\u201cO d\u00f6vr ba\u015fqa d\u00f6vr idi. \u0130nsanlar bir s\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 canlar\u0131 il\u0259 cavab verirdil\u0259r\u201d.<\/p>\n
Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri aktyor Tural Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n Kult.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259si zaman\u0131 deyib.<\/p>\n
M\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/p>\n
– Tural b\u0259y, istedad irs\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bilir. Aktyor olmaqdan \u0259lav\u0259 Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flusunuz, \u015feir yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Yox, indi yazm\u0131ram. Amma \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n – Niy\u0259 davam etm\u0259diniz? B\u0259lk\u0259 atan\u0131z kimi yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fair olacaqd\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n – H\u0259rd\u0259n olur ki, a\u011fl\u0131ma \u015feirl\u0259r g\u0259lir, amma davam\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirmir\u0259m. M\u0259ni daha \u00e7ox ssenari c\u0259lb edir. Amma q\u0131z\u0131m art\u0131q babas\u0131n\u0131n yolunu davam edir. 15 ya\u015f\u0131 var, hekay\u0259l\u0259r yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. Siz demi\u015f, irs\u0259ndir. \u00dcmum\u0259n is\u0259 poeziya m\u0259ni c\u0259lb etmir, maraq dair\u0259m ba\u015fqa sah\u0259y\u0259dir. \u015eeir d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bel\u0259dir ki, g\u0259r\u0259k daim orada olasan.<\/p>\n – \u00c7ox adam sizin Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flu oldu\u011funuzu bilmir. Niy\u0259 gizl\u0259dirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – H\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fcr. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 bir s\u0259b\u0259bim yoxdur. Y\u0259qin, introvert\u0259m, ondan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Pe\u015f\u0259m\u0259 baxanda q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, insanlar\u0131n diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb etm\u0259yi xo\u015flam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n – Atan\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n qalmaqall\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 onu kiml\u0259rins\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259sidir. Siz bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Qalmaqal dem\u0259zdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki o d\u00f6vr ba\u015fqa d\u00f6vr idi. \u0130nsanlar bir s\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 canlar\u0131 il\u0259 cavab verirdil\u0259r. Rusiyadan g\u0259l\u0259n bir qrup h\u0259kim bel\u0259 bir n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, atam\u0131n qan\u0131nda s\u00fcni preparat var. Biz ham\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck, kims\u0259 atamla d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik etm\u0259z. M\u0259g\u0259r ki, var imi\u015f onu da sevm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n – Tural b\u0259y, Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 16 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131za kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, o sizi nec\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdi? B\u0259z\u0259n olur ki, s\u0259n\u0259t adamlar\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259t adam\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir. Atan\u0131z\u0131n siz\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259lqini var idimi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, atam\u0131n m\u0259niml\u0259 h\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 el\u0259 d\u0259 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir. \u201cD\u00fcr\u00fcst ol v\u0259 oxu\u201d dey\u0259rdi. Onun yaz\u0131 masas\u0131 arxas\u0131nda nec\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259si yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz. \u018fd\u0259biyyata olan sevgisi m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259sir etdi. Yoxsa, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259mir\u0259m ki, nec\u0259 olard\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00e7\u0259tin idi. F\u0259hl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyim g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u0259 oldu. T\u0259kc\u0259 ad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 motivasiya verirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn u\u011furlar\u0131m m\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/p>\n – Onun z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259diniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Dediyim kimi, \u201cSema\u015fko\u201dda (indiki Kliniki Tibbi M\u0259rk\u0259z – red.) yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6vrd\u0259 Rusiyadan bir qrup h\u0259kim g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. N\u0259tic\u0259 o oldu ki, qan\u0131nda s\u00fcni preparat var. Atam\u0131n b\u0259zi dostlar\u0131, ail\u0259miz \u00e7ox narahatl\u0131q ke\u00e7irdi. Bel\u0259 bir \u015feyi he\u00e7 c\u00fcr q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmirdik. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra atam\u0131 M\u0259rk\u0259zi Klinikaya ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. 1-2 g\u00fcn sonra yenid\u0259n m\u00fcayin\u0259 edib dedil\u0259r ki, yem\u0259kd\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nib. M\u00fc\u0259mma kimi qald\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259. He\u00e7 kim qaba\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin niy\u0259 bel\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259sini ara\u015fd\u0131rmad\u0131. O vaxt atam\u0131n dostlar\u0131 t\u0259kid edirdil\u0259r ki, Eldar\u0131 ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131n. Burada o sa\u011f qalmacaq. H\u0259r \u015fey dumanl\u0131 qal\u0131b yad\u0131mda.<\/p>\n – B\u0259s siz sonradan c\u0259hd etdinizmi ara\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa? Ortada cinay\u0259t d\u0259 ola bil\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n – A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, u\u015faq idim, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m adamlar bunun m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n – \u201cApatiya\u201d filmd\u0259ki rolunuza g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259m sevildiniz, h\u0259m d\u0259 masturbasiya s\u0259hn\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259nqid olundunuz. Narahat deyilsiniz ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n narahat olmuram. Oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z filml\u0259r bizim h\u0259yat t\u0259rzimiz deyil, pe\u015f\u0259mizdir. M\u0259nfi dan\u0131\u015fanlara qald\u0131qda is\u0259 tez bitir o s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r. Bel\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259xtim onda g\u0259tirib ki, \u00e7ox adam \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d\u201din m\u0259n oldu\u011fumu bilmir. \u015e\u0259hla xan\u0131ma baxanda b\u0259xtim daha \u00e7ox g\u0259tirib.<\/p>\n – Xalq artistl\u0259ri deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, filmd\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f, a\u00e7\u0131q s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r olmaz. D\u00fcz deyirl\u0259r?<\/strong><\/p>\n – M\u0259nc\u0259, m\u00fcasirlikl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq \u00e7ox m\u0259nas\u0131z bir \u015feydir. \u018fksin\u0259, ya\u015fl\u0131 v\u0259 daha t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li n\u0259sil h\u0259lly\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fc olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Y\u0259ni \u0259g\u0259r bir mill\u0259tin mental, dini, sosial d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r, televiziya v\u0259 sair\u0259 t\u0259sir edirs\u0259, dem\u0259k ki, bir yolunu tap\u0131b bu neqativ v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti aradan qald\u0131rma\u011fa k\u00f6kl\u0259nm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Yoxsa s\u00f6z sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259sdir, \u0259m\u0259li f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Bu yoxdursa, oturub \u00e7aya baxan kimi sakit durmaq daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r m\u00fcasir insan\u0131n bir qula\u011f\u0131ndan girib, o birind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r (\u0259slind\u0259, el\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olub). M\u0259nc\u0259, \u00f6lk\u0259 olaraq m\u00fcasirliyin, inki\u015faf\u0131n n\u0259bzini tutsaq, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olar.<\/p>\n – S\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259k, a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fcasirlikdirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n – \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259k v\u0259 ya s\u00f6ym\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcasirlik say\u0131la bilm\u0259z. Amma biz inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259n (f\u0259rq etm\u0259z hans\u0131 n\u00f6v\u00fc), \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131qsa, yeni, f\u0259rqli fikirl\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259nm\u0259lidir. Biz n\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, n\u0259yi oxudu\u011fumuzu, n\u0259 etdiyimizi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz se\u00e7irik, n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259cbur etmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n – Kitab oxumaqdan s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259t adamlar\u0131 da oxumad\u0131qlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259lirl\u0259r. Siz y\u0259qin, atan\u0131z\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 daim oxuyars\u0131n\u0131z. Yoxsa, sizin d\u0259 vaxt\u0131n\u0131z yoxdur?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Kitab oxumaq v\u0259rdi\u015fini, m\u0259nc\u0259, insan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mli hiss\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259lidir. Pul qazan\u0131ram dey\u0259 kitab oxumamaq b\u0259han\u0259dir. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259r kitab bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sinin, h\u0259yata v\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259sidir. \u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 bir insan vaxt\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rf edib yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitabda \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, insan v\u0259 insanl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn faydal\u0131 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 olur. M\u0259n \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n daim oxuyuram.<\/p>\n – Tural b\u0259y, bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, \u201cq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259tti\u201d\u200bniz d\u0259 yoxdur. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, hans\u0131sa rol var ki, \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz, amma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz ki, ail\u0259m bax\u0131r, ay\u0131bd\u0131r…<\/strong><\/p>\n – Bel\u0259 \u201cq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259tti\u201dm yoxdur. Sad\u0259c\u0259, ssenarinin yax\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131na \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verir\u0259m. Bax\u0131r hekay\u0259y\u0259. M\u0259nc\u0259, bu problem t\u0259kc\u0259 bizd\u0259dir. Sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, solumuzda olanlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259 aktyoru hans\u0131sa obraz\u0131 oynay\u0131b-oynamas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u0131nam\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n – Kino sah\u0259sind\u0259 nec\u0259, naraz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z varm\u0131? S\u0259n\u0259t adamlar\u0131 ad\u0259t\u0259n, etiraz\u00e7\u0131 ruhda olurlar, amma siz sanki \u00e7\u0259kilib q\u0131raqda dayanm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n – Naraz\u0131 oldu\u011fumuz h\u0259r \u015fey bizim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, fikir vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 n\u00fcmun\u0259 kimi biz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n adamlar bu sah\u0259nin bel\u0259 gerid\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131n birm\u0259nal\u0131 g\u00fcnahkarlar\u0131d\u0131r. Ancaq dan\u0131\u015fmaq, bo\u015f v\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131z m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fczakir\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar. Bu i\u015f is\u0259 kollektiv s\u0259n\u0259tdir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dedi-qodudan \u00e7ox \u0259m\u0259li f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 o s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 maraqs\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n – M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Kino \u0130ttifaq\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fikl\u0259r, \u00fcmum\u0259n kinoya ayr\u0131lan v\u0259sait – he\u00e7 biri siz\u0259 maraql\u0131 deyil?<\/strong><\/p>\n – Vallah, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fiklikl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259tic\u0259 d\u0259 verm\u0259yib. \u0130ndi yen\u0259 \u00fcmid edirik n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259. Gedi\u015fatda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin \u00f6z i\u015f \u00fcslubu var, ba\u015fa ke\u00e7\u0259n \u015fah olur, \u00f6z qanunlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirir. O qanunlar da ancaq b\u0259zi f\u0259rdl\u0259rin xeyrin\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, olan is\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 olur. N\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmid edir\u0259m, amma \u0259fsuslar olsun ki, inanm\u0131ram. \u00dcmidvaram, m\u0259n yan\u0131laram v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey do\u011furdan da \u00fcmum\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259tin xeyrin\u0259 olar. \u0130claslar, toplant\u0131lar, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmalar olur, hans\u0131 ki, orada ba\u015fda oturanlar da inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259timizin m\u00f6vcud v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 bais olmu\u015f insanlard\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 deyir\u0259m dan\u0131\u015fmaq, kiml\u0259ris\u0259 m\u00fczakir\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cO d\u00f6vr ba\u015fqa d\u00f6vr idi. \u0130nsanlar bir s\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 canlar\u0131 il\u0259 cavab verirdil\u0259r\u201d. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri aktyor Tural Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n Kult.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259si zaman\u0131 deyib. M\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edirik: – Tural b\u0259y, istedad irs\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bilir. Aktyor olmaqdan \u0259lav\u0259 Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flusunuz, \u015feir yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131? – Yox, indi yazm\u0131ram. Amma \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131m. – Niy\u0259 davam etm\u0259diniz? 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