{"id":672335,"date":"2023-12-22T17:45:50","date_gmt":"2023-12-22T13:45:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=672335"},"modified":"2023-12-22T17:45:50","modified_gmt":"2023-12-22T13:45:50","slug":"cox-yaxinda-yenid%c9%99n-qovusacagiq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=672335","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7ox yax\u0131nda yenid\u0259n qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131q…"},"content":{"rendered":"

R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n \u018fs\u0259dov yaz\u0131r…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259n sakinl\u0259ri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fma yurdlar\u0131na yola salanda yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b suallar verir, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015furam. \u00c7ox vaxt donub qal\u0131rlar, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin bo\u011faz\u0131nda q\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nir, titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 cavab verirl\u0259r ki, vallah, n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rik, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l hissl\u0259rdir, bunu ancaq ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131r…<\/p>\n

H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu cavabdan m\u0259yus olurdum, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, niy\u0259 ill\u0259rdir k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayan, yurd-yuvas\u0131ndan did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insanlar \u00f6z yuvalar\u0131na qay\u0131danda fikirl\u0259rini dol\u011fun \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ifad\u0259 etmirl\u0259r ki? Niy\u0259 hissl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131qlaya bilmirl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn o yurd-yuvas\u0131na qay\u0131dan ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcnvanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sual\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 verdil\u0259r: R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n, do\u011fma yurda qay\u0131tmaq nec\u0259 hissdir?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131namaq n\u0259 pis imi\u015f… B\u0259li, eyn\u0259n onlar kimi oldum, n\u0259 b\u0259dii c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r qura bildim, n\u0259 fikrimi, hissl\u0259rimi dey\u0259 bildim… Q\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259ndi bo\u011faz\u0131mda, amma susdum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, b\u0259lk\u0259, bunu dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k yox, yazaraq ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

…Xank\u0259ndi m\u0259nim ana yurdumdur. E\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ki m\u0259n d\u0259 Xank\u0259ndid\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259k \u201cQaraba\u011f\u201d – MO\u0130K mat\u00e7\u0131na qat\u0131laca\u011fam, yuxum \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. S\u0259h\u0259ri ip\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131b \u00e7\u0259kirdim ki, tez s\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn dan yeri.<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t vaxt g\u0259ldi. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Yolboyu q\u0259rib\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259cana qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Yuxulaya da bilmirdim, amma he\u00e7 el\u0259 bil, real d\u00fcnyada da deyildim. \u201cA\u011fdamday\u0131q\u201d… Yol yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 diksindim. Avtobusun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n baxanda is\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 televiziyada, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259m d\u0259, y\u0259qin ki, he\u00e7 vaxt al\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n sars\u0131ld\u0131m. \u0130lahi, bu nec\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir, bu nec\u0259 v\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir? H\u0259r yer da\u011f\u0131d\u0131l\u0131b, da\u015f\u0131 da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. H\u0259tta el\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131l\u0131b ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 A\u011fdamda ya\u015fay\u0131b, onillikl\u0259rl\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri olan adam bel\u0259, \u00f6z evinin yerini tapmaqda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r. Bel\u0259 vandall\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bel\u0259 terrorun, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 d\u00fcnyada tay\u0131-b\u0259rab\u0259ri yoxdur. Bu azm\u0131\u015f kimi, erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u0259razini h\u0259r yeri minalayaraq t\u0259rk edibl\u0259r. Torpaqlar bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ki, i\u015f\u011faldan azad edilib, amma bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259min \u0259razil\u0259rd\u0259n onlarla, y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 mina, partlay\u0131c\u0131 vasit\u0259l\u0259r a\u015fkarlan\u0131r, z\u0259r\u0259rsizl\u0259\u015fdirilir.<\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259ran qalas\u0131n\u0131n da qam\u0259ti \u0259yilib ill\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda qalmaqdan. \u018ftraf\u0131nda salamat he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Yol k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 ni\u015fan\u0131 ke\u00e7dik – \u201cXocal\u0131\u201d. Bu ni\u015fan olmasa, y\u0259qin ki, n\u0259 vaxtsa burada \u015f\u0259h\u0259r oldu\u011funu kims\u0259 t\u0259xmin ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259liyal\u0131n, aya\u011f\u0131yal\u0131n, silahs\u0131z sivil insan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan edildiyi Xocal\u0131. H\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si, h\u0259r d\u00f6ng\u0259si Xocal\u0131 sakinl\u0259rinin ah-nal\u0259si il\u0259 inild\u0259y\u0259n ruhlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si ruhumu m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259 kimi s\u0131xd\u0131…<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin paytaxt\u0131na – Xank\u0259ndiy\u0259 yeti\u015fdik. \u00dcr\u0259yim qeyri-iradi az qald\u0131 yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n. Bir an \u00f6nc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 saatlarla g\u0259zib-dola\u015fmaq ke\u00e7di i\u00e7imd\u0259n, amma vaxt\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ox az idi. Z\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr olunan h\u0259rbi parad\u0131n ke\u00e7irildiyi, \u00f6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7r\u0259ngli \u015fanl\u0131 bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259kana, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin d\u00fcz m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259, Xank\u0259ndi stadionunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131q. Bir gerb, bir bayraq bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yara\u015farm\u0131, ilahi? El\u0259 bil, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259ynin\u0259 bi\u00e7ilib!<\/p>\n

Bu anlar\u0131 s\u00fcng\u0259r suyu hopduran kimi beynim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259dim. Bir zamanlar i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda olan, tarixi saxtala\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lan, qondarma rejimin \u0259sirin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimizd\u0259yik, rahat-rahat deyirik, g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fck, g\u0259zirik, havas\u0131n\u0131 uduruq. H\u0259r yerind\u0259 biz var\u0131q Xank\u0259ndinin, Qaraba\u011f\u0131n. H\u0259r yerind\u0259 xidm\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259ririk, h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131na n\u0259zar\u0259t edirik, h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259, h\u0259r tinin\u0259 biz sahibik art\u0131q. Art\u0131q bundan sonra da bel\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n

…Mat\u00e7 ba\u015flad\u0131, D\u00f6vl\u0259t Himnimizin s\u0259si ana laylas\u0131 kimi damar\u0131mda axan qan\u0131mda g\u0259zdi, m\u0259n\u0259vi rahatl\u0131q verdi m\u0259n\u0259. Sonra \u00f6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etdi. \u201cQaraba\u011f Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r, biz Qaraba\u011fda, Xank\u0259ndid\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q!\u201d nidas\u0131 h\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, g\u00fccl\u00fc, qalib \u00f6lk\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n q\u00fcruru stadiondak\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259si g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131na qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Cismim Xank\u0259ndi stadionundayd\u0131, ruhum Xank\u0259ndi s\u0259mas\u0131nda. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259-m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 g\u0259zdi Xank\u0259ndini. Evimizi axtard\u0131, amma tapa bilm\u0259di. Bir tufan qopdu i\u00e7imd\u0259. Ka\u015f anam\u0131n, atam\u0131n ill\u0259rdir dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, x\u0259yallar\u0131mda a\u011f-qara \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r kimi qalan o evi gedib g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259ydim… H\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259ki tut a\u011fac\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, durur h\u0259l\u0259, yoxsa k\u0259sibl\u0259r?.. B\u0259s evin \u00f6z\u00fc? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, da\u011f\u0131lmay\u0131b?..<\/p>\n

Azarke\u015fl\u0259rin s\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259yaldan ay\u0131ld\u0131m. Oyunun sonuncu d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u201cQaraba\u011f\u201d MO\u0130K-in qap\u0131s\u0131ndan ilk v\u0259 h\u0259lledici qolunu ke\u00e7irdi. Onlara qo\u015fulub m\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m: \u201cQooool!!!\u201d Amma an\u0131nda da bir fikir ke\u00e7di a\u011fl\u0131mdan – m\u0259n kim\u0259 azarke\u015flik edirdim ki? D\u0259rhal da \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 cavab verdim – y\u0259qin, Xank\u0259ndiy\u0259…<\/p>\n

Mat\u00e7 bitdi, h\u0259r k\u0259s avtobuslara \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u00dcz\u00fc Bak\u0131ya yol ald\u0131q. Amma m\u0259n, dey\u0259s\u0259n, oradan ancaq cismimi g\u0259tirdim, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc, ruhumu Xank\u0259ndi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 qoyub g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox yax\u0131nda yenid\u0259n qovu\u015faca\u011fam s\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259r, art\u0131q bu d\u0259f\u0259 Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131n da dediyi kimi, \u0259b\u0259di olaraq!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n \u018fs\u0259dov yaz\u0131r… Qaraba\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259n sakinl\u0259ri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fma yurdlar\u0131na yola salanda yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b suallar verir, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015furam. \u00c7ox vaxt donub qal\u0131rlar, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin bo\u011faz\u0131nda q\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nir, titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 cavab verirl\u0259r ki, vallah, n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rik, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l hissl\u0259rdir, bunu ancaq ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131r… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu cavabdan m\u0259yus olurdum, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, niy\u0259 ill\u0259rdir k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayan, yurd-yuvas\u0131ndan did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insanlar \u00f6z yuvalar\u0131na qay\u0131danda fikirl\u0259rini dol\u011fun \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ifad\u0259 etmirl\u0259r ki? Niy\u0259 hissl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131qlaya bilmirl\u0259r? Bu g\u00fcn o yurd-yuvas\u0131na qay\u0131dan ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcnvanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sual\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 verdil\u0259r: R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n, do\u011fma yurda qay\u0131tmaq nec\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":672336,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/FotoJet-2023-12-22T164819.086.jpg",620,413,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n \u018fs\u0259dov yaz\u0131r… Qaraba\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259n sakinl\u0259ri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fma yurdlar\u0131na yola salanda yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b suallar verir, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015furam. \u00c7ox vaxt donub qal\u0131rlar, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin bo\u011faz\u0131nda q\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nir, titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 cavab verirl\u0259r ki, vallah, n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rik, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l hissl\u0259rdir, bunu ancaq ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131r… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu cavabdan m\u0259yus olurdum, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, niy\u0259 ill\u0259rdir k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayan, yurd-yuvas\u0131ndan…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/672335"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=672335"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/672335\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/672336"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=672335"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=672335"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=672335"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}