{"id":177804,"date":"2020-06-10T09:25:33","date_gmt":"2020-06-10T06:25:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=177804"},"modified":"2020-06-10T09:25:33","modified_gmt":"2020-06-10T06:25:33","slug":"ozunuzu-ert%c9%99l%c9%99m%c9%99yin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=177804","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ert\u0259l\u0259m\u0259yin…"},"content":{"rendered":"

H\u0259yatla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparark\u0259n, bir yerl\u0259r\u0259, bir k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n, bir \u015feyl\u0259ri \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey itiririk, \u0259slind\u0259.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bu izdiham\u0131n, qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc ki, n\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 doya-doya s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259zizl\u0259dim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259libi k\u0259nara tullay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm oldum? He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131dan k\u0259narda saxlam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

Biz n\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7ark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc gerid\u0259 buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7maqdan yorulub dizl\u0259rimizd\u0259 macal qalmayanda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, arxada bizd\u0259n bir az sevgi , bir az qay\u011f\u0131, bir az \u201cvaxt\u201d g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n qolu-qanad\u0131 s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir \u201cm\u0259n\u201d qal\u0131b. \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz boyunca bu d\u00fcnyada \u0259traf\u0131m\u0131zda ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015fma\u011fa, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259rin\u0259 cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n on add\u0131m o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 kimi qoyub getdiyimizi el\u0259 unuduruq ki\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imizd\u0259 ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131z, qulaq bat\u0131ran bir s\u0259ssizlik yaran\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u0130nsan ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r. Yox, yox, bu eqoizm deyil, \u0259sla. Biz h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc kim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 v\u0259 ya n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 f\u0259da ed\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fanda o an \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u015fey etdiyimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259k d\u0259, u\u00e7urumu yaratma\u011fa o andan ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259n insan ba\u015fqas\u0131na n\u0259 sa\u011flam sevgi, n\u0259 d\u0259 sa\u011flam qay\u011f\u0131 ver\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ruhu z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f biri nec\u0259 bir ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n ruhuna m\u0259lh\u0259m ola bil\u0259r ki? \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sevm\u0259s\u0259k, qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131n\u0131 incitm\u0259d\u0259n, \u201cyar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131q\u201d hissi ya\u015fatmadan nec\u0259 sev\u0259 bil\u0259rik ki? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc hardasa d\u0259rinlikd\u0259 unudan, sevgid\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131dan k\u0259narda saxlayan h\u0259r k\u0259s \u015fik\u0259st bir g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, budaqlar\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq bir a\u011facd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, el\u0259 indi, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rinizi, sar\u0131y\u0131n ruhunuzun, \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn\u201d k\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qanayan yaralar\u0131n\u0131. Qucaqlay\u0131n, sevin. \u00c7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, yaralar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sevin. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fczl\u0259 doyunca d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fin.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatda ert\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k o q\u0259d\u0259r \u015fey var ik\u0259n ert\u0259l\u0259diyiniz ilk v\u0259 t\u0259k \u015fey \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz olmay\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya siz ist\u0259s\u0259niz d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259niz d\u0259 f\u0131rlan\u0131r v\u0259 olacaqlara siz n\u0259zar\u0259t etmirsiniz. Sizin bu d\u00fcnyaya qatmal\u0131 oldu\u011funuz \u015fey \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri var ed\u0259n SEVG\u0130dir. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc sevm\u0259kl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131n buna. Onda sevginiz \u015fik\u0259stlikd\u0259n qurutulacaq, qa\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerl\u0259r siz qa\u00e7qd\u0131qca sizd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 siz\u0259 do\u011fru g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k\u2026.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, el\u0259 indi qucaqlay\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc, ox\u015fay\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rinizi\u2026 \u015eik\u0259st qalmay\u0131n, \u015fik\u0259st etm\u0259yin\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

H\u0259yatla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparark\u0259n, bir yerl\u0259r\u0259, bir k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n, bir \u015feyl\u0259ri \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey itiririk, \u0259slind\u0259. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu izdiham\u0131n, qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc ki, n\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 doya-doya s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259zizl\u0259dim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259libi k\u0259nara tullay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm oldum? He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131dan k\u0259narda saxlam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? Biz n\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7ark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc gerid\u0259 buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r\u0131q. Qa\u00e7maqdan yorulub dizl\u0259rimizd\u0259 macal qalmayanda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, arxada bizd\u0259n bir az sevgi , bir az qay\u011f\u0131, bir az \u201cvaxt\u201d g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":177805,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_-300x154.jpg",300,154,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",640,328,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/2018-10-08_13-00-24_802873-1170x600-2.jp_.jpg",650,333,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Maraql\u0131<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"H\u0259yatla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparark\u0259n, bir yerl\u0259r\u0259, bir k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n, bir \u015feyl\u0259ri \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey itiririk, \u0259slind\u0259. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu izdiham\u0131n, qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc ki, n\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 doya-doya s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259zizl\u0259dim? N\u0259 zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259libi k\u0259nara tullay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm oldum? He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc,…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177804"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=177804"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177804\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/177805"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=177804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=177804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=177804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}