{"id":532675,"date":"2022-11-08T12:07:03","date_gmt":"2022-11-08T09:07:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=532675"},"modified":"2022-11-08T12:07:03","modified_gmt":"2022-11-08T09:07:03","slug":"x%c9%99b%c9%99riniz-mubar%c9%99k-q%c9%99hr%c9%99man-kisil%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=532675","title":{"rendered":"X\u0259b\u0259riniz m\u00fcbar\u0259k, q\u0259hr\u0259man ki\u015fil\u0259r!"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00c7oxlu\u011fun raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259zi fikirl\u0259rin yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu anlayanda \u00f6z do\u011frunu tap\u0131rsan. \u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, ham\u0131ya b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur deyils\u0259n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bu g\u00fcn \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin h\u0259yat\u0131n bir an\u0131ndan, ani g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funa inan\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259sla!<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin i\u00e7imizd\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015f x\u0259zin\u0259 oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. Onu tap\u0131b tapmamaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259limizd\u0259 deyil. V\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015f-ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 calasaq da, m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u00e7ar\u0259sizdir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Amma yerin lap alt\u0131ndan, g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u0259n mavi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n tap\u0131b ovcuna s\u0131xd\u0131nsa, bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt itirmirs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259r s\u0259hif\u0259nin \u00f6z \u0259tri, \u00f6z dad\u0131, r\u0259ngi var.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u0259z\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qdan tam\u0131n\u0131, qoxusunu unutdu\u011fun o anda yat\u0131b qal\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn sevincin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 s\u0259n onu unutsan da, o, s\u0259nin yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n lap i\u00e7in\u0259, barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n lap ucuna, anan\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr. Zaman s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan ta o n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259 qovduqca, n\u0259l\u0259rini tap\u0131b, n\u0259l\u0259rini itirirs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yar\u0131m, yen\u0259 d\u00fcnya natamam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259dir \u015f\u00fcurunun lap alt\u0131ndam\u0131, inanc\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259thind\u0259mi m\u0259chul h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsan. Bu g\u00fcn deyils\u0259 d\u0259, sabah h\u0259min o sevinc\u0259 oyanacam. El\u0259 bir m\u0259kan ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015fqa yerin\u0259 can atma\u011fa g\u0259r\u0259k qalmas\u0131n. Darmada\u011f\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rinin ortas\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn hiss\u0259l\u0259rini, b\u00fct\u00fcn hiss\u0259l\u0259rini c\u0259m eyl\u0259yib yola davam ed\u0259s\u0259n. El\u0259 bir yer ki, h\u0259r qum d\u0259n\u0259si s\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f, t\u0259z\u0259 hekay\u0259, yeni h\u0259yat…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, h\u0259l\u0259 ana b\u0259tnind\u0259n \u00f6z funksiyas\u0131n\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259k g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 inananlardanam. Q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, b\u0259z\u0259n anam\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259rini m\u0259nims\u0259yib o g\u00fcnl\u0259rin fraqmentl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fir\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 o da azm\u0131\u015f kimi donmu\u015f ill\u0259rimi d\u0259 o s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259ridir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dir amma faktd\u0131r, h\u0259r bir canl\u0131 yuvas\u0131ndan qopar\u0131landa, taleyin\u0259 yaz\u0131lan par\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qara k\u00f6lg\u0259 g\u0259zdirir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n 2 il \u00f6nc\u0259 o k\u00f6lg\u0259ni A\u011fdamda azd\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu g\u00fcn A\u011fdam\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, incimi\u015f ruhunu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f yenid\u0259n isidir. S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z m\u0259nas\u0131nda sanki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn enerjisini A\u011fdama t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259nim yuvam\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da m\u0259nb\u0259yi g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f olacaq A\u011fdamda. \u018fslind\u0259 oran\u0131n h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f torpa\u011f\u0131 \u0259n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 otaq kimi gen, h\u0259r qum d\u0259n\u0259si ill\u0259rin xatir\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 hopduran qan yadda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n unutdu\u011fum, hafiz\u0259m\u0259 yaz\u0131lmadan silin\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n gizli-a\u015fkar b\u00fct\u00fcn detallar\u0131n\u0131 A\u011fdamda tap\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki torpa\u011f\u0131n elm\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259lli olmayan \u0259n d\u0259rin qat\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6kl\u0259rimizi qoparmaq bel\u0259, sa\u011flam b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259mizi z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259mir. M\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7ox da \u0259b\u0259di z\u0259f\u0259rimizin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini ruhumda g\u0259zdirir\u0259m. Bizi bu tarixi m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259nin lap m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb, \u00f6zl\u0259ri yerin alt\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259mir ki\u015fil\u0259rin \u0259n uca xatir\u0259sin\u0259 xatir, m\u0259n art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yi r\u0259va bilmir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n onlar\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u0259man\u0259tl\u0259rinin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n az \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131ma yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yam. Bu n\u0259h\u0259ng xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik he\u00e7 t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259sin dey\u0259 h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r Z\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 oyanmal\u0131yam. Z\u0259f\u0259riniz m\u00fcbar\u0259k, ovcumuzdan k\u0259d\u0259ri silib, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli yollar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, q\u0259hr\u0259man ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00c7oxlu\u011fun raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259zi fikirl\u0259rin yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu anlayanda \u00f6z do\u011frunu tap\u0131rsan. \u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, ham\u0131ya b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur deyils\u0259n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bu g\u00fcn \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin h\u0259yat\u0131n bir an\u0131ndan, ani g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funa inan\u0131r. M\u0259n \u0259sla! M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin i\u00e7imizd\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015f x\u0259zin\u0259 oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. Onu tap\u0131b tapmamaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259limizd\u0259 deyil. V\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015f-ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 calasaq da, m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u00e7ar\u0259sizdir. Amma yerin lap alt\u0131ndan, g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u0259n mavi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n tap\u0131b ovcuna s\u0131xd\u0131nsa, bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt itirmirs\u0259n. S\u0259nin h\u0259r s\u0259hif\u0259nin \u00f6z \u0259tri, \u00f6z dad\u0131, r\u0259ngi…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":532676,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n.jpg",1600,1066,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n.jpg",1600,1066,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n.jpg",1600,1066,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-840x560.jpg",640,427,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-1536x1023.jpg",1536,1023,true],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n.jpg",1600,1066,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/314383725_1526820611110983_997370171053298438_n-1200x620.jpg",1200,620,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u00c7oxlu\u011fun raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259zi fikirl\u0259rin yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu anlayanda \u00f6z do\u011frunu tap\u0131rsan. \u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, ham\u0131ya b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur deyils\u0259n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bu g\u00fcn \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin h\u0259yat\u0131n bir an\u0131ndan, ani g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funa inan\u0131r. M\u0259n \u0259sla! M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin i\u00e7imizd\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015f x\u0259zin\u0259 oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. Onu tap\u0131b tapmamaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259limizd\u0259 deyil. 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