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Leyla Sarabi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t c\u0259nn\u0259t d\u0259 olsa, y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. B\u0259z\u0259n bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda ruhun \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr. Yad \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015famaqdan savay\u0131 yeni can do\u011fma\u011f\u0131nsa da\u011f g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015f add\u0131md\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Do\u011fru olan odur ki, he\u00e7 kim k\u0259nardan s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 etmir, \u201cbiz u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7i s\u00fcd\u00fc il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, bax, top kimidir\u201d, \u201ch\u0259kim n\u0259 bilir, bizim vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda d\u0259rman var idi?\u201d, \u201cm\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259li \u00e7ay ver, d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k\u201d, \u201cu\u015faq \u00e7ox a\u011flay\u0131r, nec\u0259 anasan? \u201csu ver, sussun\u201d deyib s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyadan k\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259suliyy\u0259t \u00f6z \u00e7iynind\u0259dir. Zaman-zaman anlay\u0131rsan ki, bu s\u0259nin xeyrin\u0259dir. Ax\u0131, h\u0259r k\u00f6rp\u0259 il\u0259 birg\u0259 bir ana do\u011fulur. Bizim \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 bu m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fcr. \u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259rk\u0259n s\u0259hv etm\u0259k, b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 bu yanl\u0131\u015flardan d\u0259rs almaq \u015fans\u0131n yoxdur. S\u0259y g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259n d\u0259, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba s\u0259ni s\u0259y g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Fransa c\u0259miyy\u0259ti is\u0259 anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 lap ilk andan dadd\u0131r\u0131r. H\u0259tta k\u00f6rp\u0259 do\u011fulan kimi anas\u0131 il\u0259 bir otaqda qalma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7imizdir\u0259nd\u0259 anan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar ki, bax\u0131b \u00f6yr\u0259nsin. \u00c7\u00fcnki buralarda ayin hal\u0131nda ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdiril\u0259n 7, 40, d\u00fcy\u00fct\u00f6km\u0259 kimi m\u0259rasiml\u0259r orada yoxdur.<\/p>\n

2 il u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da ba\u011f\u00e7a d\u00f6vr\u00fc qap\u0131nda n\u00f6vb\u0259 tutur. Frans\u0131zlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, bu ya\u015fda u\u015faq ana il\u0259 evd\u0259 qalsa, \u00e7ox dar\u0131xar. He\u00e7 anan\u0131n da evd\u0259 oturub t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si yoxdur. U\u015faq bu ya\u015fda m\u00fctl\u0259q ba\u011f\u00e7aya gedib sosialla\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fransada bo\u015f ba\u011f\u00e7a tapmaq is\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n 8-ci m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259sidir. \u00c7ox vaxt frans\u0131zlar el\u0259 hamil\u0259liyin ilk aylar\u0131nda \u015f\u0259h\u0259r meriyas\u0131na m\u00fcraci\u0259t edib qeydiyyatdan ke\u00e7irl\u0259r. Ancaq bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259nim b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirdi. \u018flini pediatr m\u00fcayin\u0259sin\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t el\u0259dim ki, bu n\u0259 sistemdir, niy\u0259 u\u015faqlara ba\u011f\u00e7a \u00e7atm\u0131r? Lap yer olsa da, m\u0259nim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ki, meriyan\u0131z… Aniesin, Emanuellan\u0131n iyn\u0259si-sap\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n olan tifilini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131na ar\u0131 kimi uf dem\u0259d\u0259n peyv\u0259nd bat\u0131ran, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qans\u0131z h\u0259kim, xalq\u0131n\u0131n rasistliyind\u0259n t\u0259sirl\u0259ndi dey\u0259s\u0259n. Harasa z\u0259ng edib RV (g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f) ald\u0131, b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk d\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q bu saatda orda ol. Unutmadan deyim ki, frans\u0131zlar q\u0259d\u0259r ka\u011f\u0131za a\u015fiq ikinci mill\u0259t tan\u0131m\u0131ram. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ba\u011f\u00e7aya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn az qals\u0131n Bak\u0131dak\u0131 qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n nikah \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259dil\u0259r. Qalaq-qalaq s\u0259n\u0259di d\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b meriyaya getdik. Su \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n yetim \u00fcmidl\u0259ri 3 ba\u011f\u00e7aya calad\u0131q ki, hans\u0131nda yer olarsa, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ora yazd\u0131raq. Bir aydan sonra cavab m\u0259ktub \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 po\u00e7t qutumuza g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Fransaya x\u00fcsusi kolorit qatan bir c\u0259h\u0259t d\u0259 onun po\u00e7t sistemidir. Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 kvadrat d\u0259mir qablara h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259ktub at\u0131l\u0131r, insanlar s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r po\u00e7t qutular\u0131n\u0131 yoxlamadan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rlar. F\u0259rqi yoxdur, m\u0259ktubu g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n bankd\u0131r, yoxsa x\u0259st\u0259xana, reklamd\u0131r, ya jurnal… b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Fransada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r il \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011funuz \u201cya\u015fay\u0131\u015f vergisi\u201d s\u0259n\u0259didir, \u0259sas yad edilm\u0259kdir…<\/p>\n

\u201cT\u0259brik edirik, o\u011flunuz \u201cfilan\u201d ba\u011f\u00e7aya q\u0259bul edilib, g\u0259lin, qeydiyyatdan ke\u00e7in\u201d. Yen\u0259 \u0259limizd\u0259 bir ton ka\u011f\u0131z sevincimizd\u0259n u\u00e7duq meriyaya. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259\u015fm\u0259ni tamamlad\u0131q. D\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, \u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r gerid\u0259 qald\u0131. \u018fli uza\u011f\u0131 2 g\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7aya da, u\u015faqlara da al\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

Xub…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Elm s\u00fcbut edib ki, qad\u0131n sevgisi ki\u015fiy\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n daha g\u00fccl\u00fc olur. Q\u0131zlar\u0131n anal\u0131q instinkti lap ki\u00e7ik ya\u015fdan p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Onlar anadan olanda art\u0131q ana olurlar. Mill\u0259ti, irqi, dini yoxdur bu hissin. Anal\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fc \u0259n q\u00fcsursuz dindir.<\/p>\n

\u018fli ba\u011f\u00e7aya ayaq basd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259zlum-m\u0259zlum a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130lk g\u00fcn c\u0259mi yar\u0131m saat qald\u0131. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r oyananda bir kasa \u00fcmid dolurdu i\u00e7im\u0259, amma \u018fli \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259ki da\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcb, ba\u011f\u00e7aya getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn yar\u0131m saat, 30 d\u0259qiq\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsan\u0131z illik \u0259s\u0259b limiti… O\u011flumu qladiator d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259sin\u0259 verirmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fcm, o da arxamca el\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00e7\u0259tirin y\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fransada ba\u011f\u00e7a sistemi olduqca demokratik v\u0259 xalq\u0131n mentaliteti \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulur. Ba\u011f\u00e7an\u0131n ayl\u0131q \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fi ail\u0259nin maddi durumuna, qazanc\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 hesablan\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 valideynl\u0259rin \u00f6vladlar\u0131na edilir. Pul haqq-hesab\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin meriyas\u0131nda apar\u0131l\u0131r. N\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r ba\u011f\u00e7aya g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131n hans\u0131n\u0131n varl\u0131, hans\u0131n\u0131n qism\u0259n kas\u0131b ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan hale olur ki, ham\u0131s\u0131na eyni s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l, g\u00f6r ki, mental d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6lk\u0259sinin istiqanl\u0131 insanlar\u0131na tam ziddir. Frans\u0131zlar vaxt\u0131ndan tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r. H\u0259tta dem\u0259k olar ki, \u00a0u\u015faq olmurlar.<\/p>\n

Strasburq Fransan\u0131n Elzas vilay\u0259tind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fir. H\u0259m\u00e7inin vilay\u0259tin paytaxt\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fsrl\u0259r boyu Fransa v\u0259 Almaniyan\u0131n aralar\u0131nda b\u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259ri bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259halisi \u0259sas\u0259n frans\u0131zca dan\u0131\u015fsa da, elzasl\u0131lar\u0131n almancaya b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n dill\u0259ri d\u0259 var. \u201c\u018fsilli-k\u00f6kl\u00fc\u201d elzasl\u0131lar da \u00f6z dill\u0259rind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il onlar\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn azdan-\u00e7oxdan tan\u0131y\u0131ram elzasl\u0131lar\u0131. Dill\u0259rin\u0259, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259, h\u0259tta dinl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox m\u00fchafiz\u0259kard\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

\u018flinin qrupunda 20 u\u015faq vard\u0131, onlara 2 m\u00fc\u0259llim, 2 t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i bax\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 \u201ckorennoy\u201d elzasl\u0131 idi. Qad\u0131n\u0131n almanlara xas s\u0259rt xarakteri v\u0259 elzas \u015fiv\u0259si vard\u0131. Ba\u011f\u00e7aya ilk g\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ehtiyat etdim ondan. 40-45 ya\u015flar\u0131nda h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, z\u0259rif v\u0259 frans\u0131z qad\u0131nlar\u0131na xas olmayan bax\u0131ml\u0131 idi. \u201cNasist xala\u201d l\u0259q\u0259b verdiyim bu qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 Natali idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t dolu 1 h\u0259ft\u0259 bitdi\u2026 \u018fli yor\u011fun, m\u0259n bitkin, hava bomboz v\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti h\u0259ft\u0259 yen\u0259 sava\u015fa ba\u015flad\u0131q. El\u0259 ilk g\u00fcn \u018flini g\u0259tirib ba\u011f\u00e7aya qoydum. Yar\u0131m saatdan sonra dal\u0131nca qay\u0131danda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, u\u015faq k\u0259narda oturub, a\u011flay\u0131r, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r, t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259mrl\u0259rin\u0259 tabe olan qrup u\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 oyun oynay\u0131r, mahn\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dirdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndim. Buz kimi soyuq bu mill\u0259t\u0259 olan b\u00fct\u00fcn hidd\u0259timi qusmal\u0131 idim. V\u0259h\u015fi instinktimi geyinib cumdum direktorun kabinetin\u0259. Fransada ba\u011f\u00e7a direktorlar\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r sad\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259r bir valideyni dinl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259mkinli olur. Katib\u0259sind\u0259n izin almadan qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb, i\u00e7\u0259ri girdim. \u201cBax\u0131n, madam, biz sizin kimi soyuqqanl\u0131 mill\u0259t deyilik. \u0130sti \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fik, temperamentimiz d\u0259 tam ba\u015fqad\u0131r. M\u0259nim o\u011flum sevgi, qay\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. N\u0259 vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r ki, sizin t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7il\u0259riniz ona ana n\u0259vazi\u015fi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yib diqq\u0259td\u0259n k\u0259nar qoyacaqlar, o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b, s\u0131zlayacaq. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, siz d\u0259 bunu ist\u0259m\u0259zsiniz\u201d. Direktor m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirib yola sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn a\u011f bayraqla i\u00e7\u0259ri girdik. H\u0259tta \u201cnasist xala\u201d bel\u0259 \u018flini \u00e7ox isti qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Yar\u0131m saat tamam olanda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 aparma\u011fa g\u0259ldim. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 inanmad\u0131m. \u018fli bir az k\u0259d\u0259rli, amma taleyi il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 L\u00fcsi adl\u0131 g\u0259nc t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7inin quca\u011f\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. L\u00fcsi d\u0259 onu \u00f6p\u00fcr, tumarlay\u0131rd\u0131. Sevincimd\u0259n g\u0259lib L\u00fcsinin yana\u011f\u0131na bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck d\u0259 m\u0259n qondurdum.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilm\u0259yin ki, frans\u0131zlar\u0131n bu soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 dig\u0259r mill\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 olan laqeydlikl\u0259rind\u0259n qaynaqlan\u0131r. \u018fsla\u2026 Fransada do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n 50 ya\u015fl\u0131 t\u00fcrk r\u0259fiq\u0259m onlar\u0131 t\u0259rif ed\u0259rk\u0259n deyirdi ki, azya\u015fl\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bel\u0259 qayda-qanun qoyacaq q\u0259d\u0259r buzdurlar. Frans\u0131z ana parkda oynayan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 y\u0131x\u0131larsa, ona yax\u0131n durmur. Proses ba\u015f verir, u\u015faq a\u011flay\u0131r, sonra da qalx\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc mill\u0259t, q\u00fcdr\u0259tli d\u00f6vl\u0259t ed\u0259n bu c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u00e7aya yava\u015f-yava\u015f al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. Art\u0131q \u018flinin vaxt\u0131 1 saatad\u0259k uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131. Burda bir M\u0259l\u0259k vard\u0131. H\u0259r anlamda g\u00f6z\u0259l bir m\u0259l\u0259k. 3-4 ya\u015flar\u0131nda dolu, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, yamya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir M\u0259l\u0259k\u2026 Q\u0259rib\u0259si odur ki, M\u0259l\u0259k t\u00fcrk deyildi, \u0259r\u0259b he\u00e7 deyildi. Valideynl\u0259ri frans\u0131z idil\u0259r. Bu ad\u0131 \u00e7ox sevdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131zlar\u0131na vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. M\u0259l\u0259k h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r \u018flini qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r, zorla da olsa, \u0259lind\u0259n tutub, par\u0131ldayan g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b sanki \u201c\u0259man\u0259tini ald\u0131m, rahat ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u018fli ba\u011f\u00e7an\u0131, M\u0259l\u0259k onu, m\u0259n d\u0259 M\u0259l\u0259yi sevm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131q. Natali il\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259timiz d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u018fli d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc sevimli m\u0259kan\u0131nda ke\u00e7irirdi. Tolerant frans\u0131z xalq\u0131 m\u00fcs\u0259lman oldu\u011fumuzu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fliy\u0259 \u201chalal\u201d menyu haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259l\u0259bkar idil\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Anna adl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki: \u201c\u018flinin art\u0131q 3 ya\u015f\u0131 var, \u00f6z\u00fc qabdan yey\u0259 bilmir. Madam, sizin o\u011flunuz k\u00f6rp\u0259 deyil, ona s\u0259rb\u0259st nahar etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259din\u201d. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u015e\u0259rq qad\u0131n\u0131na xas narahatl\u0131qla h\u0259r ax\u015fam soru\u015furdum: \u201c\u018fli bu g\u00fcn n\u0259 yeyib?\u201d M\u00fc\u0259llim yen\u0259 etiraz edirdi: \u201cNiy\u0259 he\u00e7 soru\u015fmursunuz ki, \u018fli bu g\u00fcn yeni n\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259nib?\u201d – \u201cBiz \u015f\u0259rqlil\u0259rin qarn\u0131 doymasa, zehni ayd\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259mir\u201d deyirdim.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r, aylar bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edir, \u018fli frans\u0131z m\u00fchitin\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta frans\u0131zlarsayaq bir az pintil\u0259\u015firdi. H\u0259r ay\u0131n bir g\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u00e7ada valideynl\u0259rin toplant\u0131s\u0131 ke\u00e7irilirdi. H\u0259r k\u0259s \u015firniyyat bi\u015firib, ba\u011f\u00e7aya g\u0259lir, birg\u0259 \u00e7ay, q\u0259hv\u0259 i\u00e7ib, tan\u0131\u015f olurdular. M\u0259ns\u0259 bacard\u0131qca tez-tez piroq bi\u015firib, ba\u011f\u00e7aya apar\u0131rd\u0131m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u00fcsusi h\u00f6rm\u0259t sahibi idim. H\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259ni \u018flinin anas\u0131 deyib barmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsinizmi, adi piroqa g\u00f6r\u0259 bu boyda say\u011f\u0131 qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ax\u015fam \u018flinin dal\u0131nca g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, 13-14 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir \u0259r\u0259b o\u011flan \u0259lind\u0259 tapan\u00e7a h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oynayan ba\u011f\u00e7a u\u015faqlar\u0131na at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131r. M\u0259n x\u0259yal\u0131mda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 basd\u0131randa, m\u0259lum oldu ki, silah oyuncaqd\u0131r. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n qovdular. \u018fr\u0259b ki, \u0259r\u0259b\u2026 \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u00fcz 10 ilini yedi axmaq u\u015faq.<\/p>\n

Fransada ba\u011f\u00e7alar ad\u0259t\u0259n iyun ay\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131 ba\u011flan\u0131r. Anam\u0131n s\u0259hh\u0259ti il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar may\u0131n ortas\u0131 Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259li oldum. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7a kollektivini x\u0259b\u0259rdar etdim ki, sabah son g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fcr. H\u0259m d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ild\u0259n \u018fli \u201cana m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dn\u0259 ba\u015flayacaqd\u0131. Ba\u011f\u00e7ada \u018fliy\u0259 \u201c\u0259lvida m\u0259clisi\u201d quruldu. Direktor da daxil olmaqla b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r, u\u015faqlar, M\u0259l\u0259k akt zal\u0131na topla\u015fd\u0131lar. Soyuqqanl\u0131 frans\u0131z deyib haqs\u0131zl\u0131q etdiyim bu insanlar \u0259n x\u0131rda detala q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi. \u00d6nc\u0259 bir musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. M\u0259lum oldu ki, \u018fli ba\u011f\u00e7aya yeni g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yaln\u0131z bu musiqini dinl\u0259yib sakitl\u0259\u015firmi\u015f. Bu musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 Natali k\u00f6vr\u0259lib, m\u0259ni qucaqlad\u0131. \u201c\u018fzizim Natali, a\u011flamay\u0131n, biz ara-s\u0131ra g\u0259lib sizi ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yik\u201d dedim. Sonra is\u0259 \u018fliy\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131 diplom, a\u00e7\u0131qca, \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t kartlar t\u0259qdim edildi. U\u015faql\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fc ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u0259sl \u015e\u0259rq h\u0259rar\u0259til\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fck. M\u0259l\u0259yi d\u0259 orda qoyub Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi h\u0259rd\u0259n M\u0259l\u0259k g\u0259lir a\u011fl\u0131ma. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n pas\u0131n\u0131 par\u0131ldadan ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259k tan\u0131d\u0131q… Amma he\u00e7 biri onun kimi \u00a0\u018flinin \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini c\u0259nn\u0259t boyda m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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