{"id":668457,"date":"2023-12-13T20:45:57","date_gmt":"2023-12-13T16:45:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=668457"},"modified":"2023-12-13T20:45:57","modified_gmt":"2023-12-13T16:45:57","slug":"yagis-yagir-sevin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=668457","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r, sevin…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r. Fikirliy\u0259m. G\u0259zir\u0259m s\u0259ssiz, kims\u0259siz asfalt k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri add\u0131m-add\u0131m. A\u011fl\u0131mdan a\u011fla g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n fikirl\u0259r ke\u00e7ir qatar-qatar. Gah d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtiy\u0259m, gah da \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131m yar\u0131\u015fa girib arzular\u0131mdak\u0131 g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n, h\u0259yat\u0131n r\u0259smini c\u0131zmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Ayr\u0131 vaxt s\u0259s-k\u00fcyd\u0259n bez\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin bu t\u0259nha an\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259tini ya\u015fay\u0131ram t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131 sev\u0259n v\u0259 yaxud sevm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur olmu\u015f biri kimi. Romantik hava da deyirl\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 havaya, amma m\u0259nim romantik anlar ya\u015fayacaq yan\u0131m, daha do\u011frusu yar\u0131m yoxdur. M\u0259nim yar\u0131m x\u0259yallar\u0131mda ild\u0131r\u0131m kimi \u00e7axan v\u0259 qoluma girib m\u0259ni s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259n fikirl\u0259rimdir. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r al\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131m\u0131. Sanki bir adadayam. \u00c7\u0131rman\u0131b hoppanmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim bu g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n hava qabarc\u0131qlar\u0131na d\u0259yir. \u00dcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r. Sanki onlar da \u00f6z yar\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, yarlar\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rlar. K\u00fcl\u0259yin k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 onlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259ri birl\u0259\u015fib bir tam olurlar, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n partlay\u0131rlar \u2013 Leyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnun e\u015fqinin aqib\u0259ti kimi…<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 M\u0259cnundan f\u00fczun a\u015f\u0131ql\u0131q istedad\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

A\u015fiqi sadiq m\u0259n\u0259m, M\u0259cnunun yaln\u0131z ad\u0131 var…<\/p>\n

\u018flimi a\u00e7\u0131ram, ovcuma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 sanki birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can at\u0131rlar. Birl\u0259\u015f\u0259n damc\u0131lar\u0131n e\u015fqini qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259limi yumub yumru\u011fumu s\u0131x\u0131ram – ka\u015f ki sev\u0259nl\u0259r he\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r… \u0130sti aylarda doda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f torpaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n sevin\u0259n varm\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011fmas\u0131na. H\u0259m d\u0259 onu sev\u0259n. Ba\u011fr\u0131 istid\u0259n cadar-cadar olmu\u015f torpa\u011fa m\u0259lh\u0259mdir ya\u011f\u0131\u015f. Dayanmadan \u0259mir ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n suyunu sin\u0259sind\u0259ki \u00e7atlar qapanana q\u0259d\u0259r. Tanr\u0131n\u0131n torpa\u011fa \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan\u0131d\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r… Yayda qurumaq \u00fczr\u0259 olan a\u011faclar\u0131n d\u0259risi i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131r sevincd\u0259n. Boy atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yar\u0131\u015fa gir\u0259n susuz a\u011faclar sanki ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n soyuq suyunu birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Ucalmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, Yerd\u0259n G\u00f6y\u0259, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259d\u0259k boy at\u0131b boylanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r… Paytaxt\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 can verir, b\u00fct\u00fcn toz-torpa\u011f\u0131 yuyub p\u0131r\u0131l-p\u0131r\u0131l edir h\u0259r yeri. Susuzluqdan “do\u011fulmu\u015f” toz yenid\u0259n torpa\u011fa qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fir, tamla\u015f\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n insanlar\u0131n izl\u0259rini, canl\u0131lar\u0131n l\u0259pirini yox edib bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f. Sanki buralarda he\u00e7 kim, bir inni-cinni bel\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259yib \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r. Lap \u00fc\u015f\u0259ndim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir ba\u015fqa hiss etdim. D\u00f6n\u00fcb arxama bax\u0131ram, \u00f6z izim d\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r su \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n d\u0131m\u0131rc\u0131qlar kimi… Sanki ulu t\u0259bi\u0259t sil ba\u015fdan edib, yenil\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. Silsin b\u00fct\u00fcn pislikl\u0259ri, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin k\u00f6lg\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n hiss\u0259sini, qara xisl\u0259tli gec\u0259l\u0259rin qara izl\u0259rini – y\u0131xans\u0131n, y\u0131prans\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fan pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 pay\u0131z adam\u0131. Yayda do\u011fulmu\u015fam, amma pay\u0131z\u0131 sevir\u0259m. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131. D\u0259rd t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n, fikr\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259y\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131. G\u0259zir\u0259m ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n islatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259yniml\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131mla, ayaqqab\u0131ma hopan soyuq n\u0259f\u0259si il\u0259… Kims\u0259sizdir islanm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r, d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r, dalanlar. M\u0259n d\u0259 kar kimi g\u0259zir\u0259m ya\u011f\u0131\u015f alt\u0131nda, el\u0259 bu vaxt yek\u0259 bir damc\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 k\u0259nar s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n ay\u0131l\u0131ram, kirpiyim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n dolu damc\u0131 is\u0259 oyad\u0131r m\u0259ni qapand\u0131\u011f\u0131m x\u0259yal d\u00fcnyamdan. Redaksiyaya qay\u0131d\u0131ram, sanki ham\u0131 bay\u0131rdak\u0131 havadan v\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan bix\u0259b\u0259rdir. Masama \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bir d\u0259 onda ay\u0131l\u0131ram ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f haqq\u0131nda yazm\u0131\u015fam \u2013 m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n al\u0131b x\u0259yallar\u0131ma q\u0259rq ed\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f haqq\u0131nda. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r, sevin, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ad\u0259m Abbasl\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r. Fikirliy\u0259m. G\u0259zir\u0259m s\u0259ssiz, kims\u0259siz asfalt k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri add\u0131m-add\u0131m. A\u011fl\u0131mdan a\u011fla g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n fikirl\u0259r ke\u00e7ir qatar-qatar. Gah d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtiy\u0259m, gah da \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xti. X\u0259yallar\u0131m yar\u0131\u015fa girib arzular\u0131mdak\u0131 g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n, h\u0259yat\u0131n r\u0259smini c\u0131zmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Ayr\u0131 vaxt s\u0259s-k\u00fcyd\u0259n bez\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin bu t\u0259nha an\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259tini ya\u015fay\u0131ram t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131 sev\u0259n v\u0259 yaxud sevm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur olmu\u015f biri kimi. Romantik hava da deyirl\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 havaya, amma m\u0259nim romantik anlar ya\u015fayacaq yan\u0131m, daha do\u011frusu yar\u0131m yoxdur. M\u0259nim yar\u0131m x\u0259yallar\u0131mda ild\u0131r\u0131m kimi \u00e7axan v\u0259 qoluma girib m\u0259ni s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259n fikirl\u0259rimdir. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r al\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131m\u0131. Sanki bir adadayam. \u00c7\u0131rman\u0131b hoppanmaq…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":668458,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1-498x280.gif",498,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1-240x172.gif",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/yagis-1.gif",498,282,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r. Fikirliy\u0259m. G\u0259zir\u0259m s\u0259ssiz, kims\u0259siz asfalt k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri add\u0131m-add\u0131m. A\u011fl\u0131mdan a\u011fla g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n fikirl\u0259r ke\u00e7ir qatar-qatar. Gah d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtiy\u0259m, gah da \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xti. X\u0259yallar\u0131m yar\u0131\u015fa girib arzular\u0131mdak\u0131 g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n, h\u0259yat\u0131n r\u0259smini c\u0131zmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Ayr\u0131 vaxt s\u0259s-k\u00fcyd\u0259n bez\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin bu t\u0259nha an\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259tini ya\u015fay\u0131ram t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131 sev\u0259n v\u0259 yaxud sevm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur olmu\u015f biri kimi. Romantik hava da deyirl\u0259r…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/668457"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=668457"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/668457\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/668458"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=668457"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=668457"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=668457"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}