\u201cFarizimin yeri h\u0259r yerd\u0259 q\u0259lbimi sars\u0131da-sars\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr… bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259 b\u0259zi g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259si laz\u0131m olan i\u015fl\u0259r var idi. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 laz\u0131m olan avadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0131rdavat ma\u011fazas\u0131na getm\u0259li oldum. Ora da \u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u015fil\u0259r gedir ax\u0131, qad\u0131nlar iki halda gedir ora… ya yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 se\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedir, yada m\u0259nim kimi \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda, evin ki\u015fisi d\u0259, qad\u0131n\u0131 da m\u0259n\u0259m deyib, m\u0259cbur olur gedib ki\u015fi i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m olan \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 als\u0131n.
\nN\u0259ys\u0259, getdim ma\u011fazaya, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m, i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldum… i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 bir ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n var idi, yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlara bax\u0131rd\u0131lar, se\u00e7irdil\u0259r. Qalanlar\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r idi. H\u0259r\u0259 bir ustayla g\u0259lib, siyah\u0131 g\u0259tirib, n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 deyirl\u0259r sat\u0131c\u0131ya, o da t\u0259\u015fkil edir. Sat\u0131c\u0131 da 60 ya\u015flar\u0131nda a\u011fsaqqal bir day\u0131 idi. Yan\u0131nda da k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi 18-20 ya\u015f aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131. N\u0259ys\u0259, n\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cBuyur, q\u0131z\u0131m n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131?\u201d – dey\u0259 sat\u0131c\u0131 day\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n
\u201cDay\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 evd\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259zi al\u0259tl\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131\u201d, – dedim v\u0259 davam el\u0259dim… \u201c\u00e7\u0259kic, silikon kley tapan\u00e7as\u0131 il\u0259 k\u0259lb\u0259tin, mismar v\u0259 s…\u201d laz\u0131m olanlar\u0131 dedim. Day\u0131 onlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131qca \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259yus formada. \u00d6d\u0259ni\u015fin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ed\u0259c\u0259yini soru\u015fdum, m\u0259bl\u0259\u011fi dedi. Pulu \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra day\u0131 dedi:<\/p>\n
\u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, olar s\u0259n\u0259 bir sual verim?\u201d \u201cBuyur, day\u0131\u201d, – dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cBunlar\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u0131rsan, mismar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc olur, silikon kley verdim s\u0259n\u0259, amma n\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131md\u0131? Y\u0259qin evd\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, o bil\u0259r mismar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc-filan, y\u0259ni ona g\u00f6r\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, s\u0259hv olmas\u0131n, \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib geri qaytarma bir d\u0259… z\u0259ng vur soru\u015f, m\u0259n d\u0259 bilim s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 verir\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131m”, – dey\u0259 day\u0131 m\u0259ni vadar edirdi ki, z\u0259ng vurum bu d\u00fcnyada olmayan yolda\u015f\u0131ma…<\/p>\n
N\u0259 edim, nec\u0259 deyim ona ki, m\u0259nim yolda\u015f\u0131m bu d\u00fcnyada deyil, a\u011fsaqqal, evin ki\u015fisi d\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m, yoxsa m\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259zirdim burda? Q\u00fcrurum imkan verm\u0259di ki, ona yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyim, \u015e\u0259hid olub, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6hd\u0259likl\u0259ri m\u0259nim \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim\u0259 burax\u0131b, b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fi \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, deyim… Yalandan telefonu qula\u011f\u0131ma tutdum, guya ki, z\u0259ng edib soru\u015furam… yax\u015f\u0131 ki, mismar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc-filan o anda yad\u0131ma sala bildim.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n dem\u0259, day\u0131 hiss edibmi\u015f, tan\u0131y\u0131bm\u0131\u015f m\u0259ni, amma biruz\u0259 vermirmi\u015f… x\u00fclas\u0259, bu d\u00fcnyada olmayan Fariziml\u0259 yalan\u00e7\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bitirdim. Dedim, day\u0131, 50-lik mismar laz\u0131md\u0131, kley d\u0259 oboyun q\u0131raqlar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…\u201d Day\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015far\u0259 etdi, gedib dediyim\u0259 uy\u011fun laz\u0131m olanlar\u0131 g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131xanda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, day\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 bir telefonuna bax\u0131r, bir m\u0259n\u0259, a\u011fsaqqal\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolub… Dedi, \u201cbala, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259…\u201d G\u00f6zl\u0259dim… n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc pis hiss etdiyini anlad\u0131m… \u201cYax\u015f\u0131s\u0131z, day\u0131?\u201d – sual verdim. \u201cYax\u015f\u0131yam, narahat olma, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d, – dedi, \u0259lini atd\u0131 kassaya, \u00f6d\u0259diyim pulu geri qaytard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259…
\n\u201cBu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir, day\u0131? Niy\u0259 qaytard\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 pulu?\u201d – soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n
\u201cO pul \u00f6d\u0259nilib, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d, – cavab verdi… anlamad\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, y\u0259qin kims\u0259siz oldu\u011fumu hiss edib, pis olub…<\/p>\n
Pulu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytard\u0131m: \u201cYox, day\u0131, \u00e7ox sa\u011folun, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259mki, kims\u0259 \u00f6d\u0259sin…\u201d<\/p>\n
D\u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 pis g\u0259ldi bir az… Day\u0131 pulu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259mirdi n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259… m\u0259n d\u0259 pis oldum, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259ni bo\u011fdu ki, Allah\u0131m, m\u0259nim kims\u0259sizliyim bu q\u0259d\u0259rmi b\u0259lli olur? Ax\u0131 m\u0259n biruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram…<\/p>\n
Bird\u0259n day\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201cBala, bir \u015fey deyim s\u0259n\u0259… m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n mismar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc-filan, \u00f6z\u00fcm q\u0259sd\u0259n soru\u015fdum ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Telefonu yalandan qula\u011f\u0131na tutdun, \u00f6z\u00fcn-\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n… hiss el\u0259dim bunu… S\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131ram, q\u0131z\u0131m. S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259… Bayaq telefonumu ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bir d\u0259 bax\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fcm h\u0259min \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fd\u0259ki q\u0131zsanm\u0131, yoxsa ox\u015fatm\u0131\u015fam? H\u0259min q\u0131z imi\u015fs\u0259n, \u015e\u0259hid Farizin yolda\u015f\u0131… s\u0259n t\u0259kliyini hiss etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259din, q\u0131z\u0131m… s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdu…\u201d – g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015f halda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 bir ox kimi d\u0259ydi… El\u0259 pis oldum ki… a\u011flamayacam, dedim, n\u0259 fayda, onda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m hicab\u0131m\u0131 islad\u0131b art\u0131q… Nec\u0259 pis olmu\u015famsa, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m m\u0259nd\u0259n ixtiyars\u0131z \u00f6z b\u0259ndini q\u0131r\u0131b… \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7evirib g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi sildim, a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
Sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b ma\u011fazadan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m, g\u0259ldim ev\u0259… Xeyli d\u0259 evd\u0259 a\u011flam\u0131\u015fam, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi bo\u015falda bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 divarlard\u0131 m\u0259nim sirda\u015f\u0131m. D\u0259rdimi onlara dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131ram. Bir az \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldim… Torban\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m ki, i\u015fim\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131m… v\u0259 orda g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim m\u0259ni yenid\u0259n y\u0131xd\u0131…. \u00f6d\u0259diyim pul v\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u201cyolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z pulu \u00f6d\u0259yib, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131…<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyam yenid\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 sanki… onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 hal\u0131m\u0131 y\u0259qin ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259r…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6d\u0259diyim pul v\u0259 \u201cyolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z pulu \u00f6d\u0259yib, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnyam yenid\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131…\u201d Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015e\u0259hid Fariz H\u0259s\u0259novun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nova sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259ki hesab\u0131nda yaz\u0131b. O, t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat mallar\u0131 d\u00fckan\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n hadis\u0259ni n\u0259ql edib: \u201cFarizimin yeri h\u0259r yerd\u0259 q\u0259lbimi sars\u0131da-sars\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr… bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259 b\u0259zi g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259si laz\u0131m olan i\u015fl\u0259r var idi. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 laz\u0131m olan avadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0131rdavat ma\u011fazas\u0131na getm\u0259li oldum. Ora da \u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u015fil\u0259r gedir ax\u0131, qad\u0131nlar iki halda gedir ora… ya yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 se\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedir, yada m\u0259nim kimi \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":315500,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5-300x181.jpg",300,181,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/1616052156_sxa5.jpg",526,317,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Sosial<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u201c\u00d6d\u0259diyim pul v\u0259 \u201cyolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z pulu \u00f6d\u0259yib, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnyam yenid\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131…\u201d Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015e\u0259hid Fariz H\u0259s\u0259novun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nova sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259ki hesab\u0131nda yaz\u0131b. O, t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat mallar\u0131 d\u00fckan\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n hadis\u0259ni n\u0259ql edib: \u201cFarizimin yeri h\u0259r yerd\u0259 q\u0259lbimi sars\u0131da-sars\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr… bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259 b\u0259zi g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259si laz\u0131m olan i\u015fl\u0259r var idi. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/315499"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=315499"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/315499\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/315500"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=315499"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=315499"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=315499"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}