\u201cO\u011flum deyir mama, m\u0259nim x\u0259trim\u0259 \u015feir yazma\u201d<\/p>\n
Bunu b\u0259st\u0259kar-m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni, \u018fm\u0259kdar artist Elza Seyidcahan\u0131 Lent.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 deyib.<\/p>\n
Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259ti t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Qap\u0131da m\u0259ni n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rinin hay-k\u00fcy\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. O ekstravaqant libaslar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck ota\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib muzeyi xat\u0131rladan qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na daxil oluram. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki Elza xan\u0131m namaz q\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Dualar\u0131n\u0131 bitirib, \u201cxo\u015fg\u0259ldin\u201d edir. S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
– \u00c7oxdan namaz q\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bir il olar. Allaha n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ets\u0259m azd\u0131r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ist\u0259diyimd\u0259n art\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verib. Bir zamanlar 1 otaql\u0131 evim var idi. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ifa\u00e7\u0131lar o evim\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. Otaq o q\u0259d\u0259r dar\u0131sqal idi ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131m evd\u0259 qonaq olanda girib royal\u0131n alt\u0131nda yuxulay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yerd\u0259n yataq salmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lirdi, qonaqlar ged\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r buna imkan olmurdu. Yen\u0259 evd\u0259 bas\u0131r\u0131qd\u0131r s\u00f6z yox. Q\u0131z\u0131m ail\u0259si il\u0259 burada ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u00c7ox arzu edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 ev verilsin.<\/p>\n – Ev paylananda Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259n n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b ev ist\u0259m\u0259diniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Ora yeni \u00fczv olmu\u015fam. \u018fslind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r kims\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259k deyib g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, qar\u0131\u015fqa kimi i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ev\u0259 qazanc g\u0259tir\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259m. Bir g\u00fcn \u015fou-proqrama getm\u0259s\u0259m, g\u0259r\u0259k bu ail\u0259 dolana bilm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n – K\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259niniz i\u015fl\u0259mir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – K\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259nim m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edir. Erk\u0259n ya\u015flarda ail\u0259sini itirib, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259hsili d\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qal\u0131b. \u0130ki u\u015faqlar\u0131 var, d\u0259st\u0259k olmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n – B\u0259s o\u011flunuz n\u0259\u00e7idir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u00a0Skripka\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Bir ara bac\u0131n\u0131zla olan qalmaqallar\u0131n\u0131zla g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259ldiniz. Bu do\u011frudan \u00a0k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fcl\u00fck idi, yoxsa \u015fou?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018fsas\u0259n \u015fou idi. Bac\u0131mla k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fc deyildik, gileyi var idi. Jurnalistl\u0259r m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni \u015fi\u015firdil\u0259r. O vaxt bir s\u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259tdi, dedi biz s\u0259ni \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdik, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz gerid\u0259 qald\u0131q. \u00c7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, bac\u0131lar\u0131m ir\u0259li getsinl\u0259r, \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6z ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 qals\u0131nlar. Seyidcahan ad\u0131 art\u0131q brenddir, m\u0259n yaratd\u0131m qoy istifad\u0259 etsinl\u0259r. B\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131md\u0131, \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcnl\u00fck edir, n\u0259 edim?<\/p>\n – Siz d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Ledi Qaqas\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, bel\u0259 qeyri-adi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259qdim olunmasayd\u0131n\u0131z, \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259rdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 kim\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d aparmam\u0131\u015fam, \u00e7\u00fcnki gedib bir ucu pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Amma Ledi Qaqaya h\u0259s\u0259d hissi il\u0259 bax\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z ist\u0259diyi kimi t\u0259qdim ed\u0259 bilir. M\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131m, mahn\u0131lar\u0131m var idi, b\u0259st\u0259kar kimi bir \u00e7ox tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f s\u0259n\u0259tkarlarla i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. K\u00f6n\u00fcl K\u0259rimova, Alim Qas\u0131mov, A\u011faxan Abdullayev, Sevinc Sar\u0131yeva. Sad\u0259c\u0259 dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259cbursan ki, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259n. G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinci yar\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015fqa Elzayam, ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131 bamba\u015fqa biriy\u0259m. G\u00fcn\u00fcn ilk yar\u0131s\u0131nda b\u0259st\u0259kar olaraq ciddi f\u0259aliyy\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m, ax\u015famlar \u015fou proqramlar toylar, restoranlar\u2026 Amma bel\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259riml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n – Kimdi o d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Xalq\u0131n beynin\u0259 yeridil\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259rli musiqil\u0259r. Narkotik\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n deyirik, b\u0259s parazit mahn\u0131lara niy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n demirik? Pis mahn\u0131ya g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 c\u0259rim\u0259 yaz\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r, insanlar\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fik\u0259st edirl\u0259r. H\u0259r a\u011f\u0131z bir s\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Bil\u0259n d\u0259, bilm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259tin g\u00f6b\u0259yini k\u0259sir.<\/p>\n – Dediniz g\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 Elza olursunuz. \u018fsl Elza kimdir?<\/strong><\/p>\n – B\u0259st\u0259kar Elza. M\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni olmaq arzusunda deyildim. Arif M\u0259likovun sinfind\u0259 t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fam. O evin\u0259 h\u0259r adam\u0131 buraxmaz, h\u0259r adama salam verm\u0259zdi. Arif m\u00fc\u0259llimin sevimli t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si idim. Janr\u0131m adi janr deyil. Bir m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniy\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r zaman ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015f d\u0259 el\u0259mirdil\u0259r. Dedim el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm oxuyum. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cToy adamlar\u0131\u201d mahn\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 Brilliant Dada\u015fova pul \u00f6d\u0259yib. (Bu d\u0259m piano arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ib, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 ifa etm\u0259diyi \u201c\u00dcr\u0259yimi d\u0259niz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ram\u201d adl\u0131 \u00a0mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ifa etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Etiraf edim ki, bu \u0259s\u0259r \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi). Bir m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131maq ist\u0259yirs\u0259, Elzan\u0131n mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 oxumal\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259nim mahn\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015f\u0259kar olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 son zamanlar ad\u0131n\u0131z\u00a0b\u0259st\u0259kar kimi yox, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259, onlar\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qalmaqallarla daha \u00e7ox hallan\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Dahi M\u00fc\u015ffiqin d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qalmaqallar\u0131 olurdu. N\u0259simini q\u0259bul edirdil\u0259r? Bu m\u0259ni qorxutmur. Deyirl\u0259r b\u0259st\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rinin k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 qal\u0131r. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 r\u0259qib\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rim mahn\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 mahn\u0131lar\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rimin \u00a0k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 qal\u0131r. H\u0259rd\u0259n o\u011flum deyir mama, m\u0259nim x\u0259trim\u0259 \u015feir yazma. Deyir\u0259m s\u0259n olmadan \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim var id. Yazd\u0131ran\u0131 qazd\u0131ran,<\/p>\n Qazd\u0131ran\u0131 basd\u0131ran var.<\/p>\n Basd\u0131r\u0131b da \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6rt\u0259n var.<\/p>\n \u0130ndi o\u011flum da bunu q\u0259bul edir. M\u0259nim r\u0259qibim yoxdur.<\/p>\n – Meyxana\u00e7\u0131 V\u00fcqarla aran\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259riniz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 pozuldu. Halbuki ail\u0259vi dost olmusunuz.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Kim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131maq, tan\u0131td\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259, Elza Seyidcahan yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f vursun. M\u0259ni tan\u0131masa da, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00a0tan\u0131yacaq. El\u0259 t\u0259nqid\u00e7i olub 5 il m\u0259ni t\u0259nqid edib, indi anlay\u0131b ki, s\u0259hv edib, m\u0259ni d\u00fcz ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib. V\u00fcqarkimil\u0259r el\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, h\u0259r \u015fey onlar\u0131n ist\u0259diyin\u0259 uy\u011fun, 1000 il \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u00a0olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u00c7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131rmamaq \u015f\u0259rtil\u0259 yenilikl\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n – Ax\u0131 siz \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z…<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, siz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir, m\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 ritm var, \u015feiriyyat\u0131m prel\u00fcdiya format\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n – \u00a0Ad\u0131n\u0131zdan da q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131b, biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259r qataraq yay\u0131rlar. Narahat olmursunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Narahat edir v\u0259 bel\u0259 adamlar\u0131 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 verdim. Ad\u0131mdan istifad\u0259 edib \u201cbabam\u0131n pensiyas\u0131 qalxd\u0131\u201d dey\u0259 bir \u015feir yaym\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Kims\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 s\u00f6z atanda m\u0259nim ad\u0131mdan istifad\u0259 edir. Elzaya bu q\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259zir\u0259 yarad\u0131rlarsa, dem\u0259li xalq sevir, oxuyur. M\u00fcasir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 hans\u0131 \u015fairin \u015feir\u0259ri bu q\u0259d\u0259r populyard\u0131r? Amma m\u0259nim olmayan\u0131 ad\u0131mdan oxumaq cinay\u0259tdir. M\u0259n yazm\u0131\u015fam \u201cQazan\u0131m da\u015fd\u0131 k\u0259fini yedim\u201d, onlar deyir \u201cQazan\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m k\u0259fini yedim\u201d<\/p>\n – \u00a0Etiraf edim ki, bunu m\u0259n d\u0259 anlam\u0131ram. Qazan\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b k\u0259fini niy\u0259 yey\u0259s\u0259n ax\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Anlam\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zsa, bu sizin probleminizdir. Salvador Dalini ham\u0131 anlay\u0131r? Anlamal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Camaat anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini 5-10 milyona sat\u0131n al\u0131r. Bu qiym\u0259t\u0259 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259, ham\u0131 onu q\u0259bul edir. Qazan\u0131m da\u015fd\u0131 k\u0259fini yedim. Bu \u015feir t\u0259rk edilmi\u015f h\u0259yatdan b\u0259hs edir.<\/p>\n Qazan\u0131m da\u015fd\u0131 Varl\u0131 k\u0259fini yeyir, kas\u0131b is\u0259 qazan\u0131n dibin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b yeyir, qazan\u0131 de\u015fir. \u015eeiri tam oxumadan fikir y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n – Az\u0259rbaycan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sizin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z qeyri-adidir, sizc\u0259 do\u011fru \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259, do\u011fru zamandas\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Do\u011frunu Allah bilir, m\u0259n onun i\u015fin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Dem\u0259k burda laz\u0131m olmu\u015fam. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kims\u0259 \u00e7\u0131lpaq g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki n\u0259dirs\u0259 onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0131lpaq g\u00f6rm\u00fcr ki. M\u0259n deyir\u0259m<\/p>\n Gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, – \u00a0Ax\u0131 a\u011fla ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z f\u0259rqli m\u0259na g\u0259lir, Elza xan\u0131m. Sanki siz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 q\u0259sd\u0259n maraq oyatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn buna \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bunu dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fla ilk seks g\u0259lir? Amma m\u0259n el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m, yarad\u0131c\u0131 adam pianosu il\u0259 sevi\u015fir, tar mizrabla, skripka \u00f6z \u00e7ubu\u011fu il\u0259. Bu sevi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n yeni bir yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q \u0259s\u0259ri do\u011fulur.<\/p>\n – T\u0259nqid\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir? Efirl\u0259rd\u0259 tez-tez \u00a0t\u0259nqid olunursunuz.<\/strong><\/p>\n – T\u0259nqid \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6lm\u00fcr\u0259m? \u00dcr\u0259yim gedir. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 \u015feirim d\u0259 var.<\/p>\n Yor\u011fun olanda m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259n, Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q budur, soya-soya ruhun \u00f6z\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rsan, t\u0259nqidsiz inki\u015faf olmur. Bir savads\u0131z meyxana\u00e7\u0131ya Elza haq\u0131nda sual verirl\u0259r. O, n\u0259 bilir Elza kimdir, hans\u0131 zirv\u0259d\u0259dir? Bu adam\u0131n savad\u0131 yoxdur, fikirl\u0259ri il\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r adam\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yib. G\u0259ncl\u0259ri pozanlar aras\u0131nda b\u0259zi meyxana\u00e7\u0131lar da var. Gedin bax\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, n\u0259l\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r. Kims\u0259 m\u0259ni t\u0259nqid edirs\u0259, bir bax\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn onun \u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259dir. Ad\u0131 \u201cXalq artisti\u201ddir dey\u0259, bu ona h\u0259r a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fmaq haqq\u0131 vermir. S\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rin \u00e7oxunu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259rin deyilmi\u015f, sad\u0259c\u0259 el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, rol oynay\u0131r. Meyxana\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7oxu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259hv edir, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n Ayd\u0131n X\u0131rdalanl\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259hv el\u0259di d\u0259. Ayd\u0131n Sani onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mahn\u0131da deyir ki, bu d\u00fcnyada \u0259dal\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. Hans\u0131 \u0259dal\u0259t? Xalq onu sevdi, o \u00f6z\u00fc qur\u015fand\u0131 da narkotik\u0259. Anar Na\u011f\u0131lbaz, V\u00fcqar Bil\u0259c\u0259rili d\u0259 el\u0259 o c\u00fcr m\u0259hv oldular. Naz\u0131 il\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar onlar\u0131n. V\u00fcqar Bil\u0259c\u0259rilinin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u015feiriyyatda bo\u015fluq yaratd\u0131. Heyf, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259hv etdi. \u00a0Allah R\u0259\u015fad Da\u011fl\u0131n\u0131n da qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7s\u0131n. Adam n\u0259 edir, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 edir, sonra deyir m\u0259ni azd\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n M\u0259nim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259, t\u0259nqid edib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 vuran ne\u00e7\u0259 \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259 ziyal\u0131 var. \u018fsas odur haqq\u0131mda Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u00c7ingiz Abdullayev xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r deyibl\u0259r. Anar \u00f6z\u00fc tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Elzaya z\u0259ng edin, g\u0259lib v\u0259siq\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn. \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim, akademik Nizami C\u0259f\u0259rov m\u0259ni xeyir-dua il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131, \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259. B\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r dey\u0259rdil\u0259r get, s\u0259n yazar deyils\u0259n. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanlar var ha, ora layiq olmayan adamlard\u0131lar. \u00c7\u0131xd\u0131lar, ora t\u0259mizl\u0259ndi, \u00f6z savads\u0131zl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259qdim etdil\u0259r. B\u0259d\u0259ni, ba\u015f\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn olmayan s\u00fcni xan\u0131mlar m\u0259ni, t\u0259bi g\u00f6z\u0259l Elzan\u0131 t\u0259nqid edir? Onlar Allah\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259yibl\u0259r, yenid\u0259n \u00f6zl\u0259rini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131b meymuna \u00e7eviribl\u0259r, Allah\u0131n \u0259l i\u015fini b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259ni nec\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nsin?<\/p>\n – Ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131zdan pe\u015fmans\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018fsla. Yen\u0259 ya\u015fasayd\u0131m bel\u0259 olard\u0131m. O\u011fluma deyir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n musiqi\u00e7i dostlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda aln\u0131a\u00e7\u0131qsan. Onlar ham\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, \u201cQo\u011fal\u0131n na\u011f\u0131l\u0131d\u0131\u201d m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m, dov\u015fandan da qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam, t\u00fclk\u00fcd\u0259n d\u0259 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam, \u00fcrk\u0259k idim, xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r dey\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u00fct\u00fcl g\u0259lincik idim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc qorumal\u0131yd\u0131m. H\u0259rd\u0259n anam deyir, Elza, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 ya\u015fa. Deyir\u0259m, m\u0259nim taleyimi yazan m\u0259n deyil\u0259m, Allahd\u0131r, o n\u0259 deyirs\u0259 el\u0259 d\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n \u201cO\u011flum deyir mama, m\u0259nim x\u0259trim\u0259 \u015feir yazma\u201d Bunu b\u0259st\u0259kar-m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni, \u018fm\u0259kdar artist Elza Seyidcahan\u0131 Lent.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 deyib. Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259ti t\u0259qdim edirik: G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Qap\u0131da m\u0259ni n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rinin hay-k\u00fcy\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. O ekstravaqant libaslar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck ota\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib muzeyi xat\u0131rladan qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na daxil oluram. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki Elza xan\u0131m namaz q\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Dualar\u0131n\u0131 bitirib, \u201cxo\u015fg\u0259ldin\u201d edir. S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz ba\u015flay\u0131r. – \u00c7oxdan namaz q\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? – Bir il olar. Allaha n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ets\u0259m azd\u0131r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ist\u0259diyimd\u0259n art\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verib. Bir zamanlar 1 otaql\u0131 evim var idi. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ifa\u00e7\u0131lar o evim\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. 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Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259ti t\u0259qdim edirik: G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Qap\u0131da m\u0259ni n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rinin hay-k\u00fcy\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. O ekstravaqant libaslar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck ota\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib muzeyi xat\u0131rladan qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na daxil oluram. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki Elza xan\u0131m namaz q\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Dualar\u0131n\u0131 bitirib,…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/670413"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=670413"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/670413\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/670414"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=670413"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=670413"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=670413"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<\/p>\n
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\nM\u0259ni bir yazd\u0131ran var,<\/p>\n
\nK\u0259fini yedim
\nQapa\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7d\u0131m
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yedim.
\nQar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b i\u00e7ini yedim
\nYedim, yedim
\nDibini yedim.
\nQaz\u0131b qaz\u0131b.
\nDe\u015fdim dibini
\nQazan\u0131n.
\nK\u0259fgirim az\u0131b.
\nDibi de\u015fik qazandan
\n\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131 havaya,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 baxd\u0131m
\nK\u0259fgird\u0259n
\nDe\u015fik-de\u015fik d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
\nSevi\u015fin ki, oyas\u0131z,
\nOyulas\u0131z,
\nOyanas\u0131z.
\nBu gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\nSevi\u015fin ki, do\u011fulas\u0131z.
\nDo\u011fduras\u0131n\u0131z,
\nDo\u011fas\u0131z.
\nO gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda…
\n\u0130nsanlar f\u0259rqli anlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nSoy \u0259ynini, t\u00f6k ruhunu t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259n.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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