x\u0259b\u0259rini<\/a>\u00a0alanda. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid atalar\u0131 eyni \u00e7ar\u0259sizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dikir bo\u015f sonsuzlu\u011fa. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid atalar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 eyni d\u0259rinlikd\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid atalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb yol \u00e7\u0259kir \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 ax\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s torpaqlara, da\u015flara sar\u0131… B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid atalar\u0131 eyni dild\u0259 susur.<\/p>\nAmma b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid atalar\u0131ndan da eyni f\u0259xrl\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz kimin atas\u0131 oldu\u011funu!<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata kimi.<\/p>\n
Salamla\u015f\u0131b, “siz \u015f\u0259hid gizir” dey\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sib “\u0130sm\u0259tin atas\u0131yam!” dem\u0259sind\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259z\u0259m\u0259t q\u0259h\u0259rimi bo\u011faz\u0131mda bo\u011fdu.<\/p>\n
V\u0259 yaln\u0131z o an anlad\u0131m ki, \u015f\u0259hidlik a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, k\u0259d\u0259rli oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir m\u0259qam imi\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u0130sm\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dov 2 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 D\u0259nizin torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fotosu il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131ma. Hikm\u0259t ata il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdiyim h\u0259r saniy\u0259 bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n getmirdi. S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 el\u0259 o fotodan ba\u015flama\u011f\u0131 planlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, amma \u00fcr\u0259k ed\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata il\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmasaq da, sanki bir-birimizd\u0259n n\u0259 soru\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilirdik. \u0130sm\u0259tin d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r na\u011f\u0131l el\u0259di.<\/p>\n
Amma \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi ona dan\u0131\u015fmaq… D\u0259st\u0259yin bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n ona n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Dey\u0259c\u0259k \u00e7ox s\u00f6z d\u0259 yox idi \u0259slind\u0259. \u0130sm\u0259t Suqovu\u015fan\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fccadil\u0259si, \u015f\u0259hidliyinin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti il\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin yerin\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n
1993-c\u00fc il avqustun 2-d\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7an bu igid u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f v\u0259 diqq\u0259tcil olub. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259r boyunca he\u00e7 vaxt ail\u0259sin\u0259 problem ya\u015fatmay\u0131b. Sakit t\u0259bi\u0259tli, h\u0259lim xasiyy\u0259tli, z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f o\u011ful olub. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndin sevimlisi olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyandan h\u0259rb\u00e7i olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u0259yib. Qiym\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0259la olmasa da, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edib. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n sonra h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. H\u0259rbiy\u0259 olan mara\u011f\u0131 onu bu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli m\u0259suliyy\u0259t\u0259 geri qay\u0131tma\u011fa vadar edib. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259rbi t\u0259hsil al\u0131b v\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259nin m\u00fcdafi\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn T\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259 Quru Qo\u015funlar\u0131nda gizir kimi geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb. \u0130sm\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dov tariximizin \u0259n \u015fanl\u0131 s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri olan Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin f\u0259al i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olub. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t Goranboy, daha sonra Ming\u0259\u00e7evir\u0259 t\u0259yin olunub. Qarda\u015f\u0131 Artilleriya briqadas\u0131n\u0131n M\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n Art\u0131q Xidm\u0259t Ed\u0259n H\u0259rbi Qulluq\u00e7usu Elm\u0259ddin M\u0259mm\u0259dovla birg\u0259 eyni h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 qulluq edib. T\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259 ayaq basd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259yib. Da\u011fda, da\u015fda, torpaqda erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ill\u0259rl\u0259.<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata \u0130sm\u0259tin m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n 1 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259ki z\u0259ngini xat\u0131rlay\u0131r: “Dedi ki, ata, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, salamatl\u0131qd\u0131r. 27 sentyabr s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng edib dedi ki, telefonuma z\u0259ng \u00e7atmasa, narahat olmay\u0131n. Biz m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 gedirik. M\u0259n d\u0259 xeyir-duas\u0131n\u0131 verdim. \u0130\u015finiz avand olsun dedim. V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedirsiniz”.<\/p>\n
Oktyabr\u0131n 8-n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0130sm\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olub. O tarixd\u0259n sonra bir daha \u0130sm\u0259t\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7atmay\u0131b…<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata deyir ki, o\u011flunun \u015f\u0259had\u0259t x\u0259b\u0259rini 10 oktyabrda, i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131nda ik\u0259n al\u0131b. Suqovu\u015fan istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olub Gizir \u0130sm\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dov. Amma \u015f\u0259hid olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259tirib. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox qarda\u015f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olub h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. B\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z vaxtlar\u0131nda da, m\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259n q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n vaxtlar\u0131nda da unutmay\u0131b. V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi sahib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qarda\u015f\u0131na. Atas\u0131ndan da yegan\u0259 xahi\u015fi qarda\u015f\u0131ndan tez-tez x\u0259b\u0259r tutmas\u0131 olub h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n
Xidm\u0259t etdiyi v\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259l anlar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b ail\u0259sin\u0259. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin qorxusundan arxas\u0131na baxmayaraq nec\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f nec\u0259 azad etdikl\u0259rind\u0259n, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s torpaqlara nec\u0259 atd\u0131qlar\u0131ndan a\u011f\u0131zdolusu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b igid \u0259sg\u0259r. “\u00dcr\u0259yimiz ist\u0259diyi kimi ir\u0259lil\u0259yik” deyib atas\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Qaraba\u011fla ba\u011fl\u0131 bir arzusu olub. Torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u015f\u011faldan azad olsun. Ail\u0259si il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 gedib Qaraba\u011f\u0131 g\u0259zsin…<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata deyir ki, xidm\u0259ti boyu b\u00fct\u00fcn fikir-zikri torpaqlar\u0131 azad etm\u0259k olub. El\u0259 bil, \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u015f\u0259hid olma\u011fa can at\u0131b, V\u0259t\u0259n yolunda \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131b…<\/p>\n
Aln\u0131ndan d\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259lp\u0259 il\u0259 h\u0259yata \u0259b\u0259di g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumub da\u011f v\u00fcqarl\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259r. D\u0259fnind\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259n yaral\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 deyib ki, \u0130sm\u0259tl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 7 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yedikl\u0259ri anda m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin q\u0259fil h\u00fccumuna m\u0259ruz qal\u0131b. H\u0259min h\u00fccumda 8 igid \u015f\u0259hid olub. \u015e\u0259had\u0259tind\u0259n 3-4 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l komandirlik etdiyi \u0259sg\u0259ri \u015f\u0259hid olub g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda… \u0130sm\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc intiqam b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb v\u0259 ancaq ir\u0259li getm\u0259k haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb o andan sonra… D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 onu z\u00fclml\u0259 saxlay\u0131b s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259…<\/p>\n
Hikm\u0259t ata deyir ki, \u0130sm\u0259td\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc soru\u015fub. O da say\u0131-hesab\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyib atas\u0131na. Q\u00fcrurla! O q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259yibl\u0259r ki, h\u0259tta \u0130sm\u0259t m\u00fcharib\u0259nin 3-4 g\u00fcn\u0259 bit\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 bel\u0259 ehtimal verib.<\/p>\n
2017-ci ild\u0259 uzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri sevdiyi q\u0131zla birl\u0259\u015fdirib h\u0259yat yollar\u0131n\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 D\u0259niz qoyublar… Atas\u0131n\u0131n sevgisi, \u00fcr\u0259yi kimi d\u0259rin D\u0259niz… \u00d6vlad\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yi arzu dolu olub \u0130sm\u0259tin… Ail\u0259sini gec-gec g\u00f6rm\u0259k n\u0259sib olsa da, vaxt\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxunu q\u0131z\u0131na ay\u0131r\u0131b. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259zuniyy\u0259tind\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 doyunca g\u00f6rm\u0259k qism\u0259t olub m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ataya. D\u0259niz is\u0259 ona son d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259zar fotosundan bax\u0131b… Atas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259fnind\u0259n sonra kims\u0259sizlikd\u0259, sakitlikd\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 gedib balaca D\u0259niz. \u0130ndi ona ancaq atas\u0131n\u0131n mehriban g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, dill\u0259r\u0259 dastan olan igidlikl\u0259ri xatir\u0259 qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n
D\u0259nizin atas\u0131 \u015f\u0259hid olub…<\/p>\n