Biz onunla \u201c\u018fli v\u0259 Nino\u201d kafesind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin etmi\u015fdik. 2009-cu il idi. R\u0259na xan\u0131m Parisd\u0259n yenic\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Parisd\u0259 UNESCO R\u0259na xan\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 \u2013 b\u00f6y\u00fck alim Musa \u018fliyevin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259 il\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n ondan bu m\u00f6vzuda m\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259 idim. Zala z\u0259rif, t\u0259bii, ingilissaya\u011f\u0131 eleqant geyimd\u0259 bir xan\u0131m daxil oldu. Zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi ya\u015f\u0131na uy\u011fun v\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi idi. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, q\u00fcss\u0259li eleqant xan\u0131m. Biz masalardan birinin arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Masa arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k, dedim:<\/p>\n
– R\u0259na xan\u0131m, fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, siz\u0259 hans\u0131 sual\u0131 verim ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz g\u00fcls\u00fcn.<\/strong><\/p>\n G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bu sual\u0131m \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z olmu\u015fdu. R\u0259na xan\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: \u201c\u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259n nadir hallarda g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d. \u2013 \u201cN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?\u201d \u2013 \u201cBilmir\u0259m, u\u015faql\u0131qdan q\u00fcss\u0259li xarakterim olub. Y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7ox tez ya\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam\u201d.<\/p>\n \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, burada zaman v\u0259 genl\u0259r \u00f6z t\u0259sirini g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015fdi. R\u0259na Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n babalar\u0131 v\u0259 ulu babalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda siyas\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259r, diplomatlar, maliyy\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r, din v\u0259 maarif xadiml\u0259ri olub. Onlardan \u0259n m\u0259\u015fhuru \u2013 babas\u0131 M\u0259mm\u0259dta\u011f\u0131 \u018flizad\u0259 \u00e7ar h\u00f6kum\u0259tinin naziri, Rusiyan\u0131n Almaniyadak\u0131 el\u00e7isi, 1-ci D\u00f6vl\u0259t Dumas\u0131n\u0131n deputat\u0131, \u201cH\u00fcmm\u0259t\u201d Partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131 qoyanlardan biri, \u201c\u018fkin\u00e7i\u201d q\u0259zetinin f\u0259al yazar\u0131 olub. 1918-ci il \u015eamax\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri zaman\u0131 da\u015fnaklar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n diri-diri yand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b. Ail\u0259si xilas olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qa\u00e7ma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olub.<\/p>\n – Bu \u201c\u015eamax\u0131 qa\u00e7q\u0131n\u0131\u201d hissi anama \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zab verirdi. Atama g\u00f6r\u0259 qorxu hissi d\u0259 onu he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259rk etmirdi, – R\u0259na xan\u0131m dedi. \u2013 A\u011f\u0131r ill\u0259r idi. \u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin b\u00fct\u00fcn repressiyalar\u0131 bizim ail\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 yan ke\u00e7m\u0259yib.<\/p>\n Atas\u0131, onun dostlar\u0131 v\u0259 o d\u00f6vr\u00fcn qorxusu bar\u0259d\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n R\u0259na xan\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 Musa \u018fliyev d\u00fcnya \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli alim olub. Bu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 alim rusiyal\u0131lara geologiya elminin \u0259lifbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dib, \u0259lc\u0259zairlil\u0259r\u0259 neftl\u0259 z\u0259ngin olan B\u00f6y\u00fck S\u0259hran\u0131n sirl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b, Yura d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 nam\u0259lum personaj\u0131 axtar\u0131b tap\u0131b, Mezozoy d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn faunas\u0131n\u0131n stratiqrafiyas\u0131na aid sanball\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259rc etdirib, Meksika, Danimarka, Hindistan v\u0259 Livanda elmi konfranslarda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edib. \u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin 30-cu ill\u0259rinin ortalar\u0131ndan ba\u015flayaraq Az\u0259rbaycanda y\u00fcks\u0259k v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r tutub: D\u00f6vl\u0259t Plan Komit\u0259sinin s\u0259dri, Nazirl\u0259r Soveti s\u0259drinin m\u00fcavini, Milli Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n prezidenti v\u0259 sair. Ona ehtiyac duyurdular, \u00e7\u00fcnki o, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259li pe\u015f\u0259kar idi. Lakin h\u0259r bir plenumda \u2013 yeni layih\u0259nin icras\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015flanmas\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259 edil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun m\u00fcdafi\u0259sind\u0259n v\u0259 ya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn cavabdeh oldu\u011fu bir yata\u011f\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t ged\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 respublikan\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri Mirc\u0259f\u0259r Ba\u011f\u0131rov h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yici t\u0259rzd\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q edirdi: \u201cS\u0259n a\u011farm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Solovkid\u0259 qoyacaqsan\u201d.<\/p>\n – O vaxt r\u0259hb\u0259rlik stili bel\u0259 idi, – dey\u0259 R\u0259na xan\u0131m d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdi. – Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259sil Solovki bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmir, amma biz bilirdik. Bu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259n, dem\u0259k olar ki, he\u00e7 k\u0259s qay\u0131tm\u0131rd\u0131. Atam, ad\u0259t\u0259n, m\u00fclayim, xo\u015fr\u0259ftar adam idi, amma bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 qan\u0131 qaral\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 biz \u2013 u\u015faqlar, bilirdik ki, ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmasaq, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Anamla o, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b n\u0259yis\u0259 sakitc\u0259 m\u00fczakir\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. \u018fn laz\u0131ml\u0131 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 balaca \u00e7amadan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n – O, Bak\u0131dan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – O, h\u0259bs olunma\u011fa haz\u0131r idi. Bilirdi ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u201ct\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259\u201d siyah\u0131s\u0131nda S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun, Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimov v\u0259 Musa \u018fliyevin adlar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n …O ill\u0259rin repressiyalar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7oxlu proqram haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 narahat edirdi. R\u0259na Pa\u015fayevaya h\u0259min sualla m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdim: \u201cN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adamlar onlara divan tutulmas\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 sakitc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259lladlardan qa\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131lar?\u201d.<\/p>\n – Hara qa\u00e7ayd\u0131lar?! Q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rin \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259 atam\u0131 Moskvaya, SSR\u0130 Xalq Neft Komissarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n Elm \u0130dar\u0259sin\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r. Almanlar Moskvaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Atam s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259rfi m\u0259nas\u0131nda bomba s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda Moskvan\u0131n neft \u00fczr\u0259 ali m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rini Qrozn\u0131ya v\u0259 Ufaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, kadr haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 pozulmas\u0131n. Moskvada atam\u0131 paytaxtda saxlama\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara al\u0131rlar, lakin Ba\u011f\u0131rov Musa \u018fliyevin qay\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edir. \u018fslind\u0259, atam\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 Bak\u0131ya qaytard\u0131lar v\u0259 sonra… Bu n\u0259sil romantikl\u0259r n\u0259sli idi. Onlar \u00f6z V\u0259t\u0259nini f\u0259dakarcas\u0131na sevirdil\u0259r. He\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 baxmadan hakimiyy\u0259t\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n – Lakin h\u0259m d\u0259 ondan qorxurdular, el\u0259mi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Qorxurdular. Valideynl\u0259rimin yataq ota\u011f\u0131nda h\u00f6kum\u0259t telefonu vard\u0131. Bu telefonla yaln\u0131z Ba\u011f\u0131rov z\u0259ng ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. H\u0259min aparat\u0131n z\u0259ngi s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259, – bu is\u0259 yaln\u0131z fors-major hallarda olurdu, – h\u0259r\u0259miz bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q. Qorxumuzdan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q… (bir q\u0259d\u0259r susdu<\/em>). \u0130ndi d\u0259 bir m\u00fch\u00fcm m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. M\u0259n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r: \u201cS\u0259n yen\u0259 s\u0259sini azald\u0131rsan?\u201d M\u0259n is\u0259 cavab verir\u0259m ki, y\u0259qin, el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yatdan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m (k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir<\/em>). \u0130ndi ke\u00e7mi\u015f d\u00f6vr bar\u0259d\u0259 nostalgiya il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 n\u0259 var idi? N\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259r, he\u00e7 n\u0259 tap\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131, dar\u0131sqal m\u0259nzill\u0259r, bir yer\u0259 getm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Qorxu… Yox. Bu g\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n – B\u00f6y\u00fck adam\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 olmaq \u00e7\u0259tin idimi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259suliyy\u0259tli idi. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259msil etmirs\u0259n. Atam\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n salmamaq \u00e7ox vacib idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki o da, biz d\u0259 g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131nda idik. D\u00f6vr is\u0259 s\u0259rt v\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li idi.<\/p>\n – Atan\u0131z kiminl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olurdu? Sizin ev\u0259 kiml\u0259r g\u0259lirdi, onun dostlar\u0131ndan kimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Az\u0259rbaycan elminin \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131 qoyanlar\u0131n, dem\u0259k olar ki, ham\u0131s\u0131 bizim evd\u0259 olurdu, x\u00fcsus\u0259n atam Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n prezidenti olan d\u00f6vrd\u0259. S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun, – o, vitse-prezident idi, – Mir\u0259li Qa\u015fqay, \u018f\u015fr\u0259f \u018flizad\u0259, S\u00fcleyman V\u0259zirov, \u018fdh\u0259m \u015e\u0131x\u0259lib\u0259yli, \u015eamil \u018fzizb\u0259yov, \u015e\u0259fa\u0259t Mehdiyev, Baba Babazad\u0259 – bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, neft geologiyas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131l fondunun b\u00fct\u00fcn qaymaqlar\u0131. \u00c7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259si sad\u0259, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r t\u0259bii, \u015f\u0259n olurdu. O vaxt intellektual diskussiyalar\u0131 \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n – Nec\u0259 oldu ki, siz \u015f\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q pe\u015f\u0259sini se\u00e7diniz? Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, 1960-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 bu, Bak\u0131da \u0259n prestijli v\u0259 d\u0259bd\u0259 olan fak\u00fclt\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi.<\/p>\n – El\u0259dir, oraya \u00e7oxlar\u0131 can at\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu fak\u00fclt\u0259 xaric\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259, \u015e\u0259rq \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 imkan verirdi. Amma m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259n Yax\u0131n \u015e\u0259rq \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259yi arzu edirdim. 1968-ci ild\u0259 Livan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131na aid dissertasiya m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etdim, 12 il Moskva \u015e\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q \u0130nstitutunda i\u015fl\u0259dim, Sudanda t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259 ke\u00e7dim, \u018flc\u0259zaird\u0259 oldum. Sonra Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131td\u0131m, 13 il \u015e\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q \u0130nstitutunda, daha sonra 14 il Va\u015finqtonda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n M\u0259nim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m Hafiz Pa\u015fayev AB\u015e-da m\u00fcst\u0259qil Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n ilk f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tli s\u0259firi olub.<\/p>\n …Hafiz Pa\u015fayevin s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri dair\u0259sin\u0259 AB\u015e-dan \u0259lav\u0259 dig\u0259r d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259r \u2013 Kanada, Meksika, Kuba, Lat\u0131n Amerikas\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 daxil idi. \u015eair N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259 bununla \u0259laq\u0259dar zarafatla deyirdi: \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131blar\u201d. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, Hafiz Mirc\u0259lal o\u011flundan soru\u015fdum ki, ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259r Amerikada Az\u0259rbaycan s\u0259firi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b sual n\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n S\u0259fir xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131: O vaxt Va\u015finqtonda az adam bilirdi ki, Az\u0259rbaycan Abican il\u0259 Abuca aras\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ekzotik Afrika gu\u015f\u0259si deyil, suveren d\u00f6vl\u0259tdir. \u018fn m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b sual da lakonik s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi: n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flamal\u0131? \u201cVa\u015finqton Post\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 d\u0259rc edilmi\u015f bir yaz\u0131 m\u0259ni, sad\u0259c\u0259, \u015fok etdi. A\u011f Evd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana g\u00f6r\u0259 cavabdeh olan y\u00fcks\u0259kr\u00fctb\u0259li \u015f\u0259xs telefonda \u00f6z xan\u0131m\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir. Bu arada, onun k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259lir v\u0259 deyir ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda v\u0259ziyy\u0259t yenid\u0259n g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fib. M\u0259mur \u00f6z xan\u0131m\u0131ndan sakitc\u0259 soru\u015fur: \u201c\u018fzizim, s\u0259n bilmirs\u0259n ki, Az\u0259rbaycan harada yerl\u0259\u015fir?\u201d<\/p>\n R\u0259na xan\u0131m da \u0259rinin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259krar edir:<\/p>\n – B\u0259li, 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259rin \u0259vv\u0259li olduqca m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b d\u00f6vr idi. \u0130nformasiya blokadas\u0131. Ham\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fdar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Hara gets\u0259n, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 soru\u015furlar: \u201cSiz n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?\u201d. Anam\u0131n d\u0259rdi bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, erm\u0259nil\u0259r onun atas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, evl\u0259rini yand\u0131r\u0131blar. He\u00e7 k\u0259s bunu e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. N\u0259 konqresmenl\u0259r, n\u0259 senatorlar, n\u0259 A\u011f Evd\u0259kil\u0259r, h\u0259tta \u015f\u0259xsi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r zaman\u0131 da. Qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda \u201cBerlin divar\u0131\u201d dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 Hafiz s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259rfi m\u0259nas\u0131nda bu divar\u0131 d\u0259f etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nim \u0259ll\u0259rim yan\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n …K\u0259nardan baxanda diplomat\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 monoton, yekn\u0259s\u0259q, h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259bir t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n yorucu i\u015fl\u0259 dolu h\u0259yatd\u0131r. Zahir\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 effektli g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bu h\u0259yat, \u0259slind\u0259, d\u0259rin daxili temperament, fikir temperamenti il\u0259 doludur.<\/p>\n – Gec\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox vaxt yataqda uzan\u0131b, amma yatm\u0131rd\u0131m, – dey\u0259 Hafiz Pa\u015fayev xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131, – \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn v\u0259 xalq\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259hqir olunmas\u0131 fikri m\u0259n\u0259 dinclik vermirdi. Ax\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal edilmi\u015f \u0259razil\u0259r, \u00f6z yurdundan silah g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 qovulmu\u015f insanlar m\u0259nim mill\u0259tim\u0259 m\u0259nsubdur. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259? Hans\u0131 haqla?<\/p>\n – Bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7oxmu davam etdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00dc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd il, – R\u0259na xan\u0131m dedi, – o vaxt Hafiz pe\u015f\u0259kar diplomat deyildi. O, fizika-riyaziyyat elml\u0259ri doktorudur, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 elm adamlar\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6lk\u0259ni g\u0259zir, Kolumbiya, Harvard, Berkli universitetl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar edirdi. M\u0259n s\u0259fir xan\u0131mlar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, onlar\u0131n vasit\u0259sil\u0259 \u0259r\u0259b d\u00fcnyas\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 yarad\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n …R\u0259na xan\u0131m Hafiz Pa\u015fayevin AB\u015e prezidentl\u0259ri Bu\u015f v\u0259 Klinton il\u0259 m\u00fch\u00fcm tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015ftirak edirdi, bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n yaranan ilk t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t k\u0259sb etm\u0259si is\u0259 diplomatik dair\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259lumdur \u2013 R\u0259na xan\u0131ma xas olan k\u00fcbarl\u0131q, a\u011f\u0131l, davran\u0131\u015f maneralar\u0131 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t onlar\u0131n yad\u0131nda qal\u0131rd\u0131! \u018fr\u0259b \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rinin s\u0259firl\u0259ri il\u0259 Hafiz Pa\u015fayevin diskussiyalar\u0131nda R\u0259na xan\u0131m\u0131n i\u015ftirak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tini laz\u0131m\u0131nca qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir \u2013 filologiya elml\u0259ri doktoru, \u015f\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnas, \u0259r\u0259b\u015f\u00fcnas qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259r\u0259b d\u00fcnyas\u0131na aid bilikl\u0259ri diplomatlar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259, onlar add\u0131m-add\u0131m v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fdil\u0259r. B\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259bir t\u0259l\u0259b olunurdu. Onlar he\u00e7 n\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131lar. B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n u\u011fur qazanmaq olard\u0131, bu h\u0259tta kuryoz t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n – Va\u015finqtonda Konqres klubu var, – R\u0259na Pa\u015fayeva xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131, – orada f\u0259aliyy\u0259td\u0259 v\u0259 istefada olan konqresmenl\u0259rin xan\u0131mlar\u0131 h\u0259r il b\u00f6y\u00fck ziyaf\u0259t t\u0259\u015fkil edirl\u0259r. M\u0259ni h\u0259r il d\u0259v\u0259t edirl\u0259r, m\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259r il\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 soru\u015furlar: \u201cSiz kimsiniz? Hans\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259nsiniz?\u201d Q\u0259bullar m\u00fcxt\u0259lif, b\u0259z\u0259n tematik olurdu. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6z milli geyiml\u0259rini n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Bizim milli geyimimizi bir az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0131z n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirdi. Onu Amerikan\u0131n ali m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 axtar\u0131b tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Uca boylu, \u015fux qam\u0259tli, k\u00fcr\u0259n sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir q\u0131z idi. \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Onu gurultulu alq\u0131\u015flarla qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar. Q\u0131z podiumdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fil\u0259r onun \u0259lini s\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131… O vaxtdan etibar\u0259n m\u0259n klubda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rhal m\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar: \u201cAh, Sizin o q\u0131z nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l idi!\u201d. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, x\u0131rda m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, amma n\u0259tic\u0259si yax\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259rc-m\u0259rcliy\u0259 son qoyaraq, sabit siyasi v\u0259ziyy\u0259t yaratma\u011fa nail olanda, dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r \u015fey \u0259sasl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Neftl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u201c\u018fsrin m\u00fcqavil\u0259si\u201d imzalananda is\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, bizi e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259, anlama\u011fa, biz\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n \u201cRaisa Qorba\u00e7ovan\u0131n brilyant \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, ki\u00e7ik bir ha\u015fiy\u0259. D\u00fcnya praktikas\u0131nda taley\u00fckl\u00fc probleml\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n diplomatlar\u0131n xan\u0131mlar\u0131 \u00e7ox olub. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259nfi t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 olub. Qorba\u00e7ovun d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 SSR\u0130-nin AB\u015e-dak\u0131 s\u0259firinin xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u0259hvalat\u0131 \u00e7oxlar\u0131na m\u0259lumdur. Dubinin Z.Bjezinskinin t\u0259birinc\u0259 des\u0259k, \u201cq\u0259\u015f\u0259ng yalan\u00e7\u0131\u201d idi. Onun arvad\u0131 Lyana Dubinina, – q\u0131zl\u0131q soyad\u0131 Xa\u00e7aturyan, – AB\u015e-dak\u0131 erm\u0259ni diasporunun Rusiya s\u0259firliyi il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259sini yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Raisa Qorba\u00e7ovan\u0131n erm\u0259ni diasporu il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259hz o t\u0259\u015fkil etmi\u015fdi. Bunun m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 Raisa Qorba\u00e7ova AB\u015e-dak\u0131 erm\u0259ni icmas\u0131ndan q\u0259dim brilyant \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc h\u0259diyy\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n H\u0259min brilyant \u00fcz\u00fck il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar Almaniyada \u00e7\u0131xan \u201c\u015etern\u201d jurnal\u0131nda d\u0259rc edilmi\u015f kollajda Raisa Qorba\u00e7ovan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 brilyant \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn \u015f\u00fcas\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan x\u0259rit\u0259sind\u0259 Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, m\u00fcharib\u0259, siyas\u0259t\u00e7i qad\u0131nlar v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 insanlar haqq\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan, ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259sil bilir. Bel\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259yatda onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 namiz\u0259dl\u0259r aras\u0131ndan yegan\u0259 birini se\u00e7ir, el\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 ona vurulur v\u0259 \u00f6z hissl\u0259rini taley\u00fckl\u00fc \u201codun, suyun v\u0259 z\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259\u201d qoruyub saxlama\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rlar. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r R\u0259na v\u0259 Hafiz Pa\u015fayevl\u0259r\u0259 aiddir. Onlar 55 il birg\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131blar… M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259, s\u0259kkizinci sinifd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f olublar. Dostluq edibl\u0259r. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra R\u0259na ail\u0259si il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r Moskvaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb. Sonra Hafiz Moskvaya gedib, aspiranturaya daxil olub. Evl\u0259nibl\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Hafizl\u0259 dostlu\u011fum \u00e7ox m\u00f6hk\u0259mdir. \u00c7ox z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 birlikd\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rmi\u015fik. Var q\u00fcvv\u0259mizl\u0259 bir-birimizi d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fik\u00a0(g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir)<\/em>… G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, yen\u0259 q\u00fcss\u0259li m\u00f6vzuya ke\u00e7dik.<\/p>\n – Siz d\u00fcnyabax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 nec\u0259 adamlars\u0131n\u0131z \u2013 optimist, pessimist, yoxsa romantik?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, realistl\u0259rik. Hafiz yumor hissi olan realistdir, m\u0259n is\u0259, sad\u0259c\u0259, realist.<\/p>\n – Bu g\u00fcn sizi qorxudan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – B\u0259li. M\u00fcharib\u0259. M\u0259n n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qorxuram, d\u00f6rd n\u0259v\u0259m var. Anam dey\u0259rdi ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qorxulu he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. M\u0259n hesab edir\u0259m ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 problemin uzun s\u00fcr\u0259n olsa da, s\u00fclh yolu il\u0259 h\u0259lli daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Qad\u0131nlar v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259rmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259n Amerikada \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. Orada hara gets\u0259n \u2013 ist\u0259r A\u011f Ev olsun, ist\u0259r Ba\u015f Q\u0259rargah v\u0259 Pentaqon \u2013 h\u0259r yerd\u0259 qad\u0131nlard\u0131r. Oradak\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n 50 faizi qad\u0131nlard\u0131r. Bizd\u0259 bu m\u0259nada g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259si i\u015f h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7oxdur. M\u0259nim fikrimc\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck siyas\u0259td\u0259 qad\u0131nlar n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox olsa, d\u00fcnyam\u0131z bir o q\u0259d\u0259r xeyirxah v\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz olar.<\/p>\n – R\u0259na xan\u0131m,\u00a0h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zdan raz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bir d\u0259f\u0259 qad\u0131n qohumlar\u0131mdan biri dedi ki, t\u0259bi\u0259t bizim \u00fcz\u0259rimizd\u0259 istirah\u0259t edir, \u00e7\u00fcnki biz atalar\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259k m\u00f6vqel\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Cavab\u0131nda m\u0259n dedim ki, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q? Biz, sad\u0259c\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 insanlar\u0131q. M\u0259g\u0259r bu azd\u0131rm\u0131? M\u0259nc\u0259, \u00e7oxdur, lap \u00e7oxdur, \u00e7\u00fcnki yax\u015f\u0131 insanlar azd\u0131r.<\/p>\n …M\u0259n n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hz bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti xat\u0131rlad\u0131m? Bu h\u0259ft\u0259 R\u0259na xan\u0131m Pa\u015fayeva d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi… M\u0259hz i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259r yenid\u0259n t\u0259xribat t\u00f6r\u0259tdikl\u0259ri g\u00fcn. Yen\u0259 at\u0131\u015fma. Yen\u0259 qan. Yen\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r, el\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 damm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018flvida, g\u00f6z\u0259l, q\u00fcss\u0259li xan\u0131m, rahat yat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Biz onunla \u201c\u018fli v\u0259 Nino\u201d kafesind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin etmi\u015fdik. 2009-cu il idi. R\u0259na xan\u0131m Parisd\u0259n yenic\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Parisd\u0259 UNESCO R\u0259na xan\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 \u2013 b\u00f6y\u00fck alim Musa \u018fliyevin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259 il\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n ondan bu m\u00f6vzuda m\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259 idim. Zala z\u0259rif, t\u0259bii, ingilissaya\u011f\u0131 eleqant geyimd\u0259 bir xan\u0131m daxil oldu. Zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi ya\u015f\u0131na uy\u011fun v\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi idi. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, q\u00fcss\u0259li eleqant xan\u0131m. Biz masalardan birinin arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Masa arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k, dedim: – R\u0259na xan\u0131m, fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, siz\u0259 hans\u0131 sual\u0131 verim ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz g\u00fcls\u00fcn. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bu sual\u0131m \u00e7ox…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":195240,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54-300x225.jpg",300,225,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2020-07-24-at-16.20.54.jpg",620,465,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Siyas\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Biz onunla \u201c\u018fli v\u0259 Nino\u201d kafesind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin etmi\u015fdik. 2009-cu il idi. R\u0259na xan\u0131m Parisd\u0259n yenic\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Parisd\u0259 UNESCO R\u0259na xan\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 \u2013 b\u00f6y\u00fck alim Musa \u018fliyevin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259 il\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n ondan bu m\u00f6vzuda m\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259 idim. Zala z\u0259rif, t\u0259bii, ingilissaya\u011f\u0131 eleqant geyimd\u0259 bir xan\u0131m daxil oldu. Zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi ya\u015f\u0131na uy\u011fun…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195239"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=195239"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195239\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/195240"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=195239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=195239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=195239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}