{"id":317902,"date":"2021-03-25T08:56:22","date_gmt":"2021-03-25T05:56:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=317902"},"modified":"2021-03-25T08:56:22","modified_gmt":"2021-03-25T05:56:22","slug":"h%c9%99s%c9%99n-turabovun-qizi-ona-dedim-atami-s%c9%99n-oldurmus%c9%99n-musahib%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=317902","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259s\u0259n Turabovun q\u0131z\u0131: \u201cOna dedim, atam\u0131 s\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n\u201d – M\u00fcsahib\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bu g\u00fcn Xalq artisti H\u0259s\u0259n Turabovun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.\u00a0<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

ARANTV.AZ\u00a0<\/strong> Kulis.az-a istinad\u0259n bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 “Atam\u0131n xatir\u0259si” layih\u0259sind\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259n Turabovun q\u0131z\u0131 Sevinc Turabova il\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edir.<\/p>\n

– Sevinc xan\u0131m, H\u0259s\u0259n Turabov nec\u0259 ata idi?<\/p>\n

– O, \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 ata idi. Bir k\u0259lm\u0259 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259tl\u0259bl\u0259ri ba\u015fa sala bilirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 xo\u015fu g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 biz\u0259 izah edirdi ki, bunu etm\u0259k olmaz. Geyimimizd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 demirdi, xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir, yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. Deyirdi, n\u0259 bilim, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bax\u0131n. Onda bilirdik xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259yib. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt kosmetikadan istifad\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 etmir\u0259m. Xo\u015fu g\u0259lmirdi.<\/p>\n

– M\u00fc\u0259llim olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259yib, siz d\u0259 onun ist\u0259yini yerin\u0259 yetirmisiniz. Aktrisa olmaq ist\u0259s\u0259ydiniz raz\u0131 olard\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Aktyorluq \u00e7\u0259tin s\u0259n\u0259tdir. Qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r ikisi \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetind\u0259 oxuyurdular. M\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq atam o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131n aktyor olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. Amma onlar t\u0259hsill\u0259rini yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoydular. Dedil\u0259r, biz atam kimi aktyor ola bilm\u0259rik, bo\u015f yer\u0259 niy\u0259 d\u00f6rd il oxuyaq. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, q\u0131z n\u0259dir, aktrisal\u0131q n\u0259dir? Xo\u015fu g\u0259lmirdi el\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, m\u0259n \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn olmu\u015fam. Amma qarda\u015flar\u0131m da aktrisa olma\u011f\u0131ma imkan verm\u0259zdirl\u0259r. \u00dc\u00e7 ki\u015finin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k bir az \u00e7\u0259tindir. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 d\u0259, universitet\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni ma\u015f\u0131nla apar\u0131b g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. S\u0259h\u0259r qarda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 qoyurdu, d\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra atam g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 olurdu ki, atam \u00f6z\u00fc arxamca g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi. M\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi ki, g\u0259l, teatra burdan birg\u0259 ged\u0259k. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonlar\u0131na yax\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l z\u0259ng vurub anama deyirdi ki, qap\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 Sevinc a\u00e7s\u0131n. M\u0259n evd\u0259 olmayanda \u00e7ox pis olurdu.<\/p>\n

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– Siz d\u0259 atan\u0131za \u00e7ox yax\u0131n olmusunuz. Ail\u0259li olsan\u0131z da ona vaxt ay\u0131ra bilmisiniz…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n ona atadan \u00e7ox qarda\u015f kimi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yirdim. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn mehrimi atama salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00c7ox ist\u0259yirdim atam\u0131. O, da hara gedirdis\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Ail\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 bir q\u0131z m\u0259n olmu\u015fam. Atamgilin n\u0259slind\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z olmay\u0131b. Atam alt\u0131 u\u015faqdan sonra sa\u011f qal\u0131b. Ondan qabaq do\u011fulan bac\u0131, qarda\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

R\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fluma qoymu\u015fduq. Atam \u00e7ox arzulay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onu \u00f6z\u00fc birinci sinf\u0259 apars\u0131n. Qism\u0259t olmad\u0131. Atamla anam o\u011flumu n\u0259v\u0259 kimi yox, o\u011ful kimi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Hiss edir\u0259m ki, anam indi d\u0259 ona o\u011flu kimi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 ona Da\u015fq\u0131n kimi bax\u0131ram. H\u0259rd\u0259n deyir, mama, m\u0259n s\u0259nin o\u011flunam. Deyir\u0259m, yox, qarda\u015f\u0131msan. Ad\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 o m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 qoyduq ki, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 ya\u015fas\u0131n. O\u011flumun soyad\u0131 da Turabov gedir. Yolda\u015f\u0131m raz\u0131l\u0131q verdi, soyad\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 yazd\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

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– Atan\u0131z y\u0259qin ki, bununla az da olsa t\u0259s\u0259lli tapd\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Atam qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 o\u011fluma qoyma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi. Dedi, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f adam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 qoymay\u0131n, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zi olar. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onlar etiraz etdil\u0259rs\u0259, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259n inad g\u00f6st\u0259rdim. Bu m\u0259nim d\u0259 son t\u0259s\u0259llim idi. O\u011flum h\u0259m atama, h\u0259m d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131ma ox\u015fay\u0131r. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 \u00e7ox d\u0259c\u0259l idi. Onu bir, iki d\u0259f\u0259 vurdum, Da\u015fq\u0131n yuxuma girdi. Ondan sonra vurmad\u0131m. Atam da deyirdi, ki, ona toxunma. S\u0259n ona toxunanda Da\u015fq\u0131n yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– Atan\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n \u00e7ox n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox \u015feyl\u0259r. H\u0259r g\u00fcn i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ax\u015fam yem\u0259yini yeyib d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131na g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck. Girirdim atam\u0131n qoluna, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259 g\u0259zirdik. Eldar Quliyev d\u0259 biziml\u0259 qon\u015fuluqda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 o da biz\u0259 qo\u015fulmu\u015fdu. Sonralar atam el\u0259 Eldar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 g\u0259zintiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Atam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi x\u0259st\u0259 idi, h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u0259zm\u0259yi tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259ti olmu\u015fdu?<\/p>\n

– Yox, he\u00e7 vaxt \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131mazd\u0131. Olurdu ki, arada t\u0259zyiqi qalx\u0131rd\u0131, amma qarda\u015f\u0131mdan sonra \u00fcr\u0259k x\u0259st\u0259liyi tapd\u0131m. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc indi d\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131b t\u0259svir ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli hadis\u0259 idi. Allah he\u00e7 bir bac\u0131ya el\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin. Onun tabutunu ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni tabut qoyulan ota\u011fa buraxmad\u0131lar. Atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259kim g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yay\u0131n\u0131b ota\u011fa girdim, onu qucaqlad\u0131m, dedim, Da\u015fq\u0131n, s\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259din, m\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcm, s\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m da bitdi. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn\u00fc onu d\u0259fn etm\u0259y\u0259 aparanda m\u0259n d\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim, qoymurdular. Atam g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, m\u0259n \u00e7ox pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m. Adamlara dedi ki, q\u0131z\u0131mla i\u015finiz yoxdur, qoyun, o da getsin. M\u0259n art\u0131q bilirdim ki, onu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik apar\u0131rlar, bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7atanda, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131m ki, q\u0259brin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259y\u0259m. Ora nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir o yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, qoymurdum Da\u015fq\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259fn etsinl\u0259r. Da\u015fq\u0131n uca boylu o\u011flan idi. Deyirdim, ax\u0131 bu yer onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn balacad\u0131r, o, bura yerl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Do\u011frudan da qarda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259zara yerl\u0259\u015fm\u0259di, oran\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qaz\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcl\u0259r. M\u0259n onda anlad\u0131m ki, qarda\u015f\u0131m \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. Atam el\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi ki, m\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirdi. Onu m\u0259zarl\u0131qdan ev\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Sonra qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, bir az sakitl\u0259\u015f, atana yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin. Atama g\u00f6r\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131m. Onun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck pe\u015fmanl\u0131q ke\u00e7irdim, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nad\u0131m. (a\u011flay\u0131r).<\/p>\n

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– Pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi?<\/p>\n

– Bu pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q indiy\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 davam edir. S\u0259kkiz mart g\u00fcn\u00fc Da\u015fq\u0131n Bak\u0131da idi, bizi t\u0259brik d\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Mart\u0131n on yeddisind\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259nim ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm idi. Da\u015fq\u0131n Bak\u0131da olanda dedim, s\u0259n m\u0259nim ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Onda Da\u015fq\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, getm\u0259yim qal\u0131m. Amma fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, i\u015f-g\u00fcc adam\u0131d\u0131r, yolundan saxlamay\u0131m. Da\u015fq\u0131n getdi, ay\u0131n 10-da vuruldu. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ka\u015f ona dey\u0259rdim qal. Bak\u0131da qalsayd\u0131, o hadis\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

O, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim otuz ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131mdan v\u0259 atamdan sonra h\u0259yat m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirdi. Onlardan sonra m\u0259n toylara getmirdim, n\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131msa, qara r\u0259ngd\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131m, qara paltardan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r al-\u0259lvan geyinm\u0259yi xo\u015flayard\u0131m. Atam da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259ngli paltarlar alard\u0131. Onlar m\u0259ni \u0259ll\u0259rinin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Qarda\u015f\u0131mla atam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra u\u015faqlar\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259cburam. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 qalsa yetmi\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck a\u011fr\u0131lar var ki, bunu s\u00f6zl\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131maq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir (k\u00f6vr\u0259lir).<\/p>\n

– S\u0259hv etmir\u0259ms\u0259, birinci d\u0259f\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 o\u011flunun yaral\u0131 oldu\u011funu x\u0259b\u0259r veribl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

– El\u0259dir. Da\u015fq\u0131n vurulanda ona dedik, inanmad\u0131, donub qald\u0131. Dedi, nec\u0259 y\u0259ni Da\u015fq\u0131n\u0131 vurublar, ax\u0131 onunla t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Biz\u0259 Siy\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259n z\u0259ng vuranda dedil\u0259r, yaral\u0131d\u0131, h\u0259kim g\u0259tirin. Atam burdak\u0131 dostlar\u0131na x\u0259b\u0259r verib qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi ki, Da\u015fq\u0131n art\u0131q ke\u00e7inib. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 insanlara k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b, edib d\u0259. Amma \u00f6z o\u011fluna k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Atam xeyirxahl\u0131q etm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. O, he\u00e7 vaxt xadim\u0259 il\u0259 xadim\u0259 kimi r\u0259ftar etm\u0259zdi. Deyirdi, el\u0259 r\u0259ftar onun q\u0259lbin\u0259 toxuna bil\u0259r. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tli olard\u0131. Universitetd\u0259 d\u0259rs dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fsg\u0259r adl\u0131 bir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si vard\u0131. H\u0259r maa\u015f vaxt\u0131 h\u0259min t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rard\u0131 ki, onun maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b kas\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 paylas\u0131n. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi ki, he\u00e7 vaxt u\u015faqlar\u0131 imtahandan k\u0259sm\u0259. Qoy, n\u0259 bilirl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259dir bil\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259r, bilm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259. He\u00e7 bir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yini q\u0131rma.<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim o\u011flunun faci\u0259sind\u0259n sonra da \u00e7ox az ya\u015fad\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Atam gizli-gizli qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdi. Biz bilm\u0259mi\u015fdik. Bunu o, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dostlar\u0131 dedil\u0259r. Evd\u0259 d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u0259klini divara vurmu\u015fdu. B\u0259z\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra saatlarla \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib onun \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n anama dedi ki, m\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m, m\u0259ni Da\u015fq\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda basd\u0131r\u0131n, ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 aparmay\u0131n. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259di, atam d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Onda atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn F\u0259xri xiyabanda yer haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nazirlikd\u0259n, \u0130cra hakimiyy\u0259tind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n r\u0259smil\u0259r \u00e7ox israr etdi ki, atam F\u0259xri xiyabanda d\u0259fn olunsun. Anam dedi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ist\u0259yi, v\u0259siyy\u0259ti o\u011flunun yan\u0131d\u0131r. Bir xeyli m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda q\u0259bir qaz\u0131ld\u0131, orda d\u0259fn olundu.<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z zahir\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u00e7ox ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259dir. Bizim i\u00e7imizd\u0259 atama \u0259n \u00e7ox ox\u015fayan o idi. M\u0259n Da\u015fq\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 atama, onun ifa etdiyi G\u0259ray b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u0259nz\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdim. O, m\u0259nd\u0259n on alt\u0131 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck idi. M\u0259n ona h\u0259m d\u0259 ata kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131m. O, da m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 yarpaq kimi \u0259sirdi, m\u0259ni h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n qoruyurdu. Da\u015fq\u0131n r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra atama da deyirdim ki, s\u0259ni qarda\u015f\u0131m kimi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l teatral s\u0259si olub. Onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259sini e\u015fidirsiniz?<\/p>\n

– E\u015fidir\u0259m. H\u0259rd\u0259n radioda ax\u015famlar onun ifas\u0131nda q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259ndirilir. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, atam yan\u0131mdad\u0131r. Yuxuda atam\u0131 tez-tez g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck, harasa g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 gedirik. H\u0259r \u015feyi yuxu yox, real h\u0259yat kimi ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Amma s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa yuxunun sona \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilib m\u0259yus oluram. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inana bilmir\u0259m ki, atam d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb. O, m\u0259niml\u0259 h\u0259m q\u0131z, h\u0259m bac\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 dost kimi \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Anam deyir ki, s\u0259n anadan olanda atan sevincind\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 \u015firinlik paylay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\"Gallery\"<\/p>\n

– Atan\u0131zla anan\u0131z bir-birl\u0259rini sevib ni\u015fanlan\u0131blar. Amma anan\u0131z\u0131n valideynl\u0259ri sonradan onlar\u0131n evl\u0259nm\u0259sin\u0259 raz\u0131 olmay\u0131blar.<\/p>\n

– Atamla anam bir m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyublar. Atam anamdan iki sinif yuxar\u0131 oxuyub. N\u0259n\u0259m el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n anam\u0131n atamla ail\u0259 qurmas\u0131na raz\u0131 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259b\u0259b n\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n

– Atam\u0131n h\u0259m aktyor, h\u0259m d\u0259 bak\u0131l\u0131 olmas\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259yib. Anam \u0259sl\u0259n \u015eu\u015fal\u0131d\u0131r, Qas\u0131m b\u0259y Zakirin n\u0259tic\u0259sidir. H\u0259m d\u0259 evin t\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131 olub. Babamgil d\u0259 t\u0259k q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n bak\u0131l\u0131 il\u0259 ail\u0259 qurmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259yibl\u0259r. Atam\u0131n ail\u0259si d\u0259 deyibl\u0259r ki, biz bak\u0131l\u0131y\u0131q, qaraba\u011fl\u0131 q\u0131z almar\u0131q. Atamla anam bir-birl\u0259rini \u00e7ox sevibl\u0259r. Anam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, atamla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ev\u0259 qay\u0131dandan sonra o, yen\u0259 ev\u0259 getmirmi\u015f, anam\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirmi\u015f. Ail\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b onlar\u0131n ni\u015fanlanmas\u0131na raz\u0131 olublar. Amma sonradan anam\u0131n ail\u0259si fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fir, anam\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131na verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Anam da evl\u0259rin\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n atama qo\u015fulub nikah idar\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259libl\u0259r. \u00d6zl\u0259rin\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari toy da edibl\u0259r. Amma anam\u0131n atas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r atama o\u011flum dedi. Atam da onun bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki etm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Atan\u0131z\u0131n qad\u0131nlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti nec\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n

– Aktyor dostlar\u0131 sonradan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, q\u0131zlar, qad\u0131nlar ax\u015fam t\u0259r\u0259fi “Azdrama”n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015farm\u0131\u015flar ki, atam ordan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 onu g\u00f6rs\u00fcnl\u0259r. Ancaq siz\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyim ki, o, anamdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131n\u0131 sevm\u0259yib. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 rollar\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 ifa edirdi ki, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 el\u0259 bilirdi H\u0259s\u0259n Turabov s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259ki qad\u0131n\u0131 sevir. Amma h\u0259yatda ancaq anam\u0131 sevibdi. Anam da onu q\u0131sqanmay\u0131b. Anam cavan olanda atam onu b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259, tama\u015fa m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r apar\u0131b. Anam bir n\u00f6v atam\u0131n yan\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, ya\u015fa dolmu\u015fdu. Amma m\u0259n atam\u0131 \u00e7ox q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130\u015fd\u0259 q\u0131zlar atamdan dan\u0131\u015fanda, onu t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259lirdi. Atam\u0131n yan\u0131nda olanda ona ba\u015fqa qad\u0131nlar yax\u0131nla\u015fanda, xo\u015f s\u00f6z dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\"Gallery\"<\/p>\n

– \u018fn \u00e7ox kiml\u0259rl\u0259 dostluq edirdi?<\/p>\n

– Kamal Abdulla, Eldar Quliyev, Vaqif \u0130brahimo\u011flu, Az\u0259r Pa\u015fa Nem\u0259tov biz\u0259 g\u0259lib ged\u0259n adamlar idil\u0259r. Onlarla ail\u0259vi dostlu\u011fumuz vard\u0131. Amma siz dey\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259clis adam\u0131 deyildi. H\u0259r halda m\u0259n evimizd\u0259 dost-tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259clisl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

– Atan\u0131z\u0131n tama\u015falar\u0131na gedirdiniz?<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn tama\u015falar\u0131na gedib bax\u0131rd\u0131q. \u00c7ox vaxt m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 tama\u015fadan \u0259vv\u0259l qrim ota\u011f\u0131na da apar\u0131rd\u0131. Amma tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ona mane olmay\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n \u00e7ox nadinc idim. B\u0259z\u0259n aktrisalar m\u0259ni \u00f6z otaqlar\u0131na apar\u0131rd\u0131lar, teatr\u0131 g\u0259zdirirdil\u0259r ki, atama mane olmay\u0131m. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir “\u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259r” tama\u015fas\u0131n\u0131n fasil\u0259 vaxt\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ib aktyorlara tama\u015fa edirdim. Atam h\u0259min tama\u015fada Kefli \u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259r rolunu ifa edirdi. Aktyorlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunu televizorda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm dey\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Ya\u015far Nuri bir d\u0259f\u0259 atama dedi ki, Turabov, bu q\u0131z s\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn tama\u015falar\u0131na, m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lib bax\u0131r, dey\u0259s\u0259n aktrisa olacaq. Atam da k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 demi\u015fdi ki, qoymaram onu aktrisa olsun. O, anas\u0131 kimi m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259\u015fql\u0259rd\u0259n yad\u0131n\u0131zda n\u0259l\u0259r qal\u0131b?<\/p>\n

– O, \u00e7ox d\u0259qiq aktyor idi. \u0130\u015fi, m\u0259\u015fqi yola verm\u0259yi sevm\u0259zdi. T\u0259r\u0259f m\u00fcqabili n\u0259s\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, ya \u00e7a\u015fanda atam ona m\u00fctl\u0259q k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi ki, s\u00f6zl\u0259r onun yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, \u00e7a\u015fmas\u0131n. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, aktyor rolunu el\u0259 ifa etm\u0259lidir ki, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 el\u0259 bilsin ki, onlar bir-birini h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n sevirl\u0259r, ya da bir-birl\u0259rinin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nidirl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 atam m\u0259ni kinostudiyaya “Yeddi o\u011ful ist\u0259r\u0259m” filminin \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259kkiz, doqquz ya\u015f\u0131m olard\u0131. Uzaqdan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik H\u0259s\u0259n M\u0259mm\u0259dov biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lir. H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim biz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ona dedim ki, s\u0259n m\u0259nim atam\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n. O da g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Dedi, q\u0131z\u0131m, o kino idi. Biz laz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259, kinoda dost da olmal\u0131y\u0131q, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259. Amma h\u0259yatda m\u0259n s\u0259nin atan\u0131n dostuyam.<\/p>\n

\"Gallery\"<\/p>\n

– Bildiyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, G\u0259ray b\u0259y roluna da onu \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259yibl\u0259r, deyibl\u0259r ki, bu rol \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u0259ncdir.<\/p>\n

– Atam Mehdi M\u0259mm\u0259dovun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si olub. Diplom tama\u015fas\u0131nda Hac\u0131 Qara rolunu atam ifa edib. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Adil \u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259rov atam\u0131 h\u0259min rolda g\u00f6r\u00fcb v\u0259 yad\u0131nda saxlay\u0131b. “Yeddi o\u011ful” filmi \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 G\u0259ray b\u0259y rolu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xeyli aktyor s\u0131naq \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t olunub, amma he\u00e7 kim t\u0259sdiq olunmay\u0131b. Adil m\u00fc\u0259llim deyib ki, m\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Mehdi M\u0259mm\u0259dovun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sini, Hac\u0131 Qaran\u0131 ifa ed\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131 da yoxlayaq. Atam\u0131 qriml\u0259yib s\u0131na\u011fa g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 ham\u0131 deyib ki, G\u0259ray b\u0259y el\u0259 bu o\u011fland\u0131. Atam\u0131n onda otuz ya\u015f\u0131 olub. Otuz ya\u015f\u0131nda o\u011flan altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda ki\u015fini canland\u0131r\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimin Qacar rolunu ifa etm\u0259k arzusu olub?<\/p>\n

– Olub. Atam haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Qacar\u0131 oynas\u0131n. Qism\u0259t olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyi obraz hans\u0131 idi?<\/p>\n

– G\u0259ray b\u0259y obraz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. M\u0259n u\u015faq olanda n\u0259n\u0259mgil\u0259 gedirdim. U\u015faqlar m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi Humay, Humay, G\u0259ray b\u0259yin q\u0131z\u0131, atan s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 C\u0259lal\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc deyib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131b n\u0259n\u0259min yan\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259ray b\u0259y roluna g\u00f6r\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 aqressiv tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti olmu\u015fdu?<\/p>\n

– Yox, m\u0259n el\u0259 \u0259hvalat xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. \u0130smay\u0131l Osmanl\u0131ya qar\u015f\u0131 s\u0259rt m\u00fcnasib\u0259t olmu\u015fdu. “Yeddi o\u011ful ist\u0259r\u0259m” filminin ssenarisin\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq \u0259slind\u0259 C\u0259lala son g\u00fcll\u0259ni d\u0259 el\u0259 K\u0259l\u0259nt\u0259r day\u0131 vurmal\u0131yd\u0131. Amma atam \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f vaxt\u0131 d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, g\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc C\u0259lal\u0131 vurur. El\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc aktyorlar da \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f vaxt\u0131 hans\u0131sa improviz\u0259, d\u0259yi\u015fiklik ed\u0259nd\u0259 rejissorlar onlara he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirdil\u0259r, qada\u011fa qoymurdular. H\u0259min filmin sonlu\u011funda da ssenariy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 G\u0259ray b\u0259yi B\u0259xtiyar \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259liydi. Amma atam deyir ki, b\u0259yi komsomol vurmamal\u0131d\u0131r, o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc vursa, daha yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131nar. \u00c7\u0259kili\u015f hey\u0259ti d\u0259 atamla raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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– Evd\u0259 rollar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyini xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– Olurdu. “Bizim q\u0259rib\u0259 taleyimiz” tama\u015fas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rin\u0259 evd\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Ota\u011fa girib qap\u0131n\u0131 ard\u0131nca ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Biz bilirdik ki, h\u0259min ota\u011fa girm\u0259k olmaz. O, \u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259 vaxt otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131sa, biz onda onun yan\u0131na g\u0259lirdik. S\u0259sini is\u0259 e\u015fidirdik. El\u0259 bil s\u0259sli tama\u015faya qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131q. Roldan \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra evd\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n Turabov idi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 atam, Ya\u015far Nuri v\u0259 Siyavu\u015f Aslan Bulvarda g\u0259zirmi\u015fl\u0259r. Yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r onlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131b yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r. Kims\u0259 Ya\u015far Nurid\u0259n v\u0259 Siyavu\u015f Aslandan xahi\u015f edib ki, tama\u015fadan bir monoloq s\u00f6yl\u0259sinl\u0259r. Atam onlar\u0131 qoymay\u0131b. Deyib, n\u0259 olsun, aktyorsunuz, siz teatrda aktyorsunuz, sizi aktyor kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259lib teatrda tama\u015falar\u0131n\u0131za baxs\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimi aktyorlarla m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 bir az ziddiyy\u0259tli adam da hesab edirdil\u0259r. Fuad Poladovla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rinin o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyilir.<\/p>\n

– Aktyorlarla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri pis deyildi, yax\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Amma Fuad Poladovla k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fc olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n \u00f6z g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Atamla Fuad Poladovun i\u015ftirak el\u0259diyi “Hamlet” tama\u015fas\u0131na gedib baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Tama\u015fadan sonra atam Fuad Poladovla rastla\u015fanda da onlar \u00e7ox mehriban g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Atam\u0131n onu Hamlet roluna g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259brik etdiyini d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259n onunla n\u0259 zaman teatrda olmu\u015famsa, kimins\u0259 atama soyuq m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Atam da el\u0259 adam olmay\u0131b. Dost oldu\u011fu adamlarla h\u0259m d\u0259 qarda\u015f olub. O, \u00f6z kitab\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259n qonorar\u0131 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 insan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verib ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259m\u0259liyyat etdirsin. He\u00e7 m\u0259bl\u0259\u011fi d\u0259 bilm\u0259yib. Bu kimi \u0259hvalatlar\u0131n \u015fahidl\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimin son g\u00fcnl\u0259rini nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– \u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 atam\u0131n ayaq damarlar\u0131nda \u0259m\u0259liyyat aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bir g\u00fcn ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, dedi, Sevinc bax, ayaqlar\u0131m yava\u015f-yava\u015f sa\u011fal\u0131r. S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn anamla televizora baxd\u0131, xeyli dinc\u0259ldi. Sonra g\u0259ldi ota\u011fa m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fdu ki, Da\u015fq\u0131n han\u0131? Bunu dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yi tutdu, el\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259c\u0259 divara s\u00f6yk\u0259li ke\u00e7indi. Eyni il\u0259 “Yeddi o\u011ful ist\u0259r\u0259m” filmind\u0259ki G\u0259ray b\u0259y kimi ke\u00e7indi. Biz bilm\u0259dik, o, o\u011flu Da\u015fq\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, yoxsa n\u0259v\u0259sini.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n siz\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim, atam o\u011flundan sonra ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mirdi. D\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 da atm\u0131rd\u0131. Yalandan deyirdi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss edir\u0259m. O, n\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131sa, bizim say\u0259mizd\u0259 m\u0259cbur\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131. Amma m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, yen\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131ram, atam da m\u0259niml\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. M\u0259n onu \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f adam kimi q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m. Hara gedir\u0259ms\u0259 d\u0259 onun n\u0259f\u0259sini, k\u00f6lg\u0259sini \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259k hesab etmir\u0259m. Onun s\u0259n\u0259tkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, rollar\u0131, ad\u0131, soyad\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259dir. H\u0259tta indi sizinl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir\u0259m, onun ruhunu \u00f6z yan\u0131mda hiss edir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu da bir t\u0259s\u0259llidir. Amma bu bel\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

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– Bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r itkil\u0259rd\u0259n sonra H\u0259s\u0259n Turabov kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z siz\u0259 t\u0259skinlik verir?<\/p>\n

– Onun ad\u0131 m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 diri saxlay\u0131r. M\u0259n el\u0259 bilir\u0259m atam sa\u011fd\u0131r. \u00c7ox adam m\u0259ni zahir\u0259n d\u0259 ona ox\u015fad\u0131r. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259, bay\u0131rda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b onun q\u0131z\u0131 olub olmama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131rlar. Onun ad\u0131na h\u00f6rm\u0259t bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Harasa ged\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 laz\u0131m olanda, bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, H\u0259s\u0259n Turabovun q\u0131z\u0131yam m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q yuxar\u0131 ba\u015fda yer g\u00f6st\u0259ribl\u0259r. Y\u0259ni bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r d\u0259 olub, dana bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Atam da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, m\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sona da m\u0259nim ail\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Xalq onu sevirdi. O, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 tabutunu s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 qoymu\u015fdular. Apar\u0131c\u0131 bildirdi ki, ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri g\u0259lib m\u0259rhumla vidala\u015fs\u0131nlar. \u0130nan\u0131n biz g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Adamlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 almaq olmad\u0131, biz ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri k\u0259nara s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u0130nsanlar \u0259lini onun tabutuna toxundurmaq, onunla son d\u0259f\u0259 vidala\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. “Azdrama”dan “Azad qad\u0131n” heyk\u0259linin yan\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r adamlar onun tabutunu \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 apard\u0131lar. \u018fmim \u00e7iynini tabutun alt\u0131na vermi\u015fdi. \u018fmimin \u0259lind\u0259n bel\u0259 atam\u0131 ald\u0131lar. Adamlar biz\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r ki, o, sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259 ata, qarda\u015fd\u0131. Burda H\u0259s\u0259n Turabov xalq\u0131n adam\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n ona q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 bilirdim ki, insanlar atam\u0131 sevir, amma onda bir daha \u0259min oldum.<\/p>\n

P.S. M\u00fcsahib\u0259nin ba\u015f tutmas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Film Fondunun Kino arxiv \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin m\u00fcdiri R\u0259\u015fad Qas\u0131mova t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edirik.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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