{"id":318002,"date":"2021-03-25T10:44:20","date_gmt":"2021-03-25T07:44:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=318002"},"modified":"2021-03-25T10:44:20","modified_gmt":"2021-03-25T07:44:20","slug":"metro-faci%c9%99sind%c9%99-h%c9%99lak-olan-xalq-artistinin-qizi-atam-pullari-packa-il%c9%99-goy%c9%99-s%c9%99pdi-musahib%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=318002","title":{"rendered":"Metro faci\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259lak olan Xalq artistinin q\u0131z\u0131: \u201cAtam pullar\u0131 “pa\u00e7ka” il\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0259pdi\u201d – M\u00fcsahib\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

ARANTV.AZ\u00a0 Kulis.az-a istinad\u0259n “Atam\u0131n xatir\u0259si layih\u0259sind\u0259 Xalq artisti, “C\u0259ngi” qrupunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri, cazmen Rafiq Babayevin q\u0131z\u0131 F\u0259riz\u0259 Babayevan\u0131n atas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0259riz\u0259 xan\u0131m, deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Rafiq Babayev \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini not v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f, onlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti musiqi vasit\u0259si il\u0259 bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131b. Bu n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011frudur?<\/p>\n

– Atam\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra evimizd\u0259 c\u0259mi iki partitura qal\u0131b. Onun \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc s\u0259s duyumu, yadda\u015f\u0131 olub. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131nda saxlaya bilirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00e7ox partituralar\u0131n\u0131 sonradan at\u0131rd\u0131. Atam\u0131n tam t\u0259sad\u00fcf n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 evd\u0259 iki partituras\u0131 qal\u0131b. O vaxt\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259karlar ittifaq\u0131na q\u0259bul olunmaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc atamdan \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rinin \u0259lyazmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yibl\u0259r. O da iki musiqi \u0259s\u0259rini notla yazaraq Moskvaya yollay\u0131b. Amma orda atam\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir s\u0259n\u0259d\u0259 ehtiyac olmur, partituralar geri qay\u0131d\u0131r v\u0259 o vaxtdan atam\u0131n bu iki not v\u0259r\u0259qi bizim ail\u0259mizd\u0259 yadigar kimi qal\u0131r. H\u0259tta atam\u0131n vallar\u0131 bel\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. M\u0259n bu yax\u0131nlarda onun “Melodiya” musiqi \u015firk\u0259ti t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015f 6 val\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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– Bir ata kimi Rafiq Babayevi nec\u0259 xarakteriz\u0259 ed\u0259rdiniz?<\/p>\n

– Atam \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7ox rahat insan idi. O, adamlarla \u00e7ox asanl\u0131qla \u0259laq\u0259 qura bilirdi. Vacib deyildi ki, ham\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131s\u0131n. H\u0259tta tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 adamlarla bel\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259r, dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Ev\u0259 bazarl\u0131q etm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 sad\u0259 insanlarla, sat\u0131c\u0131larla maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r ed\u0259rdi. Ancaq s\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, pe\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 is\u0259 g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftsiz v\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b xasiyy\u0259tli adam idi. Bac\u0131mla m\u0259n musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 gedirdik. Atam evd\u0259 gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bizim t\u0259hsilimizl\u0259 t\u0259bii ki, anam\u0131z m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 biz Novxan\u0131dak\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131za dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdik. Atam haradansa bir fortepiano tap\u0131b g\u0259tirib ba\u011fdak\u0131 evimiz\u0259 d\u0259 qoydu ki, biz g\u00fcnd\u0259lik musiqi d\u0259rsl\u0259rimizl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olaq. O yaln\u0131z \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 v\u0259 bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ba\u011fa g\u0259lirdi. Biziml\u0259 u\u015faq kimi oynayan, \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nib g\u00fcl\u0259n adam d\u0259rs haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zaman pianinonun arxas\u0131nda tamam ba\u015fqa, poladdan t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f adam t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rsi m\u0259n\u0259 on d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krarladandan sonra yoruldu\u011fumu, a\u011flamaq h\u0259ddin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u0259rsi dayand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta \u00f6z \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rsind\u0259 bel\u0259 musiqiy\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftsiz m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti vard\u0131. Sonralar da o, he\u00e7 vaxt bizim piano\u00e7u olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki atam\u0131n fikrinc\u0259 musiqi\u00e7i, piano\u00e7u olmaq b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcn royal\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturmaq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259hv etm\u0259k dem\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n

– O, bac\u0131m\u0131 da, m\u0259ni d\u0259 o\u011flan kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ki, \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z olanda bizi d\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 iki, \u00fc\u00e7 kilometr uza\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcb ged\u0259 bilirmi\u015f. Biz t\u0259bii ki, \u00fcz\u0259 bilmir, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q, O, is\u0259 bal\u0131q kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l, sakit \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 k\u0259ndi, t\u0259bi\u0259ti, ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir, torpaqda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lirdi. Bunlar\u0131 biz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dirdi. Ax\u015famlar is\u0259 imkan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckc\u0259 biz\u0259 c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr na\u011f\u0131llar dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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– Hans\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131?<\/p>\n

– O, he\u00e7 vaxt biz\u0259 xalq na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131, tarixd\u0259n b\u0259hs ed\u0259n hekay\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n uydurard\u0131. Biz h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 o, ulduzlara bax\u0131b, oradak\u0131 h\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda na\u011f\u0131llar uydurard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Evd\u0259 nec\u0259 ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 idi, \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck daha \u00e7ox kimd\u0259 olurdu?<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, atamda olurdu. Ancaq atam evd\u0259 olmayanda evin a\u011fas\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m olurdu (g\u00fcl\u00fcr). Atam\u0131n anas\u0131 uzun ill\u0259r biziml\u0259 birg\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b. Onun alt\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131 olub, ortanc\u0131l q\u0131z\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 vaxt\u0131 meningitd\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcb. Yerd\u0259 qalan be\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 atam n\u0259n\u0259min \u0259n sevimli \u00f6vlad\u0131 olub. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 atam\u0131n \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259, sakit, rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n enerjisi olub. \u00c7ox nikbin adam idi. H\u0259m d\u0259 atamgil ail\u0259likc\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259yi, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259yi sevirdil\u0259r. Atam\u0131n atas\u0131 repressiya olunub, ail\u0259 \u00e7ox ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259, acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131b, atam \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6z atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259yib. \u00c7\u00fcnki onun bir ya\u015f\u0131 olanda babam\u0131 apar\u0131blar. N\u0259n\u0259m evind\u0259 olan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131b ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131 ac\u0131ndan \u00f6lm\u0259sin. Sonralar evi doland\u0131ra bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tiki\u015f fabrikind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib. Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq ail\u0259 \u00e7ox nikbin olub, h\u0259yatla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nibl\u0259r. H\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funu bilibl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7ox do\u011fma m\u00fcnasib\u0259t olub. \u018fn x\u0131rda \u015feyl\u0259rin bel\u0259 q\u0259drini bilibl\u0259r. Atam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, “payok”la al\u0131nan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k do\u011franandan sonra yerd\u0259 qalan q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qarda\u015f v\u0259 bac\u0131lar aras\u0131nda n\u00f6vb\u0259t\u00e7ilik m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n olunubmu\u015f. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bu q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rind\u0259n biri ovcuna y\u0131\u011f\u0131b yeyirmi\u015f. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, sonralar da n\u0259n\u0259m he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar atama ail\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259r idi. Atam \u0259m\u0259yin, z\u0259hm\u0259tin, etibar\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bil\u0259n adam idi. O, ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda h\u0259r n\u00f6v meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 \u0259kmi\u015fdi. Onlara \u00f6z\u00fc qulluq edirdi A\u011faclar bar ver\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox sevinirdi. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, atam\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 k\u0259sik, sar\u0131ql\u0131 olurdu. Ba\u011fda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259lini z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Onu he\u00e7 zaman uzanan v\u0259 istirah\u0259t ed\u0259n v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. El\u0259 olsa bel\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131nda qulaqc\u0131q musiqil\u0259r\u0259 qulaq asar, s\u0259hvl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259r, yen\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

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– Y\u0259qin ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131 insanlar kimi vaxt\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck hiss\u0259si musiqiy\u0259 h\u0259sr olunurdu?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259z\u0259n o ev\u0259 gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lirdi, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00fcnorta saatlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r yat\u0131rd\u0131 da. Amma festivallara v\u0259 yaxud da hans\u0131sa konsert\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fanda musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri il\u0259 birg\u0259 iki, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn yuxu yatm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlar\u0131n sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq vaxtlar\u0131 olmurdu. O, \u00e7ox sad\u0259 insan idi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 imic yaratmaq ist\u0259yi he\u00e7 vaxt olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Paltarlar\u0131n\u0131, kostyumlar\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan, sad\u0259 insanlardan f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259sin. Onun ilk konserti olanda o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r etmi\u015f, haz\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, konsert\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat qalm\u0131\u015f yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, kostyumun alt\u0131ndan geyinm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6yn\u0259k g\u0259tirm\u0259yib. Onda m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n gedib m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259 alasan, geyinim. Y\u0259ni bu bax\u0131mdan \u00e7ox sad\u0259, problemsiz insan idi. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda o, \u00fczd\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, i\u015f zaman\u0131 prosesin d\u00fcz ortas\u0131nda olard\u0131. V\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259rin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 olard\u0131. Bunu onunla i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. \u0130\u015f zaman\u0131 o, adamlar\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259yi v\u0259 yaxud da bir azca \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011f\u0131, i\u015f\u0259 c\u0259lb etm\u0259yi yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi.<\/p>\n

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– Siz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fchafiz\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131, q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131?<\/p>\n

– O, bel\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 tolerant insan idi. Bizd\u0259 m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259lledici insan anam idi. Atam q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l geyinm\u0259sini \u00e7ox sevirdi. Bizim ev is\u0259 \u0259sl qad\u0131n kollektivi idi. Anas\u0131, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 iki q\u0131z\u0131 olan atam \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l geyinm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, evd\u0259ki qad\u0131nlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l geyindirirdi. Biz\u0259, qohumlar\u0131m\u0131za b\u0259r-b\u0259z\u0259k, h\u0259diyy\u0259 almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atam qastrola ged\u0259nd\u0259 x\u00fcsusi bir siyah\u0131 tuturdu. N\u0259sild\u0259 olan b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131n qohumlar\u0131m\u0131za, \u0259misi, bibisi q\u0131zlar\u0131na \u00e7oxlu h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r al\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259kkiz martda onun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda h\u0259r bir qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259si, h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Amma siz dey\u0259n kimi bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ciddi qada\u011falar\u0131 olmay\u0131b. Ola bil\u0259rdi ki, harasa getm\u0259yi laz\u0131m bilm\u0259sin. Onu biz\u0259 s\u0259rt \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dem\u0259zdi. Yum\u015faq halda “b\u0259lk\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259siniz”, “b\u0259lk\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil”, deyirdi. Biz u\u015faq olanda b\u0259z\u0259n bac\u0131mla dala\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. Anam bizi danlay\u0131r, bizd\u0259n atama \u015fikay\u0259t edirdi. Atam is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirdi. O, sad\u0259c\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 biz onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan hiss edirdik ki, bu i\u015fi etm\u0259k olmaz. Biz o, bax\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kinirdik. Onun bax\u0131\u015flardan sonra ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 he\u00e7 kim h\u0259min i\u015fi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259t etmirdi. Bir d\u0259 o, biz\u0259 lap u\u015faql\u0131qdan a\u011flamama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 ba\u015f verirs\u0259, versin, biz\u0259 t\u0259lqin edir ki, a\u011flamay\u0131n, \u0259n az\u0131ndan buna c\u0259hd edin.<\/p>\n

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– Rafiq Babayev n\u0259yi sevmirdi?<\/p>\n

– Yalan\u0131 sevmirdi. Yalan\u0131 d\u0259risin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hiss edirdi. O, musiqid\u0259 fal\u015f\u0131 d\u0259qiqlikl\u0259 hiss etdiyi kimi insanlarda da yalan\u0131 el\u0259 duyurdu. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 da musiqi kimi, s\u0259s kimi q\u0259bul edirdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pis musiqi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, pis insan anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 da yox idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 deyirdi ki, kimins\u0259 pis hesab etdiyi musiqi bir ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r. El\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 insanlara bel\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Onun, yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, sevm\u0259diyi \u015fey saxtakarl\u0131q idi. Bel\u0259 \u015fey hiss ed\u0259n kimi d\u0259rhal \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fib \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r bir insan pe\u015f\u0259kar olmasa bel\u0259 musiqi ifa etm\u0259yi sevirdis\u0259 v\u0259 bunu s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n edirdis\u0259, atam ona \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onun s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti birinci planda olsun, n\u0259inki pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Musiqi sah\u0259sind\u0259 is\u0259 x\u00fcsus\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n, arzu il\u0259 ya\u015fayan, yaratma\u011fa can atan insanlar onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn bir \u00e7ox musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri bilirl\u0259r ki, haradasa, n\u0259 vaxtsa Rafiq Babayev onlara k\u00f6m\u0259klik edib.<\/p>\n

– Konkret kiml\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edib?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, onun d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259ri hesab olunan insanlar art\u0131q bizim d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259slidirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259ri indi h\u0259yatda yoxdurlar. Amma m\u0259nim yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, bibim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, atam As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131 ad\u0131na texnikumu bitir\u0259nd\u0259 Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259 ora t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdu. Atamgilin evi d\u0259 texnikumun yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015firmi\u015f. Vaqif v\u0259 dig\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r atam\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259rmi\u015fl\u0259r. O vaxt\u0131 atam onlara baxanda xeyli t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li v\u0259 ya\u015fda da b\u00f6y\u00fck olub. “Qaya” ansambl\u0131 da t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 yaranan \u00e7a\u011flarda atam art\u0131q m\u0259\u015fhur cazmen kimi ad qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onda onlar\u0131n \u00fczvl\u0259ri d\u0259 atam\u0131n yan\u0131na m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259libl\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r atam onlar\u0131n ifas\u0131n\u0131, musiqisini b\u0259y\u0259nirdis\u0259, dem\u0259li, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 ifa etm\u0259k olard\u0131. Atam \u00e7ox erk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131ndan yax\u015f\u0131 musiqi savad\u0131na, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sin\u0259 malik oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn art\u0131q kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 dem\u0259yi, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259yi bacar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu da onun \u00e7ox g\u0259nc, iyirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda o d\u00f6vrk\u00fc MDB m\u0259kan\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259si il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar olub. 1959-cu ild\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq atam v\u0259 onun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ansambl d\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 il Sovet ittifaq\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rini g\u0259z\u0259r\u0259k konsertl\u0259r verib. O zaman is\u0259 onun c\u0259mi 26 ya\u015f\u0131 olub.<\/p>\n

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– M\u00fc\u0259llimi Rauf Ataki\u015fiyev onu Moskvaya aspiranturaya yollamaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 atan\u0131z bundan imtina edib.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li. Atam aspiranturan\u0131 yox, \u00fc\u00e7 illik qastrol s\u0259f\u0259rini se\u00e7ib. Buna s\u0259b\u0259b is\u0259 h\u0259min d\u00f6vrl\u0259rd\u0259 atam\u0131n ail\u0259sinin \u00e7ox kas\u0131b v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015famas\u0131 olub. N\u0259n\u0259m onda musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat i\u015fl\u0259ri \u00fczr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Atam\u0131n o biri qarda\u015f v\u0259 bac\u0131lar\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 onlar yen\u0259 d\u0259 kas\u0131b olublar. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 mebel \u0259\u015fyas\u0131 olmay\u0131b. Bir sand\u0131q, bir masa v\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259 piano olub. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 atam ist\u0259yib ki, anas\u0131na nec\u0259s\u0259 maddi k\u00f6m\u0259klik etsin. \u00dc\u00e7 illik qastrolu se\u00e7m\u0259yinin s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 maddiyyat olub. N\u0259n\u0259m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, atam qastroldan qay\u0131danda cibind\u0259ki pullar\u0131 “pa\u00e7ka” il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259yib, anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b deyib ki, ana get, evimiz\u0259 divan, mebel, \u00fcr\u0259yin ist\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi al.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131 kiml\u0259r idi?<\/p>\n

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– Onun \u00e7ox yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131 olub. Oyrat R\u00fcst\u0259mzad\u0259, Oqtay Mirqas\u0131mov atamla u\u015faql\u0131q dostu olublar, bir yerd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcbl\u0259r. Atam u\u015faql\u0131qdan riyaziyyat sah\u0259sin\u0259 meyl edib. Riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259yib. Amma son m\u0259qamda musiqini se\u00e7ib. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun orta m\u0259kt\u0259b dostlar\u0131n\u0131n bir \u00e7oxu fizikl\u0259r, riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131lar idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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– Atan\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259clis adam\u0131 adland\u0131rmaq olard\u0131?<\/p>\n

– D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259clis sev\u0259n idi. Anam da, n\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l yem\u0259kl\u0259r haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qonaq olandan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l atam bazara ged\u0259r, laz\u0131m olan h\u0259r \u015feyi al\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259rdi. Evimizd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck stollar a\u00e7\u0131lar, piroqlar, plovlar bi\u015firil\u0259rdi. Atam dadl\u0131 x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259ri, bir d\u0259 piv\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevirdi. Piv\u0259 onun \u0259n sevimli i\u00e7kisi idi. Bizim ad g\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 ke\u00e7ib. Amma \u00f6z ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt qeyd etm\u0259yi xo\u015flamay\u0131b. Bel\u0259 deyim d\u0259 qonaql\u0131q, stol a\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0131rda bir b\u0259han\u0259 kifay\u0259t edirdi.<\/p>\n

– Sizin atan\u0131zla Novruz bayram\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 bir \u015f\u0259kliniz d\u0259 var…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, o foto Novruz bayram\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kilib. S\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259ki \u015firniyyatlar\u0131 da n\u0259n\u0259m bi\u015firmi\u015fdi. N\u0259n\u0259m \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ki\u015fi xeyla\u011f\u0131n\u0131n girm\u0259sini he\u00e7 vaxt sevm\u0259yib. Ancaq atam\u0131 \u015f\u0259k\u0259rbura v\u0259 paxlavan\u0131n dad\u0131na baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 buraxard\u0131. Atam da onun bi\u015firdikl\u0259rini t\u0259rifl\u0259yib, onu daha da h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirirdi. Atam \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bahar bayram\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, Novruz bayram\u0131, s\u0259m\u0259ni, tonqal m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131, istiliyi a\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r. Atam\u0131n bu bayram\u0131 sevm\u0259sinin bir s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 sevdiyi \u015firniyyatlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birinin u\u015faql\u0131qda onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 olmamas\u0131 idi. O, deyirdi ki, bayramda onlar\u0131n bir yumurta alma\u011fa bel\u0259 pullar\u0131 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

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– Siz dediyiniz fotodan is\u0259 bizd\u0259 ikisi var. Birind\u0259 anam var, o birind\u0259 is\u0259 yoxdur. \u018fvv\u0259l atam anamla bizim \u015f\u0259klimizi \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi, sonra is\u0259 anamdan xahi\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, onu biziml\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ksin. Bizim atam\u0131zla c\u0259mi iki \u015f\u0259klimiz var. O, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259yi o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 sev\u0259n adam deyildi.<\/p>\n

– Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar Rafiq Babayevi h\u0259m d\u0259 “T\u0259hmin\u0259” filmind\u0259ki “\u018flvida” musiqinin ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. Bu musiqini ifa etm\u0259sinin q\u0259rib\u0259 tarix\u00e7\u0259si olub?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259min musiqini atam aranjeman ed\u0259r\u0259k lent\u0259 yaz\u0131b. O zaman da bir \u00e7ox m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259r bu mahn\u0131n\u0131 ifa etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yoxlan\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu ifalar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri Rasim Ocaqovun xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259yib. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 atam yen\u0259 musiqini hans\u0131sa ifa\u00e7\u0131ya izah ed\u0259nd\u0259 mahn\u0131n\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edib. Rasim m\u00fc\u0259llim, bunu e\u015fidib, atama deyib ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 bu mahn\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 s\u0259n oxuyasan. Atam mahn\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda Rasim Ocaqov deyib ki, bu s\u0259nd\u0259 daha yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131n\u0131r, el\u0259 s\u0259n oxu.<\/p>\n

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– V\u0259 atan\u0131z o mahn\u0131n\u0131 oxumur, sanki n\u0259ql edir…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, h\u0259min mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini Anar yaz\u0131b. V\u0259 bu mahn\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 sanki film \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n o \u00e7\u0259tin d\u00f6vrl\u0259ri \u0259ks etdirirdi. Atam n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r nikbin, \u00fcmidli insan olsa da, \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259ki o d\u00f6vr\u00fc, ke\u00e7id d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, sovet ittifaq\u0131n\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131 il\u0259 atam dostlar\u0131n\u0131n bir \u00e7oxundan ayr\u0131lmal\u0131, uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li oldu. 20 yanvar hadis\u0259l\u0259ri, ard\u0131nca ba\u015f ver\u0259n Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259si ona d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259sir edir. \u0130yirmi yanvar hadis\u0259sind\u0259n sonra m\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 atam\u0131n sif\u0259tind\u0259 mat\u0259min \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Sanki onun daxil\u0259n \u00e7ox pis incitmi\u015fdil\u0259r. O vaxt\u0131 milli m\u0259clis musiqi \u00e7al\u0131nmas\u0131na qada\u011fa qoymu\u015fdu. S\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rlik elan olunanda musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri d\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Atam is\u0259 buna k\u0259skin etiraz edirdi. O, deyirdi ki, onsuz da m\u00fcharib\u0259 insanlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr, he\u00e7 olmasa musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri qorumaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin formala\u015fmas\u0131na xidm\u0259t ed\u0259n insanlard\u0131lar. Onlar olmasa bu xalq\u0131n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tini kim t\u0259bli\u011f ed\u0259c\u0259k. O vaxt\u0131 atam va\u011fzala q\u0259d\u0259r gedib m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131lan musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri, r\u0259qqaslar\u0131 qatardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sonralar C\u0259bray\u0131 Lotfi adl\u0131 mesenat atama onun kollektivini saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r ay laz\u0131m olan v\u0259saiti ay\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, k\u00f6m\u0259klik ed\u0259c\u0259yini deyib. Onun k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi sah\u0259sind\u0259 atam kollektivini geni\u015fl\u0259ndirdi, b\u00f6y\u00fck hey\u0259tli ansambl yaratd\u0131. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min sponsorun k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 onlar ilk d\u0259f\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 qastrola getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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– O d\u00f6vrd\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k, t\u00fcrk musiqisi il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmaq yenilik idi. Rafiq m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015f\u0259rq musiqisin\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti nec\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n

– Atam \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn xalqlar\u0131n musiqil\u0259rini q\u0259bul edirdi. Bundan ba\u015fqa o \u00f6z xalq\u0131n\u0131n musiqisinin, mu\u011fam\u0131n\u0131n, folklorunun k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc, hardan g\u0259ldiyini, nec\u0259 yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilir, hiss edir, folklor, xalq mahn\u0131lar\u0131na canl\u0131 orqanizm kimi ehtiyatla yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131, pis musiqi yox idi. \u018fsas olan o idi ki, musiqi z\u00f6vql\u00fc olsun. V\u0259ssalam. Rafiq m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259m d\u0259 iyirimi ild\u0259n \u00e7ox R\u0259\u015fid Behbudov ad\u0131na teatrda R\u0259\u015fid Behbudovla birg\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, onun repertuar\u0131nda olan \u0259r\u0259b, fars, t\u00fcrk v\u0259 bir \u00e7ox \u0259cn\u0259bi dilli mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 aranjeman etmi\u015f, onu b\u00fct\u00fcn qastrol s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t etmi\u015fdir. Bu da onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck miqyasl\u0131 bir m\u0259kt\u0259b olmu\u015fdu.Y\u0259ni atam \u015f\u0259rq musiqisi il\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f idi.<\/p>\n

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– \u0130yirmi be\u015f ildir ki, atan\u0131z h\u0259yatda yoxdur. Xeyli zaman ke\u00e7ir… Bu g\u00fcn atan\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n \u00e7ox n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox \u015fey ola bil\u0259r. \u00c7oxlu xatir\u0259l\u0259r var ki, onlar \u0259n x\u0131rda detallar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r art\u0131q m\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131ma hopub. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, son s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi tez-tez xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r kino kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canlan\u0131r. M\u0259n atam haqq\u0131nda kitab yazanda xeyli ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar etdim. O zaman h\u0259m g\u00fclm\u0259li, h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli xatir\u0259l\u0259rimiz yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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– Rafiq m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z olmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259 el\u0259dir. M\u0259nim onda iyirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. U\u015faqlar\u0131m \u00e7ox balaca oldu\u011fundan u\u015faqlar\u0131mla anamgild\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131m, anam m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n atam da k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, m\u0259nim u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevirdi. Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arzulay\u0131b ki, onun bir o\u011flu olsun, amma olmay\u0131b. M\u0259nim o\u011flum olanda o Macar\u0131standa qastrolda idi. Deyirdil\u0259r ki, x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r sevinirdi, sanki n\u0259v\u0259si yox, o\u011flu do\u011fulmu\u015fdu. Orda ham\u0131ya qonaql\u0131q vermi\u015fdi. Sonra t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259n birba\u015fa do\u011fum evin\u0259 onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O\u011flumun iki ya\u015f\u0131 olanda, yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda atam onu art\u0131q ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirib \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 konsertl\u0259rin\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Atam d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn biz s\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn oldu\u011fu kimi onu i\u015f\u0259 yola sald\u0131q. Ax\u015fama yax\u0131n is\u0259 onun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini ald\u0131q (a\u011flay\u0131r).<\/p>\n

– F\u0259riz\u0259 xan\u0131m, sizc\u0259 insan xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini n\u0259 zaman itirir?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tin suald\u0131r… m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir, bu bir illuziyad\u0131r. Biz \u0259slind\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yi itirmirik. Biz sonradan m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259ri b\u0259rpa edilir. Sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq bu \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r bahas\u0131na, b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcc hesab\u0131na \u0259ld\u0259 olunur. \u0130tki is\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 prosesdir. A\u011fr\u0131 ondan ibar\u0259tdir ki, s\u0259n bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 zaman itirdiyin adam\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Ancaq m\u0259n atam\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fcdd\u0259tc\u0259 o, h\u0259r zaman m\u0259niml\u0259dir. Onun m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m olan anlarda bel\u0259 onun ruhun yan\u0131mda hiss edir\u0259m. Tez-tez yuxular\u0131ma g\u0259lir. Yuxuda da o m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini verir. Bu el\u0259 ba\u015f verir ki, sanki h\u0259r \u015fey reald\u0131r. Anam h\u0259r ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 onu yuxular\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n onu itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra daha yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131b, \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, n\u0259inki o h\u0259yatda oldu\u011fu zaman. Bu bax\u0131mdan biz n\u0259yis\u0259 itiririk dey\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t m\u00fcbahis\u0259lidir. B\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 itirmirik, \u0259ksin\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 edirik.<\/p>\n

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\u0130ndi bax\u0131ram ki, atam haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259ri ke\u00e7irilir. Bunu ed\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 atam r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra do\u011fulan insanlard\u0131lar, hans\u0131lar ki, onlar atam\u0131n musiqil\u0259ri il\u0259 yetmi\u015fmi\u015f g\u0259nc musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r, cazmenl\u0259rdil\u0259r. Bax, bu \u00e7ox q\u00fcrurvericidir. Atam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n insanlar onun musiqil\u0259ri vasit\u0259si il\u0259 atam\u0131 sevirl\u0259r. M\u0259n o konsertl\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 atam\u0131n he\u00e7 zaman nota yaz\u0131lmayan, yaln\u0131z s\u0259syazmalar\u0131 vasit\u0259si il\u0259 bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259sl\u0259 \u00e7atan musiqil\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyir\u0259m. Bax, Rafiq Babayev sa\u011fd\u0131r, o, bu konsertl\u0259ri, bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r vasit\u0259si il\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki notsuz o mahn\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k h\u0259dsiz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 sevgi v\u0259 diqq\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b edir. Bu \u0259sl xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir. V\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259min\u0259m ki, o, da biziml\u0259 birg\u0259 sevinir. Aradan ke\u00e7\u0259n ill\u0259r he\u00e7 n\u0259yi k\u00f6hn\u0259ltmir. H\u0259r \u015fey oldu\u011fu kimi qal\u0131r. H\u0259yat yaralar\u0131 sa\u011fald\u0131r. Amma onun sonuncu g\u00fcn\u00fc haqq\u0131nda m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fanda v\u0259 yaxud da o g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm xat\u0131rlayanda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ondak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lar el\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi d\u0259 qal\u0131b. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ARANTV.AZ\u00a0 Kulis.az-a istinad\u0259n “Atam\u0131n xatir\u0259si layih\u0259sind\u0259 Xalq artisti, “C\u0259ngi” qrupunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri, cazmen Rafiq Babayevin q\u0131z\u0131 F\u0259riz\u0259 Babayevan\u0131n atas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. – F\u0259riz\u0259 xan\u0131m, deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Rafiq Babayev \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini not v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f, onlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti musiqi vasit\u0259si il\u0259 bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131b. Bu n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011frudur? – Atam\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra evimizd\u0259 c\u0259mi iki partitura qal\u0131b. Onun \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc s\u0259s duyumu, yadda\u015f\u0131 olub. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131nda saxlaya bilirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00e7ox partituralar\u0131n\u0131 sonradan at\u0131rd\u0131. Atam\u0131n tam t\u0259sad\u00fcf n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 evd\u0259 iki partituras\u0131 qal\u0131b. O vaxt\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259karlar ittifaq\u0131na…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":318003,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609-300x225.jpg",300,225,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",640,480,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/933609.jpg",800,600,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Sosial<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"ARANTV.AZ\u00a0 Kulis.az-a istinad\u0259n “Atam\u0131n xatir\u0259si layih\u0259sind\u0259 Xalq artisti, “C\u0259ngi” qrupunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri, cazmen Rafiq Babayevin q\u0131z\u0131 F\u0259riz\u0259 Babayevan\u0131n atas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. – F\u0259riz\u0259 xan\u0131m, deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Rafiq Babayev \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini not v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f, onlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti musiqi vasit\u0259si il\u0259 bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131b. Bu n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011frudur? – Atam\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra evimizd\u0259 c\u0259mi iki…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/318002"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=318002"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/318002\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/318003"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=318002"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=318002"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=318002"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}