– D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 hans\u0131 istiqam\u0259td\u0259\u00a0ba\u015flad\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – F\u00fczuli istiqam\u0259tind\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Bizim tabor bu istiqam\u0259td\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 layiqinc\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirdi. Biz F\u00fczuliy\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k yerin\u0259 silahlar\u0131n\u0131, m\u00f6vqel\u0259rini qoyub qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 F\u00fczulini erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259dik. Daha sonra C\u0259bray\u0131l istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q.<\/p>\n Hadrut istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u0259rgin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r oldu. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131nda qoyub-qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 zirehli texnikalar\u0131, silah-sursatlar\u0131 q\u0259nim\u0259t kimi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck. Onlar\u0131n m\u00f6vqel\u0259rini tuta-tuta ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdik. Bo\u015fald\u0131lan k\u0259ndl\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fckc\u0259 insan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Bizim torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, ata-baba evl\u0259rimizi darmada\u011f\u0131n edibl\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z istiqam\u0259ti xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Xocav\u0259nd istiqam\u0259tind\u0259ki d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra \u015eu\u015fa u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulduq. S\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u00f6vqel\u0259rimizi tuturduq. H\u0259r s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, 3-4 n\u0259f\u0259r olurduq. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n giri\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7ox az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n minaatandan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, m\u0259rmi s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 dayanan \u0259sg\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir anl\u0131q h\u0259r k\u0259s yerind\u0259 dondu qald\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 yox oldu… Qan\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rimiz\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. M\u0259n v\u0259 zabit yolda\u015f\u0131m is\u0259 q\u0259lp\u0259 yaras\u0131 ald\u0131q. Aya\u011f\u0131mdan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259n q\u0259lp\u0259 yaras\u0131 ald\u0131m, m\u0259rminin dal\u011fas\u0131 is\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259traflar\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eokdan \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdik. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r bizi yaral\u0131 halda s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz m\u00f6vqel\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Oradan t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 F\u00fczuli rayon x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131na g\u0259tirildim. \u0130lkin yard\u0131m edildikd\u0259n sonra Bak\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n – B\u0259s o s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olan \u0259sg\u0259r…?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi, o \u0259sg\u0259rin ail\u0259sini ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m. O g\u0259nc q\u0259hr\u0259man \u00f6z\u00fc bilm\u0259d\u0259n dig\u0259rl\u0259rinin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas etdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sur, m\u0259rd \u0259sg\u0259r idi, siz\u0259 onu ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u00d6m\u00fcr boyu bu hadis\u0259 m\u0259nim hafiz\u0259md\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmayacaq. H\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumanda o g\u0259lir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n Artilleriya at\u0259\u015find\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 qabaq is\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r \u00e7ay ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259lak olan \u0259sg\u0259r birinci dedi m\u0259n d\u0259ml\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m. Sonra bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 oldusa, fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Dig\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015f\u0131 getdi, o qald\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o da \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 gets\u0259ydi, indi sa\u011f olard\u0131. Allah b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259rimizin h\u0259r biri y\u00fcks\u0259k \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259d\u0259 idi, can at\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, ir\u0259li getsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 hiss etmir\u0259m. O u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. S\u0259h\u0259r bir yerd\u0259 oldu\u011fun \u0259sg\u0259rin bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat sonra n\u0259\u015fini da\u015f\u0131maq \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r…Bunu izah etm\u0259k olmur. H\u0259r saniy\u0259nin \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fc oldu\u011funu \u00e7ox ac\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131q…<\/p>\n – Azad edil\u0259n \u0259razil\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yerl\u0259\u015fdiril\u0259n minalar \u00e7ox idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n –\u00a0<\/strong>Bizim qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda erm\u0259nil\u0259r var. Onlar el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ndir ki, ill\u0259rdir bu \u0259razil\u0259rd\u0259 pusqular qurub. Onlar sava\u015fa bilmir, ancaq qorxub qa\u00e7\u0131rlar. Qa\u00e7d\u0131qca\u00a0\u0259razil\u0259ri minalay\u0131rlar. Amma Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusu onlar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc, y\u00fcks\u0259k h\u0259rbi bilikl\u0259r\u0259 malikdir. Odur ki, biz n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizi onlar\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259dik.<\/p>\n \u018frazil\u0259ri, evl\u0259ri minalay\u0131r, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif partlay\u0131c\u0131 qur\u011fular qoyurdular. B\u0259z\u0259n zirehli jiletl\u0259rini, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 silahlar\u0131n\u0131 ortal\u0131q yerd\u0259 at\u0131b, alt\u0131na partlay\u0131c\u0131 qoyurdular. K\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 diqq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcxt\u0259lif zin\u0259t \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131, avadanl\u0131qlar qoyurdular. O q\u0259d\u0259r dil\u0259n\u00e7i mill\u0259tdir ki, z\u0259nn edirdil\u0259r ki, bizim \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r onlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. \u018fvv\u0259la biz ir\u0259lid\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin getm\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirdik. \u0130kincisi is\u0259 he\u00e7 kim \u0259razi t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 toxunmurdu.<\/p>\n – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259rsizl\u0259\u015fdirdiyiniz partlay\u0131c\u0131 olubmu?<\/strong><\/p>\n –\u00a0<\/strong>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 C\u0259bray\u0131lda bir k\u0259nd\u0259 girdik. K\u0259ndd\u0259ki evl\u0259rd\u0259n birinin qap\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259l qumbaralar\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t \u201cs\u00fcrpriz\u201d haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biz onlardan daha ehtiyatl\u0131 davran\u0131b haz\u0131rlanan qur\u011funu i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f z\u0259r\u0259rsizl\u0259\u015fdirdik. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, he\u00e7 bir itkimiz olmad\u0131. Evl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259r gizl\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, m\u00fclki \u0259hali qala bil\u0259rdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 biz b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r\u0259 girib bo\u015f oldu\u011funu yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n – Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 evl\u0259rin anbar\u0131nda \u015forabalardan, kompotlardan yey\u0259n-i\u00e7\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin videolar\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259s onlara g\u00f6r\u0259 narahat olurdu ki, z\u0259h\u0259rli olar. B\u0259s siz istifad\u0259 edirdinizmi o qidalardan?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Xeyr, bizim qida ehtiyat\u0131m\u0131z var idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda m\u00fcharib\u0259dir, \u00e7\u0259tinlik ola da bil\u0259rdi, amma b\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin o qidalara toxunmas\u0131na, yem\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirdik. Onlar\u0131n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizliyi namin\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259ti q\u0259rar verilmi\u015fdi. Siz t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259zsiz, \u0259halid\u0259n biz\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qida, isti corab, papaq, \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r. Analar\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 yun corablar toxuyub g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi.<\/p>\n Onlar\u0131n \u0259sas\u0259n, qoyunlar\u0131ndan, toyuqlar\u0131ndan k\u0259sib kabab edirdik. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259rait yarad\u0131rd\u0131q ki, yor\u011funluqlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 ats\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n – Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin m\u00f6vqe, \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f hans\u0131 istiqam\u0259td\u0259 oldu?<\/strong><\/p>\n – F\u00fczuli istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 bunker deyil\u0259n yer\u0259 h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7dik. 28 ild\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131 bunkerl\u0259r artilleriya davaml\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn silah-sursatlar\u0131 orada saxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Snayperl\u0259r, qumbaraatan qur\u011fular\u00a0orada saxlan\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Biz h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 onlar g\u00f6zl\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n Bunkerl\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n bizi artilleriya at\u0259\u015fin\u0259 tutdu. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r, zabit yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z \u015f\u0259hid oldu. T\u0259xmin\u0259n 3-4 saat davam ed\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, itkil\u0259rimiz oldu. Yaral\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz m\u00f6vqel\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdik. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z yaral\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 orda qoyub qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Gec\u0259 is\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olan yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259\u015fl\u0259rini neytral \u0259razid\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n F\u00fczulinin \u018fsl\u0259sg\u0259rli k\u0259ndin\u0259 h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n tabor komandirimiz mayor Azayev \u015f\u0259hid oldu. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin snayper at\u0259\u015fi il\u0259 h\u0259lak olan mayor Azayev 12 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t zabit, \u0259sg\u0259r hey\u0259tinin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas etdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bizi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 alma\u011fa c\u0259hd etdil\u0259r, amma\u00a0buna nail ola bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirib, m\u00f6vqel\u0259rimizi d\u0259yi\u015firdik. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin m\u00f6vqel\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7ox qalmaq olmurdu, \u00e7\u00fcnki onlar ilk olaraq t\u0259rk etdikl\u0259ri s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259ri at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tuturdular.<\/p>\n – \u018fn uzun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f hans\u0131 oldu?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Hadrut istiqam\u0259tind\u0259n q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r getdi. Y\u00fcks\u0259klik oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n h\u0259r c\u00fcr m\u0259nfur add\u0131m\u0131 at\u0131rd\u0131. Lakin, sonunda haqq qazand\u0131, biz qazand\u0131q. Onlar\u0131 iti qovan kimi qovub, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131q.<\/p>\n – \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n azad olunmas\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rini x\u0259st\u0259xanada ald\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – B\u0259li. Ay\u0131n 5-i m\u0259n art\u0131q x\u0259st\u0259xanada idim. Onda e\u015fitdim ki, bizim tabor \u015eu\u015faya girib. H\u0259m sevindim, h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndim. Sevindim ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z bizim yoxlu\u011fumuzda bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusunun g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. K\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259yim is\u0259 \u015eu\u015faya girm\u0259k, azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 nail olmama\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259dir. Amma Ali Ba\u015f Komandana t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m ki, V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri oldum.<\/p>\n – Yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 ilk x\u0259b\u0259ri kim\u0259 dediz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Biz ail\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f qarda\u015f\u0131q. Ortanc\u0131l qarda\u015f\u0131ma mesaj yazd\u0131m. Anam x\u0259st\u0259dir, qorxdum ki, narahat olar. El\u0259 F\u00fczulid\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanada qarda\u015f\u0131ma mesaj yazd\u0131m ki, \u201cHoradizd\u0259 hospitala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dem\u0259. Yaram y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fc\u201d.<\/p>\n Sonra z\u0259ng el\u0259dim ki, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r y\u0259qin. Qarda\u015f\u0131m da el\u0259 bilib ki, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m, kims\u0259 m\u0259nim ad\u0131mdan yaz\u0131b. Qorxub.<\/p>\n S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259 qo\u015fulan qaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qarda\u015f\u0131 F\u00fczuli Mehdiyev deyir ki, s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259nn edib:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cA\u011fl\u0131ma o q\u0259d\u0259r fikirl\u0259r g\u0259ldi ki, narahat oldum. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, ciddi n\u0259s\u0259 olub. M\u0259n\u0259 demirl\u0259r. Sonra\u00a0s\u0259sini e\u015fitdikd\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yim yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, atama nec\u0259 deyim ki, qorxmas\u0131n. Bizim \u00f6z aram\u0131zda q\u0259rargah adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 orda oturub s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdik. Atam\u0131 ota\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, g\u0259l\u0259n kimi soru\u015fdu ki, \u201cSamir\u0259 n\u0259 olub?\u201d. Dedim yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259 yaralan\u0131b. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259 F\u00fczuliy\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r anama dem\u0259dik ki, Samir yaralan\u0131b\u201d.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Qazimizin atas\u0131 Nizami Mehdiyev is\u0259 o\u011flu il\u0259 f\u0259xr etdiyini deyir:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cBe\u015f o\u011flum var ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r ruhda b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olaraq yard\u0131m ed\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri olmu\u015fam. O vaxt 26 \u015f\u0259hidi da\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, o\u011flum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir anl\u0131q h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irdim. \u015e\u0259hidlik \u0259n uca zirv\u0259dir, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nm\u0259zdim. Amma atay\u0131q, valideyn oldu\u011fumuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ani olaraq sa\u011f-salamat oldu\u011funu e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n… Birinci m\u0259n\u0259 dedil\u0259r ki, Samirin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fcb, h\u0259kim\u0259 apar\u0131blar. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ehtiyatda olan zabit\u0259m, dedim m\u0259ni aldatmay\u0131n. N\u0259hay\u0259t s\u0259s yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dinl\u0259tdil\u0259r, can\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259dir dedil\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim sakitl\u0259\u015fdi\u201d.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n – 44 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 ail\u0259niz il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bilirdinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n –\u00a0<\/strong>\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Lakin, imkan olmurdu. Orada dal\u011fa tutmurdu. El\u0259 olurdu g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 evi y\u0131\u011fa bilmirdim. Ail\u0259md\u0259n, \u00f6vladlar\u0131mdan \u00f6tr\u00fc dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 olanda q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu. Burda \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. Bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 sabaha qalmas\u0131n, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131za qalmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n Q\u0131z\u0131ma bir m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131m. Xahi\u015f etdim ki, ona \u00e7atd\u0131rs\u0131nlar. Qism\u0259tdir, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k n\u0259sib olmaz. Bilsin ki, atas\u0131 harda olursa\u00a0olsun onu da, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da bir an bel\u0259 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarmay\u0131b. Sa\u011f olsun qarda\u015f\u0131m, m\u0259ktubu q\u0131z\u0131ma \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b. Onun da g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kib m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Hissl\u0259rimi ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Allah b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri ail\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, \u0259zizl\u0259rin\u0259 qovu\u015fdursun. \u015e\u0259hid olan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa dil\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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