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\u018f.H\u0259s\u0259nova deyir ki, orta t\u0259hsili ba\u015fa vurandan sonra ali t\u0259hsil almaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f, amma al\u0131nmay\u0131b:<\/p>\n
\u201cZiyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam. Babam m\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru olub, n\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259 k\u0259ndin ba\u015f h\u0259kimi idi. Ail\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u0259 meyillilik olub. Bizim evin yar\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7oxu kitabxana idi. Babam\u0131n b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri evin b\u0259z\u0259yi idi. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b evd\u0259 kitab g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 kitablara maraq yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, oxuyurdum. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil almaq ist\u0259yirdim. O vaxt m\u00f6vcud \u015f\u0259rait ist\u0259diyim q\u0259d\u0259r haz\u0131rla\u015fma\u011fa imkan verm\u0259di. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atmad\u0131, kollec t\u0259hsili ald\u0131m\u201d.<\/p>\n
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Ail\u0259 qurandan sonra h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcinki\u015faf, ali t\u0259hsil almaq m\u00f6vzusunda motivasiya edib:<\/p>\n
\u201cYolda\u015f\u0131m qad\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hdudla\u015fd\u0131ran biri deyildi, m\u00fcasir idi. Deyirdi ki, qad\u0131n t\u0259hsilli, bax\u0131ml\u0131 olmal\u0131, s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinm\u0259lidir. Biz yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n i\u015fi il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar Qazax\u0131n K\u0259m\u0259rli k\u0259ndind\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131q. Fariz n\u0259inki t\u0259hsil m\u00f6vzusunda, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00f6vzularda m\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman motivasiya edirdi\u201d.<\/p>\n
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T\u0259k motivasiya etmir, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olurmu\u015f:<\/p>\n
\u201cAil\u0259 qurandan sonra ali t\u0259hsil almaqla ba\u011fl\u0131 i\u00e7imd\u0259ki motivasiya \u00f6l\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ail\u0259y\u0259, u\u015fa\u011fa ba\u015f qar\u0131\u015fard\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259zdim. Amma yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 ruhunu h\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn daha da g\u00fccl\u0259ndirirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n ev i\u015fl\u0259rini, filan g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm, sonra bo\u015f olurdum. Yolda\u015f\u0131m z\u0259ng vurub bo\u015f oldu\u011fumu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259, \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc inki\u015faf etdir\u201d, \u201ckitablar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131na qoy, oxu\u201d v\u0259 s. deyirdi. M\u0259n bir az qapal\u0131 idim, o, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olurdu. Onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcinki\u015fafa nec\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259t yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, indi bo\u015fam, Fariz z\u0259ng vurub dey\u0259c\u0259k ki, oxu. Rus dilini bilmirdim, m\u0259niml\u0259 rusca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00f6yr\u0259nim. \u0130ndi d\u0259 rusca biliyim \u00e7ox deyil, amma n\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, onun say\u0259sind\u0259 olub. Ev\u0259 komp\u00fcter d\u0259 ald\u0131, dedi ki, komp\u00fcter kursuna get, \u00f6yr\u0259n. M\u0259n getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim, t\u0259kid edirdi. Deyirdi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 xeyirdir, u\u015faqlar\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 vacibdir. Deyirdi ki, u\u015faqlar m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, amma s\u0259n onlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndasan. N\u0259 vaxtsa bizi t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259yini sanki hiss edirdi\u201d.<\/p>\n
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Farizl\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 2012-ci il sentyabr\u0131n 30-da ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdular. 8 illik evlilik. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 Fariz daim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259hsil almas\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, nec\u0259s\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259nin ali t\u0259hsil almas\u0131 ild\u0259n-il\u0259 qal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f:<\/p>\n
\u201cM\u0259n valideynl\u0259rimi d\u0259 itirmi\u015f\u0259m. Yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 ata-anam\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. Onlar\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu hiss etdirmirdi. Fariz h\u0259yatdan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra t\u0259k oldu\u011fumu hiss etdim. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, a\u011flay\u0131ram, m\u0259niml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r \u00f6vladlar\u0131m da \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr. Yolda\u015f\u0131m da onlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t edib. Onlar\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi yoxdur. Son gedi\u015find\u0259 bildirdi ki, bu, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan gedi\u015f ola bil\u0259r. Dedi: \u201cU\u015faqlara yax\u015f\u0131 bax, oxut, m\u00f6hk\u0259m ol, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f he\u00e7 kimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yilm\u0259\u201d. Deyirdi ki, a\u011flasan, bir s\u0259n ol, bir z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259, bir d\u0259 yast\u0131q. He\u00e7 kim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Deyirl\u0259r ki, a\u011fr\u0131 insan\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259ndirir. M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu. Fariz \u015f\u0259hid olandan sonra onun arzular\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259yi qar\u015f\u0131ma m\u0259qs\u0259d qoydum. O arzular\u0131ndan biri d\u0259 t\u0259hsilim idi\u201d.<\/p>\n
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Farizin vaxtil\u0259 dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r ona daim d\u0259st\u0259k olur v\u0259 q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olur. \u018f.H\u0259s\u0259nova deyir ki, Farizi yan\u0131nda hiss edir v\u0259 bu, ona g\u00fcc verir:<\/p>\n
\u201cUniversitet\u0259 q\u0259bul oldu\u011fum g\u00fcn Fariz yuxuma g\u0259ldi, m\u0259ni t\u0259brik etdi. Q\u0131z\u0131m birinci sinf\u0259 q\u0259bul olanda dedi ki, atam evd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. Sonra is\u0259 yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcb. Fariz deyib ki, Sevinc, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 al\u0131m? Sevinc d\u0259 deyib ki, m\u0259n\u0259 qanadl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k al, ata… Onu yuxumda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, pozitiv oluram, inan\u0131ram ki, yan\u0131mdad\u0131r, \u00f6lm\u0259yib, sa\u011fd\u0131r. Psixoloji olaraq d\u0259st\u0259yini hiss edir\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcc tap\u0131ram, ayaqlar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n vacibliyini d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. M\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6ks\u0259m, Farizin d\u0259, u\u015faqlar\u0131n da \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259yini hiss edir\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n
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\u018fyani t\u0259hsil alacaq. Deyir ki, anal\u0131q m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, t\u0259hsil almaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin g\u0259lmir:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Art\u0131q \u201c\u00e7\u0259tinliyim s\u0131na\u011f\u0131md\u0131r\u201d deyib ir\u0259li gedir\u0259m. Fariz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, h\u0259yat m\u00fcbariz\u0259dir, g\u0259r\u0259k m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparma\u011f\u0131 bacarasan. O m\u00fcbariz insan idi, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bunu a\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131. Onunla h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 f\u0259xr etmi\u015f\u0259m, indi d\u0259 edir\u0259m. H\u0259yatla m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. H\u0259yat m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, ayaqlar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durma\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131yam. G\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinliy\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259lim, u\u015faqlar\u0131 el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm ki, atas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss etm\u0259sinl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131 el\u0259 yeti\u015fdirm\u0259liy\u0259m ki, \u015f\u0259hidimin ad\u0131na layiq olsunlar\u201d.<\/p>\n
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\u018fziz\u0259nin bakalavrdan sonra magistr t\u0259hsili almaq da fikri var. M\u00fcsahibimiz sonda qeyd etdi ki, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fc var, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arzular\u0131n\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaq:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6z t\u0259hsilim Farizin arzular\u0131ndan biri idi, onun \u0259sas hiss\u0259sin\u0259 nail oldum. \u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259hsilli olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi, bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni edir\u0259m v\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Dig\u0259r arzular\u0131n\u0131 da realla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rf ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Fariz bu d\u00fcnyada yoxdur, amma m\u0259n v\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131m onun d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 simas\u0131y\u0131q v\u0259 onu bu d\u00fcnyada t\u0259msil edirik\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cYolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 o ruhu a\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f, he\u00e7 kim s\u0259ni yaz\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Qoy desinl\u0259r ki, q\u00fcrurludur, m\u0259rddir. M\u0259n d\u0259 dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259y\u0259, onun b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n\u0131 realla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Onlardan biri d\u0259 m\u0259nim ali t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131m idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, bir qad\u0131n\u0131n, anan\u0131n oxuma\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bir n\u0259slin t\u0259hsilli olmas\u0131 dem\u0259kdir\u201d. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0\u201cKaspi\u201d q\u0259zetin\u0259\u00a0m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid Fariz H\u0259s\u0259novun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nova bildirib. O, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arzusunu yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 qazan\u0131b. \u018f.H\u0259s\u0259nova deyir ki, orta t\u0259hsili ba\u015fa vurandan sonra ali t\u0259hsil almaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f, amma al\u0131nmay\u0131b: \u201cZiyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam. Babam m\u0259kt\u0259b…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":376916,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/FotoJet-3-9.jpg",620,413,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Sosial<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u201cYolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 o ruhu a\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f, he\u00e7 kim s\u0259ni yaz\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Qoy desinl\u0259r ki, q\u00fcrurludur, m\u0259rddir. M\u0259n d\u0259 dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259y\u0259, onun b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n\u0131 realla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Onlardan biri d\u0259 m\u0259nim ali t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131m idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, bir qad\u0131n\u0131n, anan\u0131n oxuma\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bir n\u0259slin t\u0259hsilli olmas\u0131 dem\u0259kdir\u201d. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0\u201cKaspi\u201d q\u0259zetin\u0259\u00a0m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid Fariz H\u0259s\u0259novun…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/376915"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=376915"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/376915\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/376916"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=376915"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=376915"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=376915"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"