{"id":275139,"date":"2021-01-20T09:41:11","date_gmt":"2021-01-20T06:41:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=275139"},"modified":"2021-01-20T09:41:11","modified_gmt":"2021-01-20T06:41:11","slug":"20-yanvar-el%c9%99-soyuq-saxtali-olur-amma-daha-usumuruk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=275139","title":{"rendered":"20 yanvar el\u0259 soyuq-\u015faxtal\u0131 olur, amma daha \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fck"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kubra M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mova yaz\u0131r\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

1990-ci il 20 yanvar tarixind\u0259 m\u0259nim 7 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 atam evd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131tmas\u0131 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

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O gec\u0259 \u00e7ox atalar ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131, b\u0259zi u\u015faqlar is\u0259 el\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015f\u0131nda qald\u0131, daha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Atam\u0131n \u201cLarisan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d haray\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131mdad\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n, Larisan\u0131 tan\u0131mayan u\u015faq d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tin tam ortas\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n \u201cg\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259ls\u0259, \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259nin\u201d tap\u015f\u0131rmas\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 rus \u0259sg\u0259rinin avtomatla, tank \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259si, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz hadis\u0259l\u0259r absurd v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t filmin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Amma reall\u0131qda havada \u00f6l\u00fcm qoxusu vard\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 rus qo\u015funlar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f insanlar\u0131n meyidi var idi. H\u0259r yer qara idi.<\/p>\n

Anam h\u0259min g\u00fcn eyvandan qara bayraq asd\u0131. Mat\u0259m simvolu, \u00f6l\u00fcm simvolu qara bayraq. O g\u00fcn \u00e7ox evl\u0259rd\u0259 qara bayraq as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hava da qara idi. Qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n, d\u0259qiq yad\u0131mda deyil.<\/p>\n

Hava da \u015faxta idi. M\u0259nim yad\u0131mda el\u0259 qal\u0131b. 31 il \u0259rzind\u0259 20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc havan\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli olmas\u0131 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 soyuq-sazaq olur. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ham\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr o g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 h\u0259r yerd\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259r vard\u0131. Yerd\u0259, divarda, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015far\u0259ti idi.\u00a0 Y\u0259ni d\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 burada kims\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n

7 ya\u015f\u0131ma boylananda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n nal\u0259, qar\u011f\u0131\u015f, a\u011f\u0131 s\u0259si e\u015fidir\u0259m. \u015eaxtal\u0131 hava, maf\u0259l\u0259r, yasin oxuyan molla, insan seli, qara Bak\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan selinin bir dayanma n\u00f6qt\u0259si var idi, \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131\u201d. Ham\u0131 ora ax\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ora \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin son m\u0259nzili idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q m\u0259zar\u0131 orada g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Xiyabanda ba\u015f\u0131nda \u201cnorka\u201d papaq olan ki\u015fil\u0259r m\u0259zar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. Torpa\u011f\u0131n r\u0259ngi is\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, h\u0259r yer q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259r\u0259nfil idi.<\/p>\n

Xiyaban\u0131n ilk m\u0259zar\u0131 is\u0259 \u201cg\u0259lin-b\u0259y\u201d m\u0259zar\u0131 idi. \u0130lham v\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259, onlar\u0131n h\u0259yat hekay\u0259tini is\u0259 sonra bildim. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar dey\u0259s\u0259n. Sonra h\u0259r il 20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 biz\u0259 \u015feir \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259d\u0259r, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za qara k\u0259la\u011fay\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259rdil\u0259r. U\u015faqdan-b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn xalq ill\u0259r uzunu mat\u0259md\u0259 idi. Lakin m\u00fcbariz idi, polad idi, s\u0131nmad\u0131, m\u0259hv olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

31 il sonra yen\u0259 bunlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlamaq, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq asan deyil. Amma bu tarixdir, bu h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir, he\u00e7 vaxt unudulmayacaq tarix. Qan bahas\u0131na yaz\u0131lan tarix.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131 buxtas\u0131nda olan g\u0259mil\u0259rin d\u00fcnyaya \u201cSOS\u201d siqnal\u0131 verm\u0259sidir tarix. H\u0259min d\u0259niz\u00e7il\u0259rin sovet ordusu il\u0259 qeyri-b\u0259rab\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131d\u0131r tarix. Sovet ordusunun g\u0259mil\u0259ri g\u00fcll\u0259-boran etm\u0259sidir tarix.<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Moskvadak\u0131 Daimi n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259liyind\u0259 ke\u00e7irilmi\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaqda Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin b\u0259yanat\u0131d\u0131r tarix. \u018fs\u0259bi halda Sovet rejimin\u0259 etdiyi \u00fcsyand\u0131r tarix.<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259n insanlar\u0131n Bak\u0131ya ax\u0131\u015fmas\u0131d\u0131r tarix. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259ri d\u0259fn etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, onlar\u0131n ruhunu yad etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn birl\u0259\u015f\u0259n xalqd\u0131r tarix. Tanklar alt\u0131nda \u0259zil\u0259n, lakin q\u00fcruru s\u0131nmayan xalqd\u0131r tarix.<\/p>\n

Sovet \u0130mperiyas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcqutudur tarix. Onun s\u00fct\u00fcnlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv ed\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r tarix.<\/p>\n

90-c\u0131 ild\u0259 ilk \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rini ver\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan bu g\u00fcn g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr, qalibdir. 31 il sonra Az\u0259rbaycan ilk d\u0259f\u0259 20 yanvar\u0131 qalib kimi, \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n qisas\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f kimi qeyd edir.<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrurla qeyd edir bu d\u0259f\u0259. \u018fg\u0259r 31 il \u0259vv\u0259l eyvanlardan qara bayraq as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, bu g\u00fcn eyvanlardan q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 r\u0259mzi, birlik r\u0259zmi Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 bayraqlar\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131b. Bir yerd\u0259 dal\u011falan\u0131r, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin alt\u0131nda bir yerd\u0259 b\u0259rq vurur.\u00a0 Ay-ulduzlar qo\u015fa parlay\u0131r.\u00a0 G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131za s\u0259b\u0259b bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259sizlik, \u00f6l\u00fcm deyil, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n q\u0259tli deyil,\u00a0q\u00fcrur v\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259dir. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 qan, can bahas\u0131na \u0259ld\u0259 olunan q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin ruhu \u015fadd\u0131r. Bu m\u00fctl\u0259q ki, bel\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan yen\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v oldu, b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu. 90-c\u0131 ild\u0259n itir\u0259-itir\u0259 ged\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan 2020-ci ild\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131, namusunu geri qaytard\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sirliyind\u0259 olan milli q\u00fcrurunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytard\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn qara ba\u011flamaq, qara geyinm\u0259k\u00a0 g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u00fck r\u0259mzi deyil, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin ruhuna olan ehtiram\u0131n t\u0259c\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r boyu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin bizi mat\u0259m r\u0259ngind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259si, sevinm\u0259si bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u201cD\u0259mir yumruq\u201d d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni el\u0259 qara g\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu ki, bird\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fc ba\u015fqa r\u0259ng g\u00f6r\u0259. 20 yanvar faci\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n 31 il ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qalibiyy\u0259ti, q\u00fcruru ya\u015famaq bizim haqq\u0131m\u0131z idi. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olan borcumuz idi.<\/p>\n

Qara bitdi. Daha m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na qara \u00f6rtm\u0259yin, daha analar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na qara \u00f6rtm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn yen\u0259 hava soyuq-sazaqd\u0131r. Amma daha \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fck. Dem\u0259li ki, s\u0259b\u0259b hava deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kubra M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mova yaz\u0131r\u2026 1990-ci il 20 yanvar tarixind\u0259 m\u0259nim 7 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. Gec\u0259 atam evd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131tmas\u0131 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir. O gec\u0259 \u00e7ox atalar ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131, b\u0259zi u\u015faqlar is\u0259 el\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015f\u0131nda qald\u0131, daha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259di. Atam\u0131n \u201cLarisan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d haray\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131mdad\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n, Larisan\u0131 tan\u0131mayan u\u015faq d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tin tam ortas\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi. Anam\u0131n \u201cg\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259ls\u0259, \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259nin\u201d tap\u015f\u0131rmas\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 rus \u0259sg\u0259rinin avtomatla, tank \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259si, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz hadis\u0259l\u0259r absurd v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t filmin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Amma reall\u0131qda havada \u00f6l\u00fcm qoxusu vard\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 rus qo\u015funlar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f insanlar\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":275140,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra-300x200.jpg",300,200,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/kubra.jpg",620,414,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Sosial<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Kubra M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mova yaz\u0131r\u2026 1990-ci il 20 yanvar tarixind\u0259 m\u0259nim 7 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. Gec\u0259 atam evd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131tmas\u0131 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir. O gec\u0259 \u00e7ox atalar ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131, b\u0259zi u\u015faqlar is\u0259 el\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015f\u0131nda qald\u0131, daha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259di. Atam\u0131n \u201cLarisan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d haray\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131mdad\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n, Larisan\u0131 tan\u0131mayan u\u015faq d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tin tam ortas\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275139"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=275139"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275139\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/275140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=275139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=275139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=275139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}