H\u0259yat bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir yenilik, yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma, yeni tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q yaz\u0131b. Biz d\u0259 bu yenilikl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259riyind\u0259 biz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 pis g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 varsa onun t\u0259sirini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, b\u0259z\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b yaxa qurtarma\u011fa, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq o yeniliyin yan\u0131nda qalma\u011fa can at\u0131r\u0131q. Biz\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi qida ver\u0259n bu yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar sanki ill\u0259rdir varm\u0131\u015f kimi do\u011fmal\u0131q hissini verir.<\/p>\n
Nail N\u0259vai m\u0259nim yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131mdan biridir. Onu sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259li k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m, q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 ruhuma g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 varsa yeni k\u0259\u015ffim kimi q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. Onu ilk olaraq payla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feiri il\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. Ruhu ruhuma xitab etdi v\u0259 s\u0259hif\u0259sin\u0259 ke\u00e7id ald\u0131m. Bir, iki dey\u0259rk\u0259n bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131m ki, az qala b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259hif\u0259sini ara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. \u015eeirl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ayd\u0131n fikirl\u0259rin\u0259 calad\u0131 m\u0259ni. \u0130nnovativ fikirli, m\u00fcasir Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259nci. D\u00fcnyaya bax\u0131\u015f\u0131, h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si, hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yana\u015fma prizmas\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259xas fikirl\u0259ri diqq\u0259timi c\u0259lb etdi. Onu daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131maq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
Hac\u0131yev Nail N\u0259vai o\u011flu 1996- c\u0131 ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n dilb\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n olan Ordubad rayonunun Tivi k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Da\u011fl\u0131q \u0259razid\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bu k\u0259ndin f\u00fcsunkar t\u0259bi\u0259ti, t\u0259bi\u0259ti q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olan insanlar\u0131 var. Bu k\u0259ndin sakinl\u0259ri mehriban, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f v\u0259 eyni zamanda, z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015fdirl\u0259r. Nail d\u0259 bel\u0259 ail\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birinin \u00a0\u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131 Hac\u0131yev N\u0259vai, anas\u0131 Hac\u0131yeva Kifayy\u0259t iki o\u011ful \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131n t\u0259ri il\u0259 qazand\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb. Ondan bir ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck olan qarda\u015f\u0131 Baba\u0259mir v\u0259 Nail sevgi dolu bir ail\u0259nin b\u0259hr\u0259sidir. Nailin s\u0259hh\u0259tind\u0259ki pobleml\u0259ri ilk \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259ri andan \u00a0h\u0259ll etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ail\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni \u0259sirg\u0259mir. \u0130st\u0259r \u00f6lk\u0259 daxilind\u0259, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259si davam etdirilir. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u0259m\u0259liyyatlar, apar\u0131lan m\u00fcalic\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn onun daha yaxs\u0131 olma\u011fa do\u011fru apar\u0131r. Nails\u0259 z\u0259if fiziki v\u00fccudunda he\u00e7 kimin t\u0259xmin etm\u0259diyi bir g\u00fccl\u00fc, m\u00fcbariz, inancl\u0131 ruh b\u0259sl\u0259yir. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r\u0259 baxmayaraq he\u00e7 vaxt h\u0259yat e\u015fqini, ya\u015fay\u0131b yaratmaq ruhunu \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259slim etmir.<\/p>\n
O, 2005-ci ild\u0259 M. K\u0259rimov ad\u0131na Tivi k\u0259nd tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259binin birinci sinifin\u0259 gedir. Onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq atas\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 apar\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 bu Nailin x\u0259yal\u0131nda qurdu\u011fu v\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi arzular\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c n\u00f6qt\u0259si idi. Bu n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 kimi bu g\u0259nc ki\u00e7icik \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015fam, ayaqda qalma v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 layiqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ayaqda qalma m\u00fcbariz\u0259si aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir n\u00f6v \u201cm\u0259\u015fql\u0259r\u201d aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Amma indi art\u0131q o bu m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 rinqin tam m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O rinq\u0259 onu atas\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutaraq g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi onu. Ancaq indi o g\u00fcv\u0259n ver\u0259n \u0259li Nail \u00f6z\u00fc buraxmal\u0131 idi. O, ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lbinin ya\u015fam sevgisi v\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox ir\u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fchakim\u0259si il\u0259 q\u0259rar verdi, el\u0259 o \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259b pill\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259. N\u0259 olursa olsun g\u00fcc tap\u0131b bu yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259li, d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 bel\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 qalxmal\u0131 idi. Qalxmaq demi\u015fk\u0259n bunu ona atas\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131\u015fda pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ox olub, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 yara al\u0131b,amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi yoluma davam etmi\u015f\u0259m. Y\u0131x\u0131landa t\u0259k qalxma\u011f\u0131 atam \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015fdi m\u0259n\u0259.Bir g\u00fcn ail\u0259ml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259mgild\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q. Yanl\u0131\u015f xat\u0131rlam\u0131ramsa pay\u0131z idi, havada olduqca soyuq oldu\u011fundan g\u0259ldiyimiz yolla deyil,yolu q\u0131saltmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox da \u0259lveri\u015fli olmayan yolla qay\u0131tmal\u0131 olduq. Yolda ged\u0259rk\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck bir da\u015fa ili\u015fdirib y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. Ovuc i\u00e7l\u0259rimi v\u0259 dizl\u0259rimi yaralanm\u0131\u015f, y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259ns\u0259 qalxa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m, sonra anam qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da atam icaz\u0259 verm\u0259di, burax\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc qalxacaq dey\u0259 onlar\u0131 yan\u0131mdan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. O g\u00fcn a\u011fl\u0131mda m\u0259ni uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t narahat ed\u0259n bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 yarand\u0131. Atam\u0131n m\u0259ni sevm\u0259diyini bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 etdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Zaman n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259n\u0259 bunun tam \u0259ksini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. (R\u0259ngli x\u0259yallar kitab\u0131ndan)<\/p>\n
S\u0259hh\u0259tind\u0259ki probleml\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar olaraq t\u0259hsilini yaln\u0131z 9-cu sinif\u0259 kimi davam etdir\u0259 bilir. Lakin bu onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir son deyildi. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na m\u0259qs\u0259d qoyur v\u0259 \u0259zm g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k 2019-cu ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van Musiqi Kollecin\u0259 q\u0259bul olur. \u00a0T\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131, inovativ d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 n\u0259inki m\u00fc\u0259llim, h\u0259m\u00e7inin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 kontingentinin d\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Naill\u0259 ilk qiyabi tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuzda o, m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ni tan\u0131maq ist\u0259yirsinizs\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifi oldu\u011fum \u201cR\u0259ngli x\u0259yallar\u201d kitab\u0131m\u0131 oxuyun, o m\u0259ni siz\u0259 anladacaq demi\u015fdi. Onu tan\u0131maq ist\u0259yirdim v\u0259 bu kitab m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. \u0130lk f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259 kitab\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259 edib oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ki\u00e7ik bir kitab\u0131n g\u0259nc bir insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131ndan v\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya, h\u0259yata yana\u015fma prizmas\u0131ndan bu q\u0259d\u0259r dol\u011fun b\u0259hs ed\u0259c\u0259yi, etdiyim t\u0259hminin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 idi. \u00dcst\u0259lik\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llif is\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi. Nail a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259sdiyi zamandan etibar\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259nara burax\u0131b, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayan u\u015faqlardan olub. H\u0259r ist\u0259diyini ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb, ail\u0259nin dig\u0259r f\u0259rdl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259ndiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kl\u0259 d\u0259 qalm\u0131r bunlar\u0131n s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinlikd\u0259 bir add\u0131m daha b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Onunla \u0259yani tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k n\u0259sib oldu. Yax\u015f\u0131 da ki, oldu. Yan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m onun haqq\u0131nda olan fikirl\u0259rimd\u0259. S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u00e7ox s\u0259mimi ke\u00e7di. Dem\u0259k olar ki, bir \u00e7ox sah\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Nailin h\u0259r sah\u0259d\u0259n kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259lumatl\u0131 olmas\u0131, maddi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259xas yana\u015fma t\u0259rzi v\u0259 analiz etm\u0259 bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevindirirdi. Bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sabaha, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ox faydal\u0131 olacaq bir ruhun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdum. B\u0259z\u0259n qeyri-ixtiyari onun parlaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0259yah\u0259t edirdim fikr\u0259n. Sevgi dolu bir \u00fcr\u0259k, inam dolu bir t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr sahibi bir g\u0259nc yazard\u0131r Nail. Fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapa bil\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259qamlar, \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 insan\u0131n ruhunu ox\u015faya bil\u0259c\u0259yi n\u00fcanslar yet\u0259rinc\u0259dir.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n, b\u0259li, s\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131nda bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 olsun dey\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n? H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n sevgi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n? \u00dcmidi olmayan birinin s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid olmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ni yarat, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z q\u0259lbind\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rini b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb ba\u015fqalar\u0131na \u00fcmid ol. S\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 ruhunun qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
m\u0259hv et. Amma \u0259sla g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu h\u0259yatda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r yox, k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 inad g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa inad sevib, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 inad ya\u015fayanlar qalibdir, unutma. (\u201cR\u0259ngli x\u0259yallar\u201d kitab\u0131ndan)<\/p>\n
B\u0259li, Nail bu g\u00fcn Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Republikas\u0131nda m\u00f6vcud olan ali t\u0259hsil ocaqlar\u0131nda, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 dig\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u0259pkili t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 tez-tez i\u015ftirak edir. O, bu t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin bir \u00e7oxunda sad\u0259c\u0259 i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131 kimi deyil, eyni zamanda, motivasiya xarakterli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015fdir. Bu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqan, ayd\u0131n fikirli Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259nci \u00a0c\u0259miyy\u0259timizin fiziki m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rinin d\u0259yi\u015film\u0259si y\u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 etdiyi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k birin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib art\u0131q. O, fiziki m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli birini c\u0259miyy\u0259tin tam m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 g\u0259tirilm\u0259sinin, onun bilik v\u0259 bacar\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alaraq, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 qazanmaq y\u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edilm\u0259sinin t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r bu bel\u0259 olarsa, o zaman bel\u0259 insanlar\u0131m\u0131z he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 inteqrasiya ed\u0259r, \u00f6z fiziki m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tl\u0259rinin yan\u0131s\u0131ra \u0259qli \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259rini d\u0259 a\u015far v\u0259 h\u0259yata\u00a0 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk sar\u0131lar. Ax\u0131 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ng\u0259l el\u0259 bizim beynimizd\u0259 yaranan \u0259ng\u0259ldir. H\u0259tta d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n sa\u011flam v\u00fccudunda bel\u0259 sa\u011flam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li beyin yoxdursa, v\u00fccudunun ona he\u00e7 bir faydas\u0131 olmaz. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimiz is\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 biz\u0259 tabe olar, \u0259g\u0259r ist\u0259rs\u0259k. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yan\u0131s\u0131ra bir d\u0259 m\u00fctail\u0259 etm\u0259k, ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq, m\u00fcqais\u0259 etm\u0259k, yax\u015f\u0131ya do\u011fru yol almaq, atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcmid v\u0259 inama ba\u011flamaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Naill\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz o q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 oldu ki, zaman\u0131n nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini hiss etm\u0259dim. Ke\u00e7irdiyimiz zaman q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 zaman ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bil\u0259rdim h\u0259r halda. Nail N\u0259vai bu g\u00fcn bir kitab\u0131n v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ki, \u00a0bir araya g\u0259tirilm\u0259mi\u015f onlarla m\u0259na y\u00fcklu \u015feirl\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifidir.<\/p>\n
O, 2021-ci ild\u0259\u00a0 Nax\u00e7\u0131van \u201c\u018fc\u0259mi\u201d n\u0259\u015friyat\u0131nda \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xan \u201cR\u0259ngli x\u0259yallar\u201dkitab\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131na h\u0259sr edib. Kitab haqq\u0131nda r\u0259y Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respublikas\u0131 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri, Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respublikas\u0131 Ali M\u0259clisinin deputat\u0131, \u018fm\u0259kdar m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t \u0130\u015f\u00e7isi \u015fair Asim Yadigara m\u0259xsusdur.<\/p>\n
M\u0259hz tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f sair Asim Yadigar kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 bu g\u0259nc yazar\u0131n ir\u0259lid\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259st-x\u0259tti il\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 v\u0259 poeziyas\u0131nda iz qoyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n inanc\u0131ndayam v\u0259 bu yolda ona sonu olmayan u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir, h\u0259yat\u0131nda da x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lvan r\u0259ngl\u0259rin\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131 dil\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Yaman dar\u0131x\u0131ram, yaman ay o\u011ful!
\nEvin divarlar\u0131\u00a0 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lir.
\nBir zaman a\u011flasam s\u0259n sil\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi yana\u011f\u0131mdan \u00f6z \u0259lim silir.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u00fcnyam z\u00fclm\u0259t qarad\u0131,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f s\u0259h\u0259r do\u011fub, \u015f\u0259f\u0259qin sa\u00e7m\u0131r.
\nQap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n g\u0259ldin dey\u0259,
\nAya\u011f\u0131m t\u0259l\u0259smir, qap\u0131ya qa\u00e7m\u0131r.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n sevdiyin yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 bi\u015fmir daha,
\nS\u0259nsiz bi\u015f\u0259n yem\u0259yind\u0259 dad\u0131 yox,
\n\u0130nan bir t\u0259k s\u0259ni ist\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u00f6zg\u0259ni, yad\u0131 yox.<\/p>\n
Yad\u0131ndam\u0131 u\u015faq vaxd\u0131 d\u0259c\u0259ldin?
\nYamanl\u0131q ed\u0259rdin \u00fcz\u0259rdin m\u0259ni.
\nHirsl\u0259nib \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rsamda m\u0259n,
\nYen\u0259d\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib, \u00f6p\u0259rdim s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
Ka\u015f yen\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b u\u015faq olard\u0131n,
\nQa\u00e7\u0131b sar\u0131lard\u0131n boynuma m\u0259nim.
\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n qoynuna s\u0131\u011fmaq yerin\u0259.
\nKa\u015f yen\u0259 s\u0131\u011fard\u0131n qoynuma m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
Geyindin \u0259ynin\u0259\u00a0 o a\u011f k\u0259f\u0259ni,
\nSand\u0131n, el\u0259 bildin b\u0259y libas\u0131d\u0131?
\nBilm\u0259din geydiyin b\u0259y libas\u0131 yox,
\nBu yaz\u0131q anan\u0131n f\u0259ryad, yas\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ruhum qanadlan\u0131b qu\u015f t\u0259k u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131,
\n\u018fb\u0259di yan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259yi dil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid deyib f\u0259xr ed\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r,
\nAnan\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc yox diri bildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Nail N\u0259vai.<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Sanki dar q\u0259f\u0259sdi bu ev bu e\u015fik, S\u0259nsiz bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yaz\u0131da q\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259nsiz, ke\u00e7mir bir anda \u0130ndi xatir\u0259l\u0259r dostum sirda\u015f\u0131m S\u0259ninl\u0259 f\u0259xr edib m\u0259\u011frur dururam. S\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259mis\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259z, M\u00fc\u0259llif: Nail N\u0259vai.<\/em><\/p>\n Sevinc S\u0259bz\u0259liyeva,<\/strong> H\u0259yat bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir yenilik, yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma, yeni tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q yaz\u0131b. Biz d\u0259 bu yenilikl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259riyind\u0259 biz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 pis g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 varsa onun t\u0259sirini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, b\u0259z\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b yaxa qurtarma\u011fa, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq o yeniliyin yan\u0131nda qalma\u011fa can at\u0131r\u0131q. Biz\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi qida ver\u0259n bu yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar sanki ill\u0259rdir varm\u0131\u015f kimi do\u011fmal\u0131q hissini verir. Nail N\u0259vai m\u0259nim yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131mdan biridir. Onu sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259li k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m, q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 ruhuma g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 varsa yeni k\u0259\u015ffim kimi q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. Onu ilk olaraq payla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feiri il\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":486768,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497-660x365.jpg",660,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497-840x465.jpg",640,354,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/99a2103f165547088156762586210089497.jpg",975,540,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"H\u0259yat bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir yenilik, yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma, yeni tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q yaz\u0131b. Biz d\u0259 bu yenilikl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259riyind\u0259 biz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 pis g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259 varsa onun t\u0259sirini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, b\u0259z\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b yaxa qurtarma\u011fa, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq o yeniliyin yan\u0131nda qalma\u011fa can at\u0131r\u0131q. Biz\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi qida ver\u0259n bu yeni qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar sanki ill\u0259rdir varm\u0131\u015f kimi do\u011fmal\u0131q hissini verir.…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486767"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=486767"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486767\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/486768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=486767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=486767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=486767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nS\u0259nsiz bu \u00fcr\u0259yim yaman dar\u0131x\u0131r
\nQalmay\u0131b h\u0259yat\u0131n dad\u0131, l\u0259z\u0259ti,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtlik g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u015f olub ax\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259 qar kimi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr m\u0259ni.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm durub bax\u0131r m\u0259zar da\u015f\u0131na,
\nDilim yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259yir s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nBir d\u0259qiq\u0259 ill\u0259r t\u0259k g\u0259lir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.
\nBir vaxt s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259rdin \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259nim
\n\u0130ndi r\u0259smil\u0259rin g\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n
\n\u0130ndi k\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq qa\u00e7may\u0131r.
\nGetdin gedi\u015fiml\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131mda,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nur \u0259l\u0259mir, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7may\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nQorxuram a\u011flasam d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r g\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nDeyirl\u0259r s\u0259n getdin he\u00e7 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259ss\u0259n,
\nAx\u0131 bir anan\u0131n balas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259r? .<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259nki bu V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli adsan
\nAd\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259r dild\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r,
\nRuhid \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqsan.<\/p>\n
\nNax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6vl\u0259t Xal\u00e7a Muzeyinin ba\u015f elmi i\u015f\u00e7isi<\/u><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"