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O daha sonra \u0259lav\u0259 edib: \u201cAtam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, aktyor s\u0259n\u0259ti \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir, k\u0259nardan baxan insana asan g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r. \u018fslind\u0259 atam m\u0259ni h\u0259kim g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumdan fikrimd\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. H\u0259kimlik v\u0259 h\u00fcquq fak\u00fclt\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, amma m\u0259n siyas\u0259ti se\u00e7dim. U\u015faq olanda aktrisa da olmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Lakin sonradan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bu s\u0259n\u0259t sonsuzdur. Y\u0259ni, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259lis\u0259n, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131san. Aktyor s\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 s\u0259n yerind\u0259 saya bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. M\u0259ni bu qorxutmad\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm v\u0259 ehtiyat etdim ki, atam kimi s\u0259n\u0259tkar ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fcz fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n
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\u015e.Ba\u011f\u0131rova s\u00f6yl\u0259yib ki, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 atas\u0131na dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u00e7ox s\u00f6z qal\u0131b:<\/strong>\u00a0\u201cH\u0259r q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n atas\u0131na ehtiyac\u0131 olur. M\u0259nim d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn atama \u00e7ox ehtiyac\u0131m var. S\u00f6zs\u00fcz ki, anam he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259n\u0259 atas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss etdirm\u0259yib. Atamdan sonra anam\u0131 arxamda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011f kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. O, h\u0259m t\u0259hsiliml\u0259 maraqlan\u0131b, h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ehtiyaclar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259yib. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r duranda anama deyir\u0259m ki, Allah m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r n\u0259sib etsin ki, s\u0259nin m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kdiyin \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri unutdurum, n\u0259 is\u0259 ed\u0259 bilim. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, anam, n\u0259n\u0259m var. Amma atan\u0131n yeri tam ba\u015fqad\u0131r. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259r zaman arxada qal\u0131b. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, el\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r olub ki, m\u0259n onu he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, kims\u0259y\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. O s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00fcnvan\u0131 atam olub. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, m\u0259n onu erk\u0259n itirdim. Atam\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 yeni-yeni dil a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. M\u0259n bu g\u00fcn probleml\u0259rimi, hans\u0131sa \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rimi he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi sevmir\u0259m. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allaha, he\u00e7 bir problemim yoxdur, amma olsa bel\u0259, bunlardan he\u00e7 kimin x\u0259b\u0259ri olmaz. H\u0259yatda n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, atam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 do\u011frulda bilim. Qism\u0259t. Biz \u00e7ox \u015fey ist\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rik, amma \u0259sas n\u0259tic\u0259dir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 zamana ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cBir m\u00fcdd\u0259t idi ki, Bak\u0131da idim. Sabah yenid\u0259n Ankaraya yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Haz\u0131rda Ankarada, Hacettepe Universitetind\u0259 siyasi elm v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t idar\u0259\u00e7iliyi fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 ingilis dilind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131ram. Qar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259 magistr t\u0259hsili d\u0259 var. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259r zaman mara\u011f\u0131m olub. Harada t\u0259hsil alsam da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259md\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259yimin m\u0259qs\u0259di d\u0259 atam\u0131n an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k idi. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 atam\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Akademik Musiqili Teatra getdim. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 tama\u015faya baxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, onlara gedib baxd\u0131m. Teatrda \u00dczeyir Hac\u0131b\u0259yli h\u0259ft\u0259si idi. \u201cM\u0259\u015f\u0259di \u0130bad\u201d, \u201cLeyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnun\u201d v\u0259 s. tama\u015falara baxd\u0131m. Teatrda atam haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b onu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":759725,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad-500x280.jpg",500,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad-548x365.jpg",548,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",640,427,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad-240x172.jpg",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/4415b2296d672e41b663f0a460d983ad.jpg",750,500,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u201cBir m\u00fcdd\u0259t idi ki, Bak\u0131da idim. Sabah yenid\u0259n Ankaraya yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Haz\u0131rda Ankarada, Hacettepe Universitetind\u0259 siyasi elm v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t idar\u0259\u00e7iliyi fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 ingilis dilind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131ram. Qar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259 magistr t\u0259hsili d\u0259 var. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259r zaman mara\u011f\u0131m olub. Harada t\u0259hsil alsam da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259md\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259yimin m\u0259qs\u0259di d\u0259 atam\u0131n an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k idi. Bak\u0131ya…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759724"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=759724"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759724\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":759726,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759724\/revisions\/759726"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/759725"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=759724"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=759724"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=759724"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}