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32 il…<\/p>\n
17 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir q\u0131z \u00f6z arzusuna \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li olub.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn o, g\u0259nc t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 eyni masa arxas\u0131nda oturaraq \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015fca ki\u00e7ik m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rs al\u0131r. Ya\u015f\u0131 53 olsa da, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki h\u0259y\u0259can v\u0259 oxumaq h\u0259v\u0259si el\u0259 17 ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 kimidir. S\u00f6hb\u0259t G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n Binn\u0259tovadan gedir. G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin \u0130nformasiya v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d menecmenti fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259\u00a0Kitabxana\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 informasiya f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 qiyabi t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. IV kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sidir. Ail\u0259lidir. 2 q\u0131z, 2 o\u011ful anas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, 49 ya\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 qazanan q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131z q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 eyni universitetd\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. Ana-q\u0131z d\u0259rs\u0259 birg\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lir, tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131nda m\u0259sl\u0259hl\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir, arzular\u0131na do\u011fru bir yerd\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n
\u201cQafqazinfo\u201d 3 \u00f6vlad\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayan G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n Binn\u0259tova il\u0259 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olub, onunla 32 il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b:<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u0259kc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flum ali t\u0259hsil almaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. Dig\u0259r \u00f6vladlar\u0131m ham\u0131s\u0131 oxuyur. Evd\u0259 d\u00f6rd t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259yik. U\u015faql\u0131qdan oxuma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259sim olub. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyan \u015fagird olmu\u015fam. \u00c7ox ist\u0259yirdim ki, ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131m, amma al\u0131nmad\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n sonra s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sin\u0259 verdim. Lakin orada imtahan prosesi zaman\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. Onda bir q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259v\u0259sim q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. O zaman da v\u0259ziyy\u0259t el\u0259 idi ki, \u0259g\u0259r oxumursansa, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti il yenid\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259d verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q haradasa i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259li olursan. O vaxt m\u0259kt\u0259b direktorumun k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 \u201c\u0130n\u015faat\u00e7\u0131lar stadionu\u201d adlanan yerd\u0259 katib\u0259-makina\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. D\u00fcz 6 ay burada i\u015fl\u0259dim. Bundan sonra is\u0259 18 ya\u015f\u0131m olark\u0259n ail\u0259 qurdum. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m F\u00fczulid\u0259ndir. El\u0259 ora g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. 3-4 il d\u0259 orada eyni i\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Daha sonra m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn olaraq Sumqay\u0131ta g\u0259ldik\u201d.
\nO, ke\u00e7\u0259n bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259hsil almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn imtahan verm\u0259k ist\u0259yind\u0259 oldu\u011funu vur\u011fulay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\u201cH\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m oxumaq h\u0259v\u0259sind\u0259 oldu\u011fumu bilirdi\u201d, – dey\u0259n G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m bildirib ki, bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 t\u0259hsil almama\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259si olub:<\/p>\n
\u201cBa\u015f\u0131m qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131ma. Onlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259si, t\u0259hsili\u2026 Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259r zaman oxumaq h\u0259v\u0259si var idi. O arzu he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6lm\u0259di. Pe\u015fman deyil\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131m var. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m II qrup \u00c7ernob\u0131l \u0259lilidir. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bilirdi ki, m\u0259nim oxumaq kimi bir arzum var. Lakin el\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131mla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bunu ert\u0259l\u0259yirdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 etibar etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bu fikrimi q\u0131z\u0131mla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dedi ki, \u201cist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, oxu\u201d.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, q\u0259bul olmayaca\u011fam. Amma savad\u0131ma b\u0259l\u0259d idi. Q\u0259bul olma\u011f\u0131m da he\u00e7 kimi incitm\u0259d\u0259n, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 y\u00fck olmadan ba\u015f tutdu. Bel\u0259 ki, \u0259slind\u0259 qiyabi t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259hsilim \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fli \u0259saslarla idi. Lakin m\u0259n F\u00fczuli rayonunun qeydiyyat\u0131nda oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259hsil haqq\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6vl\u0259t \u00f6d\u0259yir\u201d.<\/p>\n
B\u0259s nec\u0259 olur ki, ill\u0259r sonra universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olmaq h\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr? Ona stimul ver\u0259n n\u0259 olur? Suallar\u0131m\u0131za cavab kimi G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m biz\u0259 bel\u0259 dem\u0259k olarsa, q\u0131sa h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b.
\nO deyib ki, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131, daha sonra is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 onu oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirib:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rsl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmu\u015fam. El\u0259 bir g\u00fcn olmay\u0131b ki, d\u0259rs\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131qs\u0131z getsinl\u0259r. El\u0259 onlarla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ola-ola bildikl\u0259rimi el\u0259 bil, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, daha da m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259ndirmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n daha rahat oldu.<\/p>\n
B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131m Aynur\u0259 kolleci bitirdikd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n onu m\u0259cbur etdim ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q ali t\u0259hsil d\u0259 als\u0131n. El\u0259 oldu ki, q\u0131z\u0131m haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b imtahan verdi v\u0259 q\u0259bul oldu. Onunla eyni ild\u0259 o\u011flum da universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul oldu. Bundan sonra m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki o arzu yenid\u0259n ba\u015f qald\u0131rd\u0131. Daha da h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndim v\u0259 bu fikrimi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131mla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. O da \u00e7ox sevindi v\u0259 dedi ki, \u201colar\u201d. \u0130lk d\u0259st\u0259yi ondan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o des\u0259ydi ki, \u201cana, art\u0131q gecdir. Bu ya\u015fdan sonra oxuyub n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?\u201d el\u0259 orada da dayanard\u0131m, davam etm\u0259zdim. D\u0259rsl\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259klik g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. \u0130mtahana art\u0131q 3 ay qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n gec\u0259mi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 qat\u0131b haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131m. U\u015faqlar\u0131n d\u0259rs v\u0259saitl\u0259ri, testl\u0259rind\u0259n istifad\u0259 edirdim. B\u0259zi d\u0259rsl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn internet\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Getdim, imtahan verdim v\u0259 \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 335,6 balla Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Kitabxana\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 informasiya f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti ixtisas\u0131na q\u0259bul oldum. \u00d6z\u00fcm bu ixtisas\u0131 ilk yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130ll\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul oldum\u201d.
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G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131n ilk \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r Aynur\u0259 N\u0259z\u0259ri. 33 ya\u015fl\u0131 Aynur\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetind\u0259 Jurnalistika fak\u00fclt\u0259si \u00fczr\u0259 qiyabi t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. Art\u0131q V kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sidir: \u201cDaha \u00f6nc\u0259 kollec oxumu\u015fdum. Ondan sonra i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259 bel\u0259 deyim ki, oxuma\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259nara qoydum. Anam h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259kid edirdi ki, oxuyum, t\u0259hsilimi davam etdirim. M\u0259n is\u0259 ba\u015fdansovdu\u00a0yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma i\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131nda el\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m ki, ali t\u0259hsilin vacibliyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Aradan 9 il fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra 1 il haz\u0131rla\u015faraq universitet\u0259 yenid\u0259n imtahan verdim v\u0259 q\u0259bul oldum. Oxudu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 jurnalistika sah\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 3 ayl\u0131q t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259 ke\u00e7dim. Lakin haz\u0131rda tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli bir sah\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m. 2 il\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir ail\u0259liy\u0259m. 2019-cu ild\u0259 universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul oldum v\u0259 qiyabi t\u0259hsili se\u00e7dim. Buna s\u0259b\u0259b h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yim idi\u201d.<\/p>\n
Anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259st\u0259k\u00e7isi qeyd edir ki, qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda anas\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 var:<\/p>\n
\u201cBiz h\u0259r birimiz ona d\u0259st\u0259k oluruq. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u00fcz\u00fc, o xan\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Deyirdim \u201cbu ya\u015fdan sonra t\u0259hsil onun n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?!\u201d Amma deyirl\u0259r, ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n ba\u015fmaq\u00e7\u0131 olar. \u00d6z anam bu q\u0259rar\u0131 verib universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olandan sonra o xan\u0131m\u0131 daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlad\u0131m. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131 yoxdur. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n ya\u015fda t\u0259hsil almaq he\u00e7 vaxt gec deyil. Anam ali t\u0259hsil almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirdi, daha sonra da \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndi. \u00c7ox sevinir\u0259m ki, anam bu q\u0259rar\u0131 verdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn prosesl\u0259ri birlikd\u0259 izl\u0259yirdik. H\u0259tta imtahan n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131qlanan gec\u0259 biz yatmad\u0131q. Cavablar el\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n saat 5-d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Oturub birlikd\u0259 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259dik.
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H\u0259min ili bac\u0131m da ali t\u0259hsil\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d vermi\u015fdi. Lakin o kollec\u0259 q\u0259bul oldu. Anam buna g\u00f6r\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma m\u0259n deyirdim ki, \u0259sas s\u0259nin q\u0259bul olma\u011f\u0131n vacibdir, \u00e7\u00fcnki bac\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ncdir, h\u0259yat\u0131 qabaqdad\u0131r. Yenid\u0259n haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b oxuyar. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bac\u0131m el\u0259 dem\u0259k olar, h\u0259r g\u00fcn evd\u0259 deyirdi ki, \u201cM\u0259n kollecd\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. G\u0259r\u0259k yenid\u0259n haz\u0131rla\u015fard\u0131m\u201d. Amma anamla m\u0259n ona deyirik ki, bu t\u0259hsild\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n universitet\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d versin. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259traf\u0131mda da g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, b\u0259zi xan\u0131mlar q\u0259bul olmurlarsa, h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r v\u0259 art\u0131q davam etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirl\u0259r, ail\u0259 qururlar. Amma bac\u0131ma verdiyimiz \u00f6y\u00fcd-n\u0259sih\u0259t n\u0259tic\u0259sini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, \u00f6t\u0259n il universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul oldu\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cBu ya\u015fdan sonra oxuyub n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?\u201d – bu sual\u0131 az e\u015fitm\u0259diyini deyir G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cQohumlardan, \u0259trafdak\u0131 tan\u0131\u015flardan bu x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fidib sevin\u0259n d\u0259 oldu, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259n d\u0259. \u00c7oxu m\u0259ni d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259di. Amma \u201cbu ya\u015fdan sonra oxuyub n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?\u201d dey\u0259n d\u0259 oldu. D\u00fcz\u00fc, art\u0131q kimin n\u0259 dediyi m\u0259ni ruhdan sala bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
\u018fvv\u0259l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq. G\u0259nc t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 eyni parta arxas\u0131nda oturmaq, evin i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, d\u0259rsl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fmaq g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, \u0259ksin\u0259, \u00e7ox rahatd\u0131r. Qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131m, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim d\u0259 sa\u011f olsunlar ki, \u00e7ox d\u0259st\u0259k olurlar.
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\nUniversitetd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verir ki… \u00c7oxlar\u0131 m\u0259nim t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yox, m\u00fc\u0259llim oldu\u011fumu hesab edirl\u0259r. Bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7oxlu maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 qrupdak\u0131 q\u0131zlarla birlikd\u0259 bufet\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Biz oturduq, q\u0131zlardan bir ne\u00e7\u0259si \u00e7ay almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getdi. 10 st\u0259kandan \u00e7ox \u00e7ay ist\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Lakin orada nec\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa, \u00e7ay verilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Daha sonra m\u0259n getdim v\u0259 el\u0259 bildil\u0259r, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m \u00e7ay verdil\u0259r. \u00c7ayla qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n q\u0131zlar \u00e7ox sevinmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bu kimi hadis\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox olur\u201d.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m imtahanlara haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n h\u0259m qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131ndan d\u0259st\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcr: \u201c\u0130ndi g\u0259ncl\u0259rin d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc daha \u00e7oxdur. B\u0259zil\u0259ri deyir \u201conlar g\u0259ncdirl\u0259r, biz n\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yik?!\u201d, – amma el\u0259 deyil. Onlardan \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u015fey \u00e7oxdur.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131zlarla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, imtahanlara birlikd\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Bizd\u0259 \u0259sas \u00e7\u0259tinlik odur ki, \u0259yanil\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn il \u0259rzind\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini bir aya oxuyub, haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b imtahan verm\u0259li oluruq. \u00c7\u0259tin olsa da, \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
Ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131mla eyni ild\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d verdiyimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 birlikd\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. \u0130ndi d\u0259 imtahanlara haz\u0131rla\u015fanda bir-birimizd\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirik. \u0130mtahanlara haz\u0131rla\u015fmaq prosesi m\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcnorta saatlar\u0131nda bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olur. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sas\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259rs oxuyuram. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, u\u015faqlar imtahana haz\u0131rla\u015fanda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, evd\u0259 tam sakitlik olsun. \u00c7aylar\u0131n\u0131 da d\u0259rs masalar\u0131na apar\u0131ram ki, fikirl\u0259ri yay\u0131nmas\u0131n. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bu hal bir q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqlidir. \u0130st\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z evd\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy olur. G\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 ev i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oluram\u201d.
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\nAynur\u0259 imtahanlarda anas\u0131n\u0131n ondan daha yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyini qeyd edir:<\/p>\n
\u201cAil\u0259 qurandan sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olur. Anamdan f\u0259rqli olaraq \u00f6vlad qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 da \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259m i\u015fim\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u0259rsim\u0259 \u00e7ox rahat gedib-g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Haz\u0131rda da diplom m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
\u0130mtahanlara haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n anamla bir-birimiz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirik. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, uy\u011fun d\u0259rsl\u0259r yoxdur, amma \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, anama d\u0259st\u0259k olum. Onu da deyim ki, a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, buna he\u00e7 ehtiyac da olmur. Anam imtahanlarda m\u0259nd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015f axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda olan G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n \u00e7ox e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 \u201c\u0130ndi he\u00e7 cavanlar i\u015f tapm\u0131r\u201d da daxildir:<\/p>\n
\u201cBu s\u00f6z m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox deyilib. \u0130\u015f tap\u0131l\u0131r, gedir\u0259m dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, ya\u015f m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259ti olur. El\u0259 olub ki, c\u0259mi iki ya\u015fa g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259diyim olub. M\u0259nc\u0259, bu d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyil. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259sas qabiliyy\u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n bu ya\u015fda d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n m\u0259vacib alm\u0131ramsa, o zaman \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yam. Buna g\u00fcc\u00fcm d\u0259 yet\u0259r. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z qazanc\u0131 ba\u015fqad\u0131r. Ail\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olsa bel\u0259, m\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 daha tez t\u0259hsil almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir q\u0259d\u0259r pe\u015fmanl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu g\u00fcn i\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdiyim yerl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259k \u0259ng\u0259l ya\u015f\u0131m olur. Art\u0131q iki ildir ki, i\u015f axtar\u0131ram. Y\u0259ni oxuma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n b\u0259hr\u0259sini g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259tin bo\u015fa getm\u0259yini ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Kitabxana, m\u0259tb\u0259\u0259, n\u0259\u015friyyat kimi yerl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq arzumdur.<\/p>\n
Bacarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir i\u015f olsa da, q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bir \u015feyi \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259ms\u0259, edir\u0259m. Bu, art\u0131q faktd\u0131r\u201d.
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Aynur\u0259 is\u0259 anas\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq ali t\u0259hsili haz\u0131rda ancaq diploma g\u00f6r\u0259 ist\u0259yir:<\/p>\n
\u201cBu sah\u0259ni se\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n ilk vaxtlar jurnalist kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdim, amma al\u0131nmad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki i\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz tutdu\u011fum yerl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259sas t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259 ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bu da m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lveri\u015fli deyildi. 20-25 ya\u015f aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olsayd\u0131m, problem olmazd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rtl\u0259r el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, m\u0259n ba\u015fqa sah\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldum. Haz\u0131rda o sah\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox u\u011furlar \u0259ld\u0259 edir\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n Binn\u0259tova \u00f6z\u00fc 18 ya\u015f\u0131nda ail\u0259 qursa da, \u00e7ox g\u0259nc ya\u015fda nikahlara qar\u015f\u0131d\u0131r:<\/p>\n
\u201cBu, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox erk\u0259n idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o zaman ail\u0259 qurmasayd\u0131m, t\u0259hsilimin dal\u0131nca ged\u0259 bil\u0259rdim. \u00d6z \u00f6vladlar\u0131ma da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m ki, birinci t\u0259hsil al\u0131n. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131 daha \u00f6n\u0259mlidir. Bu g\u00fcn t\u0259hsili yox, ail\u0259 qurma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259n, ya da buna m\u0259cbur olan g\u0259ncl\u0259rin, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259rdim ki, onlar\u0131 evl\u0259ndirm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yin. \u0130lk olaraq t\u0259hsil verin. Ali t\u0259hsil \u015f\u0259rt deyil, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. H\u0259r hans\u0131 bir kurs, d\u0259rn\u0259k d\u0259 ola bil\u0259r. Bir pe\u015f\u0259y\u0259 sahib olsunlar. He\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmas\u0131nlar. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00f6z \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rini \u00f6zl\u0259ri qazans\u0131nlar. Ola bil\u0259r, erk\u0259n ail\u0259 qurub xo\u015fb\u0259xt olan, sonradan t\u0259hsil alanlar da olur. Amma bunlar istisnalard\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n
Ali t\u0259hsil almaq t\u0259kc\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131nda deyil, eyni zamanda xarakterind\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini dey\u0259n G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n xan\u0131m indi daha s\u0259birli oldu\u011funu bildirir. M\u00fcsahib\u0259mizi xo\u015f ovqatla bitiririk. 53 ya\u015fl\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 biziml\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rs\u0259 yetirir.<\/p>\n