– D\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t verirdi. El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Da\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259 t\u0259hsil ald\u0131m. Rusiyan\u0131n iqlimi m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. S\u0259n\u0259t m\u0259ni h\u0259m m\u00fcalic\u0259 edib, h\u0259m d\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 infarkt olmu\u015fam. Amma \u00fcz\u00fcm b\u0259rkdir (g\u00fcl\u00fcr).<\/p>\n
– \u00c7ox g\u00f6rk\u0259mli insanlar\u0131n heyk\u0259ll\u0259rini \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirmisiniz. Hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tin obraz\u0131n\u0131 yaradanda daha \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kmisiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00c7\u0259tinliyi m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yaratm\u0131\u015fam. Fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m ki, obraz\u0131 a\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha n\u0259l\u0259r ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin heyk\u0259lini d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259nd\u0259 xeyli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Bu obraz\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7alarlar\u0131 var ki, \u0259n d\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc tapmaq \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 idi. Mimika, bax\u0131\u015f, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n hans\u0131 s\u0259mt\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259lm\u0259si – h\u0259r biri inc\u0259 v\u0259 vacib detald\u0131r.<\/p>\n M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, heyk\u0259ld\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259r ikinci portret say\u0131l\u0131r. Ola bil\u0259r, portret \u00e7ox m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mdir, amma \u0259ll\u0259r z\u0259if al\u0131n\u0131b. El\u0259 obraz ola bil\u0259r ki, m\u0259n he\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc, siman\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yim, \u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259, barmaqlarla, duru\u015fla obraz\u0131 a\u00e7a bilim. Bunlar \u00e7ox q\u0259liz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n – R\u0259ngkarl\u0131qda da \u0259ll\u0259ri i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015f say\u0131l\u0131r. H\u0259r r\u0259ssam \u0259ll\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir.<\/strong><\/p>\n – El\u0259dir, o vaxtlar bir r\u0259ssam vard\u0131, portreti yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259ll\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 onun \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rinin s\u0259ks\u0259n faizind\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259r cibd\u0259 olurdu, ayaqlar da otun i\u00e7ind\u0259…<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, Hac\u0131 Zeynalabdin Ta\u011f\u0131yevin heyk\u0259li il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259d\u0259 26 layih\u0259 aras\u0131ndan sizin \u0259s\u0259riniz qalib se\u00e7ilib…<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u00fcsabiq\u0259y\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 \u0259l i\u015fi – Ta\u011f\u0131yevin faytonda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 oturmu\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 haz\u0131rlanan heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 qat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu \u00fc\u00e7 i\u015fin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 olan variant se\u00e7ildi.<\/p>\n – N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259hz o variant? O biri obrazlar\u0131n\u0131z da maraql\u0131 idi.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bilmir\u0259m, m\u0259n h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 obraz\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 yaratd\u0131m. Ayr\u0131-se\u00e7kilik etm\u0259dim. Y\u0259qin, orada bir \u00e7ox c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131b. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, faytonda olan obraz daha \u00e7ox maliyy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n Bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tarix\u0259 istinad\u0259n \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirdim. Kresloda oturmu\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 olan obraz\u0131n da \u00f6z tarix\u00e7\u0259si var. Tarixi faktlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 x\u00fcsusil\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n o idi ki, rus \u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ham\u0131 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131, yaln\u0131z Ta\u011f\u0131yev\u0259 oturma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verilirdi.<\/p>\n – \u0130mperiyada \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck n\u00fcfuzu vard\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n – El\u0259dir. O vaxt \u00e7ara deyib ki, siz ibad\u0259t vaxt\u0131 kils\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 gedirsiniz, biz m\u00fcs\u0259lmanlar\u0131n ibad\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yi yer yoxdur. M\u0259n\u0259 yer ay\u0131r\u0131n, bir m\u0259scid tikim burada. H\u0259min m\u0259scid indiy\u0259 kimi qal\u0131r Rusiyada. M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir tikilidir.<\/p>\n O biri obraza g\u0259linc\u0259, o vaxt m\u0259lum idi ki, ham\u0131 faytonda, qazalaqda g\u0259zirdi. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 r\u0259vay\u0259tl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7oxdur. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 hac\u0131 faytonla ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, ac \u015fairl\u0259r, lotular restoran\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayan\u0131blar. Restoran\u0131n sahibini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r ki, bunlar\u0131 m\u0259nim hesab\u0131ma qonaq el\u0259. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra oradan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 restoran\u0131n sahibind\u0259n soru\u015fur ki, borcum n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rdir? Deyir, hac\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7irl\u0259r…<\/p>\n Bu obrazlar h\u0259min r\u0259vay\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 istinad idi. Hans\u0131n\u0131n se\u00e7ilm\u0259sinin f\u0259rqi yoxdur. Ham\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259nim balamd\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Heyk\u0259lin pyedestalda qoyulmamas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bitm\u0259k bilmir. Y\u0259qin ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmaz y\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u00fczakir\u0259 obyekti h\u0259r \u015fey ola bil\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r pyedestalda qoyulsayd\u0131, bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259r yaranacaqd\u0131 ki, bu adam xalq i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, niy\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259 dayanmal\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, sizin i\u015finiz qalib se\u00e7ildiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 siz Hac\u0131 Zeynalabdinin obraz\u0131n\u0131 daha d\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz. T\u0259bii ki, istedad\u0131n\u0131z, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259niz \u00f6z yerind\u0259. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bunun bir s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 sizin Zeynalabdin Ta\u011f\u0131yevl\u0259 hans\u0131sa m\u0259nada ox\u015farl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r. H\u0259tta sizin d\u0259 \u0259linizd\u0259n yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z t\u0259sbehiniz var.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Amma b\u00f6y\u00fck bir f\u0259rqimiz d\u0259 var. Onun pulu var idi, x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdi, m\u0259nim pulum yoxdur, g\u0259lib d\u0259rs deyir\u0259m (G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck).<\/p>\n T\u0259sbeh\u0259 g\u0259linc\u0259, hac\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sbehi, bildiyiniz kimi, iki d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi restavrasiya etdik. M\u0259nim fikrimd\u0259 var idi ki, heyk\u0259l h\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u0259 olacaq v\u0259 t\u0259sbeh\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7atmayacaq. Bu heyk\u0259lin z\u0259rif, inc\u0259 yeri t\u0259sbeh idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, \u0259ll\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 birl\u0259\u015firdi, onu da s\u0131nd\u0131rmaq asan idi.<\/p>\n T\u0259sad\u00fcf n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131na bil\u0259rdi, kims\u0259 \u00e7iyni il\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. \u0130ndi iki-\u00fc\u00e7 yerd\u0259n ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam ki, s\u0131nmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n – M\u0259n oxudum ki, t\u0259sbehi q\u0131ranlar\u0131n m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259 siz m\u00fcdafi\u0259 xarakterli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etmisiniz. Sizin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259nin q\u0259rar\u0131na t\u0259siri oldumu?<\/strong><\/p>\n – T\u0259siri oldu dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, hakimd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir sual yarand\u0131 ki, sizin bunlarla qohumlu\u011funuz yoxdur ki? Siz bunlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Dedim, birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Onlarla he\u00e7 bir \u0259laq\u0259m yoxdur. M\u0259n bir v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f m\u00f6vqeyind\u0259n, m\u00fc\u0259llif m\u00f6vqeyind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n Bilir\u0259m ki, o heyk\u0259lin \u0259n z\u0259rif yeri t\u0259sbehdir. O t\u0259sbeh biz heyk\u0259li ma\u015f\u0131nla g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131na bil\u0259rdi. Bir d\u0259 ki m\u0259n o cavanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki qorxunu hiss etdim v\u0259 dedim ki, bu t\u0259sad\u00fcf d\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi. Bu fikirl\u0259r hakim\u0259 bir az q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n – M\u0259nc\u0259, Hac\u0131 Zeynalabdin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bel\u0259 ed\u0259rdi, h\u0259min u\u015faqlar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayard\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayard\u0131. Onlar\u0131n q\u0259bah\u0259ti o olub ki, bir az i\u00e7kili olublar, n\u0259 etdikl\u0259rini d\u0259rk etm\u0259yibl\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u0259ks\u0259r abid\u0259l\u0259ri c\u0259miyy\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n q\u0259bul edilmir. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin \u00e7oxu g\u00f6rk\u0259mli r\u0259ssamlara aiddir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Maqomayevin heyk\u0259lini, – m\u00fc\u0259llifi Xalq r\u0259ssam\u0131 \u00d6m\u0259r Eldarovdur, – bu yax\u0131nlarda yazarlardan biri k\u0259skin t\u0259nqid etmi\u015fdi, bu \u00e7\u0259limsiz heyk\u0259lciyin b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t\u0259 yara\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 ba\u015f verir? C\u0259miyy\u0259t m\u00fcasir heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259y\u0259rini anlam\u0131r, yoxsa Az\u0259rbaycan heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda problem var?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259nc\u0259, problem heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015flar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259dir. M\u0259n el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Maqomayevi n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. 60 ya\u015f\u0131nda dedi ki, m\u0259n oxuma\u011f\u0131 dayand\u0131r\u0131ram. Daha konsert verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 xahi\u015f edirdil\u0259r, g\u0259lib oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 el\u0259di? \u018fg\u0259r M\u00fcsl\u00fcm ax\u0131ra kimi oxusayd\u0131, konsert salonunda s\u0259si titr\u0259s\u0259, ya s\u0131nsayd\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu qazand\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 itir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n H\u0259r bir s\u0259n\u0259t n\u00f6v\u00fcnd\u0259 \u201cstop\u201d d\u00fcym\u0259si var, o \u201cstop\u201d zaman\u0131nda bas\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. R\u0259ssam, heyk\u0259ltara\u015f \u00f6z\u00fc bunu saxlamal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Y\u0259ni ya\u015f \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u00fctl\u0259q. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259nim 35 ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 fiziki g\u00fcc\u00fcm indi yoxdur. Bir d\u0259 ba\u015f yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259lidir (ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rir), bu mexanizmi korlamaq olmaz. Korland\u0131sa, daha he\u00e7 n\u0259. Bel\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li \u015feyl\u0259r \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. O fikird\u0259 qal\u0131ram ki, vaxt\u0131nda \u201cstop\u201du basmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n – L\u00fctfi Zad\u0259nin heyk\u0259lini d\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7ox oldu. B\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri z\u00f6vqs\u00fczl\u00fckd\u0259 g\u00fcnahland\u0131ranlar da tap\u0131ld\u0131lar. Obraz\u0131n m\u0259ram\u0131 b\u0259llidir, amma forma etibaril\u0259 sanki al\u0131nmay\u0131b.<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00d6m\u0259r Eldarov m\u0259nim aspiranturada m\u00fc\u0259llimim olub. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fc, t\u0259nqid etm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r bir az…<\/p>\n – Sad\u0259c\u0259 bu suala cavab verin: heyk\u0259ltara\u015f L\u00fctfi Zad\u0259nin mahiyy\u0259tini a\u00e7a bilibmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, orada obraz a\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131b. Bu fikirl\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib ki, d\u00fcnyaya yeni qap\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, elm\u0259 yeni bax\u0131\u015f g\u0259tirdi. Amma a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259n bunu hiss el\u0259m\u0259dim…<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u201cG\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f heyk\u0259ll\u0259r\u201din m\u00fc\u0259llifi d\u0259 sizsiniz. Onlar\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259 yaras\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman\u0131 nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bilirsiniz, \u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f heyk\u0259l m\u00fc\u0259llifi m\u0259n\u0259m. O\u011furlanm\u0131\u015f, \u0259ridilmi\u015f heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifi d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m. Siyah\u0131ya baxanda \u00fcr\u0259yim a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r. O vaxt Qanl\u0131 Yanvar hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 s\u0259firliyinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u201cQarda\u015flar\u201d \u0259s\u0259rim d\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 yaras\u0131 ald\u0131. H\u0259min heyk\u0259lin i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n Sonra \u015eu\u015fadak\u0131 \u00dczeyir b\u0259yin v\u0259 B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn b\u00fcstl\u0259ri… G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi onlar da g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Bundan ba\u015fqa, m\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fda bir \u0259s\u0259rim d\u0259 vard\u0131 – A\u015f\u0131q P\u0259rinin heyk\u0259li. \u00dc\u00e7 metr yar\u0131ml\u0131q tuncdan t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f heyk\u0259l idi. O yox olub getdi, erm\u0259nil\u0259r apar\u0131b \u0259ritdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn ev muzeyinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda da heyk\u0259l vard\u0131, o da itib batd\u0131, m\u0259n onu yenid\u0259n restavrasiya etdim.<\/p>\n B\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259 \u00dczeyir b\u0259yin b\u00fcstl\u0259rini biz o vaxt G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan gedib ald\u0131q. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r G\u00fcrc\u00fcstana satma\u011fa g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Material kimi.<\/p>\n – Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, vaxt\u0131nda x\u0259b\u0259r tutmusunuz…<\/strong><\/p>\n – H\u0259, Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011fluya oradan z\u0259ng etmi\u015fdil\u0259r… Gedib pulla al\u0131b g\u0259tirdik. O vaxt bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 qalxd\u0131 ki, biz bunu restavrasiya ed\u0259k, g\u00fcll\u0259 yaralar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u0259k. M\u00fc\u0259llif kimi m\u0259nim fikrimi soru\u015fanda, dedim, laz\u0131m deyil.<\/p>\n Biz yadda\u015f\u0131 z\u0259if olan xalq\u0131q. 30 il, 50 il ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, yen\u0259 yad\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131xacaq. Amma bu c\u00fcr qalanda, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sil soru\u015facaq ki, bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259r niy\u0259 bu haldad\u0131r? Onda dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, bu, erm\u0259nil\u0259rin i\u015fidir, onlar\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri vandalizmdir.<\/p>\n Prezident bu fikrimizi q\u0259bul etdi, dedi, onda el\u0259 bel\u0259 qals\u0131n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Nat\u0259van\u0131n ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131 yoxdur. Onu d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259dir. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 barma\u011f\u0131 yerin\u0259 qoymaq olar. Amma bu, tarixi fakt kimi qalmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, biz bilirik ki, ana t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u015fu\u015fal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Yenid\u0259n o yurdlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k nec\u0259 bir hiss idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u015eu\u015faya ged\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0h\u0259l\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r yolu t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. M\u0259ni d\u0259v\u0259t etdil\u0259r, getdim. Tozlu-torpaql\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r bir yol idi. Amma h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yollarda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u201cZ\u0259f\u0259r yolu\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxumaq adama ruh verirdi.<\/p>\n \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. Yay t\u0259till\u0259rimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada ke\u00e7irirdim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 o yerl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, u\u015faq hafiz\u0259si ba\u015fqad\u0131r, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259ri yad\u0131ma sala bilirdim. M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 70-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00dczeyir b\u0259y v\u0259 B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn b\u00fcstl\u0259rini orada quranda\u00a0rayonun r\u0259hb\u0259rin\u0259 dedim ki, m\u0259nim burada baba evim var. Dedi, g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n Getdik, tan\u0131d\u0131m, dedim, bax, bu evdir. Dedi, siz ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir g\u0259lmirsiniz, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 indi burada erm\u0259ni ail\u0259si ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259yirsinizs\u0259, evi bo\u015fald\u0131m, he\u00e7 olmasa yaydan-yaya g\u0259lin ya\u015fay\u0131n.<\/p>\n Dedim, yox, yaz\u0131qd\u0131rlar. Biz bel\u0259yik d\u0259. Dedim, siz m\u0259n\u0259 yer ay\u0131rars\u0131n\u0131z, g\u0259lib ev tik\u0259r\u0259m yava\u015f-yava\u015f. Sonra ara qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n O ev indi d\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. Amma gedib baxmad\u0131m. \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 pis g\u0259ldi. H\u0259tta Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu dedi ki, ged\u0259k, g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ev haradad\u0131r. Dedim, yox, ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sonra yax\u015f\u0131 bir vaxtda g\u0259lib baxar\u0131q.<\/p>\n \u0130lk s\u0259f\u0259rimin bir xo\u015f n\u0259tic\u0259si d\u0259 oldu. Anam iki il \u0259vv\u0259l r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib, 94 ya\u015f\u0131nda. Son vaxtlar tez-tez deyirdi ki, n\u0259 vaxt m\u0259ni \u015eu\u015faya apar\u0131rsan? Deyirdim ki, ana, dar\u0131xma, az qal\u0131b, ged\u0259c\u0259yik. M\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259skinlik ver\u0259n bu oldu ki, \u015eu\u015fada bir kis\u0259 torpaq y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m, q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259pdim. Bu el\u0259 bil m\u0259n\u0259 sakitlik g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n – Siz bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 Xank\u0259ndid\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131n\u0131z. Orada hans\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259r apar\u0131ld\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Xank\u0259ndi m\u0259n\u0259 ruhlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri t\u0259sirini ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. B\u0259zi qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131q qalsa da, polisl\u0259rimiz h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u00fchafiz\u0259 edirl\u0259r. Biz bel\u0259 xalq\u0131q, he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l vurmuruq. Sevindirici hald\u0131r ki, heyk\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 yava\u015f- yava\u015f oradan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n – Heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin Xank\u0259ndid\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259si Avropan\u0131n maddi abid\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fchafiz\u0259 ed\u0259n qurumlar\u0131nda naraz\u0131l\u0131q do\u011fura bil\u0259rmi? Erm\u0259ni havadarlar\u0131n\u0131n bu bar\u0259d\u0259 hans\u0131sa pretenziyalar\u0131 ola bil\u0259rmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bizim alternativimiz var. Onlar\u0131n bizim abid\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 etdiyi vandall\u0131q v\u0259 bizim onlar\u0131n heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259timiz. Biz \u00e7ox s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck. He\u00e7 n\u0259 \u0259zilm\u0259di, q\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131. Xank\u0259ndinin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 \u015eaumyan\u0131n heyk\u0259lind\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedir.<\/p>\n – S\u0259n\u0259t bax\u0131m\u0131ndan bu heyk\u0259li nec\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bu bizim \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck heyk\u0259ltara\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan biri Fazil N\u0259c\u0259fovun i\u015fidir. Fazil g\u00fccl\u00fc heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015f idi, bu yax\u0131nda, yayda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n SSR\u0130 vaxt\u0131yd\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b etdil\u0259r ki, Stepan \u015eaumyan\u0131n heyk\u0259li olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Pul da bizim b\u00fcdc\u0259d\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n – Xank\u0259ndid\u0259ki \u201cN\u0259n\u0259-baba\u201d heyk\u0259linin tarixi n\u0259 vaxta gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n – 1960-c\u0131 ill\u0259r\u0259 aiddir. Onlar\u0131n Baqdasaryan adl\u0131 heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131, o vaxt Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib gedirdi. Heyk\u0259li ona erm\u0259nil\u0259r sifari\u015f vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Ad\u0131n\u0131 da qoymu\u015fdular \u201cBiz qaraba\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131q\u201d. O ill\u0259rd\u0259 Moskvada bir kitab \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 – \u201cSovet \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n monumental heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d. Bu i\u015f o kitaba d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, alt\u0131nda da yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cBiz qaraba\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131q, Erm\u0259nistan SSR\u201d. H\u0259l\u0259 60-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259!<\/p>\n O vaxt bizimkil\u0259r \u00e7ox ora-bura yazd\u0131lar ki, heyk\u0259lin qoyuldu\u011fu yer Erm\u0259nistan deyil, Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259razisidir. Kitab\u0131n t\u0259rtib\u00e7il\u0259ri dedil\u0259r ki, yax\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259rik. D\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k is\u0259 art\u0131q m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi, kitabda el\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n – Heyk\u0259ltara\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r bir \u0259s\u0259ri onun h\u0259yat\u0131, \u00f6vlad\u0131, yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259n\u0259tkar onu d\u00fcz\u0259ldir, sonra ideologiya d\u0259yi\u015fir v\u0259 insanlar h\u0259min s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a ed\u0259r\u0259k k\u0259nara tullay\u0131rlar. Bu heyk\u0259ltara\u015fa nec\u0259 t\u0259sir edir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259n bir n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u00f6kum\u0259t evinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olan\u00a0Leninin heyk\u0259linin m\u00fc\u0259llifi heyk\u0259ltara\u015f C\u0259lal Qarya\u011fd\u0131 idi. Bu \u0259s\u0259r b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn SSR\u0130-d\u0259 Lenin\u0259 qoyulan \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 heyk\u0259l idi. Heyk\u0259ltara\u015fl\u0131q bax\u0131m\u0131ndan, monumentall\u0131q bax\u0131m\u0131ndan, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r, i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259 texnikas\u0131 bax\u0131m\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n Emalatxanada C\u0259lal m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 qon\u015fu idik. Tez-tez g\u0259lirdi yan\u0131ma. \u00c7ay i\u00e7irdik, s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdik. \u00c7ox istedadl\u0131 insan idi. O heyk\u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259n sonra el\u0259 bil dik karanda\u015f idi, s\u0131nd\u0131 yar\u0131dan. T\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, o is\u0259 deyirdi ki, ax\u0131 m\u0259n o heyk\u0259l\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 qoymu\u015fdum.<\/p>\n O \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 sovet ideologiyas\u0131na xidm\u0259t ed\u0259n bir \u00e7ox heyk\u0259ll\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Fioletov, Kirov, \u015eaumyan\u0131n Bak\u0131dak\u0131 heyk\u0259li. O vaxt Bak\u0131 \u015e\u0259h\u0259r \u0130cra Hakimiyy\u0259tind\u0259 iclas ke\u00e7irildi. M\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki art\u0131q 35 ildir R\u0259ssamlar \u0130ttifaq\u0131nda Heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015fl\u0131q C\u0259miyy\u0259tinin s\u0259driy\u0259m.<\/p>\n Bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin aqib\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259 bir fikir s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Kimi dedi ki, \u0259rid\u0259k, ba\u015fqa i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 istifad\u0259 ed\u0259k v\u0259 s. M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z veril\u0259nd\u0259 dedim ki, bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259r heyk\u0259ltara\u015fl\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259sas, \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck hiss\u0259sidir. G\u0259lin, bel\u0259 ed\u0259k. \u015e\u0131xovda \u201cDostluq\u201d park\u0131 var. Bu heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri y\u0131\u011faq ora, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 yazaq: \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259ri\u201d. Amma el\u0259 fikir olaraq da qald\u0131.<\/p>\n – \u0130deologiya d\u0259yi\u015fir, bunda heyk\u0259lin n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131? S\u0259n\u0259t \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r…<\/strong><\/p>\n – Nec\u0259 olur ki, Hitlerin, Napoleonun heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri muzeyl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259rgil\u0259nir. M\u00fc\u0259llifi d\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131r, \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi tarix d\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Bu tarixdir, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n – \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin heyk\u0259lqoyma kursu nec\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r, kiml\u0259r\u0259, hans\u0131 sah\u0259nin insanlar\u0131na heyk\u0259l qoyulmal\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Haz\u0131rk\u0131 durumda biz \u0259n \u00e7ox V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin obrazlar\u0131na m\u00fcraci\u0259t etm\u0259liyik. Bu q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259, do\u011fuldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 bir heyk\u0259li olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu abid\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259cd\u0259 yeri olmal\u0131d\u0131r, cavanlar bax\u0131b oradan n\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n Bu yax\u0131nlarda Xank\u0259ndiy\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 yol boyu bax\u0131rd\u0131m, h\u0259r yer\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kli vurulub. O q\u0259hr\u0259manlara m\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 heyk\u0259l qoyard\u0131m.<\/p>\n O da m\u0259nim b\u0259xtimd\u0259n oldu ki, \u015eirvan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ilk q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 heyk\u0259lini m\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259ltdim. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr edilmi\u015f bel\u0259 heyk\u0259ll\u0259r \u00e7ox olsa, h\u0259m maarifl\u0259nm\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, h\u0259m onlar\u0131n ail\u0259sin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259skinlikdir.<\/p>\n – Xank\u0259ndid\u0259 yeni heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin qoyulmas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259nd\u0259n bu bar\u0259d\u0259 soru\u015fdular. Dedim ki, burada iki \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t\u0259 heyk\u0259l qoymaq olar. Biri ulu \u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259, \u00e7\u00fcnki torpaqlar\u0131n azad edilm\u0259sind\u0259 onun b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259hm\u0259ti var idi. Biri d\u0259 P\u0259nah\u0259li\u00a0xan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. Bu abid\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 olsa, h\u0259m d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6zda\u011f\u0131 olar, h\u0259m d\u0259 yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin he\u00e7 d\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131 ucald\u0131lm\u0131r, \u00e7oxu emalatxana \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r. Bu m\u0259nada heyk\u0259ltara\u015f\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131 pu\u00e7 olmurmu?<\/strong><\/p>\n – H\u0259r heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015f\u0131n emalatxanas\u0131nda heyk\u0259ll\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz, bunlar onun obrazda \u0259ks olunmu\u015f fikirl\u0259ridir. \u015eair misra yaz\u0131b qoyur q\u0131ra\u011fa ki, n\u0259 vaxtsa istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 bir hekay\u0259ni q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b saxlay\u0131r. Heyk\u0259ltara\u015f da el\u0259.<\/p>\n Ki\u00e7ikh\u0259cmli heyk\u0259ll\u0259r \u0259sas\u0259n s\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirilir. \u00c7ox vaxt \u015f\u0259xsi kolleksiya\u00e7\u0131lar g\u0259lib al\u0131rlar. Bir kolleksiya\u00e7\u0131 \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f idi, dem\u0259k olar ki, ild\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd \u0259s\u0259rimi al\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra m\u00fcflisl\u0259\u015fdi, daha g\u0259lmir… Heyk\u0259l vur\u011funu idi.<\/p>\n Bir m\u0259qam m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131r. Kiml\u0259rs\u0259 10 min dollara bogema (\u00c7exiyada istehsal olunan bahal\u0131 qablar – red.)\u00a0dol\u00e7a al\u0131b evin yuxar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na qoyurlar. Sonra da bir d\u0259c\u0259l u\u015faq g\u0259lib onu s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r. Pul da getdi, bogema da. Amma on min dollara iki r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259ri, iki heyk\u0259l alsan, bu, \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck s\u0259nin evini, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sil d\u0259 bu heyk\u0259ld\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 tapmaq, oxumaq ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu tilsimdir, qapal\u0131 al\u0259mdir.<\/p>\n B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n s\u0259rgid\u0259 bir i\u015f t\u0259qdim edir\u0259m. Sonra g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki,\u00a0onun haqq\u0131nda q\u0259zetd\u0259 t\u0259hlil yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 m\u0259n bu n\u00fcanslar\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdim, bunu nec\u0259 tapd\u0131lar?<\/p>\n Y\u0259ni h\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z fikri, \u00f6z m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti yaran\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini, heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri\u00a0sevin. \u0130mkan dair\u0259sind\u0259 al\u0131n, evinizd\u0259 saxlay\u0131n.<\/p>\n – \u015e\u0259xsi kolleksiya\u00e7\u0131lar, dediyiniz kimi, i\u015fl\u0259riniz\u0259 maraq g\u00f6st\u0259ribl\u0259r.\u00a0Sirr deyils\u0259, \u0259n bahal\u0131 i\u015finizin qiym\u0259tini dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018fn bahal\u0131 i\u015fimi h\u0259diyy\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m. Onu m\u0259n qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 dedim, g\u00f6t\u00fcr, h\u0259diyy\u0259 verir\u0259m, bilir\u0259m ki, yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n – H\u0259min heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin taleyi sonra sizi narahat etmir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Edir. Bir m\u0259\u015fhur adama ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rimi h\u0259diyy\u0259 etmi\u015fdim. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u0259ni evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t eti. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda oturub \u00e7ay i\u00e7irik, g\u00f6z\u00fcm is\u0259 ona ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fi axtar\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131m ki, \u015fkaf\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub… Az qala infarkt ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n O adam bu i\u015f bar\u0259sind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ax\u0131rda ona ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u018fg\u0259r \u015fkaf\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyacaqd\u0131nsa… Daha s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa.<\/p>\n – \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan r\u0259ssamlar\u0131n\u0131n durumu m\u0259n\u0259vi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r ki, bizd\u0259 insanlar\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti tutaq ki, Avropada oldu\u011fu kimi deyil.<\/strong><\/p>\n – G\u0259ncliyimd\u0259 xaricd\u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259klifl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. Bizd\u0259 d\u0259 sim var, el\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131q ki, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259. He\u00e7 bir \u015fey\u0259 aldanm\u0131r\u0131q. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u0130randan, Pakistandan d\u0259v\u0259tl\u0259r g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onlar bu s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259n uzaqd\u0131rlar, bizd\u0259 olan s\u0259viyy\u0259 onlarda yoxdur.<\/p>\n – Az\u0259rbaycan heyk\u0259ltara\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bu g\u00fcn sizin kimi pe\u015f\u0259kar t\u0259msil\u00e7il\u0259ri var. B\u0259s bu s\u0259n\u0259tin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz? Bu g\u00fcn istedadl\u0131 m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisl\u0259r yeti\u015firmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bilirsiniz, biz o vaxt Az\u0259rbaycanda t\u0259hsil almad\u0131q, da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131q SSR\u0130-nin can\u0131na. H\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r var idi. Biri Moskvadan, biri Leninqraddan, biri Da\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259r\u0259nin d\u0259 \u00e7iynind\u0259 \u00f6z baqaj\u0131 vard\u0131. Bunun say\u0259sind\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng s\u0259n\u0259t al\u0259mi yarand\u0131.<\/p>\n M\u0259s\u0259l\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259n Asiya m\u0259kt\u0259bini g\u0259tirdim, o biri Rusiya m\u0259kt\u0259bini, dig\u0259ri Baltikyan\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin\u00a0m\u0259kt\u0259bini.<\/p>\n \u0130ndi h\u0259r kursda iyirmi, otuz t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olur. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan bir n\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xsa, b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6st\u0259ricidir. \u018fslind\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259rs dem\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u00fc\u0259llimi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirm\u0259lidir. N\u0259yis\u0259 izah edirs\u0259n, bax\u0131rsan ki, biri telefonla oynay\u0131r, biri \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 pudra \u00e7\u0259kir. M\u0259n art\u0131q dar\u0131x\u0131ram, ruhdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. O t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ki g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, n\u0259s\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir, m\u0259n ondan \u00e7ox can yand\u0131r\u0131ram. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259nim dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ma sizd\u0259 maraq yoxdursa, m\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m?<\/p>\n Amma hara gedir\u0259m, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m – o bar\u0259d\u0259 \u201cyax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u201d. S\u0259d\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259, Bin\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rim var. O g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131mla d\u00fckandan \u015firniyyat al\u0131r\u0131q, bir q\u0131z deyir,\u00a0\u201cm\u00fc\u0259llim, m\u0259ni tan\u0131mad\u0131n\u0131z? M\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259niz olmu\u015fam\u201d. V\u0259 dayan\u0131b t\u0259r\u0259zi dal\u0131nda! T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimin bazarda kartof satmas\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fck etm\u0259si m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u00e7ald\u0131c\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n \u0130ndi kursda o\u011flan \u00e7ox azd\u0131r, bizim vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda el\u0259 deyildi. Bizim kursda 5 o\u011flan oxuyurdu, 1 q\u0131z. \u0130ndi 20 q\u0131zd\u0131r, 1 o\u011flan.<\/p>\n – Qad\u0131n heyk\u0259ltara\u015flar y\u0259qin ki\u015fil\u0259r q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcmidverici olmurlar.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bizim d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 heyk\u0259ltara\u015flardan biri el\u0259 m\u0259nim m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m\u00a0H\u0259yat Abdullayeva idi. Onun bir g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc, q\u0259zada x\u0259sar\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma bir g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yarad\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259c\u0259ri, Nat\u0259van\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yib. \u201cXo\u015fb\u0259xtlik\u201d \u0259s\u0259ri var – iki g\u0259nc ba\u015f-ba\u015fa dayan\u0131b.<\/p>\n Elmira H\u00fcseynova da b\u00f6y\u00fck heyk\u0259ltara\u015f idi. Zorgenin, \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 Z\u0259rdabinin heyk\u0259li onun i\u015fl\u0259ridir. Ba\u015fqa istedadl\u0131 qad\u0131n heyk\u0259ltara\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z da olub. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, heyk\u0259ltara\u015fl\u0131q qad\u0131n i\u015fi deyil, amma onlar \u0259ksini s\u00fcbut etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, klassik r\u0259ssamlar\u0131n dem\u0259k olar ki, ham\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259nha ya\u015fay\u0131b. H\u0259m onlar\u0131 anlayan olmay\u0131b, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259sr edibl\u0259r. Bu m\u0259nada ail\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 sizin s\u0259n\u0259tiniz\u0259 mane\u0259 t\u00f6r\u0259tm\u0259yib ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, yox. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, xan\u0131m\u0131m \u00e7ox q\u0131sqancd\u0131r. Cavan vaxt\u0131 m\u0259ni divara yeridirdi. H\u0259tta m\u0259n ma\u011fazalar\u0131n vitrinin\u0259 baxanda deyirdi ki, ora q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u0259ksi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, s\u0259n onlara bax\u0131rsan. Deyirdim, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdin, bundan sonra el\u0259 baxaram (g\u00fcl\u00fcr). Ba\u015fa sal\u0131rd\u0131m ki, m\u0259n heyk\u0259ltara\u015fam, min c\u00fcr fikrim var… \u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir, g\u00f6z\u0259l portretl\u0259r yarad\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Bir televiziya proqram\u0131nda siz \u0130ntizar xan\u0131m\u0131n sonradan bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdiniz. Y\u0259qin ki, siz\u0259 daha yax\u0131n olmaq ist\u0259yi onda r\u0259ssaml\u0131q istedad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b.<\/strong><\/p>\n – B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. H\u0259m d\u0259 hissiyyatl\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 fikir deyir ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, haql\u0131d\u0131r. Bu m\u0259nada k\u00f6m\u0259yi d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n – Emalatxanan\u0131z\u0131 da h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131zla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz.<\/strong><\/p>\n – H\u00f6rm\u0259tli prezidentimiz m\u0259n\u0259 ev ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n onu satd\u0131m, emalatxanam\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm, \u0259lav\u0259 otaqlar tikdim. Orada h\u0259m ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n – \u0130ntizar xan\u0131m \u201cH\u0259tta m\u0259n onu heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131m\u201d deyir. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 siz\u0259 sual verib: \u201cM\u0259n, yoxsa s\u0259n\u0259t?\u201d Sizin cavab\u0131n\u0131z gecik\u0259nd\u0259, o anlay\u0131b ki, cavab \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sizin \u00fcz\u0259riniz\u0259 getm\u0259m\u0259lidir, cavab onun xeyrin\u0259 olmaya da bil\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n – El\u0259 suallar var ki, verilm\u0259m\u0259lidir. Bu, d\u00fczg\u00fcn sual deyil ax\u0131.<\/p>\n – Amma s\u0259n\u0259t sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259dir, el\u0259mi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki.<\/p>\n – El\u0259 is\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzunuz n\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Allah \u00f6m\u00fcr versin, bir az da i\u015fl\u0259yim, fikirl\u0259rim, planlar\u0131m \u00e7oxdur. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, iki infarkt a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. \u00dcst\u0259lik, siqaret d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<\/p>\n – Niy\u0259 t\u0259rgitm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, bir halda \u00fcr\u0259yiniz\u0259 ziyand\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, daha ke\u00e7ib. Kardioloqlar\u0131n biri deyir ki, bird\u0259n at, biri d\u0259 deyir ki, atmaq olmaz, bird\u0259n \u015f\u0259k\u0259r ba\u015f qald\u0131rar. M\u0259nd\u0259 siqaret al\u0131\u015fqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 lap \u00e7oxdur, gec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131ma n\u0259s\u0259 fikir g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 durub siqaret \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<\/p>\n C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131ya h\u0259kim demi\u015fdi ki, n\u0259 i\u00e7ki i\u00e7, n\u0259 d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k. Yoxsa \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. O da demi\u015fdi ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259. N\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259kdi, n\u0259 i\u00e7ki i\u00e7di. \u00dc\u00e7 il he\u00e7 n\u0259 yaza bilm\u0259di. \u00dc\u00e7 ild\u0259n sonra siqaret d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, araq da i\u00e7di, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r yazd\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi, amma tarix\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" S\u0259n\u0259t al\u0259mi Xalq r\u0259ssam\u0131 Xanlar \u018fhm\u0259dovun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259ddir. Monumental layih\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifi olan s\u0259n\u0259tkar ideoloji v\u0259 ictimai-m\u0259d\u0259ni hadis\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ks etdirib v\u0259 birm\u0259nal\u0131 olaraq insanlar\u0131n\u00a0r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazan\u0131b. Amma h\u0259r hans\u0131 abid\u0259y\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259n deyil, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259n baxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Biz d\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin h\u0259m f\u0259rdi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 geni\u015f m\u00fczakir\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan, \u00f6lk\u0259mizd\u0259 ucald\u0131lan heyk\u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 fikirl\u0259rini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259dik. Teleqraf.com Xanlar \u018fhm\u0259dovla m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edir: – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ndan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmisiniz. Buna baxmayaraq, v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqda oxumusunuz, pe\u015f\u0259kar m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis kimi yeti\u015fmisiniz. Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, s\u0259n\u0259t siz\u0259 m\u0259lh\u0259m olub.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":654100,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/xanlar-ehmedov_5.jpg",620,413,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"S\u0259n\u0259t al\u0259mi Xalq r\u0259ssam\u0131 Xanlar \u018fhm\u0259dovun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259ddir. Monumental layih\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifi olan s\u0259n\u0259tkar ideoloji v\u0259 ictimai-m\u0259d\u0259ni hadis\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ks etdirib v\u0259 birm\u0259nal\u0131 olaraq insanlar\u0131n\u00a0r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazan\u0131b. Amma h\u0259r hans\u0131 abid\u0259y\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259n deyil, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259n baxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Biz d\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin h\u0259m f\u0259rdi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 geni\u015f m\u00fczakir\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan, \u00f6lk\u0259mizd\u0259 ucald\u0131lan heyk\u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654097"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=654097"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654097\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/654100"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=654097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=654097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=654097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<\/p>\n
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