{"id":762687,"date":"2024-10-18T16:25:13","date_gmt":"2024-10-18T12:25:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=762687"},"modified":"2024-10-18T16:25:13","modified_gmt":"2024-10-18T12:25:13","slug":"muharib%c9%99-baslamadan-onc%c9%99-s%c9%99hid-olacagini-yuxuda-gormusdum-s%c9%99hid-anasi-xatir%c9%99-%c9%99hm%c9%99dova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?p=762687","title":{"rendered":"“M\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yuxuda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm”- \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131 Xatir\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259dova"},"content":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n o\u011ful itirmi\u015f \u00e7ox ana g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m-dostda, qohumlarda, qon\u015fularda. Lakin \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131 o\u011ful itir\u0259n dig\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq olmur. Sanki d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259. Bir ba\u015fqad\u0131r \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131… F\u0259rqlidir… A\u011flayanda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, d\u0259rdinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259tinin \u00fcnvan\u0131, o\u011ful sevgisi h\u0259r k\u0259sinkin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259z. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131nda o\u011fullar\u0131na dedikl\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131lar da f\u0259rqlidir.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n “\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259z” deyib h\u0259r \u015feyi unuduruq. “V\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f olsun” deyib k\u0259nardan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri q\u00fcrurla an\u0131r\u0131q. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz q\u00fcrur yeri, and yerimizdir, ancaq o, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin analar\u0131 n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r, \u00e7oxumuz bilmirik. Od d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc yeri yaxar, deyirl\u0259r.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015fair Cabir Noruz \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid analar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u015feirind\u0259 ayr\u0131 bir g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 v\u0259sv edir:<\/p>\n

O\u011fullar\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nF\u0259q\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcmid s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nBir gec\u0259d\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fappaq h\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nBir g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b, biril\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nKe\u00e7mi\u015f qanl\u0131 davadan h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u00f6z salanlar\u0131,
\nG\u0259linsiz olanlar\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259siz qalanlar\u0131
\n\u00d6vlad m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259til\u0259 isitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k h\u0259rar\u0259til\u0259 isitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yini isitm\u0259k ist\u0259diyimiz \u015f\u0259hid M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259dovun anas\u0131 Xatir\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259dovan\u0131n o\u011flu il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u0259yah\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Xatir\u0259 anaya \u00fcnvanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z suallara verdiyi cavablar bizi d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi.
\n\u00d6nc\u0259d\u0259n qeyd ed\u0259k ki, \u015f\u0259hid \u018fhm\u0259dov M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t Adil o\u011flu 14.05.1991-ci ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respublikas\u0131 \u015e\u0259rur rayonunun O\u011fuz k\u0259ndind\u0259 do\u011fulub. O, 2019-cu ilin iyun ay\u0131ndan 3 ayl\u0131q t\u0259lim m\u00fcdd\u0259tini bitirdikd\u0259n sonra Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n \u018flahidd\u0259 \u00dcmumqo\u015fun Ordusunun X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131s\u0131, m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n art\u0131q h\u0259qiqi h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t qulluq\u00e7usu v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 xidm\u0259t edib. M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 f\u0259da ed\u0259n o\u011fullardan biri olub. F\u00fczulinin, Hadrutun azad olunmas\u0131 u\u011frunda odlu-alovlu c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b, Da\u015falt\u0131n\u0131n, Tu\u011f k\u0259ndinin i\u015f\u011faldan azad olunmas\u0131nda c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, \u015eu\u015fa istiqam\u0259tin\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidlik m\u0259qam\u0131na y\u00fcks\u0259lib.
\nAz\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259razi b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u0259rpa edilm\u0259si u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f \u0259m\u0259liyyatlar\u0131na qat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qoyulmu\u015f tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n icras\u0131 zaman\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259 borcunu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan Prezidenti \u0130lham \u018fliyevin 15.12.2020-ci il tarixli S\u0259r\u0259ncam\u0131na \u0259sas\u0259n, M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259dov \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra “V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda” medal\u0131 v\u0259 “H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259” medal\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259ltif edilib.
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man igidimiz M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259dovun anas\u0131 Xatir\u0259 xan\u0131m biziml\u0259 bunlar\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n–\u00a0Salam, Xatir\u0259 ana. \u0130st\u0259rdim bizi M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131na s\u0259yah\u0259t\u0259 aparasan?<\/b>
\n– M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015fey dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m. O, u\u015faql\u0131qdan qo\u00e7aqd\u0131. Deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259n, i\u015fd\u0259n qorxmayand\u0131, inadkar\u0131yd\u0131. N\u0259 deyirdis\u0259, onu da edirdi. H\u0259l\u0259 M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t 2 ya\u015f\u0131 olanda ax\u015fam vaxt\u0131 idi. S\u00fcfr\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn salat do\u011fram\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. A\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 xiyar\u0131 dorama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sevm\u0259di. \u018fkin evd\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaq oldu\u011fundan ona ist\u0259diyi kimi t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259zl\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00f6v ver\u0259 bilmirdim. 2 ya\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n qorxmad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc uzaq olan \u0259kin yerin\u0259 getdi, g\u00fcc\u00fc xiyar\u0131 qoparma\u011fa \u00e7atmasa da kolu q\u0131r\u0131b, ist\u0259diyini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259ldi. O, zamandan n\u0259 qaranl\u0131q, n\u0259 gec\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n onu he\u00e7 zaman qorxuda bilm\u0259di. O, evimizd\u0259 olanda ham\u0131 \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nirdi. Onun yan\u0131nda olan kims\u0259 d\u0259rdini xat\u0131rlamazd\u0131. Kimins\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131sa m\u00fctl\u0259q yard\u0131ma gedirdi.
\n–\u00a0D\u0259rsl\u0259ri, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti nec\u0259 idi?<\/b>
\n– M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n v\u0259 sevil\u0259n \u015fagird idi. Sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 unutmay\u0131b M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131na h\u0259r getdiyimd\u0259 g\u0259lib m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edirl\u0259r. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri indi d\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fca m\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck olanlar da birinci salam verir, kefimi soru\u015fur, m\u0259nl\u0259 d\u0259rd b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\""M\u00fcharib\u0259–\u00a0H\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaq \u00f6z arzusu olub?<\/b>
\n– M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 yoland\u0131 . \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259 olanda da se\u00e7il\u0259n biri oldu. Ali Ba\u015f Komandan ad\u0131na F\u0259xri F\u0259rman alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o zaman. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. El\u0259 fikri h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaqda idi. Qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yirdi orduya. \u018fn \u00e7ox da X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 xidm\u0259t etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259narda i\u015fl\u0259di. Orada da i\u015fl\u0259diyi zaman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t hissi yaratd\u0131. Atas\u0131 yan\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259 orda olan m\u00fcdirl\u0259ri atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lini \u00f6p\u00fcb sa\u011f olun ki, bel\u0259 d\u00fcrst \u00f6vlad yeti\u015fdirmisiz demi\u015fdi.
\nXarici \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra Az\u0259rbaycan sillahl\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini haz\u0131rlad\u0131 v\u0259 ora getdi. Lakin u\u011fursuz olurdu onun bu gedi\u015fl\u0259ri. H\u0259r s\u0259f\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 problem \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin arzusu \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxmu\u015fdum. Sonra verdiyi imtahanlardan y\u00fcks\u0259h n\u0259tic\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdi. X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131 orduda, m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n art\u0131q h\u0259qiqi h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t h\u0259rbi qulluq\u00e7usu kimi i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Onu da deyim ki, orduya o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259 birg\u0259 100 o\u011flan da s\u0259n\u0259d vermi\u015fdi. T\u0259liml\u0259rd\u0259n sonra o 100 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n 17-sini orduda saxlad\u0131lar. Onlardan biri d\u0259 m\u0259nim o\u011flumdu.
\nH\u0259rbi paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dolab\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 x\u00fcsusi bir yer\u0259 qoyurdu ki \u0259zilm\u0259sin. Sevirdi pe\u015f\u0259sini. Bu h\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 atas\u0131 ona “Rembo” o\u011flum deyirdi.<\/p>\n

\""M\u00fcharib\u0259M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 sizinl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlad\u0131m\u0131? S\u00f6hb\u0259t zaman\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131?<\/b>
\n– Oktyabr\u0131n 11-i m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 getdi. 27-si \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fu\u00a0x\u0259b\u0259rini<\/a>\u00a0ald\u0131q. M\u00fcharib\u0259 \u0259rzind\u0259 bildiyim t\u0259k \u015fey M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin k\u0259\u015ffiyyata getdiyi idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki tez-tez z\u0259ng vurmurdu.
\nOnun d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 ziyar\u0259tim\u0259 g\u0259lir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r ki, M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131. Biz s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 at\u0131rd\u0131q. O ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdi. Ona deyirdik ki, \u0259yil M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r. O is\u0259 deyirdi ki, “biz bura gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fik. \u015e\u0259r\u0259fsizl\u0259ri \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik”. Bel\u0259 bir qo\u00e7aq o\u011fland\u0131 m\u0259nim o\u011flum.
\nOrdan z\u0259ng vururdu. S\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m . M\u0259n\u0259- ana arxay\u0131n ol. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z deyirdi. O, zaman onlar\u0131n komandiri Tehran M\u0259nsimov idi. M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan sonra demi\u015fdi ki, gedib M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n anaya t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr ed\u0259c\u0259m, bel\u0259 igid yeti\u015fdirdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Biz g\u00f6zl\u0259dik g\u0259lm\u0259yini. Biz\u0259 o\u011flumuzdan dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, ist\u0259dik amma o, g\u0259lm\u0259di.
\nYolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t 70-\u0259 yax\u0131n erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Yolda\u015flar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yaral\u0131lar\u0131 al\u0131b \u00e7iynin\u0259, onlar\u0131n silahlar\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yoluna davam edirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r onlar\u0131 da apar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizin \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259sin.
\nM\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259timd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 iki o\u011ful yadigar qal\u0131b. B\u00fcnyamin v\u0259 \u0130brahim. O\u011flum \u015f\u0259hid olanda birinin 6, dig\u0259rinin 5 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng vuranda ilk s\u00f6z\u00fc u\u015faqlar\u0131na d\u0259c\u0259llik edib n\u0259n\u0259ni yormay\u0131n olurdu.<\/p>\n

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–M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t nec\u0259 xarakter\u0259 sahib biri idi.<\/b>
\n– Mehriban v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn camaat\u0131 sevirdi onu. \u015e\u0259hid olmas\u0131na he\u00e7 kim inanmad\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r qorxmaz u\u015faqd\u0131 ki, o, erm\u0259niy\u0259 can verm\u0259z deyirdil\u0259r. 13 saat yaral\u0131 qal\u0131b d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n yolu ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259yib, deyirl\u0259r. 13 saat sonra can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b. Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 o zaman erm\u0259ni q\u0259zetind\u0259 M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin \u015f\u0259kili \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu adam vurulmal\u0131d\u0131r dey\u0259. Yax\u0131n m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259n erm\u0259ni k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r vurubmu\u015f o\u011flumu.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0Arzular\u0131 n\u0259 idi?<\/b>
\n– Arzular\u0131 \u00e7oxdu M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l iki dana alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u00f6vladlar\u0131na ki\u00e7ik toy el\u0259sin. Yolda\u015flar\u0131 deyirdi ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131ndan g\u00fcll\u0259 ya\u011fanda bel\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259k, onlara ki\u00e7ik toy etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edirmi\u015f. Deyirmi\u015f ki, 3 g\u00fcn toy ed\u0259c\u0259k. \u018fyl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. B\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qald\u0131. N\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 yola sala bildi, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki\u00e7ik toyun el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\""M\u00fcharib\u0259–Bilir\u0259m \u00e7\u0259tindi. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 arzular\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 idi?<\/b>
\n– M\u0259nim d\u0259 onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 arzular\u0131m \u00e7oxdu. \u00c7ox arzum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qald\u0131. Birinci arzum el\u0259 onun \u00f6vladlar\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u0259kdi. \u00c7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Allah n\u0259sib etdi. Amma M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tsiz onlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zdim.
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm Qaraba\u011f q\u0131z\u0131yam. Ail\u0259 qurub nax\u00e7\u0131vana g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ata yurdum i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 el\u0259 hey d\u0259rdin \u00e7\u0259kirdim yurdumun. Deyirdim sa\u011f salamat, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimin ke\u00e7diyi o da\u011flar\u0131, o d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri ka\u015f bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259ydim. O\u011flum m\u0259ni arzuma \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n f\u0259xr edir\u0259m ki, o c\u00fcr igidin anas\u0131yam.
\nM\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t may\u0131n 14-\u00fc anadan olub. H\u0259r il may ay\u0131n\u0131n 14-d\u0259 art\u0131q 4 ildir ki, onsuz ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn ke\u00e7irdirik.
\nH\u0259yat e\u015fqi bol olan bir insand\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 ayr\u0131 bir ev qurmu\u015fdu. \u018fziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yim\u0259 he\u00e7 icaz\u0259 vermirdi. O, yan\u0131ma yax\u0131nla\u015fmadan qoxusu burnuma g\u0259lirdi. Onda bilirdim M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tim g\u0259lir. H\u0259l\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flamazdan \u0259vv\u0259l yuxuda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm \u015f\u0259hid olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yimin bir yerind\u0259 o, zamandan bir yaram vard\u0131. El\u0259 indi d\u0259 o yara yerind\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

[b]S\u00f6hb\u0259tim bitdikd\u0259n sonra Xatir\u0259 ana il\u0259 vidala\u015fd\u0131m. O, an q\u0259lbim q\u0259mgin tell\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r oxuyurdu. M\u0259ns\u0259 bir \u015feyi d\u0259rk etdim. \u0130gidl\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid olanda yox, unudulanda \u00f6l\u00fcr.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n o\u011ful itirmi\u015f \u00e7ox ana g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m-dostda, qohumlarda, qon\u015fularda. Lakin \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131 o\u011ful itir\u0259n dig\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq olmur. Sanki d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259. Bir ba\u015fqad\u0131r \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131… F\u0259rqlidir… A\u011flayanda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, d\u0259rdinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259tinin \u00fcnvan\u0131, o\u011ful sevgisi h\u0259r k\u0259sinkin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259z. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131nda o\u011fullar\u0131na dedikl\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131lar da f\u0259rqlidir. B\u0259z\u0259n “\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259z” deyib h\u0259r \u015feyi unuduruq. “V\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f olsun” deyib k\u0259nardan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri q\u00fcrurla an\u0131r\u0131q. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz q\u00fcrur yeri, and yerimizdir, ancaq o, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin analar\u0131 n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r, \u00e7oxumuz bilmirik. Od d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc yeri yaxar, deyirl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015fair Cabir Noruz \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":762688,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"gutentor_comment":0,"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833-339x280.png",339,280,true],"medium":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833-290x365.png",290,365,true],"large":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false],"post-thumbnail":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833-240x172.png",240,172,true],"advps-thumb-one":["https:\/\/arantv.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/833.png",339,426,false]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"V\u00fcsal Rafiqo\u011flu","author_link":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/?author=2"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"C\u0259miyy\u0259t<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"M\u0259n o\u011ful itirmi\u015f \u00e7ox ana g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m-dostda, qohumlarda, qon\u015fularda. Lakin \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131 o\u011ful itir\u0259n dig\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq olmur. Sanki d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259. Bir ba\u015fqad\u0131r \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131… F\u0259rqlidir… A\u011flayanda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, d\u0259rdinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259tinin \u00fcnvan\u0131, o\u011ful sevgisi h\u0259r k\u0259sinkin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259z. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131nda o\u011fullar\u0131na dedikl\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131lar da f\u0259rqlidir. B\u0259z\u0259n “\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259z” deyib h\u0259r \u015feyi unuduruq. “V\u0259t\u0259n…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/762687"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=762687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/762687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":762689,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/762687\/revisions\/762689"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/762688"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=762687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=762687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arantv.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=762687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}