{"id":480332,"date":"2022-05-28T20:13:49","date_gmt":"2022-05-28T17:13:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=480332"},"modified":"2022-05-28T20:13:49","modified_gmt":"2022-05-28T17:13:49","slug":"mill%c9%99t-v%c9%99kili-m%c9%99nim-sevgi-seirl%c9%99rimd%c9%99-birc%c9%99-k%c9%99lm%c9%99-d%c9%99-nifr%c9%99t-tapa-bilm%c9%99zs%c9%99n-musahib%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=480332","title":{"rendered":"Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili: \u201cM\u0259nim sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 nifr\u0259t tapa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n\u201d &#8211; M\u00dcSAH\u0130B\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eair, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Musa Urudun bu yax\u0131nlarda 60 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu. Musa m\u00fc\u0259llimin, son d\u00f6n\u0259m iki \u015feir kitab\u0131 \u00e7ap olunub. Onlardan biri \u201cAlma a\u011fac\u0131\u201d, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 \u201cPay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi\u201ddir.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0<ins><a href=\"https:\/\/www.kaspi.az\/aqil-abbas-menden-aldigi-seirleri-geri-qaytarmir-d-biyyat?fbclid=IwAR0IrqWM3vJpO-tZqFkg-Kw9rkd4FOtmliZdaREyxU3nKecLIPPB5X0jMs8\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><strong>Kaspi<\/strong><\/a><\/ins>\u00a0q\u0259zetinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131\u00a0\u015fairl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yubiley ilinin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, yeni poetik \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri, kitablar\u0131 x\u00fcsusunda s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fib:<\/p>\n<div class=\"AdviadNativeVideo\"><\/div>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259rinizin birind\u0259 deyirsiniz ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim arzular q\u0259biristan\u0131d\u0131r, ondan da dirilik umuram h\u0259l\u0259. \u00c7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z arzular siz\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259r yazd\u0131r\u0131b. Sizc\u0259, \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z arzulara g\u00f6r\u0259 hans\u0131 yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u201c\u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rinizi\u201d qurban veribsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u015eairin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir v\u0259 bu yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atan arzular, el\u0259 bil s\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 pill\u0259l\u0259rdir. \u018fl \u00e7atmayan arzular is\u0259 \u0259lin \u00e7atmayan budaqlard\u0131r. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 \u0259n dadl\u0131 meyv\u0259l\u0259r \u0259limiz \u00e7atmayan budaqlarda yeti\u015fir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u201c\u00fcr\u0259yim arzular q\u0259biristan\u0131d\u0131r\u201d &#8211; b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r bir insan\u0131n dey\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi bir s\u00f6zd\u00fcr. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m ki, d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131na \u00e7atan insan olsun. \u0130nsan b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131rsa, art\u0131q ya\u015famaq da m\u0259nas\u0131z olur. \u018fslind\u0259 arzular insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir motivasiya rolunu oynay\u0131r. \u0130nsan o arzulara \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yollar axtar\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fdirir, z\u0259hm\u0259t, \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir. Amma, h\u0259r halda, bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bizim b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z arzular \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z arzulardan daha \u00e7ox olub. \u018fn q\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 budur ki, biz arzuya \u00e7atandan sonra el\u0259 bil onu unuduruq. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il ona do\u011fru yol g\u0259ldiyimizi, h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdiyimizi, onun u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da yaddan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r\u0131q. \u0130nsan\u0131n u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb ah\u0131l ya\u015fa \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131n \u00f6z t\u0259l\u0259bi v\u0259 \u00f6z arzular\u0131 olur.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvZDA4YTg1YTQtN2VlNy00NTYzLTk2NDAtZWI5OGE0NmFhOGM4L0F2ZVB0QjdaN1Rhb3pCVkNqQzFEa0RBeW1jejI0VXBvQjRLTllmdnYuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=563862c129c8496a\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u018fslind\u0259, \u00f6mr\u00fc m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 o c\u00fcr arzular b\u00f6lm\u00fcrm\u00fc?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li, \u0259g\u0259r biz u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 daha tez b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yi arzulay\u0131rd\u0131qsa, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n ya\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131qdan sonra \u0259ksin\u0259, g\u0259nc olma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259tta u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259r qoyuruq? Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirm\u0259k, universitet\u0259 daxil olmaq, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259timizi ba\u015fa vurmaq, ist\u0259diyimiz pe\u015f\u0259nin dal\u0131nca getm\u0259k, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurmaq, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq v\u0259 o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n o arzular da biz\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmaz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Amma g\u0259lib o m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra he\u00e7 o arzular bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n. B\u0259zi vaxtlarda, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n ill\u0259rd\u0259 bu h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yad\u0131na da d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00f6vlad h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 ya\u015fayan ail\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o arzunu unudurlar, o h\u0259sr\u0259ti yaddan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rlar. Biz yarad\u0131c\u0131 adamlar\u0131q, ilk kitab\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r arzulam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Son kitab\u0131m \u201cPay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi\u201d adlan\u0131r. 60 ya\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcn pay\u0131z d\u00f6vr\u00fcd\u00fcr. Pay\u0131z m\u0259hsulun y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. Kitab \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259v\u0259sliydims\u0259, kitab \u00e7\u0131xandan bir h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra tamamil\u0259 adil\u0259\u015fdi. Bu m\u0259nada arzu da insan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131d\u0131r, ondan sonra s\u0259nin g\u00fcnd\u0259lik h\u0259yat t\u0259rzin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n bir \u015feydir. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bu, insan\u0131n xarakteridir. \u0130nsan\u0131n beyni el\u0259 qurulub ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona vacib olan anlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131r, qalanlar\u0131n\u0131 da unudur. V\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, unudur, yoxsa insan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu e\u015fitdiyi informasiyalar\u0131 yad\u0131nda saxlasa, birc\u0259 ay\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259li olar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Musa m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u015feirl\u0259rinizd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmalar \u00e7oxdur. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z ki, \u2013 \u201cG\u00f6rm\u0259dim yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r sevgil\u0259ri\u201d \u2013 v\u0259 s. bu c\u00fcr n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7oxalda da bil\u0259rik. Bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, \u015fairin g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r barizl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k onun \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 hans\u0131 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc qat\u0131r v\u0259 yaxud art\u0131r\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259rimi oxuyanlar, t\u0259hlil ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 deyibl\u0259r ki, \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t var. Kim n\u0259 deyir desin, h\u0259r bir \u015fair s\u0259ks\u0259n faiz, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, daha \u00e7ox \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131r. Hesab edir\u0259m ki, siyas\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259yatda da, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda da s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t \u00f6nd\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259z\u0259n deyirl\u0259r, siyas\u0259t s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti sevmir. Amma b\u00f6y\u00fck siyas\u0259t ustas\u0131, \u00dcmummilli lider Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev deyirdi ki, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t el\u0259 \u0259n birinci siyas\u0259td\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r. Dostla dostsan, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ns\u0259n, neytrala da neytralsan. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmaq deyirs\u0259n, hesab edir\u0259m ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yox, ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmaq daxili z\u0259ifliyin \u0259lam\u0259tidir. Nec\u0259 olur ki, u\u011furu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u0259ld\u0259 edirik, u\u011fursuzlu\u011fu ba\u015fqalar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck? Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, m\u0259nim sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 nifr\u0259t tapa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvOTczNmEzMTgtOGI0Mi00NGM5LWEzMjUtZWU1OTFlM2Y5OTUxL1dXUWZpSUFVUVJLeldDU3YxdDZhWkFhenhIaktxZDJaSVVsak0xR2MuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=0d995b14ca6e1cf5\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Amma b\u0259zi \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259ksin\u0259dir, deyilmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Do\u011frudur, \u015fairl\u0259r var, sevgid\u0259n yaz\u0131r, amma i\u00e7i nifr\u0259tl\u0259 doludur. Sevgid\u0259 nec\u0259 nifr\u0259t ola bil\u0259r ki? \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmaq, ola bilsin m\u0259nim t\u0259r\u0259zi b\u00fcrc\u00fcnd\u0259n olma\u011f\u0131mla \u00a0ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. T\u0259r\u0259zi b\u00fcrc\u00fc, t\u0259r\u0259zinin \u00f6z xarakteri il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir ki, d\u00fcz d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, az da aparan, \u00e7ox da aparan t\u0259r\u0259zini g\u00fcnahland\u0131r\u0131r. Amma \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nin g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Kitab\u0131n\u0131zda \u201cSand\u0131qda qalm\u0131\u015f \u015feirl\u0259r\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259si var ki, o \u015feirl\u0259r he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 \u00e7ap olunmay\u0131b. Onlar\u0131 bu g\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ap etdirm\u0259yibsiniz?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259nd\u0259 arxiv saxlamaq prinsipi yoxdur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7ap olunan q\u0259d\u0259r da\u011f\u0131lan \u015feirl\u0259rim var. G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rim olub, t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259 salfet ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na yazm\u0131\u015fam, atm\u0131\u015fam gedib. G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rim olub, dosta ithaf etmi\u015f\u0259m, yaz\u0131b vermi\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 saxlamam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259nim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n f\u0259al d\u00f6vr\u00fc G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m vaxtlara aiddir. T\u0259xmin\u0259n 84-90-c\u0131 ill\u0259r\u0259. Bir d\u0259ft\u0259r \u015feirimizi dostumuz Aqil Abbasa verdim. Aqil Abbas uzun ill\u0259rdir m\u0259nd\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259ri geri qaytarmay\u0131b. O \u015feirl\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n hiss\u0259si \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdu, amma \u00e7ox hiss\u0259si i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259r idi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Aqil Abbas m\u0259ni mu\u015ftuluqlad\u0131 ki, d\u0259ft\u0259ri tapm\u0131\u015fam, i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259nin g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rinin \u015f\u0259kli d\u0259 var. Amma axtard\u0131q, yen\u0259 tapmad\u0131q. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcmidim var ki, o d\u0259ft\u0259r ha\u00e7ansa tap\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvZTllNmMxYjItYjMyYy00NDgxLWFjNDEtYjU0Y2IxYzI1YTVmL0x2aW9HTkU3VENIdG9LT3h4cHU1RnVrZHpDQ1I1WDJXcVBNNXF0cVYuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=ae44d1d877f7f0f5\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Son kitab\u0131n\u0131za \u0259vv\u0259lki kitabdan da \u015feirl\u0259r daxil edibsiniz. \u00a0H\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131n h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z z\u00f6vq\u00fc olur. 60 ya\u015fl\u0131 Musa Urud \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yenid\u0259n \u00f6z \u015feirl\u0259rini saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck ed\u0259rk\u0259n se\u00e7im prinsipi nec\u0259 ba\u015f verir? Y\u0259ni \u015feirl\u0259rinin hans\u0131larn\u0131 daha vacib hesab edir?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Bu kitabda m\u0259nim bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm \u015feirl\u0259rim arxivd\u0259 unudulan, sand\u0131qda qalan yaz\u0131lard\u0131. Kitab\u0131 haz\u0131rlayanda arxivim\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, xeyli \u015feirl\u0259rim he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 \u00e7ap olunmay\u0131b. Baxmayaraq ki, o \u015feirl\u0259r 15-20 il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b, amma ham\u0131s\u0131 bu g\u00fcnl\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rdir. D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, h\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131n \u00f6z z\u00f6vq\u00fc var. H\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131n da \u00f6z sevgisi, \u015feiri var. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, 20-30 ya\u015f\u0131nda sevgid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kimi, 60 ya\u015f\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirik. Dan\u0131\u015fsaq da, t\u0259bii g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bilmirik. Eyni zamanda, 50-60 ya\u015f\u0131nda h\u0259yatdan, d\u00fcnyadan, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda daha \u00e7ox t\u0259biiyik, n\u0259inki 20-30 ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rimizd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n, h\u0259yat\u0131n gedi\u015fat\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015faq. 20-30 ya\u015f\u0131nda hardansa kitablardan g\u0259lmi\u015f, \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259nmi\u015f, \u00f6yr\u0259nilmi\u015f bir tablo yarada bilirik. Amma 60 ya\u015f\u0131nda ke\u00e7ilmi\u015f o yola d\u00f6n\u00fcb bir d\u0259f\u0259 baxmaqla pay\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259ngini, yay\u0131n istisini, \u0259dal\u0259ti, h\u0259qiq\u0259ti, yalan\u0131 da hiss ed\u0259 bilirs\u0259n. Bu m\u0259nada h\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131n \u00f6z \u015feiri daha u\u011furlu olur. Son ill\u0259rd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndiyim \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n biri &#8211; \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm m\u0259l\u0259yin\u0259 m\u0259ktub\u201ddur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n 30-40 ya\u015f aras\u0131 o \u015feiri bu q\u0259d\u0259r u\u011furlu yaza bilm\u0259zdim. Amma hesab edir\u0259m ki, insan b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015flar\u0131nda ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir. \u00d6l\u00fcm m\u0259l\u0259yin\u0259 m\u0259ktubda deyirs\u0259n ki, pay\u0131zda g\u0259lm\u0259, yayda g\u0259lm\u0259, h\u0259r birini d\u0259 \u0259sasland\u0131r\u0131rsan, lakin bu \u0259saslanma deyil, suda batan\u0131n saman \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fcnd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 kimi b\u0259han\u0259dir. H\u0259yat da onu g\u00f6st\u0259rir ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u0259r bir ya\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tezdir. Amma biz 30, h\u0259tta 40 ya\u015f\u0131nda bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck ki, Lermontov, Pu\u015fkin, M\u00fc\u015ffiq 40 ya\u015fa kimi ya\u015famad\u0131 v\u0259 biz d\u0259 he\u00e7 ya\u015famayaq. H\u0259tta o fikr\u0259 \u0259saslan\u0131b d\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r intihar ed\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r olub.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvMzFmZDFhNmItMjFhMS00ZjE2LTk3NDMtNTg4NjcwYmUxZWI5L0VGcTlyU2FiOTdBd21oZDF5aW5Ka1pERHhHR2l0ZTl2QlRHS0dEcGYuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=3bece0c3fb2be30a\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u201c\u00d6m\u00fcr qu\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259sit\u0259k ke\u00e7ib getdi \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d, \u201c\u00d6m\u00fcrs\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcb gedir \u00e7ay da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fcb ged\u0259n bal\u0131q kimi\u2026\u201d yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Musa m\u00fc\u0259llim, 60 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n tamam\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcn tez getdiyini deyirsiniz. Amma \u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0259m d\u0259 siz\u0259 toxunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn toxunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d dey\u0259rk\u0259n n\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutursunuz? Fikrinizi misra kimi deyil, \u015f\u0259rh kimi vers\u0259niz nec\u0259 a\u00e7ard\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u00d6m\u00fcr q\u0131\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259sit\u0259k ke\u00e7ib getdi \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n, S\u0259ssiz, s\u0259mirsiz, saralm\u0131\u015f otlar q\u0259d\u0259r izim qalmad\u0131 yurdumda. Bilirs\u0259n, qa\u00e7q\u0131nl\u0131q, m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r bir hissdir, onu ya\u015famayan adama, mahn\u0131 oxumaqla, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kl\u0259, \u015feir yazmaqla, hekay\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaqla anlatmaq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir. G\u0259r\u0259k insan \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131n. El\u0259 oldu ki, 27 ya\u015f\u0131mda olark\u0259n \u00a0 Z\u0259ng\u0259zuru, Urud k\u0259ndini itirdik. M\u0259nim d\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda h\u0259r \u015fey Z\u0259ng\u0259zurla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eeirl\u0259rimin ham\u0131s\u0131nda bir h\u0259sr\u0259t, bir a\u011fr\u0131, bir Urud d\u0259rdi, Z\u0259ng\u0259zur d\u0259rdi var. \u015eeirl\u0259rimd\u0259 Urud, \u0259slind\u0259, bizim itirilmi\u015f torpaqlar\u0131n obrazla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir simvoludur. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cU\u011furlu yol\u201d yazark\u0259n bizim k\u0259ndimiz haqq\u0131nda bel\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259tmi\u015fdi: \u201c\u0130ndi o k\u0259nd Musa Urudun \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u201d. \u00d6m\u00fcr qu\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259sit\u0259k onda s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz u\u00e7ub gedir ki, s\u0259n \u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 v\u0259 arzular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayan s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ib qurtar\u0131b. Tam s\u0259mimi deyir\u0259m, \u0259g\u0259r Qaraba\u011f hadis\u0259l\u0259ri olmasayd\u0131, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydi, bizim Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycandak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z itirilm\u0259s\u0259ydi, m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn, qa\u00e7q\u0131n dal\u011fas\u0131 yaranmasayd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, siyas\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim. Bir h\u0259kim kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259timi davam etdir\u0259c\u0259k, yarad\u0131c\u0131 insan kimi \u015feirl\u0259rimi yazacaqd\u0131m. Amma qu\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259sit\u0259k ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7di ki, bizim arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dik. Biz m\u0259cbur\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fayas\u0131 olduq. Y\u0259ni, zaman bizim ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi kimi, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Bu m\u0259nada s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz ke\u00e7ib getdi ki, ba\u015f\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131lara qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki\u2026 Sand\u0131qda qalan bir \u015feirim var:<\/p>\n<p>Torpaq can t\u0259\u015fn\u0259si \u2013 udur, doymay\u0131r<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131ya, yamana h\u00fcdud qoymay\u0131r<br \/>\nRaketl\u0259r g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 top-top oynay\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n is\u0259 qafiy\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDkvOTRlZTcyMDAtNDAxNC00MzU4LThjMWItOTlkYmFkZDRhMzYzLzVzNUplcWtLZlZZZlJKNDhnSThhV0YxdUxtMjh0SDlqZDlDYVJJbXcuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=f4c94970ae0d2259\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Y\u0259ni bu m\u0259nada arzular s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn axarla getmir, getm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 realla\u015fm\u0131r, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131rsan ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6t\u00fcb. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bunun bir t\u0259r\u0259fi yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Bir var qu\u015f k\u00f6lg\u0259sit\u0259k ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n, bir d\u0259 var ki, m\u00fch\u0259rriki xarab olmu\u015f vertolyot kimi yan\u0131nda f\u0131rlana v\u0259 s\u0259ni d\u0259 rahats\u0131z ed\u0259. Sual\u0131nda \u201c\u00c7ay da\u015flar\u0131\u201d il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259qam\u0131 da yax\u015f\u0131 tap\u0131bsan. M\u0259n Bazar\u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 da, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimd\u0259 d\u0259 tilovla bal\u0131q tutma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox xo\u015flayard\u0131m. Bazar\u00e7ay\u0131n suyu o q\u0259d\u0259r duru idi ki, x\u0131rda \u00e7ay bal\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n x\u0131rda \u00e7ay da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan nec\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcb getdiyinin \u015fahidi olurduq. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, o m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 oradan ir\u0259li g\u0259lib. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr el\u0259 ke\u00e7ib gedir, o \u00e7ay da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan he\u00e7 n\u0259 hiss ed\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u201cCo\u011frafiya d\u0259rsi\u201d \u015ferinizin giri\u015find\u0259 bir yer var ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 sanki iki q\u0259zet s\u0259hif\u0259sit\u0259k d\u0259rk ed\u0259n insan\u0131n v\u0259 al\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n insan sonradan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259rt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 o x\u0259rit\u0259 onun yadda\u015f\u0131nda tamamil\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olur. D\u00fcnyan\u0131 sonradan anlamaq Musa Urud \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? Bu \u015feirin timsal\u0131nda daha n\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz, sonra sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259rqli \u00a0m\u0259naland\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Bir \u015feirim var:<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya k\u00f6hn\u0259 komad\u0131r,<br \/>\nAy d\u0259d\u0259, kim kim\u0259dir.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcn ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259dir,<br \/>\nDo\u011fulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011frudan da, biz d\u00fcnyan\u0131 h\u0259r ya\u015fda bir c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. Amma bizim g\u00f6rm\u0259yimizd\u0259n, bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, d\u00fcnya tez-tez d\u0259yi\u015fir. X\u00fcsusil\u0259, m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m boyu. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, insanlar min ill\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131blar v\u0259 iki \u0259srin, iki minilliyinin qov\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Amma biz onlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck. \u0130kinci minillikd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc minilliy\u0259 ke\u00e7dik. 20-ci y\u00fczillikd\u0259n 21-ci y\u00fczilliy\u0259 ke\u00e7dik. Bu h\u0259yatda n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259dik? Bizim babalar\u0131m\u0131z, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimiz deyirdil\u0259r ki, ay bala, siz \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u00fcharib\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yibsiniz. Biz ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck. \u0130mperiyalar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck. \u0130\u015f\u011fal g\u00f6rd\u00fck, qa\u00e7q\u0131n, m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fck. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki, m\u00fcst\u0259qil d\u00f6vl\u0259timizi g\u00f6rd\u00fck. O \u015feir yaz\u0131lan vaxt m\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 idim. 20-22 ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 o c\u00fcr t\u0259svir edirdis\u0259, d\u00fcnya da \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015fdikc\u0259 bizi d\u0259 bu c\u00fcr d\u0259yi\u015fibs\u0259, bizd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olan bir \u015fey deyil. Amma \u0259n do\u011frusu, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn d\u0259rk etm\u0259kdi. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, biz \u00f6z fantaziyalar\u0131m\u0131zla d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvNDU4NmM4YTctZjBkZi00N2Y4LWE2OTAtM2JmMjg0YzMxNjRkLzNXd3l3MGtNbFlFSlYxVGdMWkMwZUJEN0UwQVQ0UVdjMTUwZlNJZkguanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=cd0b92a211583fa4\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u201cAlma a\u011fac\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131n\u0131zda \u00e7oxlu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc poetik tap\u0131nt\u0131lar var. Bu \u015feirl\u0259r daha \u00e7ox fikri poeziyad\u0131r, bu m\u0259qam\u0131 alaraq kitab\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 dil\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdiribsiniz, yoxsa&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Birinci n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259, o kitab\u0131n yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 haqda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Qara d\u0259niz \u0130qtisadi \u018fm\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q T\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131 Parlament Assambleyas\u0131 deyil\u0259n bir qurum var. Orda on \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6vl\u0259t t\u0259msil olunur. Qarda\u015f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 1992-ci ild\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015f bir t\u0259\u015fkilatd\u0131r. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan parlamentinin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259tinin \u00fczv\u00fc kimi t\u0259\u015fkilatda f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir\u0259m. Birinci n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259, bizim \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi \u015feirl\u0259r t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox itirir. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizim \u015feirin intonasiyas\u0131, v\u0259zni, qo\u015fma, qafiy\u0259 \u2013 bunlar ist\u0259nil\u0259n dild\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259d\u0259 itir. \u0130kinci t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, tutaq ki, \u015feir birba\u015fa Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259n ingilis v\u0259 ya rus dilin\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunur. O biri dill\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 ya ingilis, ya da rus dili \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n olur. Dem\u0259li, onda tamam it\u0259c\u0259k. Amma fikir he\u00e7 vaxt itmir. \u015eeirin d\u0259 m\u0259\u011fzind\u0259 fikir dayan\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n \u015feirin \u0259sas \u00a0qay\u0259si fikirdir. H\u0259m t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259si asan olmaq bax\u0131m\u0131ndan, h\u0259m d\u0259 itirilm\u0259m\u0259si bax\u0131m\u0131ndan o \u015feirl\u0259ri se\u00e7dim. H\u0259m d\u0259 qoy m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin parlamentaril\u0259ri oxuyanda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimizi d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Vladimir V\u0131sotski, Xose Martin, Federiko Qarsiya Lorka v\u0259 Marina Svetayeva v\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rinizi d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifi oldu\u011funuz kitaba daxil edibsiniz. Onlar tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli-f\u0259rqli \u015fairl\u0259rdir. Sizin onlara m\u00fcraci\u0259tinizin v\u0259 \u00fcmumi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q s\u0259ciyy\u0259nizin qay\u0259si n\u0259dir ki, bu \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri \u00e7evirdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; G\u0259nclik h\u0259yat\u0131m 80-ci ill\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf edib. V\u0131sotski g\u0259ncliyimizin kumiri idi. Mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u015eeirl\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc yaz\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 gitara il\u0259 oxuyurdu. H\u0259m d\u0259 o d\u00f6vr\u00fcn neqativl\u0259rini b\u00f6y\u00fck c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131. Bizim h\u0259r birimizin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 azadl\u0131q arzusu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 olub. O azadl\u0131q arzusuna, el\u0259 bil V\u0131sotskinin s\u0259si d\u0259 qat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O vaxt G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 onda ba\u015flad\u0131m. V\u0131sotskini t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun ruhunda ya\u015famal\u0131san. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdiyi \u015fairin ruhunu ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259tirik t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 il\u0259 poetik t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 tamam f\u0259rqlidir. Ondan sonra alt\u0131 ay gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz V\u0131sotskinin diskl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131m. Art\u0131q sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259tinin sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru idi. Onun haqq\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, kitabxanalardan tap\u0131b oxudum. \u015eeirl\u0259rini, \u201cD\u00f6rd \u00e7\u0259r\u0259k yol\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fctali\u0259 etdim. Alt\u0131 aydan sonra i\u00e7im\u0259 bir V\u0131sotskilik \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, bir o qald\u0131 ki, gitaran\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/cdn.oxu.az\/uploads\/W1siZiIsIjIwMjIvMDUvMjgvMjAvMTIvMDgvNzcwZWJjM2EtMjBjNi00YzExLTk4MjQtMWEwMjBiMzQ5YTEwL1NlRDBNRW94RjJxSnNxYXZyd0FiVE1vdWxoUUhRU1JwUk5FZjhobWEuanBnIl0sWyJwIiwiZW5jb2RlIiwianBnIiwiLXF1YWxpdHkgODAiXSxbInAiLCJ0aHVtYiIsIjU5MHg1OTBcdTAwM2UiXV0?sha=51d5194f9a6ad40a\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Lorkadan t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259r nec\u0259 \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldi?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Nizami Ayd\u0131n m\u0259nim dostum idi. Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 tank\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 yanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nizami Lorkan\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. Biz g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z Lorkan\u0131 sevirdik. Amma rus dilind\u0259 oxuyurduq. Nizami Ayd\u0131n dedi ki, ispan dilini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m v\u0259 Lorkan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. O vaxt dil \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259. Moskva televiziyas\u0131 h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 yar\u0131m saat ispan dili d\u0259rsi verirdi. Ona bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 bir d\u0259 bir s\u00f6zl\u00fck tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onu oxuyurdu. Sonra ispancadan bir-iki \u015feiri t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd etmi\u015fdi. Nizami 92-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259lak oldu. V\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bir v\u0259fa borcu kimi hesab etdim ki, dostumun bu arzusunu yerin\u0259 yetirim. Amma bu t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox ruhuma yatan Marina Svetayevadan etdikl\u0259rimdir. Svetayeva b\u00f6y\u00fck bir tale \u015fairidir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n talesiz insanlar\u0131ndan biridir. M\u0259n dey\u0259rdim, t\u0259kc\u0259 rus \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnya qad\u0131n \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259l\u00e7atmaz bir zirv\u0259dir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim ilk ixtisas\u0131m\u0131n psixo-nevroloq olmas\u0131 onu d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rk etm\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, onun m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259ri var ki, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259k olar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eair, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Musa Urudun bu yax\u0131nlarda 60 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu. Musa m\u00fc\u0259llimin, son d\u00f6n\u0259m iki \u015feir kitab\u0131 \u00e7ap olunub. Onlardan biri \u201cAlma a\u011fac\u0131\u201d, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 \u201cPay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi\u201ddir. Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0Kaspi\u00a0q\u0259zetinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131\u00a0\u015fairl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yubiley ilinin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, yeni poetik \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri, kitablar\u0131 x\u00fcsusunda s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fib: &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259rinizin birind\u0259 deyirsiniz ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim arzular q\u0259biristan\u0131d\u0131r, ondan da dirilik umuram h\u0259l\u0259. \u00c7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z arzular siz\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259r yazd\u0131r\u0131b. Sizc\u0259, \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z arzulara g\u00f6r\u0259 hans\u0131 yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u201c\u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rinizi\u201d qurban veribsiniz? &#8211; \u015eairin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir v\u0259 bu yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atan arzular, el\u0259 bil s\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 pill\u0259l\u0259rdir.&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":480333,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/TietNiSZfykbgOEsEueuSVI2p9FGlDA6POsCYvvv-1.jpg",620,413,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?cat=1\" rel=\"category\">C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u015eair, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Musa Urudun bu yax\u0131nlarda 60 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu. Musa m\u00fc\u0259llimin, son d\u00f6n\u0259m iki \u015feir kitab\u0131 \u00e7ap olunub. Onlardan biri \u201cAlma a\u011fac\u0131\u201d, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 \u201cPay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi\u201ddir. Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0Kaspi\u00a0q\u0259zetinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131\u00a0\u015fairl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yubiley ilinin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, yeni poetik \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri, kitablar\u0131 x\u00fcsusunda s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fib: &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259rinizin birind\u0259 deyirsiniz ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim arzular q\u0259biristan\u0131d\u0131r, ondan da dirilik&hellip;","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480332"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=480332"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480332\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/480333"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=480332"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=480332"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=480332"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}