, 4 manat da g\u00f6z\u0259llik salonundan al\u0131rd\u0131m.\u00a0\u0130kinci i\u015fim\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259n ya\u011f qoxusu g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 gedib\u00a0yuyunmaq ist\u0259dim. Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxanda is\u0259 R\u00fcf\u0259ti ba\u015fqa q\u0131z il\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n D\u0259li oldum. He\u00e7 sual verm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di. Birc\u0259 onu dedi ki, i\u015fsiz idim, s\u0259nd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etdim. A\u015fiq oldu\u011fuma, s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim\u0259 inanma\u011f\u0131n g\u00fclm\u0259lidir. O g\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131ma nifr\u0259t etdim. O i\u015f tapana q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n t\u0259min edirdim h\u0259r \u015feyi. Anama qulaq asmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman oldum. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, qarda\u015flar\u0131m raz\u0131 olmad\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n N\u0259rgiz R\u00fcf\u0259td\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra bir g\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259yib, be\u015f g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ac-susuz g\u0259zdiyini deyirdi. Boyu bir q\u0259d\u0259r balaca oldu\u011fu,\u00a0i\u015f tapa bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yat\u0131b:<\/p>\n \u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yatanda oyanaca\u011f\u0131ma \u00fcmidim olmurdu…\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201c\u0130\u015f tapa bilmirdim, parklarda yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn\u00a0parkda bir ki\u015fi m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. O m\u0259ni evin\u0259 apard\u0131. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onunla ya\u015fad\u0131m. M\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. Qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. Bir g\u00fcn o\u011flan\u0131\u00a0anas\u0131 rayona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015fanda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, ail\u0259si m\u0259ni ist\u0259mir. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00fcmidl\u0259 onunla rayona getdim. Anas\u0131 bizim ayr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259di. Dedi ki, apar q\u0131z\u0131 qoy Bak\u0131ya, qay\u0131t g\u0259l. Biz Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131danda yolda q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. O \u00f6ld\u00fc, m\u0259n is\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yaraland\u0131m. Yadda\u015f\u0131mda probleml\u0259r yarand\u0131. O q\u0259zadan sonra\u00a0da\u00a0ail\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn\u00fc be\u015f manata olan evl\u0259rd\u0259 qalan N\u0259rgiz daha sonra ehtiyac s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n yataq x\u0259st\u0259si olan bir qad\u0131na baxma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u0130sti bir evd\u0259 qalmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fi q\u0259bul ets\u0259 d\u0259, bu da \u00e7ox uzun \u00e7\u0259kmir. Qad\u0131n v\u0259fat etdikd\u0259n sonra ail\u0259 onu evd\u0259n qovur. Yenid\u0259n parklara qay\u0131dan N\u0259rgizin taleyini s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaqla ba\u011flayan is\u0259 \u201cintihar\u201d m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si olur:<\/p>\n \u201cQulluq etdiyim qad\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fckd\u0259n sonra ail\u0259si m\u0259nim evd\u0259n getm\u0259yimi ist\u0259di. Yen\u0259 qald\u0131m parklarda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131 ki, d\u0259nizin k\u0259nar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb a\u011flamaq, \u00fcr\u0259yimi bo\u015faltmaq ist\u0259dim. Yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259n q\u0131z m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fdu, h\u0259yat\u0131ma a\u011flay\u0131ram dedim. Niy\u0259\u00a0a\u011flay\u0131rsan dey\u0259nd\u0259, \u201ch\u0259yat\u0131mdan bezmi\u015f\u0259m\u201d dedim. O da el\u0259 bildi ki, intihar ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Zorla qolumdan tutub m\u0259ni d\u0259nizin k\u0259nar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r. Sonra da polis \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b m\u0259ni onlara t\u0259hvil verdil\u0259r. Onlara intihar etm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259diyimi s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. Orada sad\u0259c\u0259, oturmu\u015fdum. Polisl\u0259r izahat ald\u0131qdan sonra \u201chara ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259, cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapmad\u0131m. Onlar da m\u0259ni s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011fa g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o q\u0131z m\u0259ni s\u0259hv ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 idi, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaq bir yer\u00a0tapa\u00a0bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim. Sa\u011f olsunlar, m\u0259ni s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011fa q\u0259bul etdil\u0259r. Bundan sonra h\u0259yat\u0131ma nec\u0259 davam ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmir\u0259m. Amma bir yol tapaca\u011f\u0131ma \u0259min\u0259m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinlik m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259dis\u0259, yen\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n N\u0259rgiz ail\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259lini \u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yoldad\u0131r. Etdiyi s\u0259hvl\u0259r onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv edib. Amma g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00fcmid var idi…\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201c18 ya\u015f\u0131mda valideynl\u0259rimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulaq asmay\u0131b, bir o\u011flana qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7d\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm ondan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, o da m\u0259ni sevir. Ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz evl\u0259nm\u0259yimiz\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. T\u0259k m\u0259n yox, o da ail\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, evd\u0259n getdi. Hans\u0131 q\u0131z olsa, sevildiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib kiray\u0259 ev tapd\u0131q. Amma s\u0259n dem\u0259, m\u0259n ona pul \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m idim\u201d. Oxu.Az\u00a0yolu s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaqlara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qad\u0131nlardan birinin ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir: M\u00fcsahibimiz \u201csevgi\u201dsin\u0259\u00a0g\u00f6r\u0259\u00a0evini, ail\u0259sini, bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n 1986-c\u0131 il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc N\u0259rgiz R\u00fcst\u0259movad\u0131r (ad \u015f\u0259rtidir). Ail\u0259d\u0259 iki bac\u0131, iki qarda\u015f olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n N\u0259rgiz\u00a0indi h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman oldu\u011funu, ail\u0259si…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":133345,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1-300x225.jpg",300,225,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/FotoJet-12-1.jpg",620,465,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u201c18 ya\u015f\u0131mda valideynl\u0259rimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulaq asmay\u0131b, bir o\u011flana qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7d\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm ondan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, o da m\u0259ni sevir. Ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz evl\u0259nm\u0259yimiz\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. T\u0259k m\u0259n yox, o da ail\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, evd\u0259n getdi. Hans\u0131 q\u0131z olsa, sevildiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib kiray\u0259 ev tapd\u0131q. Amma s\u0259n dem\u0259, m\u0259n ona pul \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m idim\u201d. Oxu.Az\u00a0yolu…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133344"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=133344"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133344\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/133345"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=133344"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=133344"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=133344"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n
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