{"id":430433,"date":"2022-01-24T15:27:44","date_gmt":"2022-01-24T12:27:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=430433"},"modified":"2022-01-24T15:27:44","modified_gmt":"2022-01-24T12:27:44","slug":"m%c9%99nim-susa-h%c9%99sr%c9%99tim-yox-susa-yaram-var-idi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=430433","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa h\u0259sr\u0259tim yox, \u015eu\u015fa yaram var idi!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>G\u00fcnel G\u00f6z\u0259lova<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n jurnalist\u0259m. Do\u011fulanda jurnalist do\u011fulub, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n jurnalist kimi ya\u015fayanlardan. Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 bo\u015funa ba\u015flamad\u0131m yaz\u0131ma. \u0130ll\u0259rdir bu sah\u0259d\u0259 olan qaraba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 erm\u0259ninin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuva, torpaq, \u0259zizl\u0259rinin q\u0259tli, yar\u0131m qalan u\u015faql\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n miskin xatir\u0259l\u0259rini \u00a0b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259-b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259, pe\u015f\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n is\u0259 erm\u0259ni canil\u0259rinin etdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259, yaza, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya m\u0259cburiyy\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fan s\u0259brl\u0259, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u00a0efird\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131ra-\u00e7atd\u0131ra Qaraba\u011f bir ba\u015fqa yara oldu \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259. O yara ki, 30 il idi, h\u0259r il d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qaysaqlan\u0131b, yenid\u0259n qanay\u0131b, daha d\u0259rin iz qoyurdu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eu\u015fa h\u0259sr\u0259tim yox, yaram idi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir \u015feyi v\u0259 ya birini bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259k, qovu\u015fmaq arzusunu h\u0259sr\u0259t s\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 ifad\u0259 edirik, el\u0259 deyilmi?! M\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fa, Xocal\u0131, La\u00e7\u0131n, Qubadl\u0131, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r, A\u011fdam, Z\u0259ngilan, C\u0259bray\u0131l, F\u00fczuli, Xocal\u0131, Qaraba\u011f h\u0259sr\u0259tim nec\u0259 olayd\u0131?! \u00a0G\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, m\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259nimi g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda viran qoyub, m\u0259nim xalq\u0131m\u0131n, atalar\u0131m\u0131n, babalar\u0131m\u0131n tarixi torpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 zor g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 z\u0259bt etmi\u015fdi erm\u0259nil\u0259r. H\u0259sr\u0259tini d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n<div class=\"AdviadNativeVideo\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"AdviadNativeVideo\"><\/div>\n<p><strong>\u015e\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri ala-ala b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki\u00e7ilirdim utanc\u0131mdan \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z torpaqlar\u0131ndan erm\u0259nil\u0259rin did\u0259rgin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bac\u0131 v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131m il\u0259 m\u00fcqais\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r olmasa da, do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcm Bak\u0131da u\u015faq ola bilm\u0259dim. Buna imkan verm\u0259di erm\u0259nil\u0259r. 20 Yanvar hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 8 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi, qan iyini sin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim qanl\u0131 yanvar gec\u0259sinin izl\u0259ri olan m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259mizd\u0259. Atama &#8220;\u015eamaxinka&#8221; dediyimiz \u0259raziy\u0259 getm\u0259sin, rus \u0259sg\u0259ri onu da \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259sin dey\u0259 anam yalvaranda, 20 yanvarda Larisan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 f\u0259ryad ed\u0259r\u0259k B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259nin &#8220;Larisa&#8221; \u015ferini a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya m\u0259kt\u0259bli balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz kimi \u00a0&#8220;20 Yanvar&#8221; \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin anim m\u0259rasimind\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 bir anda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, \u201cQaraba\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131 viran qoyuldu, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 do\u011fray\u0131rlar, meyitl\u0259ri yand\u0131r\u0131rlar, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rlar\u201d-dey\u0259 qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z f\u0259ryad eyl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, \u201cXocal\u0131da ham\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rd\u0131lar erm\u0259nil\u0259r\u201d- dey\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr qon\u015fu qad\u0131nlar y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b a\u011fla\u015fanda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, sonra 30 il boyu \u015f\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri ala-ala b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki\u00e7ilirdim utanc\u0131mdan. M\u0259n m\u0259\u011flub xalq\u0131n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k ki\u00e7il\u0259n n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si idim&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"AdviadNativeVideo\"><\/div>\n<p><strong>H\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdim ki \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n&#8230;g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n balaca idim \u015eu\u015fa d\u0259rdi d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259lbim\u0259. Sevdim, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 he\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n, vuruldum. O, sevdirdi m\u0259n\u0259, \u015fu\u015fal\u0131 dostum. \u0130ndi o yoxdur, ancaq \u015eu\u015fa var. O, m\u0259n\u0259 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 iliyim\u0259c\u0259n sevdirmi\u015fdi. &#8220;\u015eu\u015faya aparacam s\u0259ni, m\u0259n aparacam&#8221; dey\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259mli g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. O g\u0259tirm\u0259di, ancaq m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259 bildim. \u00a0M\u0259n bug\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131q \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fcm dey\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n yenid\u0259n qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259c\u0259m. \u015eu\u015fa d\u0259rdim deyil m\u0259nim art\u0131q. \u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259-b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 ki\u00e7ilmi\u015fdim. Bir g\u00fcn\u0259 30 il\u0259 ki\u00e7il\u0259n insan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ucadan uca olarm\u0131\u015f. M\u0259n art\u0131q qalib xalq\u0131n u\u015faq ik\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n, ancaq \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131 il\u0259 zirv\u0259l\u0259ri f\u0259th ed\u0259n, y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n bir v\u0259t\u0259nin \u00f6vlad\u0131yam!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcnel G\u00f6z\u0259lova M\u0259n jurnalist\u0259m. Do\u011fulanda jurnalist do\u011fulub, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n jurnalist kimi ya\u015fayanlardan. Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 bo\u015funa ba\u015flamad\u0131m yaz\u0131ma. \u0130ll\u0259rdir bu sah\u0259d\u0259 olan qaraba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 erm\u0259ninin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuva, torpaq, \u0259zizl\u0259rinin q\u0259tli, yar\u0131m qalan u\u015faql\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n miskin xatir\u0259l\u0259rini \u00a0b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259-b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259, pe\u015f\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n is\u0259 erm\u0259ni canil\u0259rinin etdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259, yaza, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya m\u0259cburiyy\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fan s\u0259brl\u0259, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u00a0efird\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131ra-\u00e7atd\u0131ra Qaraba\u011f bir ba\u015fqa yara oldu \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259. O yara ki, 30 il idi, h\u0259r il d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qaysaqlan\u0131b, yenid\u0259n qanay\u0131b, daha d\u0259rin iz qoyurdu. \u015eu\u015fa h\u0259sr\u0259tim yox, yaram idi Bir \u015feyi v\u0259 ya birini bir daha&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":430434,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433-840x560.jpg",640,427,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/3254869dcbcab19cd31b0e41b59ac433.jpg",900,600,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?cat=1\" rel=\"category\">C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"G\u00fcnel G\u00f6z\u0259lova M\u0259n jurnalist\u0259m. Do\u011fulanda jurnalist do\u011fulub, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n jurnalist kimi ya\u015fayanlardan. Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 bo\u015funa ba\u015flamad\u0131m yaz\u0131ma. \u0130ll\u0259rdir bu sah\u0259d\u0259 olan qaraba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 erm\u0259ninin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuva, torpaq, \u0259zizl\u0259rinin q\u0259tli, yar\u0131m qalan u\u015faql\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n miskin xatir\u0259l\u0259rini \u00a0b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259-b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259, pe\u015f\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n is\u0259 erm\u0259ni canil\u0259rinin etdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259, yaza, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya m\u0259cburiyy\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fan s\u0259brl\u0259, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u00a0efird\u0259n&hellip;","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430433"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=430433"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430433\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/430434"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=430433"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=430433"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=430433"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}