{"id":446628,"date":"2022-03-02T12:40:27","date_gmt":"2022-03-02T09:40:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=446628"},"modified":"2022-03-02T12:40:27","modified_gmt":"2022-03-02T09:40:27","slug":"indiy%c9%99d%c9%99k-onsuz-nec%c9%99-yasamisam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=446628","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k onsuz nec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam?"},"content":{"rendered":"

B\u0259z\u0259n boynuna almaqdan qorxdu\u011fun y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan. H\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn bir az-bir az al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan y\u00fck\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 yuva qurur ki, b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259si s\u0259n olursan. A\u011fac yer\u0259 k\u00f6k atan kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00fcc al\u0131r. S\u0259n onunla, o s\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v bir “m\u0259n” olursan. Hara gets\u0259n, s\u0259ninl\u0259dir. T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n bel\u0259 onsuz t\u0259nha qal\u0131b dar\u0131xmas\u0131n ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. Add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 basma\u011fa yer tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n izdihamda \u00e7iynind\u0259ki can\u0131n yen\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259dir, s\u0259nd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k onsuz nec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam? Y\u0259qin onsuz \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 m\u0259xluqmu\u015fam. B\u0259lk\u0259 cans\u0131z-qans\u0131z \u0259n sad\u0259 bir \u0259\u015fyaym\u0131\u015fam? Kims\u0259 m\u0259ni qaynar odda \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qazan g\u00f6r\u00fcb, kimin\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131ldayan d\u0259mir qap\u0131 olmu\u015fam. M\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, \u015f\u0259ffaf \u015f\u0259rab qab\u0131 olard\u0131m. Bo\u011faz\u0131ma q\u0259d\u0259r dolu al qan\u0131m\u0131 \u0259tri, dad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z r\u0259ngind\u0259 h\u0259r yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259n\u0259, h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdim. V\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rxo\u015f edib, \u00f6z\u00fcm ay\u0131q g\u0259z\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n

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Amma indi durum daha q\u0259lizdir. \u0130ndi sanki m\u0259n m\u0259scidd\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015fam. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki vicdan y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7iynimd\u0259ki e\u015fq y\u00fck\u00fcnd\u0259n iki d\u0259f\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fcr. M\u0259n onunla \u00fcfun\u0259tli \u00e7irkablarda m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t simfoniyas\u0131 oxuma\u011fa m\u0259cburam. Y\u00fck\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00fcc ald\u0131qca s\u0259n alt\u0131nda s\u0259hra qumuna d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7at at\u0131rsan. Bir g\u00fcn onu da\u015f\u0131maqda aciz qal\u0131b can\u0131na min can s\u0131\u011fan g\u0259nc torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131rsan. Yolun uzun, vaxt\u0131n q\u0131sa…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nzilin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rsan. Ac yuxusuzluq \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr haldan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t yuxusu yat\u0131b, bir baharda oyan\u0131rsan. H\u0259r yan firuz\u0259, hava n\u0259rgiz, amma yen\u0259 yar\u0131msan. H\u00fcceyr\u0259md\u0259n oyanmaq\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259yim \u00e7atm\u0131r g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? \u00c7iynimd\u0259ki y\u00fck yerim bombo\u015f qal\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u0259z\u0259n boynuna almaqdan qorxdu\u011fun y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan. H\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn bir az-bir az al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan y\u00fck\u00fcn\u0259. H\u0259tta bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 yuva qurur ki, b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259si s\u0259n olursan. A\u011fac yer\u0259 k\u00f6k atan kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00fcc al\u0131r. S\u0259n onunla, o s\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v bir “m\u0259n” olursan. Hara gets\u0259n, s\u0259ninl\u0259dir. T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n bel\u0259 onsuz t\u0259nha qal\u0131b dar\u0131xmas\u0131n ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. Add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 basma\u011fa yer tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n izdihamda \u00e7iynind\u0259ki can\u0131n yen\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259dir, s\u0259nd\u0259dir. \u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k onsuz nec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam? Y\u0259qin onsuz \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 m\u0259xluqmu\u015fam. B\u0259lk\u0259 cans\u0131z-qans\u0131z \u0259n sad\u0259 bir \u0259\u015fyaym\u0131\u015fam? Kims\u0259 m\u0259ni qaynar odda \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qazan g\u00f6r\u00fcb, kimin\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131ldayan d\u0259mir qap\u0131…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":446629,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52-521x365.jpg",521,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52-840x588.jpg",640,448,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/6009ed6ae0a972f65aedf6b302056e52.jpg",857,600,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Sosial<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"B\u0259z\u0259n boynuna almaqdan qorxdu\u011fun y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan. H\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn bir az-bir az al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan y\u00fck\u00fcn\u0259. H\u0259tta bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 yuva qurur ki, b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259si s\u0259n olursan. A\u011fac yer\u0259 k\u00f6k atan kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00fcc al\u0131r. S\u0259n onunla, o s\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v bir “m\u0259n” olursan. Hara gets\u0259n, s\u0259ninl\u0259dir. T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n bel\u0259 onsuz t\u0259nha qal\u0131b dar\u0131xmas\u0131n ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. Add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 basma\u011fa…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/446628"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=446628"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/446628\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/446629"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=446628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=446628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=446628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}