Yanvar\u0131n 19-dan 20-n\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. T\u0259l\u0259sik ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131m. Kims\u0259 il\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdim. Bilirdim ki, getm\u0259yim\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s raz\u0131 deyil. Bird\u0259n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Titr\u0259k s\u0259si m\u0259ni fikirl\u0259rimd\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. Quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259mizi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutmu\u015fdu. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zorla \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma s\u0259sinin \u0259sdiyini hiss etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi:<\/p>\n
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\u2013 Getm\u0259, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m! U\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131za bax, m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. S\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey olsa, biz n\u0259 ed\u0259rik?<\/p>\n
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S\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yimi didib-par\u00e7alad\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259mizin ki\u00e7ik \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzand\u0131, sanki \u201cgetm\u0259\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O an i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131 \u2013 ail\u0259m, yoxsa xalq\u0131m? C\u0259sar\u0259timi toplay\u0131b h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131m v\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259tli bir s\u0259sl\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n
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\u2013 \u018fg\u0259r bu g\u00fcn getm\u0259s\u0259m, sabah onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 baxaram? M\u0259n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlara miras qoymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedir\u0259m. D\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259m bel\u0259, bil ki, bu k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r azad bir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n
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Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n iki damla ya\u015f yanaqlar\u0131na s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. He\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b k\u00f6rp\u0259sini daha b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131. S\u0259ssizliyi h\u0259min an m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyi \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259st\u0259k idi. Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda balaca q\u0131z\u0131m d\u0259hlizin sonunda \u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k quca\u011f\u0131ma tulland\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u2013 Ata, qay\u0131danda m\u0259n\u0259 \u015firinqu\u015f alarsan, alacaqsan? S\u00f6z verirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 edirdi. \u0130st\u0259diyi t\u0259k \u015fey \u015firinqu\u015f idi. M\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6z ver\u0259rdim v\u0259 \u015firinqu\u015fsuz ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdim. \u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcl bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259:<\/p>\n
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\u2013 M\u00fctl\u0259q, q\u0131z\u0131m, \u2013 deyib, balaca yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fcm v\u0259 onu yer\u0259 qoydum.<\/p>\n
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Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 verdiyim s\u00f6z\u00fc tuta bil\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 \u0259min deyildim. Onun bu arzusunu yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259 bils\u0259m, dem\u0259k ki, sa\u011f qalm\u0131\u015fam\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yanvar ay\u0131n\u0131n soyuq g\u00fcnl\u0259ri idi. Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir istilik vard\u0131. \u0130nsanlar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-birini tan\u0131mayan bu insan k\u00fctl\u0259sini birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n t\u0259k \u015fey vard\u0131: azadl\u0131q yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131!<\/p>\n
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Meydanlara \u00e7atanda, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki qorxunun yerini bir c\u0259sar\u0259t ald\u0131. \u0130nsan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u00fc hiss edirdim. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u201cAzadl\u0131q!\u201d s\u0259sl\u0259ri y\u00fcks\u0259lirdi. Sanki ham\u0131m\u0131z bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni oxuyurduq \u2013 bizi eyni arzu birl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saata meydanda minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Ham\u0131n\u0131n amal\u0131, m\u0259qs\u0259di bir idi: azad, suveren Az\u0259rbaycan.<\/p>\n
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Amma \u00e7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, meydana \u00e7axna\u015fma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fliyal\u0131n, \u00fcr\u0259yi silahl\u0131 insanlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 tanklar y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. M\u0259n h\u0259m q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Burada olan h\u0259r k\u0259sin can\u0131n\u0131 azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 verdiyini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Tanklar\u0131n gurultusu uzaqdan e\u015fidil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O an h\u0259r \u015fey bir film kimi yava\u015flad\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n sif\u0259tl\u0259ri bir-bir yadda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259kk olunurdu \u2013 g\u0259nc o\u011flan\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n alovlanan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131, ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015finin dua p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayan dodaqlar\u0131, quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259sini b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xan o qad\u0131n\u2026 V\u0259 m\u0259n\u2026 Bu insan selinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik hiss edirdim. Amma eyni zamanda onlar\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaq m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc verirdi.<\/p>\n
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\u2013 G\u0259lirl\u0259r! \u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lirl\u0259r! \u2013 insanlar\u0131n hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 tanklar\u0131n gurultusunu e\u015fitdim. \u00dczl\u0259rd\u0259 qorxu il\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t birl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Biz g\u00fcll\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda azadl\u0131q n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si oxuyurduq. Silah\u0131m\u0131z s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz idi. At\u0131lan g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r insanlar\u0131 bir-bir yer\u0259 s\u0259rirdi. Onlar\u0131n silah\u0131 bizim silah\u0131m\u0131zdan g\u00fccl\u00fc ola bil\u0259rdi. Amma c\u0259sar\u0259timizd\u0259n \u0259lsa\u2026 Onlar cismimizi yer\u0259 y\u0131xd\u0131lar, ideallar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ucaltd\u0131lar. Biz o n\u0259h\u0259ng tanklar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sip\u0259r olduq \u2013 qa\u00e7mad\u0131q, \u0259liyal\u0131n durduq.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di, aya\u011f\u0131mda bir ac\u0131 hiss etdim. Vurulmu\u015fdum. Dizim b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcm. Yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f qan i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. F\u0259ryadlar y\u00fcks\u0259lirdi. Qulaqlar\u0131mda x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 yarand\u0131. Amma ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc toparlay\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Olmad\u0131. L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f g\u00fcll\u0259 topu\u011fumu de\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131qlar s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O gec\u0259 zaman da donmu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 tanklar\u0131n ir\u0259lil\u0259diyini, insanlar\u0131n yerl\u0259 bir oldu\u011funu, asfalta axan qan\u0131 izl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n
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S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa qanlar q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu idi. \u0130nsanlar c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259r aras\u0131nda yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, a\u011flay\u0131r, f\u0259ryad edirdi. M\u0259n is\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdim. Yaramdan axan qan dayansa da, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131 dinmirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0259m sa\u011f qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnahkar, h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcb he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u0259if hiss edirdim.<\/p>\n
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Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131ma baxanda bir \u015feyi anlay\u0131ram:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Azadl\u0131q biz\u0259 bir h\u0259diyy\u0259 deyil. Onu qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q. M\u0259n o gec\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Sonralar h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 iz\u0259 baxanda h\u0259min qanl\u0131 gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canlan\u0131r. Deyirl\u0259r ki, zaman h\u0259r \u015feyi sa\u011fald\u0131r. Amma bu c\u00fcr a\u011fr\u0131lar sa\u011falm\u0131r. Onlar yaln\u0131z biz\u0259 kim oldu\u011fumuzu, n\u0259 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Bu g\u00fcn 20 Yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlayanda, itirdikl\u0259rimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131ram. O g\u00fcn biz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdi ki, azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. M\u0259n sa\u011f qald\u0131m, amma itirdikl\u0259rimiz \u0259b\u0259di olaraq q\u0259lbimd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n
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H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o gec\u0259ni xat\u0131rlayanda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, o gec\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u00fcrura b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. M\u0259n yaln\u0131z sa\u011f qalan biri deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n o gec\u0259nin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259rinin \u015fahidiy\u0259m. H\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sim o qan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 do\u011fulan azadl\u0131\u011fa h\u0259sr olunub.<\/p>\n
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O gec\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 4 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olmu\u015f q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n\u2026.<\/p>\n
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Nigar Mahi Qanla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gec\u0259nin \u015fahidi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yanvar\u0131n 19-dan 20-n\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259\u2026 Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. T\u0259l\u0259sik ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131m. Kims\u0259 il\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdim. Bilirdim ki, getm\u0259yim\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s raz\u0131 deyil. Bird\u0259n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Titr\u0259k s\u0259si m\u0259ni fikirl\u0259rimd\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. Quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259mizi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutmu\u015fdu. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zorla \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma s\u0259sinin \u0259sdiyini hiss etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi: \u2013 Getm\u0259, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m! U\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131za bax, m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. S\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey olsa, biz n\u0259 ed\u0259rik? S\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yimi didib-par\u00e7alad\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259mizin ki\u00e7ik \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzand\u0131, sanki \u201cgetm\u0259\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. 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