– M\u0259nim imicim retro t\u0259rzidir. Bel\u0259 geyiml\u0259ri, sa\u00e7 d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m\u2026 Anam r\u0259ssamd\u0131r. Salyanda 4 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7andan evimizd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin portretini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Birinci kursda oxuyanda \u0130lham v\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259nin portretini \u0259limd\u0259 tutub \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131na getdim. M\u0259qs\u0259dim ail\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n kiminl\u0259s\u0259 rastla\u015fmaq v\u0259 portreti onlara verm\u0259k idi. Ona q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdim ki, kims\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda \u0130lham v\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259ni tan\u0131mas\u0131n, amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, yolda insanlar\u0131n donuq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131m. Tan\u0131mayanlar oldu, yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b soru\u015furdular ki, bunlar kimdir? H\u0259tta \u015f\u0259hid olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdil\u0259r. Ondan sonra bel\u0259 bir q\u0259rar verdim ki, h\u0259r il bir \u015f\u0259hidin portreti il\u0259 xiyaban\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edim v\u0259 insanlar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizi yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131s\u0131nlar. Art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ildir ki, bunu edir\u0259m. \u00d6t\u0259n il \u015f\u0259hid \u00dclvi B\u00fcnyadzad\u0259nin, bu il is\u0259 Salyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 20 Yanvar \u015f\u0259hidi El\u00e7in \u0130manovun portreti il\u0259 getdim. H\u0259min portretl\u0259ri anam \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n
– Ad\u0259t\u0259n, sizin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda olanlar bu m\u00f6vzulara bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ssasl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rmirl\u0259r. Amma siz f\u0259rql\u0259nirsiniz. Bu n\u0259d\u0259n qaynaqlan\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bu, ail\u0259d\u0259n ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Anam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik motivl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verib. Tarixi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin portreti bizim evin divarlar\u0131nda olub. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b evimizd\u0259 Bab\u0259kin portretini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu h\u0259yatda V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259f anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n – Geyiml\u0259riniz d\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131r. \u0130nsan siz\u0259 baxanda nostalji hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irir\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bu, m\u0259nim \u00f6z stilimdir. Adi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 geyinir\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r ki, geyimin 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131r. Etiraf edim ki, m\u00fcasir d\u00f6vr\u00fcn d\u0259bi bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259lmir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 indi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hans\u0131 t\u0259rzin d\u0259bd\u0259 olmas\u0131 maraql\u0131 deyil. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z t\u0259rzim\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verir\u0259m. Boyunba\u011f\u0131lar\u0131m olur ki, anam haz\u0131rlay\u0131r. Q\u0131sa sa\u00e7 m\u0259n\u0259 rahatd\u0131r. Be\u015finci sinifd\u0259n bel\u0259 edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n – Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, bildiyim q\u0259d\u0259ril\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131z var. Tez-tez teatrlara gedirsiniz, s\u0259n\u0259t adamlar\u0131 il\u0259 fotolar \u00e7\u0259kdirirsiniz.<\/strong><\/p>\n – Salyanda b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn teatr yoxdur. M\u0259n Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra teatr\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bu, bizim ail\u0259nin s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 olan meylind\u0259n ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t insanlar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t hissi var. Anam aktrisalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, aktyorlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n portretl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kir. B\u0259z\u0259n onlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck, yax\u0131ndan \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qururuq. Az\u0259rbaycanda \u0259n sevimli aktyorum Rasim Balayevdir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdim ki, ha\u00e7ansa onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra atama dedim ki, ata, m\u0259n \u201cBab\u0259k\u201dl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n – H\u00fcquq psixologiyas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Bu se\u00e7iminiz n\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r h\u0259rb\u00e7i olmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Sonra b\u0259zi probleml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu ist\u0259yimd\u0259n imtina etdim. Daha sonra h\u00fcquq psixologiyas\u0131 ixtisas\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldum v\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldim ki, bunu \u00f6yr\u0259nim. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu ixtisas Az\u0259rbaycanda bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 inki\u015faf etm\u0259yib. Praktikada \u00e7ox rast g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirik. Vudro Vilson h\u00fcquq psixologiyas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 ilk professor olub. Bu sah\u0259 \u00fczr\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis kimi formala\u015fma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ki, 20 Yanvar faci\u0259si \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131n\u0131 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259rin m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sini canl\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n, sanki o d\u00f6vrd\u0259n qopub g\u0259lmi\u015f bir q\u0131z ziyar\u0259t edir. O, h\u0259r il \u0259lind\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259hidin portretini tutaraq xiyaban boyu g\u0259zir. H\u0259min q\u0131z\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7 ildir ki, saytlarda, s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r v\u0259 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259ri xat\u0131rladan t\u0259rzi m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunur. 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