{"id":485614,"date":"2022-06-15T09:13:49","date_gmt":"2022-06-15T06:13:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=485614"},"modified":"2022-06-15T09:13:49","modified_gmt":"2022-06-15T06:13:49","slug":"inanmaq-muq%c9%99dd%c9%99sdir-dostum-da-o-bibiy%c9%99-inanirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=485614","title":{"rendered":"\u0130nanmaq m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir, dostum da o bibiy\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u015e\u0259hriyar Del Gerani yaz\u0131r…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130nanma\u011fa dair…<\/p>\n

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Deyir\u0259m, inam hissi \u0259n t\u0259m\u0259l hissdir. \u0130namdan \u00fcst\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu fani d\u00fcnyada. H\u0259r \u015fey inanmaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u0130nsani m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u0259n k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 inam dayan\u0131r. Bir az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k bu haqda, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 detal\u0131 yazacam.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox adam f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyil inam hissinin. Amma \u0259linizi \u00fcr\u0259yinizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyun v\u0259 ucadan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn: Ax\u0131ra q\u0259d\u0259r inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r var h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda? Cavabdan sars\u0131lmay\u0131n. Bir, ya iki? O da ola, ya olmaya.<\/p>\n

\u018fn ali varl\u0131qlardan tutmu\u015f, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin b\u0259tnind\u0259 inanmaq dayan\u0131r. Allah da, dostluq da, sevgi d\u0259, ail\u0259 d\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131 inama ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Bir m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 ki inam itdi, v\u0259ssalam, bitdi dem\u0259k. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, inand\u0131m ki, he\u00e7 yox imi\u015f fanid\u0259n aman.<\/p>\n

Allaha inanmad\u0131nsa, s\u0259nin Allah\u0131n deyil. Atana inanmad\u0131nsa, \u00f6vlad\u0131 deyils\u0259n. Anana inanmad\u0131nsa, anan deyil. Dostuna inanmad\u0131nsa, dostu deyils\u0259n. Sevgilin\u0259 inanmad\u0131nsa, sevgilin deyil, \u00f6vlad\u0131na inanmad\u0131nsa, balan deyil. \u0130nam yoxdursa, he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur dem\u0259k. \u0130nam it\u0259rs\u0259, insan da bit\u0259r, t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259r, m\u0259hv olar b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r. \u0130nam bizim i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizdir. \u0130nam\u0131 itmi\u015f insan \u0259l havas\u0131na ya\u015fayar \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc. \u0130nam\u0131n itm\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli he\u00e7 n\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s, inanmaq nec\u0259 ba\u015f verir?<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, ilkin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat \u0259n m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratd\u0131r. Olsun. Di g\u0259l, hissl\u0259r, duy\u011fular d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilir ax\u0131 zamanla. Vaxt ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 ba\u015f verir v\u0259 inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n adam\u0131n mahiyy\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 inam\u0131n sars\u0131l\u0131r. Yaxud, tam t\u0259rsi, zamanla kim\u0259s\u0259 inam\u0131n art\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 var he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259d\u0259n inanmaq. Ruhani bir n\u0259sn\u0259dir bu. El\u0259 adam olur, ilk \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259n ona b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259lbinl\u0259 inan\u0131rsan. Sanki Allah qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r, ona inan dey\u0259. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r zaman ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f vers\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ona inanmaqda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fru se\u00e7im etmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, insan inanmaq ist\u0259diyin\u0259 inanar ad\u0259t\u0259n. \u0130nanmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259ni he\u00e7 bir m\u0259ntiql\u0259, he\u00e7 bir isbatla, he\u00e7 bir intellektual ayinl\u0259rl\u0259 inand\u0131ra bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. \u0130nanmaq q\u0259lb i\u015fidir. \u00c7ox adam el\u0259 bilir inanmaq a\u011f\u0131l i\u015fidir, amma el\u0259 deyil. A\u011fl\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc kor olur. \u0130nsan \u0259n \u00e7ox a\u011fl\u0131yla inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda yan\u0131l\u0131r. \u0130nanmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, q\u0259lbinl\u0259 inanacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Deyim ki, inams\u0131zl\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r travmad\u0131r. \u0130nsan beyni inams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 bir zaman unutmur. \u0130nam bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r, x\u0259b\u0259riniz olsun. Bir insana ki birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 inanmad\u0131n, bir insan ki inam\u0131n\u0131 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 sars\u0131td\u0131, gerisi t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat. M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil onu b\u0259rpa etm\u0259k. Dem\u0259li, bizim \u015f\u00fcurumuz yox, \u015f\u00fcuralt\u0131m\u0131z inamla kodla\u015f\u0131b. \u0130nsan z\u0259kas\u0131 acizdir o inams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259rpa etm\u0259kd\u0259. Buradan da bel\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirik ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 inam q\u0259lb i\u015fi imi\u015f, a\u011f\u0131l i\u015fi deyilmi\u015f. Amma a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 insanlar he\u00e7 vaxt inam hissini t\u0259rk etm\u0259zl\u0259r. N\u0259 olursa olsun, n\u0259 ba\u015f verirs\u0259 versin, yen\u0259 d\u0259 inanma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u0130nams\u0131zl\u0131q virusunu beynin\u0259 tan\u0131td\u0131rd\u0131nsa, \u0259zablar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulacaqsan zaman-zaman.<\/p>\n

\u018fks\u0259riyy\u0259t sad\u0259l\u00f6vh olmaqdan qorxur. Amma sad\u0259l\u00f6vh olmaqdan qorxma\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdur. Adam el\u0259 sad\u0259l\u00f6vh olar \u0259slind\u0259. F\u0131r\u0131ldaq\u00e7\u0131 olub aldatmaqdansa, sad\u0259l\u00f6vh ol, aldan. Aldanmaq insan\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc edir. Aldanmaqda h\u0259yat var, aldatmaqda pu\u00e7luq. H\u0259yat aldan\u0131\u015flardan ibar\u0259tdir. Kim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l aldatsa, kim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259nal\u0131 aldan\u0131\u015fa qurban vers\u0259, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259r\u0259hli ya\u015fayacaq. Aldanmaqda fayda var. Aldanmaqdan qorxma.<\/p>\n

Afrikada bir dostum ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u00d6lk\u0259nin v\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131ram ki, pis ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rl\u0259r, yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmaz. H\u0259m d\u0259 etik deyil. \u018fsas olan hadis\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. Deyirl\u0259r, yolu a\u011f\u0131l se\u00e7ir, irad\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirir, inam is\u0259 h\u0259min se\u00e7diyin yola i\u015f\u0131q sal\u0131r. Dem\u0259k, inams\u0131z insan yol ged\u0259 bilm\u0259z, azar, qaranl\u0131qda qalar, \u00fcr\u0259yi partlayar, \u00f6l\u0259r. \u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inananda risk\u0259 getm\u0259kd\u0259n v\u0259 yeni imtahanlarda s\u0131nanmaqdan qorxmaz. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259inam xo\u015fb\u0259xt v\u0259 u\u011furlu bir h\u0259yat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rin \u0259n vacibidir. B\u0259xtin iki \u00f6vlad\u0131 olub, deyirl\u0259r: Biri \u0130nam, o biri is\u0259 \u00dcmid. \u0130nam v\u0259 \u00fcmid olan yerd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik olar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. N\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 inand\u0131qda v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 insan xariq\u0259l\u0259r yaratma\u011fa qadirdir. Onu deyirdim, dostum Afrikada ya\u015fay\u0131r. Afrikan\u0131n el\u0259 bir \u00f6lk\u0259sidir ki, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z dey\u0259ni qulaq e\u015fitmir. H\u0131r z\u0131ra qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, z\u0131r h\u0131ra. M\u0259qs\u0259d d\u0259 poz\u011funlu\u011fun t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259sini yaratmaqd\u0131r. C\u0259miyy\u0259t o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131b ki, normal bir adekvat adam tap\u0131b s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n deyir dostum. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n iraq, bildiyiniz v\u0259 bilm\u0259diyiniz b\u00fct\u00fcn pislikl\u0259r yeridilib zehinl\u0259r\u0259, z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nib b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, bel\u0259 bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin d\u0259 el\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri var, h\u0259tta Allah bel\u0259 unudub oralar\u0131. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259 narkotik sat\u0131lan, bu murdar ticar\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259 birba\u015fa polisin n\u0259zar\u0259t etdiyi, narkotacirl\u0259ri d\u0259 polisin himay\u0259 etdiyi bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, Allah uzaq el\u0259sin, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fcnyada bel\u0259 yerl\u0259r var v\u0259 bel\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verir.<\/p>\n

Bir daha deyir\u0259m, hans\u0131sa ikinci, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc imperiyalar\u0131n k\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirib manqurta \u00e7evirm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi bir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. M\u0259nim bu bin\u0259va dostum da gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b oralara. N\u0259 dey\u0259k? Taleyin i\u015fi. Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olsun.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259li, h\u0259min bu Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olmu\u015f bin\u0259va dostum, h\u0259min o barbar \u00f6lk\u0259nin manqurtlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 bir t\u0259\u015fkilat yarad\u0131b. T\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n t\u0259yinat\u0131 is\u0259 bel\u0259dir: U\u015faqlar v\u0259 yeniyetm\u0259l\u0259ri z\u0259r\u0259rli v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rmaq, sa\u011flam h\u0259yata, idmana c\u0259lb etm\u0259k, seminarlar t\u0259\u015fkil edib pulsuz pe\u015f\u0259 t\u0259drisl\u0259ri verm\u0259k, intellektual klublar yarad\u0131b c\u0259miyy\u0259ti maarifl\u0259ndirm\u0259k, g\u00fcl\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc, b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131raca\u011f\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t yaratmaq. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259tim t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u0130lahi, insan reall\u0131q hissini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r itirm\u0259lidir ki, bel\u0259 \u201cd\u00fc\u015f\u00fck i\u015fl\u0259r\u201dl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olsun el\u0259 bir bamb\u0131l\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259. Sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, yox, dostum \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu i\u015f\u0259 b\u0259rk inand\u0131r\u0131b. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m da g\u0259ldi. M\u00fcdrik adam olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirsiniz. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 dostuma izah etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259 bel\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 yorma, pu\u00e7dur, heyifs\u0259n. S\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k, ba\u015f\u0131pozuq, k\u00f6k\u00fcbilinm\u0259z bir Afrika \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259 manqurtlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri sakinl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259falar \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n? Nuh dedi, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r dem\u0259di. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm yox, art\u0131q \u00e7ox gecdir. Onu da sel apar\u0131b. Ba\u015f qo\u015fmad\u0131m. Amma bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn fikrimi m\u0259\u015f\u011ful etdi bu olay. Ey dad-bidad, bir d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131m \u00f6z hal\u0131ma, \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259, \u00f6z g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131ma. Guya m\u0259nim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm i\u015fl\u0259rin ad\u0131 n\u0259dir? D\u00fcnya d\u0259ng\u0259sinin bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 m\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oluram? Kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r, yaz\u0131-pozu, m\u0259nalar, m\u0259ntiql\u0259r, \u0259xlaqlar, \u0259dal\u0259tl\u0259r v\u0259 bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n bu kimi zir-zibill\u0259r kimin n\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir indiki d\u00f6vrd\u0259? Baxd\u0131m ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc buna inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. Baxd\u0131m ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bel\u0259 aldatm\u0131\u015fam. Yad\u0131ma h\u0259min o m\u0259\u015fhur prit\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bilirsiniz, amma xat\u0131rlamaqda da fayda olmam\u0131\u015f deyildir.<\/p>\n

Deyir, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r mahalda \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131, \u00e7ox n\u0259cib, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qda v\u0259 n\u0259ciblikd\u0259 ad \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f bir f\u0259qirin evi yan\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t hissi olan insanlar h\u0259r\u0259si bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. Yek\u0259, \u00e7ox yek\u0259, yalan olmas\u0131n e\u015f\u015f\u0259k boyda bir qar\u011fa da oturubmu\u015f budaqda, seyr edirmi\u015f olanlar\u0131. Qar\u011fa g\u00f6r\u00fcr h\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcm bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259 gedib yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n su g\u0259tirir, bir dimdik suyu at\u0131r alova, qay\u0131d\u0131r, yen\u0259 g\u0259lir, yen\u0259 gedir, bir d\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r, bir d\u0259 gedir, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, girinc qal\u0131b odla su aras\u0131nda. Bunu g\u00f6rc\u0259k qar\u011fa s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r buda\u011f\u0131na, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib deyir, ay h\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcm s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259, n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l qatm\u0131san, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fckl\u00fck el\u0259yirs\u0259n ortal\u0131qda? S\u0259nin g\u0259tirdiyin bir dimdik su o boyda yan\u011f\u0131na n\u0259 ed\u0259sidir ki? S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bi olur o d\u0259md\u0259, g\u0259rginlik d\u0259 bir yandan, qan-t\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259, cin vurur t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259, qay\u0131d\u0131r ki, ay qar\u011fa, \u0259vv\u0259la d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck s\u0259ns\u0259n, s\u0259nin d\u0259d\u0259ndi, lap el\u0259 \u0259cdad\u0131nd\u0131r! \u0130kincisi, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m g\u0259tirdiyim o bir dimdik suyla o boyda alov s\u00f6n\u0259si deyil, sad\u0259c\u0259, evi yanan o f\u0259qir yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259cib adamd\u0131r, o evl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r onun h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi yan\u0131r. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015f vermi\u015f b\u0259db\u0259xt bir hadis\u0259y\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259timi bildirir\u0259m sad\u0259c\u0259. S\u0259n oturub mar\u0131tlay\u0131rsan, m\u0259n is\u0259 su da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram \u00f6z \u00e7ap\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

Bu prit\u00e7an\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131q ki, biz v\u0259 bizim kimi insanlar da bel\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, faydal\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259timizi bildiririk \u0259slind\u0259. Bu da bizim m\u00f6vqeyimizdir, bu da bizim inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yoldur. Bu da bizim aldan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u018fsas olan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259yl\u0259 aldatmaq deyil, \u0259sas olan n\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 inanmaqd\u0131r. \u018fsas olan h\u0259min inam\u0131n s\u0259ni ya\u015fatmas\u0131d\u0131r. El\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r olub ki, o c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259qiq\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b sonra yazm\u0131\u015fam. El\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 olub, yazm\u0131\u015fam, daha sonra h\u0259qiq\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fam. Ya da he\u00e7 \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015fam. Bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259 bel\u0259dir, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259z idim bu bar\u0259d\u0259. Amma son vaxtlar m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat bir c\u00fcml\u0259nin h\u0259qiq\u0259tind\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r. Ola bilsin s\u0259n hadis\u0259ni bir c\u00fcml\u0259yl\u0259 ifad\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. S\u00f6z\u00fc bil\u0259n adam, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti bil\u0259n adam, i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn inanc\u0131 olan adam s\u0259ni h\u0259min o bir c\u00fcml\u0259nd\u0259n tan\u0131yar. Bu d\u00fcnyada \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan, yaz\u0131-pozudan savay\u0131 tutunacaq bir \u015feyl\u0259ri olmayan adamlar \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu h\u0259min o birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259nin \u0259siri olar. Onsuz da bu q\u0259rib bin\u0259valar\u0131 ayaqda saxlayacaq savay\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bunu: \u0130ki vur iki d\u00f6rd edirs\u0259 – riyaziyyatd\u0131r, be\u015f edirs\u0259 – \u0259d\u0259biyyat, yox el\u0259 iki olaraq qal\u0131rsa – h\u0259yat! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bizim kimi adamlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259yatdan qa\u00e7ar, riyaziyyat\u0131 danar, \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan is\u0259 \u00f6z ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini alar, \u0259d\u0259biyyata s\u0131\u011f\u0131narlar.<\/p>\n

Adamlar\u0131 bir c\u00fcml\u0259sind\u0259n tan\u0131maq olur. Bunu yuxar\u0131da demi\u015fdim…<\/p>\n

\u0130nanmaqdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Q\u0259l\u0259m dostlar\u0131m\u0131zdan biri m\u00f6hk\u0259m x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. X\u0259b\u0259r tutdum ki, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yerl\u0259\u015fdirirl\u0259r. Getdim. Dig\u0259r dostlar da x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n giri\u015find\u0259 var-g\u0259l edirdil\u0259r. Palataya qalxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn lifti \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, liftd\u0259 tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 olan bibiyl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. Bibi soru\u015fdu ki, ay o\u011ful, siz ham\u0131n\u0131z \u015fairsiniz? Dedim, b\u0259li, bibican, nec\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259m? Siz d\u0259 yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Dedi, yox, ay o\u011ful, m\u0259n Yusif V\u0259zir \u00c7\u0259m\u0259nz\u0259minlinin qohumuyam, o x\u0259st\u0259 o\u011flana da dedim bayaq…<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim palataya. Bibi d\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Acl\u0131\u011f\u0131-susuzlu\u011fu varm\u0131 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum dostumdan. \u00c7ay olsayd\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131 dedi. Bu d\u0259m bibi \u2013 \u201cTefal g\u0259tirm\u0259misiniz ki?!\u201d – dey\u0259 reaksiya verdi. Dedim, bibi, narahat olma, sabah g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yik, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, birc\u0259 bu g\u00fcnl\u00fck siz \u00e7ay\u0131 k\u0259m eyl\u0259m\u0259yin. M\u0259n bibiyl\u0259 bu ki\u00e7icik dialoqda ik\u0259n dostum x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u0259siyl\u0259 m\u0259hz bel\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259di: “\u015eair, narahat olma e, bibi \u00c7\u0259m\u0259nz\u0259minlinin qohumudur…\u201d<\/p>\n

H\u0259, d\u00fcz fikirl\u0259\u015fdiniz, el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 onu deyirdim. X\u0259st\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m dostumuzun h\u0259min vaxt h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n, tibb uzmanlar\u0131ndan, dava-d\u0259rmanlardan daha \u00e7ox inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hz h\u0259min o bibiydi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, bibi \u00c7\u0259m\u0259nz\u0259minlinin qohumuydu. O, dostumuzu \u00e7ays\u0131z qoymazd\u0131. Laz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259, lap el\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 edib sa\u011faldard\u0131 da. \u00c7\u00fcnki bibinin zat\u0131nda \u0259d\u0259biyyat vard\u0131. Dostum buna inanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 bir abzasda c\u00fcml\u0259nin h\u0259qiq\u0259tind\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Q\u0259l\u0259m dostumun n\u0259 o hadis\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 o hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir c\u00fcml\u0259yl\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259qiq ifad\u0259 el\u0259diyini g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

\u0130nam hissind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u0130nanmaq m\u00fcbar\u0259k duy\u011fudur. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir-birinizi inand\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259tta dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131z yalan olsa bel\u0259, inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olun. Vacib olan t\u0259qdimatd\u0131r. \u018fn az\u0131 bu yalan d\u00fcnyaya tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z q\u0259d\u0259r inan\u0131n bir-biriniz\u0259. Amma h\u0259ssas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 aldatmay\u0131n bir-birinizi. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, adam\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259n, adam\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fladan aldanmaq deyil, adam\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259n, adam\u0131n atas\u0131na od qoyan odur ki, bir d\u0259 inanmaq olmur. \u0130nam bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. Bir adama \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259mi birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 inan\u0131rsan. Bir adama iki d\u0259f\u0259 inanmaq sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. \u0130nam\u0131n t\u0259krar\u0131 olmur…<\/p>\n

\u0130nan v\u0259 ya\u015fa. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l aldat, g\u00f6z\u0259l inand\u0131r. Reall\u0131q hissini itirmirik \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. \u018fn vacib m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bu ki, bir g\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n, lap \u0259slind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc inand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feyl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir yalan imi\u015f. Bax, ger\u00e7\u0259k h\u0259yat h\u0259min o m\u0259\u015fum g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ba\u015flay\u0131r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn do\u011fulursan \u00f6z h\u0259qiq\u0259tind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dim bir \u0259satir\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 uca Qaf da\u011f\u0131nda Simurq adl\u0131 bir qu\u015f ya\u015fayarm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 o, \u0259b\u0259di odlar il\u0259 yanarm\u0131\u015f. Yanarm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 sonra da \u00f6z k\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n yenid\u0259n, yenid\u0259n yaranarm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130nanmaq da bel\u0259dir. \u0130nanmaq \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z k\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n yenid\u0259n-yenid\u0259n yaratmaqd\u0131r h\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015e\u0259hriyar Del Gerani yaz\u0131r… \u0130nanma\u011fa dair… Deyir\u0259m, inam hissi \u0259n t\u0259m\u0259l hissdir. \u0130namdan \u00fcst\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu fani d\u00fcnyada. H\u0259r \u015fey inanmaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u0130nsani m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u0259n k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 inam dayan\u0131r. Bir az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k bu haqda, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 detal\u0131 yazacam. \u00c7ox adam f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyil inam hissinin. Amma \u0259linizi \u00fcr\u0259yinizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyun v\u0259 ucadan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn: Ax\u0131ra q\u0259d\u0259r inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r var h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda? Cavabdan sars\u0131lmay\u0131n. Bir, ya iki? O da ola, ya olmaya. \u018fn ali varl\u0131qlardan tutmu\u015f, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin b\u0259tnind\u0259 inanmaq dayan\u0131r. Allah da, dostluq da, sevgi d\u0259, ail\u0259 d\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131 inama…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":485615,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/FotoJet-72-1.jpg",620,413,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u015e\u0259hriyar Del Gerani yaz\u0131r… \u0130nanma\u011fa dair… Deyir\u0259m, inam hissi \u0259n t\u0259m\u0259l hissdir. \u0130namdan \u00fcst\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu fani d\u00fcnyada. H\u0259r \u015fey inanmaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u0130nsani m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u0259n k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 inam dayan\u0131r. Bir az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k bu haqda, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 detal\u0131 yazacam. \u00c7ox adam f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyil inam hissinin. Amma \u0259linizi \u00fcr\u0259yinizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyun v\u0259 ucadan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn: Ax\u0131ra…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485614"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=485614"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485614\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/485615"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=485614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=485614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=485614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}